Chapter 11

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I turned around to find Osama....

I started to shake from the sight of his eyes...
I was really scared...
I started to breath faster...
His eyes were red and he looked really scary!!

I took the box and was about to ride my car....


Osama: "Hey, hey, ga3d akalmich!" He held my wrist tightly....
Shahad: "Wa5r 3ani!!"

I suddenly heard voices of guys talking...
It was the end of the day and people were coming to the parking lot....

Shahad: "SA3DOOONI!!" I yelled...
Osama: "OOOOOSSSSSSSSSSS!!!" He closed my mouth...


A group of guys that were walking came our way...

........: "Fee shay i5tii?! Ish9ayer mini?!"
Osama: "Huh? La la mafii shay, ana mashii!"
........: "Eeee o5ooy tifathil w hid il bint!"

Osama gave me a death stare then came closer and whispered in my ear..

Osama: "I'll be back love!" He smiled then turned around and walked away...

My heart was beating faster...
I tried to calm down...

I looked at the group of guys that was in front of me...
They were staring at me..
The guy that talked earlier talked again...


.......: "I5tii  feech shay?!"
Shahad: "Huh, emmm la la!"
........: "Sawalich shay?!"
Shahad: "La, bs kan ga3d yt7arash w ana kint 5arfa, mashkoor mat ga9er!"
.........: "3afwan i5tii, 3adi ma sawana shay, ma3ach Aziz!" He smiled...
Shahad: "Halla 3aziz ana Shahad!" I smiled back
3aziz: "3ashat il asami!"

Suddenly someone from the guys from his group called out..

.......: "Yalla 3azoz, benroo7!!"
3aziz: "Yaaay yaaaay..!" He then looked at me...
Shahad: "Nice meeting you, i have to go, thank you again!" I smiled...
3aziz: "No problem!"


I then rode my car and drove home...
I parked my car outside and was about to go in the house when my phone vibrated...
I stopped on the front door of the house and checked my phone...
I got a whatsapp....


Mesharii: "Shahad!"
Shahad: "Halla?!"
Mesharii: "Shlonich?<3"
Shahad: "Tamam!"
Mesharii: "Ma tabeen tis2leen 3ani?!"
Shahad: "Emmm shlonik?!"
Mesharii: "Itha entay tamam, akeed ana tamam!"
Mesharii: "Ishfeech Shahad? 9ayr shay?!"
Shahad: "Huh? la mako shay!" I lied...
Mesharii: "Ga3da etchathbeen!"

And before i could answer he called...
I took a deep breath and answered...


Shahad: "Alooo..." My voice was shaky
Mesharii: "Shahad ishfeech?!"

I kept quiet...

Mesharii: "SHAHAD!!!"
Shahad: "Halla?!"
Mesharii: "Goolay ishfeech, ish9ar, 5ara3teni!" He was mad...
Shahad: "Wallah Mesharii mafee shay, bs!"
Mesharii: "Bs shino?!" He said quickly...
Shahad: "Shift Osama!" I said it in a sad tone..
Mesharii: "Sawalich shay, 9ar shay?!"
Shahad: "La, la, ma 9ar shay!"
Mesharii: "Shahad tell me exactly what happened?!" He yelled...
Shahad: "Mesharii ishfeek ana 5a6ana gilt, il mafrooth ana az3al w a3a9ib mo ent!"
Mesharii: "Ana asif, Shahad wallah 5ayif 3alich, ana asif wallah, yallah golay shino 9ar?!" He said calmly...
Shahad: "Walla shay Mesharii he came and i was in front of the car, i got scared i held the box and was about to ride the car but he held my wrist, then guys from il jam3a saw him so he went, bs ma 9ar shay!"
Mesharii: "Did he hurt you?! 3awar eedich?!"
Shahad: "La 3adi ma 9ar shay, bs i5tara3t!" I looked at my wrist, it was marked with his fingers...

I have really sensitive skin and i quickly get bruised...

Mesharii: "Akeed?!"
Shahad: "Eee akeed!" I smiled.. "Yalla i have to go, tabi shay?!"
Mesharii: "Wait wait, aloo Shahad?!"
Shahad: "Halla?!"
Mesharii: "Hmmm talking about the box, i3jibich?!"


I knew it was from him...
Waaaaay he is so sweet...


Shahad: "Emmm Mashkoor, bs laish ta3abt nafsik, i can't except all these gifts!!"
Mesharii: "Chub, you will except them, la ta3ab wallah shay!"
Shahad: "Emmmm, Mesharii?!"
Mesharii: "3yoon Mesharii!" His words made my heart beat faster... It made something move in me...
Shahad: "Emmmmm I ---" I was interuppted by the sight of my cousin...


It was Yousef...
I shut my mouth and left Mesharii on the phone...


Yousef: "Shahooood wanich min ziman!"
Shahad: "Ahlan Yousef, entaw 3indina, shlonik?!"
Yousef: "Eee, Ana tamam wallah, w entay?!"
Shahad: "Tamam..! Wain obooy?!"
Yousef: "3ami ga3d da5il ma3 obooy, Shisma tiyeen ma3ay?!"
Shahad: "Wain?!"
Yousef: "Baroo7 il jam3iya!!"
Shahad: "Okay, bs tin6erni bs aroo7 a76 my books?!"
Yousef: "Okay yalla na6rich bil sayara!!"
Shahad: "Okay okay!" I smiled...

I had one uncle and he had 2 children, Yousef and Yara...
Yara and i were close, she is my best friend and she knows everything about me and so do i...
Yousef and I are close, he is my childhood friend...



I went in and put my books and the red box, i then remembered that Mesharii was on the phone...

Shahad: "Aloo, wallah sorry!"
Mesharii: "La 3adi, mino hatha?!"
Shahad: "Hatha wild 3ami, Yousef!"
Mesharii: "Aha, w il7een betroo7en ma3a?!"
Shahad: "Eee yalla lazim aroo7!"
Mesharii: "Wait!"
Shahad: "Halla?!"
Mesharii: "Jam3iya betro7oon 97?!"
Shahad: "Eee.."
Mesharii: "Ay jam3iya?!"
Shahad: "Laish!"
Mesharii: "Ishfeech, entay r7 et9eern mortay lazim tistathinan gabil matroo7en!"
Shahad: "Laaaaaaa?!"
Mesharii: "Eee 7abibtii!"
Shahad: "Mesharii lazim aroo7!"
Mesharii: "Mabeech etroo7en ma3 Yousef!!!"
Shahad: "Ishfeek, he is my cousin!"
Mesharii: "Mali shi'3il a'3ar!"
Shahad: "Mesharii ent min 9ijik?!"
Mesharii: "Eee, do i sound like i'm kidding?!" He wasn't kidding...
Shahad: "Mesharii!!" I said firmly
Mesharii: "GILTLICH MAMNOO3 ETROO7EN!!!" He yelled...
Shahad: "Lat 9ar5!"
Mesharii: "Mamnoo3 etro7een!" He said sharply...
Shahad: "Ent mino 3ashan etgoli mamnoo3?!"
Mesharii: "SHAHAD..!" He began to yell...

I closed the phone in his face and put my phone on silent...
I then looked at myself in the mirror and went outside...

I found my uncle sitting with my dad...

Shahad: "Salam 3ami!" I kissed his right cheek, then his left cheek while shaking his hand...
3ami: "Ahlain 7abibtii, shloncih?!"
Shahad: "Tamam, yalla ast2thin, r7 aroo7 ma3 Yousef..!"
Dad: "Deer balich baba!"
Shahad: "7ather baba!" I yelled it out while walking out the house...

I rode the car and Yousef began to drive...

Shahad: "Ha, ma r7 etsam3ni i'3niya?!"
Yousef: "Afa 3alich bs, shino tabeen tismi3een?!"
Shahad: "Madre kafik!!"
Yousef: "Okay!!"

He then put a song..
He put ( يوسف العماني - متيم )


I gave Yousef a death stare...

Yousef: "Ishfeech?!"
Shahad: "Agdam?!"
Yousef: "Hehehehe, sim3ay sim3ay!!"

The song continued to play...
I listened to its words...
I loved the song, but it was so old...

أنت بحري وانا اليم يقولون لي يقولون
أنا بحبك متيم خل الحساد يموتون
أنت في قلبي غالي لو عنك يسألون

انا حبيبٍ تحبه ولي قلبك على قلبه
لاتخلون العواذل بينكم يفرقون

اثنين تجمعنا أنت بحري وانا اليم يقولون لي يقولون
أنا بحبك متيم خل الحساد يموتون
أنت في قلبي غالي لو عنك يسألون

انا حبيبٍ تحبه ولي قلبك على قلبه
لاتخلون العواذل بينكم يفرقون

اثنين تجمعنا المحبه يغارون منا الاحبه
حبي وانا احبه عذالي ماتفهمون

انا حبيبٍ تحبه ولي قلبك على قلبه
لاتخلون العواذل بينكم يفرقون

ان زعلت هوا يصالح وان خطى انا اسامح
في شي ماتعرفونه اني احبه بجنون المحبه يغارون منا الاحبه
حبي وانا احبه عذالي ماتفهمون

انا حبيبٍ تحبه ولي قلبك على قلبه
لاتخلون العواذل بينكم يفرقون

ان زعلت هوا يصالح وان خطى انا اسامح
في شي ماتعرفونه اني احبه بجنون

At last we got there...
I walked in with Yousef..

Yousef: "Yalla 5imay!!"

I laughed...

Yousef: "Tara ilyoum r7 enam 3indokom ana w Yara, fa r7 ayeeb film y5ar3 inzain?!"
Shahad: "Allah wanasa, bs a5af min il aflam ily et5ari3, mabi mabi!"
Yousef: "Yalla 3ad Shahad, r7 akoon mawjood lat 5afeen!"
Shahad: "Mo etnam eb n9 il film!"

Yousef laughed...

Yousef: "Okay okay, ma r7 anam, wa3d!"

We walked around and bought chips and sweets and anything that caught my eye...
We then went back home...
Yousef and I talked the whole way home...
When we got home I spotted Mesharii's car parked outside the house...
I then quickly took out my phone...


54 miss calls...
78 whatsapps...

They were all from Mesharii...


Aern't i being harsh on him?!


I quickly began to type a whatapp to Mesharii...


Shahad: "Mesharii ma 9ar shay, wallah, ana asfa, ent laish em3a9ib w entsawi salfa!!"
Mesharii: "Shahad ana asif!"


Wait, is he mad or sad, i don't get it...


I looked up from my phone and stared into Mesharii's car deeply and smiled...
He was sitting in his car, in the drivers seat...


Mesharii then sent me a .....................................................................

Chapter 10

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I was suprised...

I was shocked....
I stood there staring with shock....


Shino hatha?!
Ambaaaay hatha mo min 9ija...
Mo 9a7ii hal walad wallah!!!...
Maynoona rasmi...


