Thursday, March 28, 2013

Chapter 22 - Colorful Love


 
 
 
 
 
 



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IMPORTANT!!!!
There will be a flashback in this chapter, remember the flashbacks I used to write of when they were young? Yeah so I'm continuing, if you don't remember them then look at chapter 6, it was the last flashback I wrote...










Sa3ad: "Ha shrayich feeha?!" I asked
Manal: "3ajeeba, bs 7ag mno?!" She winked at me.
Sa3ad: "Wa7da," I smiled.
Manal: "3alaaainaaaaa!!" She winked again.
Sa3ad: "A55555 wallah wa7da la3ba feeni li3ib mo 6abee3i,"
Manal: "Eehhh shisimhaaa? Mno ehya? sh3arifik feeha?!"
Sa3ad: "Ta7qeeq oho? Giltlich wa7da w 5ala9,"
Manal: "Yallahhhh 3ad goolyyyy,"
Sa3ad: "Offfff ya ratni ma sama3tich zain,"
Manal: "Yallah 3ad goolyyy, mno ehya, wallah asa3dik, shfeek?!"
Sa3ad: "THIBA7TNII, MNO W MNO, YA A5YY MALICH SHI'3IL!!!!" I yelled at her and looked away.








Manal's point of view...


I didn't say a word, I was shocked, why did he get so angry.

After a few seconds,


Manal: "Sa3ad Ana asfa wallah mo ga9di, 5ala9 ma r7 as2al, 5ala9 asfa!"
Sa3ad: "5ala9 mako shay, emshay 5an rid,"

I turned the buggy on and drove quietly back to the shaleh and Sa3ad followed me. I was about to blow up with tears, it was the first time he yelled at me like that.



On our way to the shaleh...

Sa3ad: "Manal," he called me.
Manal: "Hmmm?" I whipped my tears away.
Sa3ad: "Laish ga3 tabcheen?!"
Manal: "Mako shay, bs dash etrab eb 3aini," I lied.
Sa3ad: "MANAL!!!"


I speeded up and left him behind making my way to the shaleh not giving him a chance to talk..








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I didn't underdstand why he always yelled at me, he had a realllyyyyy bad temper, I didn't say anything, I was just asking.


I was playing with Remas in the sand when suddenly I heard a familiar voice calling,


......: "Manaalllll?"


I turned around to find Maha....








FLASHBACK...



Rakan: "Entay gad il kalam ily giltee!" He yelled.

Not a word came out of my mouth, I kept quiet, fearing what he was going to do.


Suddenly someone spoke,
......: "Shga3 y9eer?!"


It wasn't Bader voice, nor Jassim's. I turned around to find Maha..

Maha was my cousin, she was 3 years younger than Rakan, she wasn't really close to us but she was close to Rakan. It was dead obvious that she had a huge crush on him but he never once gave her a chance to express her feelings, he didn't really like her, she was just a relative to him.


Manal: "Mahooyyyy shoofayyy Rakan," I sobbed.
Maha: "Shfeekom? Rakan shimsawyeen?!"
Rakan: "Entayyy la titlagafain, malich shi'3il," He pushed her away.
Maha: "Bs abii asa3dik," She drew a frown on her face.
Rakan: "Ana mabi a7ad ysa3idni, a3aref asa3id roo7ii!! La tiyeen, roo7ay roo7ay!!" He barked at her.
Maha: "Bs .." She stuttered as he walked away.
Manal: "Malich shi'3il feeh Maha, 5ala9 la tiz3leen,"
Maha: "Bs ana ma sawait shay, bs kint abi asa3da," She explained.
Manal: "Hatha wa7d 7aywan, mal--" She interrupted me before I could continue.
Maha: "Lat goolen 3ana chithi, entay ma tifhimeen shay, entay yahil, lat goolen 3ana chithi," She yelled at me as she pushed me and ran back inside.


Jassim: "Bismellah hathi shfeeha?!"
Manal: "Madre 3anha!"
Bader: "Shakilha et7ib Rakan!" Bader giggled.
Manal: "RAKAN?!" I burst out in laughs.
Jassim: "Siktaw la yisma3kom!" He chuckled.







Back To The Present....



Manal: "Ambaayyyy Sha5bariiii Mahooyyyyy!!! Wanich? Min zimaaannnn 3anich! Shlonich?!" I hugged her and kissed her on the cheek.

Maha was tall, she had a pimpled pale face and she was realllyyyyy white with long black hair.

Maha: "Wallah Safart bara, kamalt dirastyy w radait, w il7een ga3 ashti'3il,"
Manal: "7ilo!!! W ana 6ab3an a5r man ya3lam eb hal 3ayla, ma7ad ygooli shay, 6oofa u9lan ana,"
Maha: "7asha lat goolen 3an nafsich chithi, sim3eeni ana yait w yibtlikom '3ada bs lazem arid,"
Manal: "Haww laish? Gi3dayyyy!!!"
Maha: "Wallah ma agdar, lazim arid, 3alaikom bil 3afy,!"
Manal: "Tislimeen, yi3afeech, mashkoora ma ga9artayy!! Ta3abtayy nafsich 7abebtyy!"
Maha: "La ta3ab wala shay, ila ta3alay wain i5wanich w il bajii?" She looked around.
Manal: "Bader w Jassim ga3 yil3iboon bil bagiyaat, w Noor w Lamaar ga3 yitmashoon w ana ga3 al3ab ma3 Remas,"
Maha: "Ahaa, umm w Rakan?!"
Manal: "Rakan ra7 3ind rab3a china aw raa7 iyeeb shay," I knew she missed him, it showed from her eyes, I tired to hold my laugh.
Maha: "Weehh okay," She sounded blue, I don't think she came all this way just to give us lunch, she could of let the driver bring it, I bet she wanted to see Rakan.
Manal: "Zain gi3dayy shway, 3afya 3afya, 6alabtich!!!!"
Maha: "Wallah ma agdar, lazim arid, 3indi shi'3il 7abebtyy,"



Suddenly a voice cut our conversation...


.....: "Ohhhhh Mahooyyy? Em'3abraaaaa!!" I turned to find Rakan.
Manal: "W kaho wi9al," I laughed and her face went lava red.
Rakan: "Shlonich?!"
Maha: "Tamaam zaina, w ent? shlonik?!"

9ot'ha faj2a ta'3ayaaarrrrrr, sob7anallahhhhhh!!!!!!


Rakan: "B5air wallahh!! Yaybatlina '3ada?! Tislam eedich," He smiled,
Maha: "Eehhh," Her face went red.
Manal: "Bs 7asafa ma tigdar tig3ad, lazim etrid, 3indaha shi'3il,"
Maha: "Huh? Ay shi'3il? La, la tawni at'thakar eni 5ala9ta,"


My face was like this> O.O
Tashleee555555!!!
Ibleessss tibara minichhhhh, chathaabaaaaaaa!!!!!


Rakan: "Eeeh 5ala9 3ayal gi3dayy ti'3adayyy wiyana,"
Maha: "Ummmm madre...!"


SHMAWTHOO3ICHHHH???
YA3NI 7IN 3ALAYYY 3ASHAN AG3ADDD???
ROO7AYY U9LAN MA NABEECHHH-.-


Manal: "5ala9 lat 7in Rakan, akeed 3indaha shi'3il il mskeena," I was trying so hard to hold my laugh.
Rakan: "Mako tafkeer gi3day gi3dayyy!!"
Maha: "Okay," She flicked her hair.


CHAM KAF TABEEN?-.- LA JAD CHAM????!!!
Narfizatniiiiiiii, o5oooyyyy may 7ibich, may 7ibichhhhh!!!
FIHMEEHAAA YAL LAZGAAAA:(




We went in and found Bader and Jassim drinking water,


Manal: "5ala9tawww min il buggy?!"
Jassim: "Eeehh malainaa," He laughed.
Both of them: "MAHAAA!!!" They jolted in shock.
Maha: "Eeehhh shfeekom chinkom shayfeen yini?!"
Bader: "Ha? La! Bs em'3abra, min zimaaan 3anich ya3ni,"

She giggled shyly...

Bader: "Shlonich? Sha5barch?!"
Maha: "Tamaam eb5air wallah,"



Jassim: "Manool wain Sa3ad?!"
Manal: "Shdaranii,"
Jassim: "Mo kan ma3ach?!"
Manal: "Eehh ba3dain hadata w ri7t ag3ad ma3 Remas w madre wain raa7,"
Jassim: "Ahaa.. Wait il7een adig 3alaih,"


Jassim took out his phone and dialed Sa3ad's number, he then pressed the phone against his ear.


