Chapter 20 - Colorful Love

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Faj2a wela a7ad y'3a6ii 3anii,


Manal: "Mno?!" I tried feeling their fingers, but I had no clue. "BADERRRR BS 3ADDD!!!"



I moved away to find Jassim!



Manal: "Wai33333 ishtabii?!"
Jassim: "Bakalmich!"
Manal: "W Ana mabii:&"
Jassim: "Manal sim3eeni, wallah Ana asif, misa7t kil il banat, w 5ala9 ma r7 asawyyy Ay shay, bs entay ily r7 etkooneeen eb 7ayatii!"
Manal: "Jassim Ana mabii! Mabeek ya a5yy 5ala9!"
Jassim: "Manal tikfa 3ad, Tara Kilina ni'3la6!"
Manal: "Jassim Ana iktishaft ena it was just a crush, mojarad i3jab, Ana ma Abeek wala a7ibik!!!"
Jassim: "Manaaaalll!"
Manal: "Jassim isma3ni, we can be cousins, joke, have fun, your like my brother, pleaseeee Jassim, kafii! ANA MA ABIIII!!!!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni benkoom chii nafs i5wan?!"
Manal: "Eehhh wallahhh!!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni ma r7 tit'3ayirain 3alay?!"
Manal: "Ish7aga at'3ayarrr, ma r7 at'3ayaarr wallah, r7 enkoon i5wan w bs, mabaina shay, chii a7san!"
Jassim: "Ana asif Manal!"
Manal: "La ti3tithr bil 3aks, Ana chii merta7a! ANA ABII CHIII!!!"
Jassim: "AKEED?!"
Manal: "Akeedain ba3ad! We're cousins!" I smiled.
Jassim: "Cousins!" He smiled back.





Jassim sat a bit and tried convincing me to go back in, but he gave up since i refused, he then left me to sit alone. I sat with my beats and listened to music, I felt really bad and my tears didn't stop falling, I missed my mum.



Noor, Lamaar and Rakan tried to get me to go back in and have fun and sit with them but I refused.









Bader's point of view...




Bader: "Ana 5ayif 3ala Manal, a5af etsawi shay ebroo7ha!
Rakan: "Lat 5af, Manal mo maynoona!"
Bader: "Ana baroo7 ashoofha!"
Lamaar: "Bader hidha, ehya tabi tig3ad ebroo7ha!"
Bader: "Shno hidha min 9ijich? I5tii ga3da bara ebroo7ha, w itha 9arlaha shay?!"
Jassim: "Ishfeek? Had had!! Taboon aroo7 ashoofha?!"
Bader: "La, irta7 ent! Ana baroo7!"





I made my way to where she was sitting..



Bader: "Manool?!" I sat down next to her.
Manal: "Hala?!" She noticed me and took her beats off.
Bader: "Manal ishfeech?!"
Manal: "Ma feeni!"
Bader: "Manool Yallah 3ad dishay da5il, 3ashan nig3ad w nil3ab wallah r7 ykoon wanasa!"
Manal: "W omi?!"
Bader: "Ehya shno galat gabil lat safer? Yallah Manal sim3ay il Kalam!"
Manal: "Hidni ag3ad ebroo7i!"
Bader: "3ala ra7tich!" I sighed.





I went back in,,




Bader: "Mako, ma rithat!"
Noor: "Giltlik! Tara 7awalna, ma boga a7ad ma 7awal!"
Sa3ad: "Ana ma 7awalt!"
Jassim: "Bishaaaihhh bishaaaiihh!"
Noor: "Itha gidart etda5ilha a3zimik 3ala barid!"
Sa3ad: "Kafwich!!! Barid?!"
Noor: "Tara hatha shay chayid 3indi, a36eek min akliii? La billahh ma7thooth, yallahhh 5ali9, w hatha wayhi en dashat!"
Sa3ad: "Mashyy ni6ray oo shoofay!"







Sa3ad's point of view...




I made my way out to where Manal was...




Sa3ad: "E7mmm e7mmm!"


She had her beats on, so she couldn't hear me..


I pulled her beats off her head to get her attention, she quickly turned around to find me standing...