I started deeply at what was in front of me...


It was Mesharii, he was sitting on the floor and he had his back to the car and he was fast asleep...
He looked so handsome laying there, sleeping like a baby...
He had a flower bouquet laid between his hands...
The flower bouquet was so beutiful, it was pink and it was huge, it looked like this:

He also had a hot drink from Starbucks....
He looked so cute while sleeping...
He was wearing a Deer and Dear purple shirt with jeans, he was also wearing sunglasses, since the sun was shinning...
I walked towards my car and stood right in front of Mesharii, he had his head against the drivers door, he was fast asleep, "Naym eb sabi3 nooma!!"

He was waiting for me the whole time?!
Omg that's so cute...
Kisar 5a6ri wallah...
Should i walk him up?!
I have to wake him up so i can get into my car...
He was blocking my way...


I kneeled down and stared at him deeply...
I then poked his shoulders...

Shahad: "Mesharii?!" My voice was shaky....

He didn't answer...
I stared at him silently, i didn't know what to do...

Shahad: "Emmmmm, Mesharii?!" My voice was really low...
Mesharii: "Hmmmm...!" He was still sleeping..
Shahad: "Mesharii goom!"

He then slowly opened his eyes...
He looked at me deeply and smiled....
His eyes were filled with love...

Mesharii: "Shahad!" He whispered...


I then quickly stood up, i didn't know what else to do...
Mesharii quickly stood up...
He then came closer...

Mesharii: "9aba7 il ward ya kaslana!!" He whispered to me in a romantic way....

His breath tickled against my ears...
I moved away...

Shahad: "9aba7 il noor, momken law sima7t etwa5r 3ashan arkab sayartii, 3indi mo7athara!" I said firmly...
Mesharii: "La mo momken...!" He teased me...
Shahad: "Mesharii 3indi mo7arathara!"
Mesharii: "3adi, w shino ya3ni?!"

I tried to ride my car, but he blocked the way...

Shahad: "Mesharii r7 etwa5r wela shlon?!"
Mesharii: "Ma r7 awa5r!!" He teased me...
Shahad: "Mesharii agolik 3indi mo7athara!"
Mesharii: "Shlonha il 3asal ilyoum?!" He ignored me...
Shahad: "Mesharii 3indi mo7athara...!"
Mesharii: "W ya3ni?!" He said calmly..

Mesharii looked at the ground and then stared into my eyes and smiled....

His smile killed me...
I was dying from inside...
I just wanted to wrap my arms around him...

Shahad: "Law sima7t Mesharii wa5r 3an 6ireji!!"
Mesharii: "Tabeeni awa5r?!"
Shahad: "Eee...!"
Mesharii: "Bs 3ala shar6!"
Shahad: "Shino hal shar6 bala?!"
Mesharii: "T5aleni awa9lich!"
Shahad: "NA3AM?!"
Mesharii: "5ala9 ma r7 etro7en il mo7athara!"
Shahad: "Mesharii ent ishfeek, wa5r, tara r7 at2a5r!"
Mesharii: "Mabii!" He said it as if he was a 3 year old....
Shahad: "5ala9 3ala ra7tik, ana barid anam, bye!"

I turned around and was about to walk away when Mesharii's firm hands held my wrist and stopped me...
I turned and looked at Mesharii...
My heart skipped a beat when i looked at his eyes....

Mesharii: "Ha? Ishfeech, haday ya undertaker!"
Shahad: "Ana undertaker?! Mashy!" I turned my head around, giving Mesharii the side of my face..
Mesharii: "Tadreen inich etyaneneeen lama et3a9been, y7lalich wallah!" He smiled, he talked so calmly and his words were very clear....

My heart started to beat faster...
It was pounding against my chest...
My knees jerked and started to shake....
I could feel my cheeks heating up...

Mesharii: "Miskay, hatha 7agich!" He smiled while handing me the flowers with the Starbucks drink...
Shahad: "Mabii mashkoor!" I said sharply..
Mesharii: "Shahad, lat saween chithii..!"
Shahad: "Mo ga3da asawi shay!"
Mesharii: "Shahad tara ga3da a7athrich itha ma 5athatihom r7 ashilich wallah, tara ma asti7ii, wallah r7 ashilich w ma anazlich!"
Shahad: "Mabii!"
Mesharii: "Ya3ni et3andeen, mashy Shahad!"

He came closer and was about to carry me....

Hatha 9ij maynoon!!
Mo 9a7ii wallah!


I quickly stopped him...

Shahad: "5ala9 5ala9, okay, bs r7 etwa5r 3ashan aroo7 3ala il mo7athara, 97?!"
Mesharii: "Ymkin!"
Shahad: "5ala9 then i don't want!" I crossed my arms...

Mesharii laughed..

Mesharii: "5ala9 5ala9 ok!"

He then handed me the flowers...
I took then from him shyly and smiled...
I then moved the flowers towards my faced and smelled them...
They were gorgeous...

Shahad: "Mashkoor!"
Mesharii: "3afwan..!" He smiled... "And this is so you can start your day fresh!" He handed me the starbucks drink... "I know it's cold bs it has been waiting for you from 6am!"


My cheeks were so hot!
Mesharii noticed that...


Mesharii: "Tisti7een mini?!" He smiled with his sparkling eyes...
Shahad: "Huh?! La shako!"
Mesharii: "Inzain laish wayhich 6oma6a?!"
Shahad: "Mesharii ent gilt r7 et5aleni aroo7 3al mo7athara, yalla wa5r!" I said firmly...
Mesharii: "Jawbay awal, laish wayhich 6oma6a?!" He teased me...
Shahad: "Offff Mesharii, ya3ni min shino, min il 7ar!" I lied...
Mesharii: "Eee embayn embayn!"
Shahad: "Yalla wa5r Mesharii!!"
Mesharii: "Bs ma shiba3t minich!" He came closer...
Shahad: "Mo ela!" I said sharply
Mesahrii: "La ela 7ubii!"
Shahad: "Wa5r Mesharii!" I pushed him out of the way and quickly rode my car and locked the door!!

I put the flowers on the seat next to me and the drink in the holder....


Meaning:
"Holder: The place where you put the drinks in when your in a car!"


I then started the engine and was about to drive when i turned to find Mesharii leaning against my window, staring at me!
He then knocked the window...

I looked to the other side and ignored him....
I then began to move the car...
I could hear Mesharii call my name, but i ignored him...








Mesharii's point of view...



A5aaaah ya Shahad A5aaaaah
Wallah w 5athat galbi...
W tisti7i ba3ad...
7ayatii wallah....
Offffff bs wallah 3aneda... Ras'ha yabbbbbsssss....
Fedait e3nadha ana...
Bs ana a3rif shlon ayeebha, ana awariha, en ma 5alat'ha etmoot eb shay esma Mesharii, ma ykoon esmi Mesharii zain!!



I rode my car and went to get ready for my next action...
I was free today, i took a day off from work...







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Shahad's point of view...

I drove to University and went to my class....
It was so boring...

The hour went by and i was done...
I walked outside and went to look for my friends...

I spotted Nouf sitting next to Ro2a on the bench...
I walked towards them...

Shahad: "Halla banat, shlonkom?!"
Nouf: "A5eeran you came, wan kintay?!"
Shahad: "Kan 3indi mo7athara!"
Nouf: "Weee okay!" She smiled...
Shahad: "Ro2aaaa wanich min ziman?! I missed you wallah!" I hugged her...
Ro2a: "7abibtii wallah, w ana ba3ad!" She hugged me back...

Ro2a was a really kind person that had black thick hair and tanned skin, she had big black eyes which were so cute...
She was a girl that always thought positive and was like me (A YOLO PERSON)!!

Shahad: "Ana baroo7 ag3ad bil cafateriya, mino beyiy ma3ay?!"
Ro2a: "Ana!!" She had a huge grin on her face...
Shahad: "Nouf r7 teyeen?!"
Nouf: "I have to get some papers, you guys go and then i'll join you!!"
Shahad: "Okay..!" I smiled...

I turned around and began to walk with Ro2a...

Ro2a: "Ambay Shahad shofay!!"
Shahad: "Ishfeech?!"

I looked at her to find her staring at a girl that was walking with a guy...
She had her hands wrapped around his arm...
It was Hessa...

I didn't like Hessa at all, i used to alway fight with her..
She was my enemy, she is a selfish, self centered person that thought she was the best and all the people were less then her...
Hessa was known as the universities sl*t..
She walked with many guys w kanat 7ail 5afefa...
She wore red dark listick and really tight clothes...


Ro2a: "Hal bint mara 3ala kil shabab il jam3a, kil yom ma3 wa7d thani, ishta'3far allah!"

Hessa spotted me standing and looked at me from top to bottom...
I gave her a digusted look and pulled Ro2a and walked away..

Shahad: "Imshay malna shi'3il feeha!!"
Ro2a: "Inzain inzain...!"

I sat with Ro2a and we talked alittle and laughed...
We had a good time together...

Wedad even joined us and when Nouf finished she came and sat with us too...
I then excused the girls and went to my car to drive home...
I was tired...


I went to my car and i was suprised to find a big red box left on my car...
I walked towards it...

Shahad: "Shino hatha?!" I wondered...

I looked around to see if there was anyone around...
I slowly opened the box...
The box was filled with Aero...
I was shocked...
My mouth was open...

Who would do this?!
Could it be Mesharii?!

I looked around to see if anyone was standing, but no one was there...
I looked back at the box...
There was a little yellow post-it note saying,


Your addiction to Aero is the same as my addiction to you!<3
I love you and i always will...
  Your one and only love xxx



I smiled at the words that were written down with a red marker...
I looked around again to see if anyone was looking at me or if there was anyone around, but there was no one...


There was no name...
Could it be Mesharii...?!


I looked back at the box that was filled with Aero chocolates...
I laughed...

9ij maynoon hatha...



Suddenly i was interrupted by my thoughts by a voice...


......: "Goowa!" His voice was a mans voice


I turned around to find....................................

Chapter 9

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I moved my finger across to the (N) and pressed it, then shifted my finger to the (O) and pressed it...

I then moved my finger to the send button...

Do i press it??!
Do i send it...?!
La Shahad....
I love him Shahad...
Shahad you have to, it's for the best, for your dad, for Fahad, for Noora...
I don't wanna break his heart...
Shahad think of your dad....


I moved my finger away from the send button, then back... I did that over 5 times...

DO I SEND IT?!!!!
NO SHAHAD DON'T...
YES SHAHAD SEND IT...


My brain was fighting with itself.....

I shut the voice that was in me and made up my mind....

I quickly erased what was written..

I then took a deep breath....

Just do it Shahad...
And whatever happens, happens....
It might not be meant to happen....

I then moved my finger to type my decision...



Shahad listen...
STOP THINKING AND SEND IT!!