Jassim: "Ha wainik? Hahahaha la, Ma3 il 7ub ha? Hahahaha lat tistahbil, eehhh eehhh okayyy, 5ali9 ta3al, inzain! Eeehhh ishfeekkk? Yallah okay, 5ali9 7abebii, kafii kafii hahahaha, yallah okay, ma3 il salama,"



Manal: "Wainaa?!"
Jassim: "Entay shako?!"
Manal: "Bs so2al ishfeek-.-!"
Jassim: "Il7een yayy,"
Manal: "Mmm ok,"

Maha: "Mno Sa3ad?!" She sounded lost.
Bader: "Irfeejii,"
Maha: "Weehhh okay,"
Rakan: "Ana baroo7 ashtiri shay min il baqala, a7ad yabi shay?!"
Manal: "Rakanooo yiblyy flake,"
Rakan: "Inshallah! Shay thani?!"
Manal: "Eeehh w yeeb 5ama 7ag il banat,"
Jassim: "W 7AGNAAA BA3AD!!!"
Maha: "Rakan 3adi aroo7 ma3ak?"
Rakan: "La 5alich, ana ashtiri ily tabeena, amray shno tabeen?!"
Maha: "Mabi baroo7,"
Rakan: "Eeehh gooleli shtabeen w ana ayeeblich yah, shfeech?!"
Maha: "Bs chii baroo7 anaqii ily abii, mako shay eb bali,"
Rakan: "Zain emshayy,"


Bader and Jassim were standing behind her and making faces as I tried to hold my giggles.

Bader: "LAZGAAAAAA!!!!!!" He mouthed.
Jassim: "WALIK ET7IBIIIIKKKKK!!!" He mouthed.


Rakan gave them a death stare


Rakan: "Haha yallah emshayy,"




They went leaving Bader, Jassim and I.


Jassim: "Hathi shyayibhaa?!"
Manal: "Yayba '3ada, w kanat tabi tamshii, bs min shafat Rakan '3ayirat rayha,"
Bader: "Lail7een et7ibaaa?!"
Jassim: "Wallah madre shit7ib feeh," He laughed.
Manal: "7araam 3alik, Rakan ta'3ayar,"
Bader: "Et'hagoon Rakan y7ibha ba3ad,"
Jassim: "6EER ZAIN, FEELHA FEELHAAA!!!"
Manal: "Madre wallah, bs a7is MOSTA7EEEELLLLLL!!"


Remas: "Shno il mosta7eel?!" She walked in.
Bader: "Beeeiiihhhhh hathi shifikna min ilsanha il7een,"
Manal: "Mosta7eel fee wa7da a7la minich, mako, mosta7eel," I pinched her cheeks.
Remas: "Adree," She bared her teeth.
Jassim: "3AN ABO IL THEGAAA ILY FEECH!!! Madre shlon entayyy i5tiiiiiii!!!"
Remas: "U9lan ya 7athik," She looked away and crossed her arms around her chest.
Jassim: "Manoool wa5reeha 3ani la ajrim feeha,"




Noor and Lamaar entered...


Noor: "IL YOOO3333 KAFER YA JAMA3AAAA, KAFIIRRRR!!!"
Lamaar: "THIBA7TEEENIIIII CHAM MARA GILTAYYY HAL JOMLAAA??? IL WA7D MAY3ARIF YITMASHA MA3ACHHH!!!!"
Noor: "Eeehhh yo3ana shasawiii,"
Bader: "Mo shay yideed 3alich,"
Manal: "BANAAATTTT 6AFKOM MNO TAWA KAN MAWJOOD!!!"
Lamaar: "Mnooo?" Her eyes widened.
Noor: "Akeed taw9eel ma63am 97? Please goolay 97? a5aaahhhh jibin sayi7 ma3 5as w burger 7aaarrrr w 3alaih mushroom w sauce, oboooyyyyyy!!!"
Jassim: "Noor ya ba3ad galbyy entay yo3ana i7na shako etyaw3eena ma3ach? I7NA SHTHABNAAA??!"
Noor: "YO3ANA YO3ANA YO3ANAAAA!!" She sobbed.
Manal: "Siktayyy shway w sim3ayyy, Mahooyyy yait,"
Lamaar: "Maha ma '3areha??!!!!"
Noor: "OOOBBB OBBBB WAIT!!! MNO MAHOOY???!"
Manal: "Shfeech nisaitay bint 5alich?!"
Noor: "Bint 5alyyy bint 5alyyyy bint 5alyyyyyy, wait wait laykoon hathi om casperrrrr!!!"
Manal: "EEHHHHH HATHIII!!!!"
Noor: "YMAAA LAY 7OOSHIK!!!"
Lamaar: "Tathkiroon lama kina nig3ad en7oos eb a'3ratha w nigra il diary malha, w mara 6a7at 3alaina chan nablish Bader w Jassim w nin7ash?!"
Manal: "Kaaaakkkk eehhh wela lama kina enraqibha min eb3eed w enshoofha titlazag eb Rakan,"


We all burst out laughing as we remembered what we did in our childhood.


Remas: "Meta hatha?!"
Bader: "Alllahhh ya5ithkooommm!!! Nisanaaa il balwa ily miniiii!!!"
Lamaar: "Ambaayyyy hathi shysakit'ha il7een, Noor 3a6eeha min 7alawich,"
Noor: "I5ASIIIIIIII!!!!!"
Manal: "Remas ga3 nitkalam 3an rifijatna, isimha Manaar,"
Remas: "Bs entaw giltaw Maha,"
Manal: "La Maha hathi wa7da thanya,"
Jassim: "Halla wallah bil targee3," I gave Jassim a death stare.




........: "Il salamo3alakommm!!"


We turned to find Sa3ad...


Lamaar: "W 3alaikom il salam!"
Noor: "Wainik mi5tifyy?!"
Jassim: "Kan 3ind il 7ob,"
Sa3ad: "Ay 7ob allah yhadak bs, kint ga3 atmasha shway,"
Bader: "Jassoommm shoof shoof fougik, il lait inba6 min kithir il tashlee5, booooffffffff!!"
Sa3ad: "Shrayik takrimnii eb sikootik w ta36eeni teliphonik,"
Bader: "Sh7aga?!"
Sa3ad: "Ma 3indi ra9eed w badig,"
Bader: "Haak haak!" He handed him his mobile.
Noor: "WAITTTTTT!!!!!!"
Lamaar: "Shfeech entay?!"
Noor: "YA BASHAR ANA SHAMA RI7AT AKIL 3AJEEBAAAAA!" She sniffed.
Manal: "Eeehh mo Mahooy yabat '3ada,"
Noor: "Mno Mahooy?" I slapped her arm playfully "Eeehh 97 97 Maha, om casper! Et9adgeen hal ensana ana a7ibha wayed wayed wayeeeddddd!! Dayman etfaker feeni w eb ba6nii il mskeen,"
Remas: "Eehhh 6ab3an, mo hamich '3air ba6nich,"
Noor: "Ya jama3a feeh a7ad tikalam? China ako thobana aw shay," She said sarcastically.








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Rakan and Maha came back, and we had lunch together.
After lunch Maha excused herself and went home, while we all sat down to rest a bit...




Noor: "A5aaahhhh 3ajeebbb il akil,"
Manal: "Tikfa lat yibeen sirat il akil ila ba3ad arba3 sa3at,"
Jassim: "SHAGAATEENAAA NOORRR!!!"
Noor: "Jassim ya ba3ad galbyy, shoof nafsik? Tawik ensan wa7d, shlon shagaitik?!"
Jassim: "La tistathrifain foug rasi arjoochhhh,"
Bader: "Bensawii marshmallow fire set ma3 nutella,"
Noor: "Shoof ana ma fahamt shno 5arba6 tawa, bs ma daam il salfa feeha akil, ana emwafgaa!!"
Lamaar: "Shyi6la3 hatha ba3ad?!"
Bader: "Ya3ni etsa5neen il marshmallow w et7i6eena eb kakaaw w takleena,"
Noor: "YI3TTT WALLAHHH YI3TTT!!!"
Manal: "Bismellahhh ma midaachhh!"
Jassim: "Sa3oood?!"
Sa3ad: "Hmmm,"
Jassim: "Shfeek chii hadii ilyoum?!"
Sa3ad: "Mako shay,"
Noor: "Akeed ga3 yfaker..."
Lamaar: "Bil 7ob!!" She continued.
Sa3ad: "Shoofaw tara wallah mali 5ilgkom kilish, bs 3ad!" He left us and went upstairs.
Bader: "Bismellahhh hatha shfeeh?!"
Noor: "Shdarani 3ana,"
Lamaar: "Sh7aga emnafis?!"
Manal: "Mo thiba7too, min awal ma dash, il 7ob w il 7ob! Akeed bi3a9ib!!!" I left them and went upstairs.
Noor: "W hathi shfeeha ba3ad?!"












My Own Area....