Manal: "Offfff ya3ni ma r7 et'hidooni?!" She moaned.
Sa3ad: "3adi ag3ad?!" I asked totally ignoring what she said.
Manal: "Wallah il arth mo milki, fa ma agdar agool la!"
Sa3ad: "Mmm ya3ni a3teberha etfathal?!"
Manal: "I3teberha ily ti3teberha!"
Sa3ad: "Ishfeech ga3 etkalmeeni chii!" I say down next to her.
Manal: "Mafeeni shay!" She sniffed and looked away,
Sa3ad: "Manal 6al3eeni!"
Manal: "3adi etgool ishtabi ba3dain etroo7!" Her voice was cracky.
Sa3ad: "Ga3 tabcheen 97?!"


She looked down and avoided my question, I put my hand on her chin and pulled her face towards me so she could look at me.

Tears were making their way down her soft skin,



Sa3ad: "La ma etifagna chithi, ma a7ib ashoof a7ad yabchii, la tabcheen Manal!"
Manal: "Abii omyyyy!" She cried.
Sa3ad: "Manal sim3eeni, omich il7een wain?"
Manal: "Emsafra!"
Sa3ad: "Emsafra shitsawi?!"
Manal: "Tit3alaj!"
Sa3ad: "W entay tabeen etzideenha ham w etimeen za3lana w tabcheen?!"



She looked at the ground,



Sa3ad: "Agoolich sha'3la?!"
Manal: "Gool?!" She whipped her tears and looked at me.
Sa3ad: "Ana wa7eed omi, obooy mat Lama kint i9'3eer, kint 7ail met3alig feeh, kint a7iba wayed, ohwa ily rabaani w ta3ab 3alay, w lama maat? Za3alt wayed, 7altyy il nafsiya kanat wayed say2a, tithayagt w bichait wayed, kint a5ish nafsi eb kabat obooy w ag3ad bain ihdooma w abchii!" A tear fell down my face, I looked at Manal to find her crying as well. "La tabcheen!" I whipped her tears with my thumb and smiled.
Manal: "Sa3ad Ana asfa, ma kint adre!"
Sa3ad: "La ti3tathrain!" I faked a smile. "ISHFEEECCHHH??? LA TABCHEEN! TARA A6IGICH!!!"
Manal: "La la!!! 5ala9!" She quickly barked at me as she smiled.
Sa3ad: "Etdisheen?!"
Manal: "3ala thalth shoroo6!"
Sa3ad: "Ba3ad? Titshari6aaiiinnn? Yallah Goolay shno Hal shoroo6!" I smiled.
Manal: "Awal shar6, ena etdig 3ala omi w asma3 9oot'ha w akalimha awal ma to9al minak!"
Sa3ad: "7athr! Bs to9al, Ana adig 3alaha, ba3ad shno!"
Manal: "Thani shar6 Ummm ba3d il '3ada, ya3ni 3al ma'3reb chii, etwadeeni ashtiri kakaww w 7alaw w redbull w kil shay, bs Ana!!!!"
Sa3ad: "Yal 6amaaa3aaa, 5ala9 wa3d awadeech!" I laughed.
Manal: "Ana 6ama3a?" She looked at me while both her eyes sparkled innocently,
Sa3ad: "Laaa Laaa 5ala9, mo 6ama3a!"
Manal: "3abali ba3ad!" She giggled.
Sa3ad: "W shno il shar6 il a5eer?"
Manal: "SMILEEEEE!!!!" She grinned.
Sa3ad: "Shlon ya3ni!" I laughed.
Manal: "Ya3ni 5alik mibtisim!" She smiled.
Sa3ad: "Ihimich?!"
Manal: "6ab3an ihimni, ent rifeej o5ooy il '3alyy ba3ad shno ya3ni?!"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha goomayyy goomaayyy yallahh kilhom 3abalhom r7 tinta7rain aw shay!"
Manal: "Hahaha anti7er?!"
Sa3ad: "Eeehhh wallah miyaneen!"









Manal's point of view...



We went in,,


Everyone stared at us like this > O.O



Manal: "Ishfeekom?!:o"
Noor: "Sa-3a-d???:(!"
Sa3ad: "Mali shi'3il, r7 etyeebili barid ya3ni r7 etyeeblyyy!" He laughed.
Noor: "Offfff Manalll!!!:( offff offff offff ya3ni ila tiyeen? Roo7ay roo7ay:( il7een lazim a36eehh min il barid MALIIII!!" She moaned as Sa3ad laughed.
Bader: "Wallah w 6ala3t mant hayin!!! KAFO!!!"
Sa3ad: "Afa 3alik bs!"
Jassim: "SHLOOONNN?? SHNO GILTLAHA?!" He sounded a bit angry.
Manal: "Heyyyy heeeyyyyy Ishfeekom? Ahaaaaa emsawyeen ta7adii 3ala mno ydashishni?? Wallah mo 9a7yeen!"