I just closed my eyes and pressed on SEND...


I then closed my iphone and put it under my pillow...
My heart was beating faster...
My tummy was aching me...
I was nervous...
My heart was pounding against my chest...
I was breathing faster....
My knees jerked and started to shake....
My eyes kept on shifting from the clock, to my pillow, to the ground....
My face was red, i can feel my cheeks heating up...
I was sweating and the atmosphere was getting tenser...






Mesharii's point of view....


The song i was listening to was interrupted by a message...
I stood up from my bed and walked around the room while opening my phone....


IT WAS FROM SHAHAD....
My heart skipped a beat when i saw her name...
I quickly opened the message...

When i saw what was written it was like someone just stabbed me....

LAISH....???!!!
I didn't do anything bad...
Did i treat her bad...
Why doesn't she love me...?!
I don't understand why she doesn't love me...
Why did she say no.....

I read the letters again...

NO...


I felt like just stamping my foot and screaming and shouting like a 3 year old who didn't get the chocolate he wanted...

I sat on my bed and felt really bad....
I quickly dialed her number...

It beagan to ring....



Yalla reday ya Shahad...
Yallah Shahad...
Pick up, pick up...



Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...


NO ANSWER



I called her again....


Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...


Deeeeeeeeee-----


Someone picked up....




Shahad: "Alooo!"
Mesharii: "Shahad laish giltay no wallah 7aram 3alich, ana a7bich!"
Shahad: "PROVE IT!!"
Mesharii: "You don't believe me?!"
Shahad: "I don't believe many people Mesharii, and you have to work hard for my trust and love!"
Mesharii: "Fine, I will prove it Shahad, and i will show you how much i love you, but please leave the ring with you, give me a chance, and i will prove it, i will!!"
Shahad: "Emmm okay, i have to go know, tabi shay?!"
Mesharii: "La bs abii salamtich, w 3a6eni for9a Shahad!"
Shahad: "Okay!"
Mesharii: "Thank you!"
Shahad: "Goodnight!"


And she closed...




Offffff i don't care, this girl, i want...
Abeeha w abee e3nadha w tha7kat'ha w kil shay feeha...
Mali shi'3il...
I will prove to her that i love her...
I can do this and i will do this....
I love her and i won't let go...
SHAHAD IS MINE AND ONLY MINE!!!!
I just have to prove it...
AND I WILL!!







Shahad's point of view....


I know i broke his heart, bs i had to do this...
It's still too early, i want to know him more...
Mabii andam ba3dain, just to be on the safe side....
Even though from inside i was dieing, i had to be patient...


I decided to sleep since tomorrow was Thursday and i had to work up early for University...
I slept like a baby with the thought of Mesharii floating around in my head...








-







BEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZ....

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ...


I felt my phone vibrate....

Shahad: "Offffffffffffffffffffff......!!"

I looked at the time, it was 6am!
SERIOUSLY MINO HATHA IL FATHII...!!!

I covered my face with the blacket...



BEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZ....

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ...


There was someone sending me whatapps....
It was so annoying...
My phone kept vibrating....

Shahad: "Offffffffff Abii anam, I'S 6AM FOR HEVENS SAKE PEOPLE!!!!"


BEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZ....

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZ...

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZ......



Shahad: "I'm up wallah im up....!!" I sat up and held my phone...

I opened the whatapp...
25 whatapps from Mesharii....

Shahad: "OOOLLLLLAAAAAAAA....!!!!!!"

I quickly opened the chat...


Mesharii:

Shahad
Shahad
Your asleep?!
Shahad
Wake up
Shahooood
Shahad
Shahooda...
Shahad goomay
Shahad yalla 3ad wake up
Shahad your going to be late
Shahad
Shahooooooood
Shahad
Shahoodty
Shahad
Shahad
Wake up
Shahooood
Shahad
Shahooda...
SHAAAAHHHHHHAAAADDDD
Gomaaay
Shahad
Shahood

Shahad: "Il wa7d may 3arif ynam?!:)"
Mesharii: "Goodmorning!!<3"
Shahad: "Are you serious it's 6am, why do you always wake me up this early?!"
Mesharii: "Il7ilo em3a9ib <3"
Shahad: "Mesharii min 9iji, IT'S 6AM DUDE!!!"
Mesharii: "Fedat il em3a9ib ana!!"

My face was flushed with shyness
I couldn't stop smiling at the screen...
Thank god he was talking by whatapp, becuase if it was phone i would've kept quiet and didn't know what to say, at least by whatapp i can act...


Shahad: "Emga3dni 3ashan chithi, 5ala9 ishtabii, banam!!"
Mesharii: "Mako noom ya 7ilo, goomay, ana na6rich bara...<3!"

WHAT???!
BARA WAIN!!
HATHA MO MIN 9IJAH!!!

Shahad: "SHINO!!"
Mesharii: "Ily sima3ty!!"
Shahad: "Mesharii GOODNIGHT!!!"
Mesharii: "Goomay yalla 3ad Shahad, lat 9ereen 3aneda...!!!"

I skipped his Whatapps and closed the phone and went back to sleep...
He will get bored eventually and leave...
My mum always taught me to be "Thigeela" and i'm going with what she said...
"If he loves you, he would do the impossible for you and never give up!" My mum always said that...




Girls just an advice:


Don't run after someone who doesn't deserve you...
Don't do the impossible for someone who wouldn't even do the possible for you, be strong, don't give your heart to anyone, you will end up breaking your heart into pieces and believe me it hurts...
You need to make sure this person would die for you... He would do anything to see your smile...
And believe me if a guy really loved you he wouldn't talk to you in secret he would go to your house and ask for marriage cause he would be scared 3ala som3etich and he wouldn't allow a guy to talk to his sister so how would he allow it to you?!
Give your heart to the person who deserves it, not to a person who will play with it then throw it...
Remember your a diamond and a guy that loves you will take good care of that diamond not smash it into pieces...
So think carefully before you give your heart to anyone...
Note: If a guy says many love words >>>>> Believe me, HE'S A PLAYER!!!
If you need help with anything you can DM me girls, i'm always here for you and believe me i'm a good listener and adviser, i know many things about what guys do these days...
I won't tell anyone i promise, it will be a secret <3



I slept till 7am, i then got up and got dressed for University...
I wore skinny light blue pants, with a white shirt that had "I'M JUST AMAZING!!" Written on it in grey letters....
I wore white high heels with it...
I then left my hair down, naturally wavy, and applied some make up...
I held my purse, mobile and keys then walked towards the door...
I turned the handle and got out of my room....

Fahad and Noora already left for school and my dad was reading the morning newspaper...

Dad: "9aba7 il 5air yoba!"
Shahad: "9aba7 il noor...!"
Dad: "Ilyoum 3indich dawam?!"
Shahad: "3indi class baba!"
Dad: "Okay dery balich 7abibat obooj!"
Shahad: "7ather!" I kissed his forehead...

I then walked towards the door...

Shahad: "Love you daddy!!"
Dad: "W ana a7bich 7abibtii!!"

I opened the door and walked towards my car...


I was suprised...

I was shocked....
I stood there staring with shock....


Shino hatha?!
Ambaaaay hatha mo min 9ija...
Mo 9a7ii hal walad wallah!!!...
Maynoona rasmi...

Chapter 8

Hey guys....
I missed you guys so much...
I thought a lot before opening the blog again...
These are somethings you should know....

-No personal questions...
-Call me Shahad...
-You don't like the blog, don't read it...
-If i open my ask any rude questions will be deleted, i don't care...
-If you want to talk to me or tell me something use DM, I don't bite tara :P
-The girl in my picture isn't me..
-I will try to post as much as i can...
-If you need advice or help i'm here for you...


Anyways i continued typing for the people who love my blog and are excited about it <3
Ramadan Kareem, W tagabal allah 6a3atkom....
And enjoy the chapter!!<3



P.S: Your comments make my day....

Oh and this chapter is dedicated to the one and only @tweetiiya love you girl!!!!;***
YOLO




I got out of the car and began to make my way into Starbucks....
I was still very nervous...
I took a deep breath and then went in....
I then slowly let it out....

I looked around the place, trying to spot Mesharii.....
I then spotted Mesharii standing nervously clutching on a small box in the corner...
I smiled and walked towards him....




Mesharii's point of view....

She finally came...
She looked so darn pretty, her hair, her eyes, her smile....
I just adored her....
I don't know how i was going to tell her....

Maybe she doesn't feel the same way...
No, i am sure she does...
Look at how pretty her smile is....

I stared deeply into her eyes...

She looked so perfect, i wanted her and only her...

I gathered my courage and began to speak....



Mesharii: "Halla Shahad, shlonich..?!"
Shahad: "Il7amdellah, tamam, emmm w ent, shlonik..?!"
Mesharii: "Ana tamam....!!" I stared at her and smiled

I looked stupid, but i couldn't stop staring....
She looked shy, her cheeks were so red...

Shahad: "Mesharii emmmm yalla ebser3a mabii ata5ar 3al il jam3a...!!!"
Mesharii: "Inzain inzain... Emmm Shahad.... I..." I bent down on my knees and held her hand...


Her hands were so cold...
She was shaking, i could see that she was shocked of what i was doing...

I opened the box slowly revealing what was inside...






Shahad's point of view...


I was shocked of what Mesharii held up to me...
It was a RING...
It looked so expensive...
It was amazing....
It was covered with crystals...

I just stared into Mesharii's eyes...
He had a smile on his face which showed his dimples....
I was shocked...
I didn't say a word...
His smile started to fade away cause i kept quiet, I just stared at him...

My heart was beating fast...
I didn't know what to do...

Starbucks was empty since it was early in the morning...
The workers had sharp eyes on us, watching what my reaction was...
It was like they were watching a movie...


What do i say...
Shahad do you love him, is this the guy you want to wake up in the morning and find next to you...
Do you want to continue the rest of your life with a man like Mesharii...

Just look at him, he is so cute, his sparkling eyes, omg his so hot....

SHUT UP SHAHAD.... OFFFFF, NOT NOW....
YOU HAVE TO THINK....
Think Shahad, Think....
Yes or No...

SHAHAD YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE THE GUY STANDING THERE WITH A BOX IN HIS HAND...
DO SOMETHING, SAY SOMETHING...



I opened my mouth to speak but now words came out...
I didn't know what to say...
I just stared at the ground shyly...
I didn't know what i wanted...

Mesharii then stood up....

Mesharii: "Shahad ana asif, i know it's too early bs you know everything about me, and in time you will know more.... Please Shahad say something...!"

There were a few seconds of silent...

Shahad: "I.... Emmmm... I'm sorry..... I can't....!"
Mesharii: "Shhhhhhhh Don't give me your answer now Shahad, take this ring and i will be waiting for a messaage from you tonight, just a Yes or No, nothing more... Shahad i truly love you with all my heart, i do, don't break my heart, just think about it, please... For me Shahad... I do love you Shahad and i will prove it will the days....!"
Shahad: "Mesharii I....!"

