Heyyy! At last right? I hope you all had a great day today. My day was dreadful, I couldn't find any time to post since I'm always busy studying, ughh.
My exam is in like 14 days:o
Inshallah I'll ace it, now enough about me, I wanted to talk to you guys about some things...
First:
Everyone has been asking me to do a girl post, Inshallah as soon as I'm done with my exam I'll do one of those girl posts I usually do!!:D
Second:
It's been about the tenth time someone offers me to write a book, and I'm so happy they do, but I'm really sorry, I can't right now, maybe in the future.. But what I really wanted to say was that I got a message telling me, or shall I say threatening me that if I didn't write a book and publish it that they would take my stories and publish them under their name. I was shocked and very annoyed, I am sorry to say this but no one has the right to use my stories without my permission and make a book of it and put it under their name. I advise the person that was thinking of doing that, not to do that, cause it's illegal and I seriously would get veryyyyy annoyed, and I wouldn't like it at all. I think you know what I mean when I say very annoyed, so no need for me to explain more;)
Third:
I wanted to say something really important and I really hope you read this and understand it, Honey, don't run after someone that doesn't want you and don't ever give someone a place in your heart they don't deserve and don't ever expect anything from others, the more you expect? The more you will be let down, believe me!!
P.S, Girls? Don't waste your mascara on someone that doesn't deserve, your tears are precious xx
Fouth:
IMPORTANT
HELP HELP HELPPPPP!!!
So as you know for ever story, each couple gets their own 'couple name', forexample 9ager + Shahad = SHAGER and Shahad + Mesharii = SHARII and now I'm out of ideas for Manal and Sa3ad, so please if you have any ideas you can comment them below or tell me on ask.fm or DM me and the best on will get a dedication next chapter, yayyyy!!!:D
I have these> SANAL, MA3AL, MA3AD, MAN3AD, MASAD, SIMSIM
I don't know::::::: ambaayyyy they all sound weird. If I get many votes on one of these or on another name that one of my lovely readers tell me about I'll use it.
Fifth:
As you see this post is TWO CHAPTERS!!! It's like realllyyyyy long since I sat four days writing it, not four full days but whenever I'm free I write a bit;p
So yeah, chapter 26 and 27;)
Should I leave you to enjoy the post?
Wait wait, I almost forgot!!!!
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BEAUTIFUL R_RAMBOO, This girl? Is the most amazing person I have everrrr met, her comments always leave me speechless. INCREADIBLE SUPPORTER!!!! People like you? Make me want to type daily x
ANNNNDDDD for the the amazing Ghamaa, I love you. I love you. I love you. I'd love to go on and on for ages but my readers would want me to stop blabbing already lol. And as you always say, the amazingest, lovliest, beautifuliest commenter evaaa *I don't even think these words exists*
Oh and I decided to write in third person since it's better for me to describe more...
I really apologize about the cliffhangers, I'm such a wicked blogger:'( But I like to keep you tensed up for the next post, nyahahaha::::::
I love you all and enjoy this chapter beautiful people.
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Manal: "A7ibik Sa3ad," Tears filled her eye sockets.
Sa3ad was numb, he was in full shock, he was startled by the words she shot at him. His heart accelerated as he slowly turned to look at Manal, colors of nut and brown russet were mixed around her pupils, the colors were glistering with tears.
His anger was washed away by her words.
Sa3ad: "Manal," His voice filled with sore and ache.
Manal: "I didn't plan for this Sa3ad, I didn't plan to fall in love," Tears raced down her face as she sobbed quietly.
Sa3ad couldn't believe his own ears, the atmosphere around him grew murkier by the second. It was like everything was spinning. Her words silenced them for what felt like hours.
Sa3ad cleared his throat and bulldozed his uneasy thoughts as he broke the silence..
Sa3ad: "Manal look at me.." He slowly turned her chin forcing their eyes to meet. He gently pressed his strong warm fingers against her face, her skin as soft as marshmallows, as he wipped her shinning crystal tears. "Don't cry," His downcast eyes were filled with emotions of love and care, "Each drop of tear is more costly than anything in this world, even if they mean nothing to everyone, they will always mean everything to me," Sa3ad continued to rub his rough thumb on her skin as a smile lingered on his face as he gazed into her wet eyes. She peered at his warm, comforting eyes and a smile painted on her face.
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A week went by...
Noor: "Li3bayyy 3adil la a6ayrich il7een, wallah finger chii alzigich bil 6oofa!"