إن كنتَ صديقي.. ساعِدني
كَي أرحَلَ عَنك..
أو كُنتَ حبيبي.. ساعِدني
كَي أُشفى منك
لو أنِّي أعرِفُ أنَّ الحُبَّ خطيرٌ جِدَّاً
ما أحببت
لو أنِّي أعرفُ أنَّ البَحرَ عميقٌ جِداً
ما أبحرت..
لو أنِّي أعرفُ خاتمتي
ما كنتُ بَدأت...
إشتقتُ إليكَ.. فعلِّمني
أن لا أشتاق
علِّمني
كيفَ أقُصُّ جذورَ هواكَ من الأعماق
علِّمني
كيف تموتُ الدمعةُ في الأحداق
علِّمني
كيفَ يموتُ القلبُ وتنتحرُ الأشواق


إن كنت نبياً .. خلصني
من هذا السحر..
من هذا الكفر
حبك كالكفر.. فطهرني
من هذا الكفر..
إن كنتَ قويَّاً.. أخرجني
من هذا اليَمّ..
فأنا لا أعرفُ فنَّ العوم
الموجُ الأزرقُ في عينيك.. يُجرجِرُني نحوَ الأعمق
وأنا ما عندي تجربةٌ
في الحب.. ولا عندي زورق..
إن كنت أعز عليك .. فخذ بيديّ
فأنا عاشقةٌ من رأسي .. حتى قدميّ
إني أتنفَّسُ تحتَ الماء..
إنّي أغرق..

أغرق..

أغرق..


-نزار قباني





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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Chapter 21 - Colorful Love









Heyyyyyyy!!!
Shlonkom? Anyways mabi asolif wayed, i'll leave you to enjoy this reallllyyyyyy long chapter, I'm reallyyyy sorry for the delay, but eh? It's a really long chapter, oh and I hope you enjoy the "My Own Area" part, since it took a lot of time to think of and write...
Just don't forget to give me feedback and if you find any mistakes don't be shy to DM me and tell me or tell me on ask.fm, i don't bite i swear, lol
Yallah enjoy, love you guys xxx











A week went by..
We all stayed in the Shaleh, but we would sometimes go and get some stuff as in food and things..
But Sa3ad, would go and see his family a bit and then come back to the shaleh..








The lights suddenly went on...



"GOOOOMMMMAAAWWWW!!!!!!" A childish voice yelled out.


Manal: "Ughhhhh!!" I covered my face with my pillow.



It was Remas...

Remas climbed up the bed and started to jump on it,


Noor: "REMASOOO EN MA 6ALA3TAYYY BARA R7 ETSHOOFEN SHAY MA SHIFTEEHHH EB 7AYATICHHH!!!" She yelled in anger.
Remas: "Mabiiii mabiiiii mabiiiiii!!!" She continued to jump. "Wake up you sleepppyyyy heads, yalllaahhhhh goomawwwww!!!"
Lamaar: "ABOOOSSSS EEDICHHH REMAS PLEASSSEEEEE, ARJOOCHHHHH, 6IL3AYYY BARAAAA!!!!!!"
Remas: "La la laaaaaaa!!!" She laughed and continued to jump.
Manal: "Remmaaassssss!!!!" I moaned in my sleepy voice.
Remas: "Okayy...!" Suddenly Remas stopped jumping, and there was not a sound. I opened one eye to look for her, she wasn't there.
Manal: "Offfff ra7aattttt!!" I closed my eyes and pulled my blanket closer to my chest.
Noor: "9adgeeni waraha shay, hathi soosaaa, akeed waraha shay!!"
Lamaar: "7araam 3alich, akeed shafat mako amal w ra7at!"
Manal: "La 9adgooni waraha shay, Remas never gives up..!"
Noor: "5at walyyy il mohim ena tawni eb frashyy il 7abeeb!"



Yes, we talked with our eyes closed..




Suddenly i felt someone pulling the blanket, i opened my eyes to find Bader, Jassim, Sa3ad and Remas.



Manal: "UGGGGGHHHHHHH TIKAAA TIKFAAAA LA!!!!!!!!!!!!" I begged them, they threw the blankets far away.
Jassim: "GOOOOMAAAWWWW!!"
Noor: "YA 7AYWANAAAATTTT WALLAHHHH LA A3ALIMKOM!!"
Bader: "Agool goomaw 5al9oona!!!"
Lamar: "Laish zain laish??!" She wept,
Sa3ad: "Tara ma r7 enhidkom!"
Manal: "U9lan 3adyy, i5thoo, anam bidoona!!" I closed my eyes.
Sa3ad: "La? Okay!! Badoor plan B!!" I felt someone came closer, i felt warm hands holding my feet and warm hands on my wirst, suddenly they carried me off the bed, i quickly opened my eyes to find Bader and Sa3ad carrying me out the room, "LAAAAAAAA!!!!" I yelled.
Bader: "R7 etgoomen wela shlon??"
Manal: "Ma r7 agoom, shlon?!! Ka 3adii anam w entaw shayleeni!!" I closed my eyes.
Sa3ad: "Mashyyyyy!! Badoor plan C!!"
Manal: "Sawaw ily etsawoona, plan G F J S M L I, KAIFKOOOOMMM!! Mani gayma!"
Bader: "Okay 5alich!" They carried me around, i heard them open a door, as soon as the door opened i felt the hot sun hitting my skin.
Manal: "Allllaahhhh bet7i6ooni bara? Yallah ma 3indi mani3!!"
Sa3ad: "Badoor garib mini shway, eehhh ka mini, eehhh 7i6ha!!" They put me down, but still held me.
Badoor: "Manool shoofaw mno yamich?!"


I opened my eyes to find a huge black fierce dog standing right next to me as his saliva dropped.


Manal: "MAMAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" I yelled, yes i was petrified from dogs, i had phobia. I tried to run away but Bader and Sa3ad held me.
Bader: "Betgoomen wela shlon?!"
Manal: "HIDOONIII, BADER PLEASE!!!" I cried. "BAGOOM BAGOOMMMM HIDOONIIII HIDOOONIIIII!!!"



Bader and Sa3ad laughed as they let go of me..



I jolted up,


Manal: "May tha7ik okay?" I whipped my tears with the back of my hand.
Bader: "Manool tara ga3 nil3ab weyach!!"
Manal: "Chii il wa7d yil3ab? Tadre eni a5af min il chlab!!"
Sa3ad: "Manaal ---" I interuppted him.
Manal: "Wa5r!" I pushed him and walked away.










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I went back in to find Noor and Lamaar already dressed. I ran upstairs, took a shower, changed my clothes and straightened my hair leaving it down.



Suddenly i heard a knock at the door,



Manal: "Digeegaaa!!" I yelled.


I unlocked the door and opened it to find Sa3ad



Manal: "NA3AM?:@"
Sa3ad: "Ishfeech?!"
Manal: "La wallah?!" I left the door open and sat down on my bed and brushed my long hair.


Sa3ad walked in..


Sa3ad: "Tara ga3 nit'3ashmar ma3ach!"
Manal: "Chii il '3ashmara?!"
Sa3ad: "Manal min 9ijich za3lana?!"
Manal: "Ishtabi il7een? Yayib chalb thani tabi et5ari3ni feeh?"
Sa3ad: "Manool" He came and sat next to me, "Tara wallah '3ashmara, wallah!!! Ma kint adre enich et5afeen min il chlab, Bader ma galyyy wallahhh!! Low adre ma asawyyy chii! Manal, wallah ana asif, ma r7 a3eedha 5ala9!"
Manal: "Okay 5ala9!"
Sa3ad: "7ilfay enich mo za3lana!"
Manal: "Mo za3lana!"
Sa3ad: "7ilfayyyyy!"
Manal: ......
Sa3ad: "Ya3ni za3lana, inzain shoofay asawi ma3ach etifag!"
Manal: "Shno?!"
Sa3ad: "Ilyoum ily ta6libeena lazim asawi, ya3ni ay shay tabeena basaweelich yah, ya3ni 6ilbayyyy ay shay, bs ha? Bs ilyoum! Mo etgazreenha!!!"
Manal: "Nyahahaha, okay okayyyy rithait!!" I grinned.
Sa3ad: "Yallah goomay Yal 8azma 5an nanzil ta7at, kilhom bara!"
Manal: "Shno shno shnoooooo??! ISHNADAITNIII?????"
Sa3ad: "Shno?!" He chuckled.
Manal: "Ana 8azmaa?!!"
Sa3ad: "Eeehhhh!!! Ta3alay shoofayyy!" He pulled my arm and mad me stand next to him as we faced a mirror.


Comparing to him? I was realllyyyy short, he was like 188cm or so and I was like 155cm, I barely reached his shoulders.



Manal: "Eeehhh 5oo ent wayed e6weel, shasawyyyy ya3nii??! Ana mo 8azma, ent ily 6an6al!!! Chinik na5la!!!"
Sa3ad: "Ana na5la ha?!" He faced me and came closer, giving me a look that made my heart hammer against my chest.
Manal: "Eeehhhhh!!" His perfume filled my nostrils as I fought back.
Sa3ad: "U9lan a7la 3al 9bay ykoon a6wal min il bint!" He was really close.
Manal: "W a7la 3al bint etkoon ag9ar min il 9bay!" My face flushed with shyness each time he came closer.
Sa3ad: "Ya 6oma6a!" He chuckled.
Manal: "Shako 6oma6a, lat thayi3 il 9agla!"
Sa3ad: "Shoofay wayhich bil manthara!" I turned to look at myself in the mirror, my face was lava red. Why the hell is my face red??? I looked back at him.
Manal: "Wayhi a7mar 3ashan il jaw wayed 7ar!!!"
Sa3ad: "7ar ha?! Ya 7lalich, Agool emshay Yal 8azmaa!" He laughed as he pulled me and made his way down stairs.