Mesharii put his fingers on my mouth...

Mesharii: "Shhhhhhhhh... Think Shahad, think....!!"


Mesharii looked sad...
I broke his heart...

I love him i do...
But i don't know...
I can't...



Mesharii then gave me a smile...
His smile was weak, it indicated that he was sad, it was a fake smile...
He than handed me the box and walked out of the place...

I couldn't believe what just happened...
I sat down to think a bit and gather myself together...


7aram Shahad, wallah he is really good..
La Shahad you can't marry him, you have to take care of your family, remember your father..
But i can visit them every once in a while...
No Shahad it won't be the same...
Bs 7aram i love Mesharii...
Shahad Your father, Your brother Fahad, Your sister Noora, who will take care of them...
Bs one day i will have to get married, and Mesharii is a great guy...
Shahad don't be selfish... Your family is importanter...

It was like there were two sides in my brain fighting against each other...
One side voted for me to say Yes...
And the other side voted for me to say No...
I didn't know to whom i should listen...

I then shut the voice in me and gathered myself and walked out of Starbucks...
I rode my car and drove to Kuwait University and attended all my classes...
But i didn't pay attention in class, i kept thinking of Mesharii...
I kept thinking of what Mesharii said, i didn't want to break his heart...
Everytime i asked myself if i loved him i would tell myself i don't know, but deep inside i knew, i knew that i loved him, i did, but i tried to deny it...






-





I looked at the time it was 8pm....
I sighed deeply....

I sat on my bed and thought about Mesahrii...
Mesharii told me that he was 24 years old so that makes him 5 years older than me...
He told me that he finished studying and was working now...
His major was engineering and he was a very hard working person...
Mesharii is a really sweet guy...

I was cut from my thoughts by the sound of my phone ringing....
I looked at the screen, it was Wedad...

I rushed to answer...

Shahad: "Aloo....!"
Wedad: "Aloo Shahad ishfeech?! Ilyoum entay mo 3ala ba3thich... Ishfeech 3asa ma shar?!"
Shahad: "Wedad sim3aay............................................" And i told her the story...
Wedad: "Awwwwwwww   *sniff* Eyaneeeeeen, can i spare him for a day...!!"
Shahad: "Wedad chub, Ana min 9ijii Wedad, Madre shagool... Sa3deni...!"
Wedad: "Shoofay Shahad lets be serious for a bit cause this isn't a game... Et7ebeena, Eee wela laa...!?"
Shahad: "Emmmm Eee bs...." She interrupted me...
Wedad: "La Shahad in love mako shay emsa bs.... You either love him or you don't, choose...!"

I closed my eyes and thought for a minute...
Deep inside i loved him, i loved him very much..
His smile, the scar over his eye, his dimples, his hair that had volume to it, his words...
I loved him, i did...
But............................


No there is no but in love Shahad, no but's in love....



Shahad: "Eee a7iba Wedad...!"
Wedad: "5ala9 3ayal what are you waiting for girl..?! Turn that frown upside down and go get him, you can do this, don't worry i am always here for you... And so is Nouf....!"
Shahad: "Thank you, Wallah A7bich, your amazing, 7ayatii wallah....!<3"
Wedad: "Don't thank me!!!!"
Shahad: "Eee w Wedad, Please digay 3ala Nouf w golelaha shino 9ar cause i'm not in the mood to talk now, cause if i don't tell her r7 tiz3al...!"
Wedad: "Inzain il7een adig 3alaha, bs yallah go talk to him ya 7aywana...!!"
Shahad: "Okay okay yallah Chaw...!!"
Wedad: "Chaw...!"


I closed the phone and sat on my bed clutching on my iphone...
I stared at the screen sharply...






Mesharii's point of view....


Ya rab etgool ee, wallah ana a7ibha...
Ana abeeha bil 7alal, ana shareeha wallah...


I held my phone and decided to put a song....
I choose ( عصام كمال - غايب )

طول ما انت غايب مالي اي حبايب
محد يواسيني غير ضي القمر
لانوم اللي يجيني وينك نظر عيني
غيابك مأذيني مليت حتى السهر
وينك ارجع لي وينك يالغالي ؟
حتى عدوي صار يبكي على حالي
محتاج انا اشمك وتضمك احضاني
كل خوفي ماتلحق وبموتي تلقاني
لاتطول الغيبة غيابك مصيبة
اسود لبس قلبي وعليك والله انفطر
ياعمري طاوعني ارجع لي
صدقني بغيابك كرهت كلمة سفر
مو لحظة وداعك ظلت انا ببالي؟
من قلتي لك الله وياك الموت جا قبالي
يامتى تجي انت يامتى تدق بابي
صارت دموع العين بغيابك اصحابي

The song affected me...
The words exactly expressed how i felt towards Shahad...
Every word was right, every melody was true...
It all reminded me of her, her smile, her dimple, her long cinnamon hair....

She still didn't answer...
Please let her say yes, pleeeaaassseee....





Shahad's point of view...


I unlocked my iphone and went to the messages....
I wrote Mesharii's number since i knew it by heart...
I then moved my fingers down the screen...

Shahad your dad, who is going to take care of Fahad and Noora...
Obooj mafeeh 7al, ta3ban, kibeer bil 3omor..
You can't leave him....

I moved my finger across to the (N) and pressed it, then shifted my finger to the (O) and pressed it...

I then moved my finger to the send button...

Do i press it??!
Do i send it...?!
La Shahad....
I love him Shahad...
Shahad you have to, it's for the best, for your dad, for Fahad, for Noora...
I don't wanna break his heart...
Shahad think of your dad....


I moved my finger away from the send button, then back... I did that over 5 times...

DO I SEND IT?!!!!
NO SHAHAD DON'T...
YES SHAHAD SEND IT...


My brain was fighting with itself.....

I shut the voice that was in me and made up my mind....

I....................................................................

Goodbye Letter

Hey everyone...
This isn't a post this is a letter to people who read this blog...



Listen guys i'm fed up with the girls that are saying bad things about me...
I won't allow people to call me b***h, ga******, sl*t and all the other bad words i have been called...
Tara ana bint nas w 3aib...
Why can't you haters just leave me alone, seriously get a life man, why do you do this, what did i do to you...
7aram 3alakom, after all what i did, this is how you repay me...


Just to clear things...

I don't know Fahad and i didn't talk to him and i don't care about the fake chats girls made up....
For the girls who have no life and are just chasing me, seriously you don't have anything better to do with your life...




Message to the haters:

Thank you very much because now i know you are people with no life, you just run after successful people and try to pull them down cause your not like them and your jealous....
You hate to see better people than you and you should get a life as soon as possible...
SERIOUSLY GET A LIFE!!!!!



I tried my best, i wrote with all passion and love towards this blog and i used all my energy on this blog, I am 24/7 on twitter and the blog, and this is how some of you repay me...
You know what, i'm just fed up of trying to make you haters happy,

BTW IF YOU READ ANOTHER BLOG AND YOU DON'T LIKE IT AND YOU DECIDE TO DO THE SAME TO HER/HIM...
STOP AND THINK TO YOURSELF IF YOU WERE IN THERE PLACE AND SOMEONE DID THE SAME TO YOU WHAT WOULD YOU FEEL....

IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T READ IT!!!


OH AND BTW ALL THE ACCOUNTS YOU FOUND ARE GANNA CLOSE NOW...
SO ENJOY DIEING FROM INSIDE CAUSE YOU CAN'T STALK ME, OR RUIN MY DAY ANYMORE...
AND I'M STARTING FRESH...
I AM NOT GIVING ANYONE, AND I MEAN ANYONE, MY NEW ACCOUNT....





Message to my lovely readers...


Thank you for making my day with all your sweet comments...
This is the only part, other than typing, that im going to miss...
I love you guys...
You were so sweet and kind and everything and i'm sorry that im closing this blog but im seriously fed up with these lifeless haters...
I hope you enjoyed reading my blog and one day i'll look back at this and remember all the happy memorise i had....
I will miss you guys so much *Tears* *Hugs* *Kisses*
I will always remember you guys...
I love you guys soooo much you are a part of my life...
Take care and always remember me...




P.S: If you eat Aero or pinkberry remember i'll be watching you, don't forget to share with me eh?! Hehehehe... Love ya guys....



I'LL MISS ALL THE NEW FRIENDS I MADE ESPECIALLY YOU!!!<3










WITH ALL LOVE...
SHAHAD<3

Chapter 7

Hi guys, shlonkom...?!
I really missed typing for the blog...
Btw what you heard was true, yes my name is Shahad...
And i didn't lie, people started calling me Samar for no reason...
This is the only account i have, i closed all the extra's...

Oh and about the girl making herself me, that wasn't me...
I only have this account @blogger_kuwait ONLY!!<3
If you're still confused you can DM me or ask me on ask.fm http://ask.fm/bloggerkuwait

Anyways i hope you enjoy this chapter...
Remember your comments ALWAYS make my day<3
If you find a mistake don't be shy to tell me...
Love you guys...;**
YOLO!!!











Shahad: "Emmm eee gool...!"
Mesharii: "Emmm bs bedoon za3al w lazim you promise ina ma r7 etsedena eb wayhi...!"
Shahad: "I promise yallah gool!!"
Mesharii: "Emmmm Shahad... Ana emmmm madre laish, bs ana 7abatich w ya3ni madre laish bs ma agdar akamil yomi ila lama akalmich, madre shino sawaitay feeni...! Ya3ni 7abatich wayd w dashatay galbi...!!"


His words shocked me...
My face went scarlet..
My heart was beating faster by the second...
I sat on my bed and hugged my pillow tightly while bitting my lip...
I kept quiet, I was shy, I didn't know what to say...

Mesharii: "Emmm Shahad..!"
Shahad: "Halla....!"
Mesharii: "Sima3tay ily gilta..?!"
Shahad: "Emmm ee....!"

I was scared and nervous and happy all at once...

Mesharii: "Abi a3arf rayich....!"
Shahad: "Mesharii emmmm ana tawa ma a3arfik wayd, w ana mo min hal banat ily ykalmoon, ma agdar asawii chithi ana asfa...!!"
Mesharii: "Shahad entay fahamtay '3ala6...!"
Shahad: "Shloun ya3ni...!!"
Mesharii: "Ana mabii al3ab, ana abi zawaj...!"
Shahad: "SHINO..?!" I was shocked...
Mesharii: "Eee Shahad, please, we can get to know each other more, I know it's only been 2 weeks, bs i am serious about this, ya3ni why not... My parents already know that i want to marry you, and i want to talk to your dad about it...!"
Shahad: "Mesharii, it's still too early, i don't know you well...!!"
Mesharii: "Please Shahad... Just give me a chance...!"
Shahad: "Emmm i don't know Mesharii, can you give me time to think about it..?!"
Mesharii: "Take all the time you need, I am waiting for you...!"
Shahad: "Emmm thank you! I have to go now it's late and i wanna sleep...!!"
Mesharii: "Emmm okay, goodnight Shahad...!"