Remas: "Ohhhh entay bs etzifeeni?!" She crossed her arms.
Manal: "Baaasssss tara yibtooli 9ooda3, tara mani fahma shay,"
Lamaar: "Yal goo6i entay w yahaa ana sa3a ashra7 il li3ba w entaw wala 3al baal, sim3aaawww!!!"
They continued to fight.
Suddenly Manal's phone vibrated alerting her that she got a whatsapp, she grabbed her phone and peaked at her screen as her pupils widened gazing at Sa3ads name. She quickly slide her finger on the screen to unlock it.
Sa3ad: "7abebyy?"
Manal: "Halaa:$"
Sa3ad: "Wainich?!"
Manal: "Ga3da ta7at ma3 hal khamaa:("
Sa3ad: "Layl7een ma khala9taw el li3ba?!"
Manal: "La tawa, ent wainik?:o"
Sa3ad: "Ana ma3 Badoor eb shaleh wa7d min il rabi3, bs ..."
Manal: "Bs shno?!"
Sa3ad: "Mishtaglich!" Manal smiled like an idiot at the screen.
Noor: "Heyy heyy mama, shfeech shaga il 7aj?!"
Manal: "Shno 7aram abtism ya3ni?!"
Lamaar: "Ga3 etkalmeen mno?" She asked.
Remas: "Akeed il 7ub" She giggled.
Manal: "Il sanich 9ayr wayed i6weel Remas, yani mention twitter," Manal lied.
Noor: "Aha mention, zain agool li3bayy li3bayy!"
Manal: "Digeega bs bayeeb shay," Manal lied again.
Lamaar: "Mo et6awleen," She yelled as Manal made her way up the stairs.
Remas: "Eehhh,"
Noor: "Remaso dorich yallahhhh!"
Remas: "Zain lat 9arkheen, huffff!" Remas frowned.
Manal over heard them as she ran in the room locking the door beind her. She sat down on the bed as she quickly opened her phone and continued to text Sa3ad...
Manal: "Hmmm.."
Sa3ad: "Aha nitham tist7een mini?"
Manal: "Mo 3indik rab3ik?!"
Sa3ad: "Khayy waloon, mayhimooni, bs entayy ethimeeni <3.<3"
Manal: "Mmm.."
Sa3ad: "Badig, 3adi?!"
Manal: "La Sa3ad mo min 9ijik!"
Sa3ad: "Manool bs 5amis digayig wallah:("
Manal: 'La,"
Sa3ad: "Tikfa Manal, bs basma3 9ootich!"
Manal: "Ma agdar:o"
Sa3ad: "Laish?"
Manal: "L2ana Noor w Lamaar mini(:"
Sa3ad: "9i3day foug w kalmeeni!"
Manal: "Ummm Okay.." Manal was dying to hear his voice.
Suddenly her phone began to ring and the screen popped up with Sa3ad's number, she hesitated to answer..
Sa3ad: "Aloooo," Manal heard Sa3ad call into the phone.
Manal: "Al-oo..?" She croaked out.
Sa3ad: "Shfeech?" He chuckled through the phone once he heard Manal's shy voice, his laugh melted away her nerves.
Manal: "Ma feeny shay," She giggled, feeling a bit giddy.
Sa3ad: "Mishtaaagggg!!" He growled.
Manal kept quiet as her heart beats accelerated.
Sa3ad: "Ahhh esta7at Manal! Did you turn into a tomato again?" He chuckled.
Manal: "Stop enjoying this or I'll make you never see my tomato face again,"
Sa3ad: "Afaaa okay okay, 5ala9 ana-aa.." He was interrupted by Remas's annoying voice.
Remas: "Manaaaal," She screeched as her voice echoed through the hall way.
Manal: "Umm Lazim aroo7, akalmich ba3dain," She trembled.
Sa3ad: "Akalmich?!" He asked in confusion.
Before she could answer his question, she heard a door knob turn in struggle. Her heart was about to explode out of her rib cage. Manal quickly hung up on Sa3ad and watched Remas walk into the room.
Remas: "Manal-ll?!" She called.
Manal: "Hala," She feared that Remas heard anything since Remas had a big mouth.
Remas: "Nabi enroo7 el jam3iya, tabeen tiyeen?!" She asked.
Manal: "Biroo7on el jam3iya?!" She jolted up in excitement.
Remas: "Eeehhh, bs Manool goolay 7ag Noor, etgool may9eer aroo7 l2ani yahil," She frowned.