The shaleh was empty..


Manal: "Wainhom hathaal?!"
Sa3ad: "Ishdarani, 7ali min 7alich, emshay 5an shoofhom bara!" He pulled my hand.
Manal: "You know, you can let go of my hand now!"
Sa3ad: "Ha? Umm Ana asif, ma entibaht eni ga3 atilich ma3ay!!" He muttered as he let go of my hand.
Manal: "La 3adyy, bs eedyy ra7at feeha, ga3id w etilnii wiyak!" I giggled.




We walked outside,,



We found the guys riding buggies and the girls sitting together talking as Remas built a sand castle and Noor munched in her sweets...




Manal: "Badoor wain Rakan?" I ran towards Bader and Jassim.
Bader: "Madre, gal biroo7 iyeeb shay w irid!"
Manal: "Mmm okay, zain Badoor Abii arkab buggy, please please please!!:(" I begged.
Bader: "Ana adoos, itha tabeen tirkibeen ma3ay rikbayy, bs itha 6i7tay aw 9ar feech shay Mali shi'3il, ba6eer fee!" He explained.
Manal: "Offfffff:( Zain Jassom rakibnii warak!!!" I gave him my puppy eyes.
Jassim: "Rikbayyy rikbayyyy!!" He gestured.
Manal: "Yaaaayyyyyy!" I hopped on and held Jassims shoulders.
Jassim: "I5t Manal tabeen etmooten?"
Manal: "Hawww? La! Laish?"
Jassim: "Agool miskeeni 3adi, Tara et6i7een!"
Manal: "Zain zain!" I wrapped my hands around his chest.




Jassim daas bil buggy w ra7 eb3eed...


Manal: "Jassim shway shway!!" He ignored me "JASSSIIIIMMMMM!!!" I yelled.
Jassim: "Ishfeech, lat 5afeen, miskeeni 3adil w bs!"
Manal: "Mabi mabii!!!"
Jassim: "Tara wallah ga3 amshyyy shway shway!"
Manal: "Hatha shway shway? A7is galbyyy 6ayir!!"
Jassim: "Hathyyyyyyyy il wanasa!!!!"
Manal: "Ay wanasa, mabi amoot, nazilniii nazilnii!"
Jassim: "Zain aridich il shaleh!"
Manal: "Mabiii nazilnii Jassim!!!"
Jassim: "Inzain Inzain ishfeech Allah yhadach!"
Manal: "Etridni w etdoos feenii, mabii!!!!!"
Jassim: "La wallah ma adoos, amshyy shway shway!"
Manal: "Inzain yallah ridnii!"
Jassim: "Inshallah!!"


He drove me back to the shaleh, i jumped off..



Manal: "A5ir Mara arkab ma3ak!"
Jassim: "Bismilallah, laish? Il7een ishsawait ana?!"
Manal: "Kil hatha w shno sawait?! Galbyyy 6a7 eb ba6nii!" The girls laughed at us.
Jassim: "Kafich!!" He drove away..



Noor: "Heeyyyyy lat boogen 7alawyyy!!!"
Remas: "Bs wa7da, 6ama3a entay, 5ala9 ma a7bich!"
Noor: "3anich ma 7abateeniii!"
Remas: "Manalll shoofayyyy Noor mo ga3 ta36eeni, bs abi wa7da!" She complained.
Noor: "Hach hachhhh bs siktayyyy, Ta3alayyy Manool gi3day wiyana!"
Manal: "Digeega w ayiy, bs 5al ayeeb teliphoni min da5il!"
Lamaar: "La tit2kheeran!" She yelled as I made my way inside.



I ran upstairs, got my phone and headsets, then walked downstairs as I checked twitter. I felt someone staring at me, I turned to my right to find Sa3ad sitting on the couch alone in the dark with only light shining in the room from the windows...




Manal: "A3OTHOOO BILLAHHHIII MIN IL SHAY6ANNN IL RAJEEM!!! 5ara3tniiiii, Sa-3a-d?!" He seemed off color, he was just sitting alone staring into thin air.
Sa3ad: "Hmmmm!"
Manal: "Ymaaa, Ishfeek chii ga3id ebroo7ik, 3asa ma shar?!" I walked towards him.
Sa3ad: "Mako shay!"
Manal: "Ishfeeekkkk laish chii 9ootik met'3ayir?!"
Sa3ad: "WALA SHAYYYY!!!!!!!!" He yelled.
Manal: "Inzain Inzain, lat 9ari5!! Eeehhh Ana darait laish!" I sat near him. "3ashan Bader ga3id wiya Jassim, W ent irfeeja, w il a5 hadik!!!"
Sa3ad: "Shako? Bs tinajart wela wa7d min il rabi3 w metnarfiz shway, 3adii et'hidiniii ag3ad ebroo7i!!!"
Manal: "La manii haditik, min 9ijik ent, 5ay walyyy il7een, ba3dain ta3al ent gilt betsawyy ela abii, 97? Yallah Ana abeek etgoom w tig3ad wiyana bara, Tara il jaw wayeeedddd 7ilo, Yallah emsh!!" I stood up and pulled his arm.
Sa3ad: "Manal ba3d ishway!!"
Manal: "La il7een il7een il7een!!!" I kept pulling his arm, but he was stronger than me so he didn't move an inch. He looked up at me and his eyes met my eyes, he suddenly smiled and his eyes sparkled.
Sa3ad: "Inzain Yallah!" He got up.
Manal: "9aber 9aber, Sa3adddd!!:("
Sa3ad: "Ishfeechh ba3ad?!"
Manal: "5a6ryyy arkab buggy, w Bader w Jassim kila ydooson, tikfa abi asta3mil malik, please please please, wallah a5aleek tista3mil il jet Mali!!"
Sa3ad: "Bs Ana ma a5alyyy a7ad ysoog il buggy Mali!"
Manal: "3afyaaa 3afyaaa!! Ent gilt ma r7 etrid lyy 6alab!!" I gave him my puppy eyes.
Sa3ad: "A5555 ya galbyyyyy, 5ala9, ma agdar aridich! Bs tara r7 amshyy warach, fa lat doosen!!"
Manal: "Ma r7 adoos wallah wallahhh!!!"
Sa3ad: "Inzain emshayyyy yallahh!!!"



We walked outside and I spotted Bader,



Manal: "Badoor Ana barkab buggy Sa3ad, w ohwa r7 yamshyy warayy okay? L2ana ba3th il naaasss" I stared at Jassim "Ga9aww 3alaayyy!!!"
Jassim: "Anaaaaa??!"
Manal: "La yadyyyy!!!"
Bader: "Zain bs deer balik 3alaha!"
Manal: "Yahil Ana yahil??"
Sa3ad: "Lat wa9yyy 7aree9, 7isbat i5tyy!!"








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I rode the buggy and Sa3ad would follow me around, or he would just stand and stare at me from a close distance,







Sa3ad's point of view...



After a while she drove the buggy to where I stood, she stopped it, then turned around putting both her legs on the right hand side of the buggy..



Sa3ad: "Ishfeech?!" I asked.
Manal: "Wala shay bs malaaait mina!" I laughed and sat on the floor resting my back on the buggy.
Sa3ad: "Manal!" I stared at her,
Manal: "Hmmmm.." Her long hair was getting blown from the wind as her eyes sparkled, she was wearing a tight summer dress and her light skin was illuminating.
Sa3ad: "Sam3eeni i'3niya min 3indich!"
Manal: "Shno tabi tisma3?!" She asked as she moved strands of hair away from her eyes.
Sa3ad: "Ummm wait wait, Ana asam3ich!" I took my phone out of my pocket and pressed a few buttons, I then stood up and came closer to her, put the headsets on the phone and handed her one earphone, "Sim3ayyy..."





"I've been looking under rocks and breaking locks
Just tryna find ya
I've been like a maniac insomniac,
5 steps behind ya
Tell them other girls, they can hit the exit
Check please...
Cause I finally found the girl of... my dreams
Much more than a Grammy award,
That's how much you mean to me

You could be my it girl
Baby you're the sh*t girl
Lovin' you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl,
This is it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long,
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You're my biggest hit girl

Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...
Oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud
Let me play it loud like...
Oh oh oh oh
Let me play it loud

You can't help but turn them heads
Knockin' them dead
Dropping like flies around you
If I get your body close not letting go
Hoping you're about to
Tell them other guys they can lose your number
You're done!
They don't get another shot cause you're... love drunk!
Like a TV show playing reruns
Every chance I get,
I'm a turn you on

Can't seem to stop you from... running, running
Through my, through my mind, mind
Just keep it coming, coming
Til' I make you mine, mine
You've got that something, something
I wanna be with girl
You're my greatest hit girl
Just say this is it girl...
Hey baby...
Don't you know you're my it girl

Let me hear you singing like...
Oh oh oh oh
Everybody in the crowd
Let me hear you singing like
This is it girl."