I could sense that he was said...
His voice wasn't as cheerful as normal..!

Shahad: "Goodnight...!" I quickly closed the phone...



I broke his heart...
Miskeen...
Why did i do that...
Bs Shahad you only said you wanted time to think...
He is sweet and kind and everything bs i still don't know him very much...
Shahad you will get to know him...
Bs still i need time...
Offfffff, 7aram miskeen he was so sad when i closed the phone...
Why did i do that..?!
Shahad 5ala9 bs 6af, just think now, should i accept..?!
I like him yeah, bs i still don't know him...
Offfff Shahad just shut up and sleep...



I kept thinking of what happened...
It's like there were two converstations in my head...
One to say yes and one to say no...
I was confused, scared, nervous...
I didn't know what to do...






Mesharii's point of view...


Maybe i shouldn't have thrown it in her face like that...
I'm so stupid, i scared her off...
Laish sawait chithi...
Wallah ana a7ibha w abii atzwajha...
Ya rab etgool ee, ya rab...
Laish Mesharii, Laish, Laish...
Wallah meskeena 5ara3t'ha...
Ba3dain ehya tawa ma et3arifni 3adil, bs wallah ana a3irfha w a3arif kil shay 3anha...
Sa2alt 3anha eb kil mokan w kil a7ad ygool 3anha mo7tarama w bint nas...
Offffff ana abeeha ya3ni abeeha w itha galat la r7 a56ifha, mali shi'3il...
Mesharii wake up stop saying stupid things....
Offffffffffff where is my phone...

I held my phone and played a song...

( راشد الماجد - شلون انساك وانام )

علمني وشلــــون أنساك وأنـــــــــام

وأنا الي لك صاحي ايـــــام وايـــــام

شاغلني في بالــي شوقـك ولايروح

صـاحي ان ونايـم مايروح مايروح

عــلمـــني...
دنيــاك دنيـــــاي هـــو حـد يسـواك

في القلـب وياي في البـال ويــــــاك

يالغـالي وشلون تـظـن ابي انـسـاك

كيف الهوى يهون والقـلب يهـــواك

عــلمــني...

تسهر عـيـونـي تــحلـــم بـلــقيــــاك

ليـت الــي بـاقـي مـن عـمـري ويـاك

ماعـشت عـمري الـحـب ومـعــنـاه

لـوعـه وحرمــان مـاودي انــســــاه

...عــلمــني

 

The words were amazing...
The words continued to play....
I listened to them with passion....
I was thinking of just this one person...
This very special person...

S . H . A . H . A . D

The letters of her name twirled in my brain...
I remembered her smile, her laugh...
I loved it when she gets anger... She gets so cute...
I couldn't sleep, i wanted Shahad...
I wanted her to be mine and only mine forever...
I really hope she accepts...
I don't know what she did to me...
It's like she put a spell on me...
She made me go crazy about her...



Suddenly an idea popped in my head....
I smiled at myself...

I couldn't wait...
I wanted to do it now...
I wanted to make her smile...
She's been through too much...







Shahad's point to view....


I slept like a baby...
I was tired...
All i thought of was what Mesharii told me...








-








" Iphone ringing.....!!!"



My head was on the pillow and my eyes were shut...
I held my phone and answered...
I looked like this  -.0

" Mesharii..."


I quickly sat up and looked at the time...
It was 6am....


SERIOUSLY...????!!!!
6AM MAN....!!!!
OFFFFFF!!!!:S


I answered...


Shahad: "Alooo....!" My voice was cracky...
Mesharii: "9aba7 il 5air ya 7ilo...!"
Shahad: "9aba7 il noor...!" I blushed...
Mesahrii: "Yalla goomay i am waiting for you at Starbucks...!"
Shahad: "Shino...?! Emmm la, sorry i can't...!" I was shocked...
Mesahrii: "Wallah i won't do anything, it's not a date or something i just want to give you something...!"
Shahad: "Emmmm ma agdar.... 3indi dawam, I can't....!"
Mesahrii: "No you can... Ma r7 tita5araan, lat 9ereen 3aneeda.... I'm waiting for you hun, love you, bye...!!"


I looked at my Iphones screen...


WHAT THE HELL...???!!!!

"I LOVE YOU...?!"
"HUN....?!"

Did i call him yesterday in my dreams or what..?!
Ishfeeh hatha...
Yan wallah...



I decided to call Wedad...


Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...


No answer...

Great!!:)
Now what...!!



NOUF!!!
I quickly dialed her number...


Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...


No answer...
Great!!:)
NOW WHAT...!!


He can't be serious...
Akeed he is kidding...


Suddenly my phone rang...

It was Mesharii..
I answered...


Mesahrii: "Libasatay..?!"
Shahad: "La....!"
Mesharii: "Laish..?!"
Shahad: "Emmm i'm too lazy to get out of bed, plus i can't, i have classes....!!"
Mesharii: "Shahad get up yalla... I don't care, you won't be late, only half an hour... Yallah, don't make me come to your house and carry you out of bed... Tara i'm crazy and i would do anything!!"
Shahad: "6a3 hatha, min 9ijik ent, Hehehehe...!"
Mesharii: "3afwan i5tii gayil nikta ana...?!"
Shahad: "Your serious..?!"
Mesahrii: "Eee i'm serious....! You have 10 minutes to be in Starbucks...!"
Shahad: "Bs.....!" He interrupted me before i could continue my sentence...
Mesharii: "Mabi asma3 3ither.... Yalla... The clock is ticking you know....!!"
Shahad: "Okay laish ya3ni, ishtabii feeni...?!"
Mesahrii: "Offf Shahad lat 3andeen, yallah....!!"
Shahad: "Inzain inzain yallah bye...!"



I closed the phone and got dressed...
I wore this:

I then applied some makeup and then tied my hair in a messy pony tail...

Suddenly my phone rang...
It was Mesharii again...
I answered...

Mesharii: "Shahad wanich...?!"
Shahad: "Offfff Mesahrii lat 7en, i'm a girl, i need time to dress up...!"
Mesharii: "Shino sa3a....???!"
Shahad: "Yalla yalla il7een a6la3 min il bait...!"
Mesharii: "Okay.... Waiting 3ala naaar....!!"
Shahad: "Bye...!"


Wallah yan hal riyal...
Offfff... Let me just see what he wants...
I won't loose anything...

Shahad stop thinking and get up...
Now he will get angry... Yalla...
Offfff......


I grabbed my bag and ran out the house...
I looked at the time it was 6:45am...
My class started at 8:00am...
I calmed down...

I drove the car slowly while listening to ( اغلى هديه - راشد الماجد )


The thought of Mesharii didn't leave my mind...
Why did he want to see me...
What was he going to say...
I was curious and nervous...
I didn't have patency at all....
My heart was being hammered against my chest...

Chapter 6

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Shahad: "OSAMA LET GO OF ME.... YA 7MAAR.... OSAMA..... 7ARAM 3ALAIK......!!!" I was shouting out to the top of my voice while crying...


I fell on the floor and Osama dragged me to his car, he had his hand around my arm and he was pulling me with him...
I could feel his nails dug into my skin...
It really hurts...

Shahad: "OSAAAAAAAMMMMMMMAAAAA......" I continued to cry...

I kicked him and yelled while crying...
He was heading to his car...

My heart was beating faster and i was scared...

I began to kick him but there was no use...
I then pulled his hand closer to my mouth and bit him with all my strength....

He let go of me....

Osama: "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...." He screamed in anger and pain...

I quickly got up and was about to run away when i felt strong, aggressive, mental hands pulling my hair....
I was forced to stop, I winced in pain....
It was Osama...

Osama: "YA 7AYWANA...!!!" He yelled...

I began to shake...
He was going to kill me....
I was petrified...
My heart was being hammered against my chest...
My heart beats got faster by the second..
My tears ran down my face...

Osama was bad tempered and i knew after i bit him, i was in trouble...

Osama's hands got tighter against my hair...

Osama: "WALLAH YA SHAHAD AL X.... R7 TANDEMEEN 3ALA ILY SAWAITII FEENI....!" He yelled angrily...
Shahad: "Ana shino sawait feek... 7aram 3alaik... Thiba7t omi w yay tithba7ni ana ba3ad...?!" I cried...
Osama: "CHUB!!! CHUB WALLAH KILMA....!!"


I suddenly spotted Mesharii's black car...

Shahad: "MESHARII.....!!!!!!" I yelled in relief... "MESHARII ANA MINI, MESHARII, MESHARII.....!!" I continued to cry and yell and i waved my hands in the air for Mesharii to see me...

Osama quickly began to drag me to his car...
I tried to push him and kick him but he was stronger than me....

Mesharii got out of his car and ran towards us, Osama was still dragging me to his car....

Mesharii: "HIDHA....!!!" He yelled....

Osama stopped and held my arm tightly, facing Mesharii...
I winced in pain...

Osama: "W ENT MINO 3ASHAN ETGOLI HEDHA...???!" He yelled back...
Mesharii: "ENT SHAKO...!!?! NA3AM ISHTABII....???!"
Osama: "ENT ILY ISHTABI... OBOOHA W ANA MADRE....?!"
Mesharii: "HEDHA WILA WALLAH YA WALIK....?!"
Osama: "3ABALIK A5AF MINIK....!!!"
Mesharii: "ISMA3 EN MA MESHAT IL7EEN WALLAH R7 ANADEELIK IL SHIR6A...!!"

Shahad: "Please Osama please roo7 5ala9 hidnii....!!!" I cried...
Osama: "ENTAY CHUB!!"
Mesharii: "LAT 9ARI5 3ALAHA...!!"
Osama: "ENT MINO 3ASHAN ETGOOLI SHINO ASAWII....????!!!!"
Mesharii: "HEDHA, HEDHA GABIL MAT SHOOF SHAY MA Y3JIBIK....!!!"

Osama then held me tightly and threw me at the floor...
My head bumped the rough floor...
Everything went blur...
All i could hear was men screaming...
I felt dizzy...

SUDDENLY EVERYTHING WENT BLACK!!!










-









........: "Shahad..... Shahad..... Aloooo..... Shahad.......!!" A guy called out...



I felt dizzy...
My eyes were shut and all i could see was black...


......: "Shahad.... Shahad... Shahad goomay......!!!" The guy continued to call out...


I forced myself to open my eyes...
Everything was blurred...
I couldn't see well...
My eyes kept blinking continuously...


........: "Shahad.... You're awake..... Shahad.... At last....!!!" The guy continued to talk...