Manal: "Malich shi3'il feeha, entay mo yahil, roo7ay lebsay w ni6reeni 3ala ma akhale9," Manal gave her a genuine smile.
Manal stood in front of her cupboard not knowing what to wear, she rumbled through her clothes. She suddenly spotted a hidden navy cloth, she slowly pulled it out and held it in front of her. It was a plain summer dress that was in navy blue. Cute.
She pulled the dress on and put her hair up in a messy bun.
She then dabbed some lip gloss onto her lips and left the rest of her face make-up free.
She then wore her silver sandals and walked down stairs holding her purse and phone.
Lamaar: "Sa3a?!" She growled at Manal.
Noor: "Yallah khal9ayyyy!!!"
Remas: "Manal galat ena r7 takhthooni," She hiccuped.
Noor: "Manal mo min 9ijich, betkhim kil il jam3iya,"
Manal: "Mashallah 3alich 3ad, malich shi'3il feeha, r7 tiyeen ya3ni r7 tiyeen!" Manal gestured to Remas.
Lamaar: "Entay ta7amilay mos2liyat'ha, i7na malna shi'3il!"
Manal: "Okayy," Manal bent down and tied Remas's shoe lace.
Noor: "Yallah!!!!"
Manal: "Digeega shlon benroo7?!" Manal asked.
Lamaar: "Sayarat Bader," She grinned.
Manal: "La la, I'm not ganna take his car without permission, he'll get really pissed!!" She quickly replied.
Noor: "Yallah 3ad Manool, remember YOLO,"
Manal: "Ambaayyy wai3 mno gam ygool YOLO.."
Lamaar: "3ashani Manool yallaahhhh," She begged.
Manal: "What if something happens? Tara ythba7ni!!!!!"
Noor: "Tara 9aar zilzaaal eb ba6ni, yi3t! 5al9ayyyy ma r7 y9eer shay!!!!" They pressured Manal.
Remas: "Pleeeeaaassseee," Her puppy eyes sparkled.
Manal: "Ughh, fine! I can't believe I'm doing this,"
Noor: "Heeeyaaaaa," She chuckled.
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Noor: "Manooool ambaayyy yamich yamich," She whispered in a desperate tone.
Manal: "Huh? Shno? Wain?" Manal looked to her right to find a tall tanned guy smirking at her, "Wai3!!!! Noor 3aib bs siktayyyy,"
Noor: "Hotness," She stared.
Manal pinched Noor's arm making her wince in pain,
Manal: "Theglaayyy ya bint,"
Noor: "Ayyyyy, huffff mazyoon," She frowned, "Ambayyy shoofay Manool ga3 y5izich, Manool wallah shoofeeehhh eyaneen,"
Lamaar: "Girl he is totally checking you out," Lamaar winked.
Manal: "Chubaww ambayy mo min 9ijkom, theglaaww!!!" She was annoyed.
Noor: "Ughhh zain zain," She focused at her food shopping.
Manal checked whatsapp totally ignoring the guy, she was surprised to find multiple messages from Sa3ad.
She was about to answer him but her phone vibrated indicating a caller...
It was Sa3ad....
Manal moved away from the girls and slowly slide her finger across the screen and answered.
Manal: "Alo-oo..?" She crocked.
Sa3ad: "Shfeech mo ga3 etrideen 3al whatsapp? 7ata sadatii eb wayhi!" He sounded pissed.
Manal: "L2ana Remas yait.." She answered with least possible words.
Sa3ad: "Esh'hal a9wat, entay wain?!" He heard the background voice noticing that she wasn't in the Shaleh.
Manal: "Be-eel aahh.." She began to shiver.
Sa3ad: "Wainich?!" Anger was fueling up inside him.
Manal: "Ana? Umm a--" She stuttered not knowing what to say.
Sa3ad: "WAINICH?!" He was like an erupting volcano.
Manal: "Kani, kani rada il Shaleh!" She quivered in fear.
Sa3ad: "GA3 AS2ILICH WAINICH?!" His voice bursted out of the phone.
Manal: "Ma3 Noor oo Lamaar oo Remas bil jam3iya," Words slipped out of her trembling lips.
Sa3ad: "ANA ISHGITLICH? Ishgitlich? IL7EEN RIDAYYY IL BAIT!!! LAISH RI7TAY BIDOON ITHIN HA? Cham Mara agoolich mamnoo3 ti6li3een bidoon mat goolenlii?! CHAM MARA??!" He angrily stated, his voice becoming louder and louder. "Mako 6al3a bidoon isti2than, AW AGOOLICH MAKO 6AL3A MEE7777!!!! RIDAYYY EL7EEENNNNN!!!" He roared in full rage.