They all laughed,,






Noor: "ANA YI3T WAIIIINNNN IL AKILLL??!!"
Sa3ad: "Entay bs bal3? Il sayeq yaay bil 6ireej!"
Noor: "Dig 3alaaahhhh!! 5al yisari3! Mashyy 3ala bayth il a5??:@"
Lamaar: "Ri7may mi3ditich!!:c"
Jassim: "Ya 3ami et9adgoon? Ana yi3t ba3ad! Ya a5yy ma af6art!:("
Bader: "Ana ba3ad!"
Manal: "Ana mabi akil!"



Sa3ad gave me a death stare,,,



Manal: "Ga9diii yo3ana moot!"


They all laughed,,





Manal: "Ila ta3alaw wain Remas?!"
Sa3ad: "Eehhh wallah wain il di3la?!"
Lamaar: "Akeed ga3 til3ab aw shay!"
Noor: "La tikfa! 5alooha! Mabi 9ooda3!"
Remas: "LA WALLLAHHHH!!!" Suddenly Remas walked in.
Lamaar: "Yma 3omrich 6iweel!"
Noor: "NISRAAA!!!"
Manal: "Wain kintayyy!"
Remas: "Kint ga3da eb daar Bader w Sa3ad!"
Bader: "Shitsaween eb darna bala?!"
Remas: "Ent shako!"
Bader: "Tara shoofay, il7een a36eech i6rag a'3ayr malami7 wayhich, tikalimay 3adil!!"



Remas iwgifat w 7a6at eedha 3ala 5a9erha w et5iz Bader w ehya embawza,,



Bader: "Lat 6al3eeni chithyy!"
Remas: "KAFIIIII!!"
Bader: "Kafich eb batich baba!"
Remas: "Way3 ishtabi?! Lat kalimni!"
Bader: "6a3 hathiii! Tara wallah box a5alyy wayhich eb afaach!!"



We all laughed, 6ool il wagt w ohma bs ihwash w yt7arishoon eb ba3ath, layman wi9al il akil...







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Noor: "OOO WI9AL WI9AL WI9AL WI9ALLLL!!" She sang.
Rakan: "Ishfeeha hathi?!"
Lamaar: "La ma 3alik minha, 5abla! Et7ib il akil!!"



I opened the dish,,,



Noor: "HAALAAAA OBOOYYYY, HALA BIL 7UB, HALA BIL ZAIN KILAAAA! HALA BIL 6ISH W IL RISH!! HALAA WALLLAAHHHHHH!!!"
Jassim: "Wallah low raylich mat goleen chii!!"



We laughed at how she munched in her food and chewed,,



Sa3ad: "Hadaayyyy Hadaayyyy chii il wa7d yakil?!"
Noor: "Ishtabi ishtabi??!" She talked with food in her mouth.
Manal: "Waiii3333!!! Sakrayyy 7algich!"
Remas: "Manool 7i6eeliii!:("
Manal: "7athr min 3yooni!"




We all sat down and ate...











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وماأصعب أن تذهب بلا رجوع...
وماأصعب أن تشعر بالضيق، وكأن المكان من حولك؟ يضيق
ماأصعب أن تتكلم بلا صوت...
أن تحيى كى تنتظر الموت...
ماأصعب أن تشعر بالسأم...
فترى كل من حولك عدم
ويسودك إحساس الندم
علي إثم لا تعرفه... وذنب لم تقترفه
ماأصعب أن تشعر بالحزن العميق
وكأنه يعيش في داخلك ألم عريق
تستكمل وحدك الطريق
بلا هدف.. بلا شريك.. بلا رفيق..
وتصير انت والحزن والندم فريق
وتجد وجهك بين الدموع غريق
ويتحول الأمل الباقى إلى؟ بريق
تشعر أن الفرح بعيد
تعاني من جرح لا يطيب
جرح عميق.. جرح عنيد
جرح لا يداويه طبيب
ماأصعب أن ترى النوم ظلام
ماأصعب أن ترى السعادة أوهام







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