Sa3ad: ...........











My Own Area...




Have you ever wondered why when we were younger we used to write with a pencil, but when we grew up, we started using a pen when writing?
Have you ever asked yourself this question? Have you ever thought of it?


I'll tell you the answer...



When we were younger it was easy to erase our mistakes, when we were younger someone would help us, people would forgive, when I was younger everyone would forget anything bad I did cause as I walked it was easy to erase my wrong footsteps, it was easy to erase my mistakes, people forgave, people forgot. When I was younger there was someone that would show me what to write, where to go, how to do everything right.



However, as I grew up, I started using ink, I wrote with a pen, which I wasn't able to erase, my mistakes are never forgotten, I won't be able to erase anything anymore, even if I tried using a corrector, even if I tried covering it up and acting like nothing happened, even if I tried getting rid of my mistakes, I wouldn't be able to, I can't erase it. Correctors can cover it up and may even hide it a bit, but it will still show that something was once written, something was once there, that I did something wrong, as i grew up people no longer forgive, nor forget. My mistakes are now written with pen, my mistakes are unforgettable, they are unforgivable, notable. You can't ripe the page out of your life no more, you can't fold your mistakes and throw them away. It won't slip anyone's memory, no one will lose sight of it, you will always be the person that did this and that and this and that...



Oh how much I miss being a child, I miss someone standing over me and holding my hand as I wrote, leading me, showing me the way. I miss them erasing my mistakes and telling me to write it again, telling me to do the right thing, comforting me by telling me it won't show, and that it's okay, that everyone will forget, that everyone will think no more of it. Erasing it from the paper, meant erasing it from my record, from my life, from people's minds, from memories.



Why have I grown up? Why can't I stay as the innocent child I was once upon a time? Why won't anyone help me now? Why don't people forget? Why can't they move on? Why?
Everyone deserves a second chance, but in life? I don't see any second chances, no one gives second chances anymore.



People never forget! Like a paper, what I write stays, nothing forgotten, not even when I ripe the page out because people would notice that something was once there, something I wanted no one to notice, something I wanted no one to remember, something I wanted to let go of and walk away from, something that made my heart beats accelerate, something that made worries shiver up my spine, something that made me cry myself to sleep as the pillow drank my tears, something that made me off color, something that made my heart pound against my chest, something that made my throat dry. Something I wanted to erase, but I couldn't...



I want to be three years old again, I want to stay three, I want to play, laugh, shout, run, jump, enjoy my time. I don't want to take responsibility of anything, I want to be that kid that no one blames anything on, with the excuse of being small, with the excuse of not understanding. I want to do mistakes and have someone scream at me so I can learn from them, I want people to correct my mistakes, show me the right path, and most importantly, forget my mistakes...







I hope you enjoyed the chapter...
Please don't forget to comment below, I love you guys <3





















Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Guys Games on Girls












Heyyyyy everyone,
I promised this post a long time ago and at last i'm typing it!!:D Yaaayyyyyy!!
In this post i will be talking about "Guys Games On Girls!"
I hope you enjoy it, please tell me what you think by giving me feedback or commenting below..





WARNING!!!!!!!!
What i write is about some, not all, SOME!! I am not generalizing, but the problem is that many guys are becoming like this and it is realllllyyyyy disgusting:&
I repeat, THIS IS NOT ALL GUYS, SOME!!!!
So don't go around thinking, oh, Samar said this and that, la 7abebtyyy i am saying some or maybe most...

If you are a guy and you're reading this, and you are a player, don't get angry cause i let out the trick;) and don't start hating on me for saying the truth! Kapeeessshhhhh?!!!

Last warning point, if you are a guy reading this and you're not a player, i repeat and i say NOT ALL!! SOME DO THIS!!! So don't hate on me...


Okay so I'm going to start, here it goes........














Wayed shabaab hal ayaam yil3iboon 3ala banat, w hatha shay wayed ythayig w yza3il, w il moshkila ena fee banat ysawoon hal shay ba3ad, yil3iboon 3ala shabaab.
Madre shno il wanasa lama etkoon listitik full, w kilha banat w etgool 7ag kil wa7da 'a7bich', ay 7ob hatha? Yr7am omik!! W shno il wanasa lama ykoon 3indich lista kilha shabaab i5tyyy? Ahalich wain? Wain il wanasa bil mawthoo3 fahmoonii!!!
Mistanas o5ooy? Wanasa wayed il shay il ga3 etsawii? Tadre il shay ily ga3 etsawi yaksir goloob wayed banat?
Mat 7is bil thanb etijah nafsik?
Laish ent ga3 etsawi chii?
Oohhh ya3ni ent ra3yyy il banat? Ent ily kil il banat mayteen 3alik? Ily il lista 3omorha ma kanat fathya?!! Ohhh ya3ni ana rayaal??
Wain il wanasa? Goolyyyy!!! Fahimnyyy ya a5yyy!!!
Tara maho shay tifti5r fee, hatha shay yfashil, hatha shay y5aleek it6ee7 min 3ain kil il nas.






Ya3ni ohwa 9ij 7araam enik etkalim w chii, bs il jareema enik etkalim akthar min wa7da, etkoon ensan mareettthhhhh jidaaaannnnnn!!!! Shno ya3ni low kanat il lista bs feeha wa7da, aw wala wa7da? Betmoot? R7 tiyeek sakta galbiyaaa? R7 et9eer nihayat il 3alam? LA 6AB3AN!!!
Faker feeha ya a5yyy, ta5ayal hal shay y9eer 7ag i5tik? Wallah jad! Ishbetsawii? R7 etroo7 w til3an 5air om ily jabat'ha 97? R7 et6igha w ta5ith teliphonha w madre shno! Zain bs lik 7alaaal, w 3ala i5tik 7araam?:/



Zain so2al, laish la daraw il ahal en il 9bay ekalim bint, aw banaaatttt, ykoon radat fi3ilhom 3adiyaaaa jidaaannnnn "Waayyyy cuteeee, wanasaaaa, yshawgoooon!" Aw "Eeehhh 5ooh 3adiii kil il shabaab chii!" Bs lay 6a7aw 3al bint, il film il kuwaiti ybdaaa "Entayyyy ya ****** ma 3araft arabichh, ana a3almich........................." W min hal kalam. Ana mo ga3 agool ena 5alaw il banat, la bil 3aks, ana ga3 agool ena hal shay 7araam w il mafrooth ena etzifoon il shabaab ba3ad, eehhh lat siboonii, eehhh ent!! Mo cute, mo eshawgoon, mo kil il shabaab ysawoon chii, il mafrooth etwagfoon hal shay...




Ana adree entaw ga3 etgoolon 'Hathi ishfeeh? Mo ila ta36eena mo7athara bil mawthoo3! Tara 3adii, 5ala9 ta3awidayy 3al mawthoo3!!" Bs tara low etfakroon feeha, r7 etlagoon ena kil ily gilta 97, kilman ga3 yfaker feeh...




Inzain taboon et3arfoon laish feeh banat yil3iboon?
Ana agoolikom laish...

Il bint etkoon etkalam wa7d w et7iba 9ij, w ba3ad fatra tiktishif ena kan yil3ab 3alaha w ena ykalim '3arhaa! Mini ihya tinkser w ykoon 3balha ena kiiiillllll il shabaab chii, w 3ashan chithyyy tibdaa til3ab w etkalaim shabaab, w tintiris il lista...


W nafs il shay 7aq il 9bayy....




Inzainnnn kilman yabi y3arif ishlon il 9bay, aw il bint y6ay7oon, ya3ni 3ala golat'hom hal ayam, shlon y5arfinoon...
Ana iktishaft hal seer, nyahahaha
Taboon et3arfoon shlon? Ana agoolikom...


Il 9bayyy awal may kalim il bint, ya36eeha kil ihtimaama, yi5aleeha et7is enha princess, ya36eeha 7anaan w 7ob w ysawyy nafsa '3ayraan 3alahaa, w ysawyyyy kil shay 3ashan etkoon sa3eeda, w ehya mini 6ab3an tistanis bil wathi3. W 6ab3an ykalmoon ba3ath eb wa8t met2a5r w 24/7, w ydalilhaaa dalaaal mo 6abee3yyy, bs heeyyyy wait wait, la tistanis wayed hal bint l2ana ba3id isboo3ain, goolay 7adha thalath asabee3 w r7 y5if il wathi3, r7 ywagif ys2al 3anha w ma r7 y7ateeha wala ykalimha 24/7, r7 y5if wayed, w mini ehya tibda etdawra, tis2al nafs'ha, hatha waina, lay koon sawait shay '3ala6, lay koon za3lan 3alayy, wain i5tifa, laish chii faj2a hadnii, w tibda il as2ila et7oos w etdoor eb ras'ha w tig3ad et7atyyy. 6ab3an r7 etdig 3alaayy w tis2ila w r7 ygoolaha ena ma feeh shay, w 6ab3an ehya etkoon fagda il 7anaaan, w tabii etrid et7is bil sho3oor ily 7asita, tabii ihtimaam, tabi 7iniya w min hal kalaam, bs ohwa ma r7 ya36eeha shay. W mini r7 etim til7iga w tarkith waraa, w eb hal 6areega ykoon "3ala goolat'hom" 5arfanha...