Sa3ad closed the phone in her face not letting her explain herself or say another word.
A sharp demanding jolt tore through her stomach sending out a tingling sensation to her fingers.
Yes she lived with this, Sa3ad was such a bad tempered person that got angry about anything, but he had the heart of a new born baby, he was the sweetest, kindest, most loving person she ever met. She loved him so much, but his anger problem was his black side.
Manal: "Khan rid il shaleh!" Her voice trembled.
Lamaar: "Shfeech? Il7een enrid bs khal enkhali9," She was walking through the lane of food, grabbing packets and throwing them in the trolley.
Manal: "Any time today?!" A sacrastic smile plastered on her lips.
Noor: "Ufff 3ala 7anitich, inzain!" She sighed.
Manal: "Wain Remas?" She asked in worry.
Lamaar: "Side il kakaaw," She answered without even looking at Manal, busying herself with what she was choosing.
Manal ran to look for Remas, she found her standing near a chocolate stand, standing on her toes as she screeched trying to reach what she wanted.
Manal walked over to Remas,
Manal: "Ayho tabeen 7abebtyy?!"
Remas: "Hathaa.." She frowned as she pointed to the packet of Kinder chocolates.
Manal grabbed it and gave it to Remas as she bend down and carried her,
.....: "Giwaa.." A strange voice from behind them said.
Manal turned around to find the guy that was smirking at her,
Manal: "Yallah binrid il shaleh," Manal began to walk ignoring the guy.
.....: "9aber 9aber ma ta3arafna, esmi 6alaal, entayy shismich?" He asked.
Manal: "Na3am o5ooy?" Manal spat her words at 6alaal.
6alaal: "Shda3waa, darana thegeela bs 3a6eena wayh yal '3alya," He smiled and his dimples sank.
Remas: "Ambaayy wai3 shtabi?" Remas's childish voice said in disgust.
6alaal: "Ya 7lailha i5tich, elaa ma ta3arafna shismich?!" He blocked Manal's way.
Manal: "Law sima7t wa5r," She looked down.
6alaal: "Goolelyyy shismich w ahidich," He bared his teeth.
Remas: "Manool nazleeni 5al akfikha!!!" She tried to move but Manal's grip was strong.
6alaal: "3ashat el asami Manal, wayed 7elo esmich, methich.." He came closer.
Manal: "Wa5rrr!!" She pushed him and speeded up as she stumbled carrying Remas.
Manal reached to the cashier meeting up with Lamaar and Noor.
Noor: "Shfeech mesta3yela?" She asked.
Manal: "L2na Bader il7een berid il shaleh!!!!" She said in frustration.
Lamaar: "Lat 7ateen kana khala9na.." She tried calming Manal down.
Manal slide her finger across her mobile screen opening it up to text Sa3ad.
Whatsapp...
Manal: "Sa3ad ishda3wa?!:c"
He read it but ignored..
Manal: "Kani rada wallah,"
He ignored her again..
Manal: "Inshallah ma etsakib :)" Her forehead furrowed in confusion.
Sa3ad was a man, no honestly he was a MAN!!! Even though they weren't married but he liked to be the person in control, he was the strong one, the leader, the everything. But under all that anger and all that hugeness was the heart of a child, the sweetness, the kindness.
When Manal didn't listen to him, or disobeyed him he would become like a thunderstorm. His jealousy took over him but never once did he use his muscles, he only used his voice.
He would scream and wail and turn into an animal at times but it was only cause he cared so much.
They quickly payed and drove back to the Shaleh,
Manal parked the car and quickly ran in the Shaleh ignoring the rest. The Shaleh was empty, no sign of Bader nor Sa3ad.
The girls walked in behind Manal.
Noor: "Wainhom?!"
Manal: "Madre,"
Lamaar: "Shakilhom tawhom ma radaw, ebser3a khishaw il 7alaaw w ridayy mofta7 sayaarta!!" She ordered.
Manal: "Okay okay.." She hurried herself and did what she was told.
After a few minutes Sa3ad and Bader walked in.
Bader: "Salaam," He smiled.
Noor: "W 3alakom il salaam," She grinned back at him.
Bader: "Shfeekom chii ma9foog wiyoohkom?" He asked.
Lamaar: "La wala shay bs kena ga3 nil3ab w ta3abna," She lied.
Sa3ad stared at Manal fiercely as fire shot out of his eyes, Manal looked down trying to avoid any eye contact as she fiddled with her navy dress.