I looked up to find a guy in front of me...
He had a scar over his left eye, clear dimples, volume to his hair, tanned, brown eyes, black hair and a bruised eye...
I admit it, he was good looking...
I stared into his eyes deeply and smiled...
He smiled back and his dimples showed...


........: "Shahad....!!!"


Wait i know this guy...
I think i saw him before...

I quickly sat up...
My head was heavy and i felt dizzy....
It was like the world was turning around me....


.........: "Are you okay..?!"


I looked at him and smiled...


Wait i know this guy...
WAIT... Emmmmm....
He looks familiar...
WAIT....!!!
IT'S MESHARII....


I quickly stood up and cleaned myself up....
I felt embarrassed...
My face went red...


Mesharii: "Ishfeech Shahad...?!"
Shahad: "Emmm ana asfa, wallah, emmmm...!!" I looked at the ground and my cheeks were rosy...
Mesharii: "Ishfeech mesta7ya...!!"
Shahad: "Emmm mafeni shay, emmm wain Osama....!!" I looked around, there was no sign of Osama, it was only my car, Mesharii's car and Mesharii himself...
Mesharii: "Ra7....!!"
Shahad: "Eshfeeha 3anik..?!" I looked at the bruise, he turned his face trying to hide it...
Mesharii: "Emmm mafeha shay...!!"
Shahad: "La feeha, Osama dagik 97..??!!!!" I said it in a sad tone...
Mesharii: "Emmmm la...!!" He looked at the ground, he was embarrassed...
Shahad: "Lat chathib..!!!"
Mesharii: "Emmm ee dagni, bs 3adi... Emmm mafeha shay....!!" He lied...
Shahad: "Emmm ana asfa wallah, wallah sorry wallah...!!"
Mesharii: "La 3adi yoba mafeeni shay, emmm emshay 5al awadeech il mostashfa..!"
Shahad: "Laish mafeeni shay, bil 3aks lazim etroo7 ent il mostashfa 3ashan 3anik...!!"
Mesharii: "Ga3d agoolich mafeeha shay wallah...!!"
Shahad: "Ana asfa wallah...!!"
Mesharii: "Wallah 3adi, Lat ti3tethran...!!"
Shahad: "Emmmm.....!!" I looked at the ground...
Mesharii: "Shahad...!!??"
Shahad: "Halla...!" I looked at him..
Mesharii: "Mino Osama...?!"
Shahad: "Emmm hatha.... Emmm... hatha kaan 5a6eba, bs hadata lana kan y6i8ni w yi3arif wayd banat...!"
Mesharii: "Inzain shako omij bil mawthoo3...?!"
Shahad: "Shino ga9dik...!!?"
Mesharii: "Madre shino 5arba6 ga3id ygool omij w mai shino...!"
Shahad: "Emmm ana emmmm, lama hadata, Ahhh le7agni bil syara w sawait 7adith w emmm omi kanat ma3ay bil syara, ga3da yambii, w emmm min il 7adith omi emmmm, ahhhh, omi matat...!" I looked at the ground while saying it...

Mesharii's face suddenly went pale...
Shivers ran up and down my body when i said that...
I felt goosebumps..
Suddenly a tear fell down my face...

Mesharii: "Ana asif, la tabcheen, please, allah y5alich i5tii, la tabcheen...!!"

I quickly wipped my tear away...

Shahad: "3adi... Emmm.... 3adi...!!" I forced a smile on my face...
Mesharii: "Sorry wallah, Ma kint adree... Emmm akeed ma tabeen etroo7een il mostashfa...?!"
Shahad: "La mafeeni shay wallah...!!"
Mesharii: "Akeed wallah 5ayf yseer feech shay...!"
Shahad: "La mafeeni ila kil 5air...!"
Mesharii: "Il7amdellah...!! Shino hatha Shahad...??!" He said it in a worried tone while pointing to my arm...
Shahad: "Emmmm....!!" I quickly tried to hide my arm...
Mesharii: "Ashoof....!!"
Shahad: "Wallah mafeeha shay...!!!"
Mesharii: "Shahad...!!" He said it firmly... "Wareeni....!"

I brought my arm in front of me from behind my back...
It was bruised and had finger prints and nail prints....

Mesharii: "Hatha mo insan.... Hatha 7aywaan....!" He said it in a sad tone while giving me a painful look....

I felt awkward so i quickly moved my arm and hide it...
The atmosphere was getting tenser and i was embarrassed...
Mesharii then looked at me and smiled...

Mesharii: "Emmm inzain ana r7 awa9lich il bait, emshay jidami w ana r7 amshi warach...!!"
Shahad: "Huh, emmm la la mafee da3ii...!!"
Mesharii: "I insist...!"
Shahad: "Emmmm wallah mafee da3ii...!!"
Mesharii: "Lat 3andeen....!"
Shahad: "Emmm wallah mafee da3i... Mafe--" He interrupted me...
Mesharii: "Lat 3andeen w yalla rikbay syartich...!"

He then rode his car and i did the same...
I began to drive and he drove behind me...


Waaaaaay....
He's so sweet...
Bs mo china fashla...
Ambaaaayyy....
Offff this is so embarrassing...


I put my hand to feel my cheeks...
They were so hot....
I opened the mirror to look at myself while driving...
My cheeks were so red...


Offffffff Shahad...
Wallah meskeen en6ag 3ashanich...
Wallah maynoona... Laish giltilha..
Wallah fashla....
Offfff Shahad 5ala9 9ar ily 9ar...
You can't change what happened...
5ala9 bs 6af....
Bs lazim you thank him....
Offffff Shahad would you please shut up....
Offffffffffffff......



Mesharii stayed behind me the whole time...
I kept looking from the mirror to check if he was still there...
He never left my back i smiled shyly...

At last i got home, i parked the car and waved from far away...
He waved back and smiled, his dimples sank....
He was so cute....

I quickly went in...
I suddenly felt my phone vibrate...
I looked at the screen to find Wedad...

I quickly ran to my room ignoring my family members and answered the phone...

Shahad: "Aloo Wedad you won't believe what happened...!!" I smiled...
Wedad: "Shino....!" I can feel that she was curious...

I told her everything that happened and in detail....

Wedad: "Awwww that's so sweet, zo'3a.... Waaaay....!!"
Shahad: "Chub....!" I laughed...
Wedad: "6a3 hathi et'3ar... Hehehhee.....!!"

We sat and talked and laughed...

Shahad: "Yalla Wedad i need to change and i'm tired....!!"
Wedad: "Inzain inzain yalla bye....!"
Shahad: "Bye...!"

I closed the phone and then got changed...
I then sat on my bed and listened to music...
The volume was very high....
( تتلخص الدنيا - عبد المجيد )

ما أذكر متى

ما كنت بحياتي ألتفت ما لقى سواك

إنت عمري اللّي ابتدى وأول حياتي

مولدي لحظة لقاك

هاك هاك كلّي ضمني لك احتويني حنني

أنا من لي شوف عينك غير دربك دلني

تتلخص الدنيا بحبك ايه وربك

ياللّي ماغيرك ضروري

عالمي والناس إنت وحدك إنت

فيك متمادي غروري

The words were magical...
I listened to every word deeply...
The song affected me... It put a spell on me...
I listened to the words silently...
The music carried me with its beautiful words...
With its amazing melody and beats....
I loved how it made me go to another world...
My world, My own world, My own place....
The words pulled me, it made me feel alive, it made me smile....
It made me chill and relax... I felt happy...


Suddenly my phone rang...
I looked at the screen, it was Mesharii....
I then looked up to look at the watch that was in front of me...
It was 8pm....


I smiled at the screen, i then cleared my throat and answered....

Shahad: "Aloo....!!" I said shyly...
Mesharii: "Shlonich il7een...?!"
Shahad: "Tamam il7amdellah... Emmm shlonik ent, 3anik 9arat a7san..?!"
Mesharii: "Emmm ee ee, il7amdellah...!"
Shahad: "Il7amdellah...!"
Mesharii: "Emmm bacher r7 amer 3ashan il sayara....!"
Shahad: "Emmm ana 9ala7t'ha...!" I lied...
Mesharii: "Laish, w meta..?"
Shahad: "Bs 9ala7t'ha, please lat 7ageg, kafi ily 9ar ilyoum...!"
Mesharii: "Okay okay ana asif...!"
Shahad: "Mashkoor...!"
Mesharii: "Emmmm 3adi asa2al aselah..?!"
Shahad: "Emmm tefathal..!"
Mesharii: "Cham 3omrich?"
Shahad: "Emm 19...!"
Mesharii: "Il 3omr kila inshallah...! Inzain emmm momken so2al sa5eef..?!"
Shahad: "Emmm akeed ma r7 ykoon as5af minik, ok...!!"
Mesharii: "La, hehehehehe, okay.... Emmm 3adi etgolili 3an nafsich...?!"
Shahad: "Emm ma 3arif shlon...!"
Mesharii: "Goolay shino et7ebeen, cham a5 cham i5t kil shay..!"
Shahad: "Emmmm ok..!" I smiled... "Emmmm esmi Shahad Al X.... 3indi i5t w a5 bs ana akbar wa7da,  emmmm i love cats,  i love kids and i love eating pinkberry and Aero chocolate, I love swimming and emmm the country i love is Turkey, I love cooking and drawing since that's my major, i'm an architect...!!"
Mesharii: "Emmm okay what do you hate..?!"
Shahad: "Emmmm I hate anything green and i don't eat anything green, i'm allergic from crab, if you kill me i'd never eat egg, i don't really like it..!"
Meshari: "Inzain are you scared from anything ya3ni phobia...?!"
Shahad: "Emmmm I'm scared of heights and Emmm i have phobia from dolls, i hate them and im petrified from them, it's all from that stupid scary movie chucky...!!"
Mesharii: "Hehehehe min 9ijich, till now...?!"
Shahad: "Eee....!" I smiled shyly...
Mesharii: "Inzain ishme3na green...?!"
Shahad: "Don't ask me i don't know why...!"
Mesharii: "Ya 7lalich...!"
Shahad: "Emmm inzain you talk about yourself...!!"
Mesharii: "Emmm ma3arif wallah....!"
Shahad: "Okay...!"
Mesharii: "Inzain emmm would you draw me one day..?!"
Shahad: "Hehehehe sure....!" I smiled...
Mesharii: "Promise...?!"
Shahad: "I promise...!"



We sat and talked and talked and talked till 10pm...
He told me everything about himself...


At 10pm i closed the phone and slept while still having the image of Mesharii and his voice in my ear....


The days went by quickly....
It's been almost 2 weeks now...
Mesharii calls me and talks to me...
He's so sweet and kind to me the whole time, he always jokes around and makes me laugh at his jokes and tells me about his friends Rashid and Bader....
If i get sad from one of his silly jokes and close the phone in his face he waits a bit and then calls and apologizes...