Adre adre,
3an 5ayrihaaa hathiii ishdaraaahhaaa?
LOOL allah y5aleelyyy o5ooyyy:')




Inzain ya banat, ya 7abybyyy, tara mo ila etkalmoon shabaab, ka omich, 5al ihya etdalilich w ta36eech 7anaan, ka i5tich, ka obooch, ka o5ooch, ka irfeejatich, mo ila et5arbeen som3itich, tara wallah il som3a kil shay, ahaaammmm shayyyyy? ehya il som3a!! Lama wa7d yiyi ya56ibich? R7 yroo7 ys2al 3anich! Shay i9'3eer mo zaina eb som3itich r7 yhidich 3ala 6ool, il deera matroosa, laish ya5ith wa7da som3at'ha mo zaina?

Il7een firthayyy entayy etkalmeen wa7d w mat 5oneena, la 7abebtyyy, entayy et'thineen enich mo ga3 et5oneeen bs entay ga3 et5oneen, ga3 et5oneen obooch w o5ooch w omich w ahalich, ga3 et5oneen nas aminaw feech, w 3a6ooch thiga entay mo gadha.
Ba3dain ta3alaayyy, il 9bay ily ga3 etkalmeena, 3abalich r7 ya56ibich? 3abalich r7 yfaker ena yetzawijich? La 7abebtyyy, ana asfa, bs bagi6ha eb wayhich w agoolich nadeeeeerrrrrr jidaaaaannnn!!! R7 ygool, hathayy etkalimnyy, ya3ni akeed etkalim '3aryyy, w r7 ya56ib wa7da thanya w yhdich...
Okay firthayyy i56ibich hal walad, 3abalich ba3d il zawaj r7 tirta7aan? La, 9adgeeni la, l2ana r7 yshik feech w r7 yragbich w mo bs chii, r7 ykoon mal minich, shabi3 minich, 5ala9 kil kalam il 7ob, kil kalam il '3azal, kil il kalaam il 7ilo engal gabil, il7een shno?
Fakrayyy feeha,


SOM3ITICHHHH THOMAAA SOM3ITICHHH THOMAAA SOM3ITICHHHH!!! Il Som3a kil shayyyyy!!!!!



Il bint iwriga baythaaaaa, la kalimat w sawat ashya2 mo zain, hal iwriga r7 ti3tifis, w ti3tifis w ti3tifis, lay man it9eer kora, w la yait et9ali7 ily sawita w tam7yyy kil shay? Ma r7 tigdar, l2ana la 7awilat tifta7 hal iwriga w etridha nafs gabil, ma r7 tigdar. Hal iwriga ily i3tafsat, mosta7eelllll etrid mithil awal, tamaaaamaaannn mithil som3at il bint, la sawat shay mo zain? Ma7ad yinsaahhh w r7 ta7mil hal shay 6ool 7ayat'ha, 7ata ba3d mat moot, il nas r7 ygoolon 'Flana sawat w sawat w sawat.....' W tara mo bs tharataayyy nafsich, lakin tharataayyyy kil ahalich w som3at ahalich...

Inzain so2al....
Laish? Mosta3ida ta5sireen kil hatha 3ashan hal walad ily ba3ad cham sina, 7adaaa shahar, r7 yhidich?





Kil man ys2alni, Samar et7ibeen? Samar laish mat7ibeen? Samar w Samar w Samar....


La, ana ma a7ib, laish? L2ana omyy rabatni 3adil..



Feeh wayed banat ykalmooni kik w DM w whatsapp w ygoololyyy sowalifhom... Sima3t sowalif layyyy il ras, w wayed ta3alamt ashya2...
Fee banat ygoolonlyyy "Bs Samar yi7ibnii...."
Itha y7ibich ma yrthaha 3alich, itha y7ibich r7 ydish min il baab mo min il direesha, low y7ibich r7 y5af 3ala som3itich...




W feeh 7alaattttt ma abyyy atkalam 3anhom, w ohma ily ysajloon 9oot il bint aw ya5thoon 9orat'ha w yhadidooonhom, w hathyyy il 7alatttt mahma tikalamt 3anhom ma r7 yfeed.... W hathoool an9a7hom yzoroon 6abeeb nafsyyy l2anhom mareeetheeennnnnn jad!!!!




W tara fee wayed 3alamaaat tigdar etbainlik/etbainlich itha yil3ab 3alich...






Banat deer balkom, tara wallah il zimaan y5awif wayed, la tathigeen eb wayed nas 3ashan ma tinkasrain eb sohoola, la tit3aligain wayed...
3ala goolat'hom:

Don't love so much,
Don't care so much,
Don't trust so much,
Because that so much? Will hurt too much..!








A5ir sha'3la wedyyy agoolha ehya...



Ya a5yyyy itha ma tirthaha 3ala i5tik? La tirthaha 3ala banat il nas...........!!!!!!!!

Hal jomla 7i6 ta7t'ha emyaattt 5a6, w efham hal jomla 3adil, tara banat il nas mo li3ba...



اي رجوله تتكلم عنها وانت تفضل ملاحقه الفتيات على تمضية الوقت مع اهلك
ولا اي رجولة تتكلم عنها وانت طموحك يدور حول الفتيات ولا اي رجولة تتكلم عنها وانت همك زيادة عدد الفتيات في جوالك?











I hope that i helped you and that you enjoyed, I repeat and say, NOT ALL, BUT SOME!!! So dont get angry and start swearing at me. If you need anything you are free to DM me on @blogger_kuwait or you can ask me on ask.fm or kik me at: blogger_kuwait .... If you don't want me to know who you are you can easily make a fake account and talk to me, i help everyone and i will surely try my best...
I love you all xxx



















Monday, March 11, 2013

Chapter 20 - Colorful Love










Heyyyy everyone,,




1- I'M REAAALLLYYYYYY SORRRYYYYY!!! Adre wayed ga9art with posting bs wallahhh wayed mash'3oola w studying ga3 ya5ith kil waktii:'( ASFAAAAA:'(




2- 7aq ily ga3 ys2iloon shlon ta3araft 3ala Shaha:
Kina ensolif dms w chii w one day galatli ishrayich ensawi booth w chii madre everything went fast, I agreed and we are doing it now LOL:::




3- I wanna thank you from the deepest place in my heart for being there for me and supporting me and MAKING MY DAY AMAZING!!!! AS YOU ALWAYS DO!!! ILOVEYOUUUUU GUYS!!!:(




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6- La 5ala9 adre wayed gargart, Yallah enjoy the post! A7IBKOMMMMM KILKOOOOMMMMMM WALLAAHHHH!!!














Faj2a wela a7ad y'3a6ii 3anii,


Manal: "Mno?!" I tried feeling their fingers, but I had no clue. "BADERRRR BS 3ADDD!!!"



I moved away to find Jassim!



Manal: "Wai33333 ishtabii?!"
Jassim: "Bakalmich!"
Manal: "W Ana mabii:&"
Jassim: "Manal sim3eeni, wallah Ana asif, misa7t kil il banat, w 5ala9 ma r7 asawyyy Ay shay, bs entay ily r7 etkooneeen eb 7ayatii!"
Manal: "Jassim Ana mabii! Mabeek ya a5yy 5ala9!"
Jassim: "Manal tikfa 3ad, Tara Kilina ni'3la6!"
Manal: "Jassim Ana iktishaft ena it was just a crush, mojarad i3jab, Ana ma Abeek wala a7ibik!!!"
Jassim: "Manaaaalll!"
Manal: "Jassim isma3ni, we can be cousins, joke, have fun, your like my brother, pleaseeee Jassim, kafii! ANA MA ABIIII!!!!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni benkoom chii nafs i5wan?!"
Manal: "Eehhh wallahhh!!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni ma r7 tit'3ayirain 3alay?!"
Manal: "Ish7aga at'3ayarrr, ma r7 at'3ayaarr wallah, r7 enkoon i5wan w bs, mabaina shay, chii a7san!"
Jassim: "Ana asif Manal!"
Manal: "La ti3tithr bil 3aks, Ana chii merta7a! ANA ABII CHIII!!!"
Jassim: "AKEED?!"
Manal: "Akeedain ba3ad! We're cousins!" I smiled.
Jassim: "Cousins!" He smiled back.