Sa3ad: "Ana baroo7 atmasha, mno yeey ma3ayy?!!" He finally spoke.
Bader: "Roo7 ent, ana malee khelg w jesmi metkaser,"
Sa3ad: "Mno yeey wiyaay," He gazed at Manal.
Noor&Lamaar: "7adik fathii.."
Sa3ad: "Tiyeen Manal?!" He clenched his teeth trying to show her that he wanted to talk to her.
Manal: "Umm.." She looked at Bader. "Okay,"
They walked outside near the sea and began to walk as Manal's dress got blown from the breeze,
Manal's heart hammered against her chest, she feared what he was going to say cause he always said things that made her feel guilty.
Suddenly Sa3ad broke the silence..
Sa3ad: "ENTAAYYYY MA TIFHIMEEN? ANA MO GAYLICH GABIL LA TI6LI3EEN ETGOOLELIII? MAT RIDEEN 3ALAAAYYY??!! MAT GOOLELN SHAYY???" He moved his hands as he yelled, his nostrils flurried in anger. "FAHMEEENIII?!! YA3NI MA TIGDIREEN TIRFI3EEN EL SAMA3A, ALOO SA3AD ANA BA6LA3??! AW WHATSAPP 3AL AGAALLL?!!" His eyes focused on Manal as he exploded in anger, Manal's heart raced in fear and worry. "RIDAYYY 3ALAAYYY!!"
Manal: "Tara ma 9ar shay, madre laish 3ala atfah shay et3a9eb, ma sawait shay ana," She finally spoke.
Sa3ad: "Laaaa wallahhh? 7ilfayyy? Ana lama agoolich enich tist2thinain ya3ni tist2thinain, Ana mo goo6ii ga3d minii, mo Komaar ana!!"
Manal's eyes were glued to the ground,
Manal: "Okay khala9 ma r7 a3eedha," Manal stopped walking and turned to face Sa3ad as the wind blew her dress against her luminous skin.
Sa3ad: "U9lan mo eb kaifich, ma r7 et3eedenha, u9lan zain low akhaleech ti6li3een mara thanya," His voice was sharp and deep.
Manal: "GILNAAA MA R7 EN3EEDHAA!!" Manal couldn't take anymore of his anger.
Sa3ad kept quiet, he noticed that he yelled a lot on such a stupid thing. It ached him how he made her frightened. He moved his hand through his hair calming himself as he showed off the hardness and masculinity of his jaw bones.
He inhaled then deeply exhaled.
Sa3ad was wearing a A&F shirt paired with shorts and flip flips. Even though he looked super casual, he still looked majorly hot.
Sa3ad: "Khala9 7abebtyy," He gave her a sexy half smile. "Entay tadreen ena ana wayed atnarfaz w a3a9eb ebser3a 3ala wala shay," He tried making eye contact with her but she refused. "6al3eeni Manool," He slowly moved strips of hair from her face trying to catch her attention, "Manool," His caring voice intermingled all fear and sadness from her, it washed up all her pain and shivers just like that.
Manal lifted her head up and looked into his gleaming eyes,
Sa3ad: "Okay 6al3eeni bs mo wayed.." He stated mockingly.
Manal: "Laish?!" She chuckled.
Sa3ad: "Cause everytime our eyes meet you take my breath away, I need to breathe sometimes," He smiled as he looked deeply into Manal's eyes. Manal's heart was out of control, it jumped as if prompted by an electrical surge.
My Own Area...
Fear..
I am fear. I am the menace that lurks in the path of life, never visible to the eye but sharply felt in the heart!
I am the father of despair, the brother of procrastination, the enemy of progress, the tool of tyranny. Born of ignorance and nursed on misguided thought. I have darkened more hopes, stiffled more ambitions, shattered more ideals and prevented more accomplishments than history could record.
Like the changing chameleon, I assume many disguises. I masquerade as caution. I am sometimes known as doubt or worry.
But whatever I am called, I am still fear, the obstacle of achievement. I know no master only one its name is "understanding".
I have no power but what the human mind gives me, and I vanish completely when the light of understanding reveals the facts as they really are, for I am really nothing.
You see, if you have the courage to acknowledge your fears, you will be taking the first step towards controlling them instead of them controlling you. And if you take the next step toward understanding, you will be able to move past them to empathy, perhaps even to love.
I really hope you enjoyed that terribly long post;p
I apologize about any spelling mistakes but I didn't have time to check over it:(
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