Suddenly my phone rang, i ran and held it and answered...

Shahad: "Aloo...!!"
Mesahrii: "Halla Shahad, shlonich...?!"
Shahad: "Zaina, emmmm shlonik ent...?!" I blushed...
Mesahrii: "Tamam... Ha wain 6ala3tay ilyoum..?!"
Shahad: "Ma r7t mokan....!
Mesharii: "Afa laish...?!"
Shahad: "Mali 5ilg!!"
Mesharii: "Ishfeech ta3bana...?!"
Shahad: "La bs chithi, mafeni shay wallah, bs mabi a6la3....!"
Mesharii: "A7san 5alich bil bait...!"
Shahad: "Emmm ok...!"
Mesharii: "Inzain emmm Shahad 3adi agolich shay...?!"

My heart skipped a beat when he said that...
I quickly thought that something bad happened...
Maybe Osama did something...
I was nervous...
I really wanted to know...

Shahad: "Emmm eee gool...!"
Mesharii: "Emmm bs bedoon za3al w lazim you promise ina ma r7 etsedena eb wayhi...!"
Shahad: "I promise yallah gool!!"
Mesharii: "Emmmm Shahad... Ana...............................................

Chapter 5

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I tried to go to the left but he blocked the way...
I was completely blocked...
There was no way out....



Ishyabii hatha, Offfffffffffff....



My heart was beating fast, and my face was getting reader...
I was scared and nervous and curious all at the same time...
I decided to call Wedad...


Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Wedad: "Aloo halla Shahad!"
Shahad: "Wedad sa3deni, 5ayfa..?!"
Wedad: "Ishfeech!???"
Shahad: "Fee wa7d jidami ga3d ygooli awagif w mo ga3d y5aleni a3adii...!!"
Wedad: "Wagfay shoofay shino yabii!!"
Shahad: "Madre Wedad, A5aaf..!!"
Wedad: "Jarbaay....!!"
Shahad: "Okay okay bye...!"
Wedad: "Goolily shino ygolich okay...?!"
Shahad: "Okay bye!"
Wedad: "Bye!!"

I closed the phone and then stopped the car...
My hands were shaking and i was sweating...

I noticed that the guy stopped his car...
I felt something jump up and down up my body, I was scared...
I put my head down and looked at my phone...

Suddenly someone knocked the window...
The knock startled me, I looked up to find the guy from the car that was in front of me...

He had black eyes, black hair, tanned skin, tall, normal weight, yellow teeth, muscles...
He looked dangerous, he looked fimiliar...

I was petrified..
My heart kept on beating faster...

I slowly opened the window....

Shahad: "Na3am o5ooy...?! Ishtabii....!"
...........: "Ishfeech...? Nesaiteni...?!"
Shahad: "Mino ent...?!"
...........: "Afa Shosho....!!"

When i heard Shosho i felt dizzy...
Suddenly something hit me...







Flashback......



My legs were pressed hard on the engine....
I was driving fast...
My hands were sweating...
My heart was beating faster and i was shaking...


My mum was sitting next to me and she was telling me to slow down..

Mum: "Ishfeech Shahad, haday il sir3a...!!" She said it in a worried tone...

I looked to my left to face the silver Hummer H4 that was next to me...
It was Osama....

He was angry...
"Kan ga3d yakser 3alay...!!"
He was blocking my way...

I looked at him and gave him a death stare..

Osama was my fiancée...
But we broke up, or let me say i left him because he used to hit me and he was a player...
He knew many girls and when he gets mad he hits me without notice and i would bruise for several days...

Suddenly i got a message, i held my phone and read it...
It was from Osama...

"Shosho wallah r7 tandimeen 3ala il yoom ily hadatinii fee... R7 tandimeen 7aal....!"

I ignored the message and continued to drive faster....
My leg was being stabbed against the engine....

Mum: "Shahad ishfeech mama, hadaaay hadaaaay....!!!" Her voice had mixed emotions... Scared, worried, confused, petrified...

Suddenly Osama's car came closer to mine he was trying to push me off the road...
I was terrified...
My heart was pounding against my chest...
I didn't know what to do...

Osama was scaring me...
I knew him well, he would do anything to get what he wanted, even if it meant using his hands...
He would hit, kick, kill, punch, do anything to get what he wanted.... And when i say anything i mean ANYTHING!!!!!!

I tried to go faster to run away from him...

Suddenly my phone vibrated i got another message....
It was Osama again...

"R7 tiyeen terki3een 3ind eryooli nafs il chalba..... Wallah r7 TANDAMEEN...!!!!"

When i saw the message a tear dropped from my eye...
I turned to my left to look at Osama....

He was screaming out words...
I couldn't make out what he was saying but i knew he was angry...

My hands were unstoppably shaking...
My hands were clutching on the steering wheel...
I felt something jump up and down in me...
I was scared...
I could see the hate and anger in his eyes... 


Osama kept coming closer until suddenly he pushed me off the road and i bumped into a tall tree...
My back banged against the chair i felt pain run throught my backbone...
Imagine driving at a very high speed then being stopped by a tree....
The last thing i heard was my mum's screaming...

Mum: "SHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDD!!!!"

These were the last words i ever heard from her....
These were the last words she said before she past away...
These were the last words since that accident that took her away from me....

The last thing i saw was Osama's angry hatred eyes and my mum's head against the broken window  filled with blood...

Then everything went BLACK....!!!!






I was interrupted by my flashback..



Osama: "Shosho ishfeech...?"
Shahad: "Haa..... Wa5ir 3anii.... Ishtabii...!!" Shivers ran through my words...
Osama: "Tithakartenii...?!"
Shahad: "Kila minik omi matat.... Kila minik!!" I began to cry...
Osama: "Laish ma sima3tay kalamii, giltlich r7 tindimeen.... Ana tawa abeech....!!" He held my arm...
Shahad: "Ishtabii feeni...!" I tried to pull my arm and close the window...
Osama: "Entay 7agi....!" He yelled while his grip got stronger on my arm... I winced...
Shahad: "Ana ma abeek.....!!" I was still trying to pull my arm out of his strong hands....
Osama: "CHUB!!!"
Shahad: "Ent 7aywan thiba7t omi.... Kila minik....!!" My tears fell down my face...

Suddenly my phone rang....
I quickly looked down at my phone...
It was Mesharii...

Osama looked at my phone...

Osama: "Mino...?!"
Shahad: "Ent shako....?!"
Osama: "Mino ga3d ydig...?!" His grip was getting strong...
Shahad: "Malik shi'3il...!" I winced in pain...
Osama: "Riday.....!!"
Shahad: "Mabii..!!"
Osama: "SHAHAD...!!!" He yelled.... His nails were digging into my arm...
Shahad: "Ouch!! Ga3id et3awirniii...!"
Osama: "RIDAY!!!!" He continued to yell...
Shahad: "Inshallah bs hidni awal....!
He let go of my arm...
My arm had prints of his fingers and nails and it was bruised blue....
I felt pain run through my arm....

Osama: "RIDAY!!" He yelled...

I quickly held my iphone and pressed the accept button and pressed the phone to my ear...

Mesharii: "Aloo... Halla Shahad, shlonich..?!"
Shahad: "Emmmm ma agdar aklmik il7een, emmmmm....!!"

Suddenly Osama yelled out...

Osama: "MINO HATHA....!!!" He held my arm tightly trying to pull my phone...
Shahad: "Ahhhh Osama ga3id et3awirnii.... Wa5r 3ani hidniii....!!" I cried...

Mesharii: "Mino hatha Shahad, 7abibtich...?!"
Shahad: "LA MESHARII WALLAH LA, PLEASE SA3IDNI, PLEASE DIG 3ALA OBOOY AW IRFIGTII, SA3IDNII ANA 3IND THE 4TH RING ROAD.... IBSER3A MESHRII.... AHHHHHHHH OSAMA BS GA3ID ET3AWIRNI.... WA5IR 3ANA TIKFA OSAMA...." I yelled these words out while crying...

Osama dug his nails in my arm and hit my shoulder strongly and pulled my long cinnamon hair... He was trying to pull the phone from me...


Shahad: "AAAAHHHHHH OSAMA BS...." I cried....
Osama: "3A6INI IL TALIFOOOON...!!!" He ordered....

Mesharii: "Shahad ana egreeb eshway w ayelich...!!" He said in a worried voice...
Shahad: "IBSER3AAAA.....!!!!!!!!!" I yelled while Osama pulled the phone out of my hand....

Osama ended the call and threw the phone on the back seat...!!!

Shahad: "Wa5ir 3anii..... Istabii....???!!!" I cried in pain...
Osama: "R7 tyeen ma3ay.....!!"
Shahad: "MABI MABI... WA5IR.....!!!" I yelled


Osama then put his hand in the car and unlocked the door...
I tried to pull the door but he was stronger than me....
He managed to open the door and drag me out....

Chapter 4

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I fell asleep without notice, i was so sleepy, the last thing that was on my mind was Mesharii!!
I slept like a baby last night, as they say "Kint nayma eb sabi3 nooma.."

I woke up to the sound of my Iphone ringing..
I quickly grabbed it and answered and pressed the phone to my ear without knowing who it was...


Shahad: "Aloo..." I said it crackly
...........: "HELP ME SHAHAD!!! SHAHOOOOD PLEASE SHAHAD" The voice was crying...

I was alarmed by her words..
I quickly sat up...
I pulled the phone off my ear to see who it was...
It was Wedad....


Shahad: "Ishfeech Wedad...??!" I said it in a worried tone...
Wedad: "SHAHAD.... MA... TADREEN.... SHINO.... 9AR......!!!" She was still crying..
Shahad: "Wedad fahmeeni...!!!"
Wedad: "SHAHAD..... HELP...... ME!!!" She was still crying...

I couldn't really understand much of what she was saying...

Shahad: "Wedad i am coming now to your house, 15 minutes i'll be there, yalla bye...!!"
Wedad: "OKAY!!.... BYE!!" She continued to cry...

I closed the phone and quickly got up and washed my face and got dressed...
I then held my bag and my Iphone and went out my room...


I found my dad reading the morning newspaper..!!

Shahad: "9aba7 il 5air yoba..!"
Dad: "9aba7 il 5air 7abibtii, wain ray7a..?!"
Shahad: "Yoba lazim aroo7 ashoof Wedad, 3indaha moshkila!?"
Dad: "Ishfeeha..?!"
Shahad: "Madre yoba, il7een aroo7 ashoof, 3adi aroo7 3indaha??!"
Dad: "Eee okay, bs deeri balich, w la tita5araan!"
Shahad: "Inshallah yoba.."

I kissed him on the forehead and then left the house...
I rode the car and began to drive fast, I was really worried about Wedad, she really scared me!

At last i arrived, I quickly got out of the car and closed the door while calling Wedad..!!!




Deeeeet...