Jassim sat a bit and tried convincing me to go back in, but he gave up since i refused, he then left me to sit alone. I sat with my beats and listened to music, I felt really bad and my tears didn't stop falling, I missed my mum.



Noor, Lamaar and Rakan tried to get me to go back in and have fun and sit with them but I refused.









Bader's point of view...




Bader: "Ana 5ayif 3ala Manal, a5af etsawi shay ebroo7ha!
Rakan: "Lat 5af, Manal mo maynoona!"
Bader: "Ana baroo7 ashoofha!"
Lamaar: "Bader hidha, ehya tabi tig3ad ebroo7ha!"
Bader: "Shno hidha min 9ijich? I5tii ga3da bara ebroo7ha, w itha 9arlaha shay?!"
Jassim: "Ishfeek? Had had!! Taboon aroo7 ashoofha?!"
Bader: "La, irta7 ent! Ana baroo7!"





I made my way to where she was sitting..



Bader: "Manool?!" I sat down next to her.
Manal: "Hala?!" She noticed me and took her beats off.
Bader: "Manal ishfeech?!"
Manal: "Ma feeni!"
Bader: "Manool Yallah 3ad dishay da5il, 3ashan nig3ad w nil3ab wallah r7 ykoon wanasa!"
Manal: "W omi?!"
Bader: "Ehya shno galat gabil lat safer? Yallah Manal sim3ay il Kalam!"
Manal: "Hidni ag3ad ebroo7i!"
Bader: "3ala ra7tich!" I sighed.





I went back in,,




Bader: "Mako, ma rithat!"
Noor: "Giltlik! Tara 7awalna, ma boga a7ad ma 7awal!"
Sa3ad: "Ana ma 7awalt!"
Jassim: "Bishaaaihhh bishaaaiihh!"
Noor: "Itha gidart etda5ilha a3zimik 3ala barid!"
Sa3ad: "Kafwich!!! Barid?!"
Noor: "Tara hatha shay chayid 3indi, a36eek min akliii? La billahh ma7thooth, yallahhh 5ali9, w hatha wayhi en dashat!"
Sa3ad: "Mashyy ni6ray oo shoofay!"







Sa3ad's point of view...




I made my way out to where Manal was...




Sa3ad: "E7mmm e7mmm!"


She had her beats on, so she couldn't hear me..


I pulled her beats off her head to get her attention, she quickly turned around to find me standing...




Manal: "Offfff ya3ni ma r7 et'hidooni?!" She moaned.
Sa3ad: "3adi ag3ad?!" I asked totally ignoring what she said.
Manal: "Wallah il arth mo milki, fa ma agdar agool la!"
Sa3ad: "Mmm ya3ni a3teberha etfathal?!"
Manal: "I3teberha ily ti3teberha!"
Sa3ad: "Ishfeech ga3 etkalmeeni chii!" I say down next to her.
Manal: "Mafeeni shay!" She sniffed and looked away,
Sa3ad: "Manal 6al3eeni!"
Manal: "3adi etgool ishtabi ba3dain etroo7!" Her voice was cracky.
Sa3ad: "Ga3 tabcheen 97?!"


She looked down and avoided my question, I put my hand on her chin and pulled her face towards me so she could look at me.

Tears were making their way down her soft skin,



Sa3ad: "La ma etifagna chithi, ma a7ib ashoof a7ad yabchii, la tabcheen Manal!"
Manal: "Abii omyyyy!" She cried.
Sa3ad: "Manal sim3eeni, omich il7een wain?"
Manal: "Emsafra!"
Sa3ad: "Emsafra shitsawi?!"
Manal: "Tit3alaj!"
Sa3ad: "W entay tabeen etzideenha ham w etimeen za3lana w tabcheen?!"



She looked at the ground,



Sa3ad: "Agoolich sha'3la?!"
Manal: "Gool?!" She whipped her tears and looked at me.
Sa3ad: "Ana wa7eed omi, obooy mat Lama kint i9'3eer, kint 7ail met3alig feeh, kint a7iba wayed, ohwa ily rabaani w ta3ab 3alay, w lama maat? Za3alt wayed, 7altyy il nafsiya kanat wayed say2a, tithayagt w bichait wayed, kint a5ish nafsi eb kabat obooy w ag3ad bain ihdooma w abchii!" A tear fell down my face, I looked at Manal to find her crying as well. "La tabcheen!" I whipped her tears with my thumb and smiled.
Manal: "Sa3ad Ana asfa, ma kint adre!"
Sa3ad: "La ti3tathrain!" I faked a smile. "ISHFEEECCHHH??? LA TABCHEEN! TARA A6IGICH!!!"
Manal: "La la!!! 5ala9!" She quickly barked at me as she smiled.
Sa3ad: "Etdisheen?!"
Manal: "3ala thalth shoroo6!"
Sa3ad: "Ba3ad? Titshari6aaiiinnn? Yallah Goolay shno Hal shoroo6!" I smiled.
Manal: "Awal shar6, ena etdig 3ala omi w asma3 9oot'ha w akalimha awal ma to9al minak!"
Sa3ad: "7athr! Bs to9al, Ana adig 3alaha, ba3ad shno!"
Manal: "Thani shar6 Ummm ba3d il '3ada, ya3ni 3al ma'3reb chii, etwadeeni ashtiri kakaww w 7alaw w redbull w kil shay, bs Ana!!!!"
Sa3ad: "Yal 6amaaa3aaa, 5ala9 wa3d awadeech!" I laughed.
Manal: "Ana 6ama3a?" She looked at me while both her eyes sparkled innocently,
Sa3ad: "Laaa Laaa 5ala9, mo 6ama3a!"
Manal: "3abali ba3ad!" She giggled.
Sa3ad: "W shno il shar6 il a5eer?"
Manal: "SMILEEEEE!!!!" She grinned.
Sa3ad: "Shlon ya3ni!" I laughed.
Manal: "Ya3ni 5alik mibtisim!" She smiled.
Sa3ad: "Ihimich?!"
Manal: "6ab3an ihimni, ent rifeej o5ooy il '3alyy ba3ad shno ya3ni?!"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha goomayyy goomaayyy yallahh kilhom 3abalhom r7 tinta7rain aw shay!"
Manal: "Hahaha anti7er?!"
Sa3ad: "Eeehhh wallah miyaneen!"









Manal's point of view...



We went in,,


Everyone stared at us like this > O.O



Manal: "Ishfeekom?!:o"
Noor: "Sa-3a-d???:(!"
Sa3ad: "Mali shi'3il, r7 etyeebili barid ya3ni r7 etyeeblyyy!" He laughed.
Noor: "Offfff Manalll!!!:( offff offff offff ya3ni ila tiyeen? Roo7ay roo7ay:( il7een lazim a36eehh min il barid MALIIII!!" She moaned as Sa3ad laughed.
Bader: "Wallah w 6ala3t mant hayin!!! KAFO!!!"
Sa3ad: "Afa 3alik bs!"
Jassim: "SHLOOONNN?? SHNO GILTLAHA?!" He sounded a bit angry.
Manal: "Heyyyy heeeyyyyy Ishfeekom? Ahaaaaa emsawyeen ta7adii 3ala mno ydashishni?? Wallah mo 9a7yeen!"



They all laughed,,






Noor: "ANA YI3T WAIIIINNNN IL AKILLL??!!"
Sa3ad: "Entay bs bal3? Il sayeq yaay bil 6ireej!"
Noor: "Dig 3alaaahhhh!! 5al yisari3! Mashyy 3ala bayth il a5??:@"
Lamaar: "Ri7may mi3ditich!!:c"
Jassim: "Ya 3ami et9adgoon? Ana yi3t ba3ad! Ya a5yy ma af6art!:("
Bader: "Ana ba3ad!"
Manal: "Ana mabi akil!"



Sa3ad gave me a death stare,,,



Manal: "Ga9diii yo3ana moot!"


They all laughed,,





Manal: "Ila ta3alaw wain Remas?!"
Sa3ad: "Eehhh wallah wain il di3la?!"
Lamaar: "Akeed ga3 til3ab aw shay!"
Noor: "La tikfa! 5alooha! Mabi 9ooda3!"
Remas: "LA WALLLAHHHH!!!" Suddenly Remas walked in.
Lamaar: "Yma 3omrich 6iweel!"
Noor: "NISRAAA!!!"
Manal: "Wain kintayyy!"
Remas: "Kint ga3da eb daar Bader w Sa3ad!"
Bader: "Shitsaween eb darna bala?!"
Remas: "Ent shako!"
Bader: "Tara shoofay, il7een a36eech i6rag a'3ayr malami7 wayhich, tikalimay 3adil!!"



Remas iwgifat w 7a6at eedha 3ala 5a9erha w et5iz Bader w ehya embawza,,



Bader: "Lat 6al3eeni chithyy!"
Remas: "KAFIIIII!!"
Bader: "Kafich eb batich baba!"
Remas: "Way3 ishtabi?! Lat kalimni!"
Bader: "6a3 hathiii! Tara wallah box a5alyy wayhich eb afaach!!"



We all laughed, 6ool il wagt w ohma bs ihwash w yt7arishoon eb ba3ath, layman wi9al il akil...







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Noor: "OOO WI9AL WI9AL WI9AL WI9ALLLL!!" She sang.
Rakan: "Ishfeeha hathi?!"
Lamaar: "La ma 3alik minha, 5abla! Et7ib il akil!!"



I opened the dish,,,



Noor: "HAALAAAA OBOOYYYY, HALA BIL 7UB, HALA BIL ZAIN KILAAAA! HALA BIL 6ISH W IL RISH!! HALAA WALLLAAHHHHHH!!!"
Jassim: "Wallah low raylich mat goleen chii!!"



We laughed at how she munched in her food and chewed,,



Sa3ad: "Hadaayyyy Hadaayyyy chii il wa7d yakil?!"
Noor: "Ishtabi ishtabi??!" She talked with food in her mouth.
Manal: "Waiii3333!!! Sakrayyy 7algich!"
Remas: "Manool 7i6eeliii!:("
Manal: "7athr min 3yooni!"




We all sat down and ate...











My Own Area...




ماأصعب أن تبكي بلا دموع...
وماأصعب أن تذهب بلا رجوع...
وماأصعب أن تشعر بالضيق، وكأن المكان من حولك؟ يضيق
ماأصعب أن تتكلم بلا صوت...
أن تحيى كى تنتظر الموت...
ماأصعب أن تشعر بالسأم...
فترى كل من حولك عدم
ويسودك إحساس الندم
علي إثم لا تعرفه... وذنب لم تقترفه
ماأصعب أن تشعر بالحزن العميق
وكأنه يعيش في داخلك ألم عريق
تستكمل وحدك الطريق
بلا هدف.. بلا شريك.. بلا رفيق..
وتصير انت والحزن والندم فريق
وتجد وجهك بين الدموع غريق
ويتحول الأمل الباقى إلى؟ بريق
تشعر أن الفرح بعيد
تعاني من جرح لا يطيب
جرح عميق.. جرح عنيد
جرح لا يداويه طبيب
ماأصعب أن ترى النوم ظلام
ماأصعب أن ترى السعادة أوهام







Remember it's? My Own Area!!:D
So basically I can write anyyythingggg I want:o
Hope you enjoyed...
Don't forget to give me feedback<3
















Friday, March 8, 2013

خلطة لتطويل الشعر - Girl Post






كل من طلب هل شي، وآسفه حبايبي علي التأخير..

خلطة لتطويل الشعر




الخلطه رقم 1

الفـلفل الاخضر

اول شي قطعي الفلفل الاخضر مكعبات صغيره ..

بعدين حطيها بعلبة ماي صحه فاضي وضيفي عليها الزيت زيتون وخليها تتنقع لمده عشر ايام بالضبط بالعلبة طبعا مو بشعرج ..

وبعد العشر ايام حطيها بشعرج لمده ماتقل عن 3 ساعات ..

وشوفي الفرق راح يطول الشعر بطول تقريبا خمس اشبار بالسنتين ..

وترى هذي الطريقه مجربه ومضمونه 100%..








خلطة لتطويل الشعر رقم 2

المقادير:
قليل من زيت الجرجير "موجود عند العطار"
قليل من زيت النارجيل "ماركة البراشوت الذهبي" لون العلبة أزرق.
1 فص ثوم مدقوق ومهروس جيدا.



الطريقة:
في ماعون تحلطي قليلا من زيت الجرجير حسب طول شعرج... وتضيفين عليه نفس الكمية من زيت النارجيل"البراشوت" وتخليطنهم... وبالنهاية تضيفين فص الثوم المهروس وتخلطين الى ان يختلط الكل.



تضعين الخلطة السابقة على شعرك من الجذور وتركزين على الجذور لأن الثوم يقويها حتى الأطراف واتلفين شعرج... تتركينه على الشعر لمدة ساعتين فقط لأن الخلطة قوية بها ثوم ولا تحتاج لوقت أكثر...
بعد ساعتين تغسلينه بالشامبو عادي ثم تضعي قليل من حمام الزيت في راحة يدك وتمسحين على شعرك وتتركينه لدقيقتين ثم تشطفين بالماء الفاتر...








رقم 3

هى وصفه بسيطه وسهله جدا بعيدا عن الخلطات والزيووووت


الوصفه هى

ورق السدر او ورق النبق



ورق السدر ورقته خضرا صغيره وفيها ثلاثه خطوط بالطول غير ورق الشجر العادى بيكون خط واحد بالمنتصف لكن ورق السدر بيكون 3 خطوط

اما تجيبيه طازج من الشجره نفسها او مجفف من عند العطار

تاخذى شويه ورق من ورق السدر وتحطيه بالماي وتتركيه يتنقع شويه ساعتين تقريباً وتشطفى بها الشعر وتدعكى بالورق فروة راااسك


وكل يوم تشطفى شعرك با الماء منقوع ورق السدر

وبتشوفوا احلى النتايج

السدر فعلا رهيييييييييييييييييييييييييب للشعر وسررررررررررررررررررررريع


شوفوا شعركم بعد شهر شلون بيكون

طول وكثافه...







الخلطة رقم 4

وصفة لتطويل الشعر ولمعانه وحيويته


1- كوب زيت جوز الهند
2-ربطة بقدونس
3- ملعقتين حناء


تجفف ربطة البقدونس وتخلطينها مع الزيت والحناء
وتسخنينه على النار وخزنيه عندك واستعمليه مرتين في الاسبوع..







خلطة رقم 5 ..

البيض..

شوفي اذا كان شعرك قصير تحتاجين 3 بيضات واذا طويل 6 بيضات ..

اخذي بس صفار البيض وحطيهم بالخلاط الكهربائي وضيفي عليهم زيت زيتون, وزيت السمسم(يساعد في تطول الشعر وتكثيفه) وزيت جوز الهند، واخلطيهم بالخلاط وحطيهم على شعرج لمدة ثلات ساعات ..







خلطة رقم 6

يقول الدكتور عادل عبدالعال وهو طبيب مصري معروف بالامارات

هذه لتطويل الشعر ويقول انها مجربة ومضمونة النتائج تطول الشعر 5 سم

والاصل ان الشعره تنمو 1 سم في الشهر

الوصفه هي كتالى :

زيت البطم 35%

زيت بذور الجرجير 15%

زيت زيتون15%

حب الرشاد10%

زيت المرمية 10 %

زيت جوز الهند10%

زيت الخروع 15%

و تجدوا هذه الزيوت عند العطار و لكي تنجح الوصفه عليكم الإلتزام بالنسب كما هي مبينه أعلاه.








رقم 7

خلطات لتطويل الشعر والعنايه به

زيت الزيتون مع نوى التمر المطحون وزيت الخروع، هذه الخلطه للعنايه بالشعر، جربوها..








رقم 8

خلطه تطول الشعر وتكثفه الخلطه هي مكونه من:

زيت الخروع + زيت الزيتون + زيت السمسم + زيت دابر املاء


يخلط الجميع مع بعض بكميات متساويه وينحط علي الشعر وخليها ساعتين في الشعر والنتيجه بطول

الشعر مثل الشجره اذا سقيتيها بتكبر واذا اهملتيها تموت والشعر نفس الشي بس اهم شئ الصبببببببببببببببببر.








رقم 9

هذي الخلطه تنبت الشعر 100% وايضا تخليه طري وناعم ولامع وتطوله بعد

الاشياء:

زيت جوز الهند
زيت خروع
زيت اللوز
مياه ساخنه
فوطه لشعرج
كاب الشعر
قطن للوجه
ورق نايلون


الطريقه:

تاخذين طاسه صغيره وتحطين الزيوت بكميات متساويه وتكثرين من جوز الهند

الحين تحطين القطنه في الزيت وتعصرينه شوي وتحطينه على فروة الراس مع التدليك بالقطنه

وبعدين نسوي تدلين باطراف الاصابع مانضغط بقوه تحملوووو يطيح الشعر هالطريقه بحركه دائره

الحين ناخذ النايلون ونلفه على الشعر كل مانخلي مجال للهواء تحملوووو الزيت يوصل للجبهه لانه ينبت الشعررر من تقولوووون انا ماقلت ....

ونحط الكاب على النايلون ...


ونعصرها زين مازين
بس نحاول ان البخار يحتكر فيها ونحطه على الراس ونلفه

ونخليه لين تبرد الفوطه بامكانا نكرر هالعمليه اللي هي الفوطه
بس لازم لازم كل ليله تحطونه وتنامون او في النهار لمده 8 ساعات على الاقل لما تحطون هالخلطه ...

وصدقوني مايكمل 3 يوووم الا النتايج طالعه ... واستمرووو عليه لمده شهر على الاقل.











ولا تخافون من الخلطات لأن اغلبها طبيعيه يعني ان ما نفعت ما ضرت الكلام على المواد الكيمياوية اللي تخوف