Deeeeet.....

Deeeeet......

Deeeeet........


Wedad: "Aloo!" She was still crying..
Shahad: "Wedad ana bara yalla ta3alay!"
Wedad: "Okay bye!" Her voice sounded tired...

I closed my phone and waited...

Suddenly the front door of Wedad's house opened, out came Wedad...
Her eyes were red and she looked tired from crying...


Shahad: "Ishfeech Wedad, laish ga3da tabcheen!!"
Wedad: "Shoofay shino 9aar!!" She began to cry again..
Shahad: "Wedad don't cry, fahmeeni..!"
Wedad: "Listen, I was sitting in my room when suddenly someone send me a request on BBM, so i accepted, then she started to talk to me and she told me she has my pictures and that my pictures are spread out and she is going to tell my dad..." She continued to cry...
Shahad: "Embayn ina she is lying Wedad..!!"
Wedad: "And if she isn't, bs ana i don't put my pictures BBM, and i told her to send me the picture so she can prove it, but she refused!!"
Shahad: "Wedad yimken hathi erfijtich ga3da tista3bi6, ba3dain itha 9ij 3indaha 9ortich chan dazita, bs ma3indaha..."
Wedad: "Inzain il7een shino asawi!"
Shahad: "3a6eha delete Wedad, and don't accept people you don't know!!"
Wedad: "Inzain...!!" She sniffed, she wipped her tears and stopped crying...
Shahad: "5ala9 7abibtii... Akeed ga3da itchathib hathi...!" I hugged her....

Wedad hugged me back tightly...
After a few second Wedad backed away...


Wedad: "Sorry wallah...!!"
Shahad: "La 3adi 7abibtii, what are best friends for!" I smiled..

She smiled back..

Wedad: "Yalla come in!!"
Shahad: "La lazim aroo7!!"
Wedad: "Bs sa3a please, 3ashani..!!!" She gave me her puppy eyes...
Shahad: "Okay okay!!"


We walked in to the house and Wedad and I sat in Wedad's room...
She showed me the chat and it was so obvious the girl was lying, I then ended the chat and deleted the girl....

After that we sat and talked a bit!


Wedad: "Inzain Shahad dagatay 3ala hatha ily ed3mich...?!"
Shahad: "Emmmm tawa la!!"
Wedad: "Inzain yalla digay 3alaih ebser3a!!"
Shahad: "Emmm Wedad, ana a9ali7ha a7san!"
Wedad: "Yalla 3ad Shahad lat9ereen 3aneeda..."
Shahad: "Offf Wedad!!"
Wedad: "Please..." She gave me her puppy eyes!!
Shahad: "Ya3ni law kintay ib mokanii etdegeen...?!"
Wedad: "Eee....!" She had a big grin on her face...
Shahad: "Emmmmm!!!"
Wedad: "Ya3ni shino r7 ta59ireen, YOLO GURL!!"
Shahad: "Okay okay...!!"
Wedad: "YES!!!!" She had the biggest grin on her face...

I held my phone and searched for his number in the contacts and then called him...

My heart started to beat faster, I was nervous...
I cleared my throat to be able to talk...

Wedad had her ear stuck to the other side of the phone trying to overhear the conversation that was going to happen...


Deeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeet....



Suddenly someone answered....



Mesharii's point of view...



I quickly held the phone and answered, I really hoped that it was her...


Mesharii: "Alooo!!!"
..........: "Emmmmm Aloooo... Emmmm...!!"


She looked scared and nervous...


Mesharii: "Mino....?!"
............: "Emmmm ana..... Emmmm... Ana......!"
Mesharii: "Eee entay...???!"
............: "Ana ily da3amt'ha... Emmmm,...!!"
Mesharii: "Ooooh w a5eeran dagatay...!!!"
..........: "Emmmm Eee... Ahhhh... Emmmm...!"
Mesharii: "Ishfeech 5ayfa..?!"
.........: "Emmmmm mafeeni shay... Ahhh, Emmm...!!"
Mesharii: "Hehehehe ishfeech, Wallah nikta entay, Hehehhe....!!"
..........: "Ana nikta, wallah ana '3al6ana inii daga.... 5ala9 bye...!!"
Mesharii: "La wait wait!!"
..........: "Ishtabii...???!"
Mesharii: "5ala9 ana asif i5ti wallah asif....!!"
..........: "Inzain il7een ishtabii..?!"
Mesharii: "Hehehhe wallah 7ilwa hathi, entay daga w etgoolen ishtabi... Hehehhe!!"
..........: "5ala9 yalla bye!!"
Mesharii: "Heheheh 5ala9 5ala9 wallah 5ala9 sorry!!"
..........: "Emmmm inzain meta et9ali7 il sayara...?!"
Mesharii: "Kafich, bs tara mafeeha shay, sawaitay film hindi min wala shay!!"
...........: "El sharha mo 3alak 3alay ana inii daga, 5ala9 ana aroo7 a9ali7ha, mashkoor ma ga9art, ma3 il salama....!!!"
Mesharii: "Ishfeech?!! 5ala9 sorry.... Ekleeni ba3ad...!!"

Suddenly there was a moment of silence, she didn't say a word...

Mesharii: "Inzain momken so2al...?!"
..........: "Shino..?!"
Mesharii: "Emmm shino esmich...?!"
...........: "Mo lazim et3arif!!"
Mesharii: "Adree bs ana abii a3arif...!!"
............: "W ana mabi agool...!!"
Mesharii: "Tara wallah ma r7 aboog ismich, ya3ni shino anadeeich..?!"
............: "5ala9 5ala9... Emmmm ana..... Ahhhh...!!"
Mesharii: "Eee entay....."
............: "Emmm ismi.... Ahhhh...!"
Mesharii: "Yalla 5al9ini goolay ismich...!"
............: "Waaaaaaay offffff ismi Shahad zain...!"
Mesharii: "3ashat il asami Shahad... ishfeech..? Hehehehhehe......!"
Shahad: "La tith7k i7med rabik ena daga w abeek et9ali7ha...!"
Mesharii: "Wallah ishdarani 3anich kilha zal'3a, shino r7 a9ali7 feeha r7 asawilich targi3a 3alaha w bs...!"
Shahad: "Mali shi'3il mabi bo6aga, hathi sayarti waaaaaaay...!"
Mesharii: "Tabeen ifloos il ta9lee7 5KD wela 10KD wila bil ketheer 50KD Hehehehehe wela ishrayich en6er yam bab il masyed mo a7san... Hehehehhhe.....!!"
Shahad: "Tit6anaz 7athretik??? Al sharha mo 3alaik 3alay yoba mabi shay minik yalla bye...."



A55555555555 sadita ib wayhii...
Hehheeheheheh wallah nikta


I copied her girly voice...
Mali shi'3il mabi bo6aga, hathi sayarti waaaaaaaaaaay


Hehehehe
Lay6ee7 ni9ha bs...
Bs wallah 7abait'ha...
5al adig 3alaha mara thaniya....



I dialed her number...


Deeeeeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeet...

Deeeeeeeeeeeet.....

Deeeeeeeeeeeeet....

Deeeeeeeeeeeeet.....


Shahad: "Na3am ishtabi...?!"
Mesharii: "5ala9 asif wallah asif...! R7 a9ali7 il sayara ilyoum 3ashan a5af tit7awal borsh bilal.. Hehehehehe....!!"
Shahad: "Tistathrif ya3ni, la tikfa bamoot min il '9i7ik...!"
Mesharii: "Eee uma waaaaaaay dami 5afif....!!" I copied her girly voice... "Hehehehe, Inzain ba'3ait asal shay momken..?!"
Shahad: "Isal..?"
Mesharii: "Emmmmm...!"
Shahad: "Shino.... Ishtabi..?!"
Mesharii: "Emmm il i5t mertab6a..?!"
Shahad: "Emmmm... Ana.... Emmmm, Wait wait... Lay koon 9adagt roo7, laish il ligafa il zaida...?!"
Mesharii: "Ana asif bo 7mood 7agik 3alaih... Hehehehhe..."
Shahad: "9ij inik fa'9i w ana ga3da a'9y3 wagtii...!"
Mesharii: "Asfeen '9ya3na wagtich il thameen... bs ta3alay ma jawabtay..?!"
Shahad: "Shino..?!"
Mesharii: "Mertab6a...?!"
Shahad: "Emmm la....! Erta7t chithii???? Yalla a9lan wayid 3a6atik wayh..."



Ya Allah....!!! Ham sadita ib wayhi... Hehehhehehe....
Wallah hal bint maynoona....
Hehehhe..
Nikta....
Bs itdish il galb ibser3a....
Hehehehhehehe....
7abait'ha wallah.....
Etyaneeeeeeen.....







Shahad's point of view....



Wedad: "Waaaaaay ishfeech kila etsakreen il talifoon ib wayha...?!!"
Shahad: "Kaifii... Offfffff... Lazim etkoonen thigila ya baba....!!!"
Wedad: "Hehehhehe bs wallah y'9a7ik dama 5afeef... W ta3alay isilich itha mertab6a 97...?! Hehehehehhee....!!"
Shahad: "Emmm eee.... Waaaaay bs that doesn't mean anything is going to happen...!!"
Wedad: "Offff Shahad entay wayd 3aneda...!!!"
Shahad: "Adree....!!" I smiled... "Emmm Yalla Wedad lazim aroo7 il bait, wayd ta5art...!!"
Wedad: "Inzain inzain yallah 5al awa9lich 3ind il bab...!"



Wedad walked me to the door and we said our goodbyes and i drove away...
I kept on thinking about the call that just happened between Mesharii and I...
I was so happy he asked me if i was in a relationship or not...
But i didn't really keep any hopes in anything happening, because maybe nothing happens...
No one knows....


I drove the car while listening to ( علي حبنا تمر ايام  - راشد الماجد )
I was affected by the music and its lyrics...
Without notice i speeded up...
I was just too affected by the song and so i decided to go faster...
I was even remembering the Aero...
I smiled at the thought that there was some Aero left from yesterday...


I then slowed down cause there was a car in front of me...
I decided to change lanes so i could go faster but the car in front of me didn't allow me...
When i came to change lanes it would change lanes with me....


Ishfee oma hatha....
Offffffff...


I decided to go back to the other lane but the car followed me...
I hammered my hand on the horn...


Ishyabii hatha...
Offfff shino mayshoof...


I then noticed that the driver made signs, showing me to stop the car...

My heart started to beat faster...
I was scared...

I was able to make out if the driver was a male or female...
It was a male...
This made me sweat and get more worried...

I ignored the signs he was making...
I kept stabbing the horn..

The driver kept telling me to stop the car...

No way...
I ain't stopping...
Ishyabii....
Wai3....
Offfff.....
Mo wagta....


I tried to go to the left but he blocked the way...
I was completely blocked...
There was no way out....