Chapter 7 - Colorful Love

Heyyyyy guys
I know I took a long time to post, I'm so sorry I was really busy, I have IG's/AS's this year and they seriously are making me crazy and really busy!
I hope you understand. I know I said I'll post in Januray but I said I'll surprise you guys with a post, anyways I'm ganna be quiet now and let you enjoy it;p
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AND YES, I REVEALED!
P.S: Love you guys xxx












I was walking around the hospital taking a twirl with my wheel chair, I started to discover new places in the hospital. I had my headphones on and I was listening to musics. I was wearing one of those hospital dresses, I drew a smile on my face, as the words *LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL* playful danced in my head.


I continued pushing my wheels to the Cafeteria, it was empty, there was a guy blowing his cigarette and slowing inhaling it, he was wearing a blue hat and an orange shirt and blue pants. I turned to look and see if there was anyone else. I spotted an old man sitting in the corner, he didn't look Kuwaiti at all. He was reading a book, a book written by Nicholas Sparks, one of my favorite authors, the book was "A message in a bottle". He then slowly turned the page over and reached out for his coffee that was on the table infront of him. I could see his face clearly now, his face was wrinkled and so were the bottom of his eyes, he had white hair, greenish/greyish eyes and he was sitting on a wheelchair which had two bags attached to it which were also attached into one of his hands, like a drip or something.


He noticed me staring at him so stopped and looked at me, he then slowly drew a smile on his face and his eyes sparkled, he then pointed and at me and gestured to me to come to him.

I slowly moved my wheelchair to where he was sitting, I kept quiet.




......: "Hello dear, you look lonely, want to join me?" His voice was cracky and tired.

Manal: "Umm no, it's okay, thanks anyways!"

.....: "I insist."

Manal: "Ummm okay, since you insisted, I don't mind joining you." I smiled.

He smiled back


....: "My name is Miles, and you're?" He stretched his hand out to shake my hand.

Manal: "Manal sir!" I shoke his hand as I replied.

Miles: "It's the first time I see you around here, are you new or something?"

Manal: "I just came a week ago or so, I fell off my horse and now I need to take a break from horse riding."

Miles: "Horses eh? Very unique creatures, they have a well developed sense of balance and a strong fight-or-fight instinct." He stopped for a minute and smiled as if trying to catch his breath, he had a hard time talking and breathing. "Did you know that horses can sleep while standing," He laughed as I smiled politely, "And we complain about how soft or rough the bed is!" He laughed again but this time he coughed as he laughed! "I used to have a horse, she was such a beauty" He smiled as his eyes sparkled.

Manal: "Really? What was her name?"

Miles: "Yes, her name was Precious."

Manal: "Im sure she was breathtaking" I bared my teeth at him.

Miles: "She sure was," He smiled "So tell me about yourself and about you lovely horse."



We sat and talked for hours and hours, I told him about spirit and about school and that I just graduated and about university and how I'm excited, while he told me about himself.


He was an old man in the age of 62, his wife, Savannah, died 3 years ago in a car accident and so did his 12 year old son, David! They didn't have except one boy, but he was gone with his mother. Miles was deeply in love with Savannah, he described her to me in detail, short blonde hair, green eyes, rosy cheeks, white soft skin. He told me he remembers the day they got married like it was yesterday. His son David used to play baseball, his life was sports, he would beg Miles to take his to the stands. The day of the accident, was David's birthday, they were driving down the road in North Carolina heading to a restaurant to celebrate, David kept on jumping around in the car since he was excited and Miles tried to calm him down, as Miles was looking at the backseat to tell David to tie his seat belt, a big bus came in there way and all Miles saw was a faint white light, then BLACK! He also heard the screaming of his wife, telling him to watch out. He woke up to find himself in the hospital and with the bad news that his son and wife had died. He continued living for nothing, no one to wake up to, no one to draw a smile on his face. He decided to change counties he didn't want to see people that reminded him of his wife and son, he didn't want people to feel pity for him, and talk behind his back, so he moved, he came to Kuwait! He never thought of getting married again, cause he says Savannah is still alive, still alive in his heart. After some years he started to get health problems and so he visited the hospital.



As he told me his story tears were beginning to form and make there where down his face, as he whipped them off and smiled trying to show me that he was okay.


He was a very sweet man and from the way he talked, he sounded educated! His smile never left his face even though there was a flood of tears trapped underneath. He had a broken heart, and he looked very tired.



Miles: "Manal?" He waved his hand in front of my face trying to get my attention.

Manal: "Huh? Oh umm sorry,"

Miles: "Im going to get some more coffee, would you like me to get you some on the way?"

Manal: "You rest Mr. Miles! I'll get you everything you need!"

Miles: "No dear, even though I'm an old man, I bet I can run faster than you," He laughed as I giggled.

Manal: "As you like, but I just drank my morning coffee, so you enjoy yours!"

Miles: "Haha okay, I'll be right back!"

Manal: "Take your time sir."





Miles left me sitting at the table as he moved his wheel chair to get more coffee, I reached out for his book and turned it around to read the blurb, suddenly a picture and an old yellow letter fell out. It was a picture of a women that looked in her 30's or so and a young boy that looked 6 years old. The women had yellow hair and green eyes, she was really pretty, and her smile was enchanting. The young boy held a baseball in his hand and had light brown hair, he was a copy of Miles and had his mothers eyes and smile. It was a photo of Savannah and David, his wife and son.


I then slowly opened the letter and began to read, it said:




Dear Savannah,

I miss you, my darling, as I always do. I can almost feel you beside me as I write this letter, and I can smell the scent of wildflowers that always reminds me of you. But at this moment, these things give me no pleasure. I feel sometimes as if the greatest part of who I am is slowly slipping away.


I am trying, though. At night when I am alone, I call for you, but there is no use. Last night, in my dreams, I saw you on the beach. The wind was blowing through your hair, and your eyes held the fading sunlight. You are beautiful, I think as I see you, a vision that I can never find in anyone else. I slowly begin to walk towards you, and when you finally turn to me, I notice that others have been watching you as well. "Do you know her?" they ask me in jealous whispers, and as you smile at me, I simply answer with the truth. "Better than my own heart."


I stop when I reach you and take you in my arms. I long for this moment more than any other. It is what I live for, and when you return my embrace, I give myself over to this moment, at peace once again.


I raise my hand and gently touch your cheek and you tilt your head and close your eyes. My hands are hard and your skin is soft, and I wonder for a moment if you'll pull back, but of course you don't. You never have, and it is at times like this that I know what my purpose is in life.


I am here to love you, to hold you in my arms, to protect you. I am here to learn from you and to receive your love in return. I am here because there is no other place to be.


But then, as always, the mist starts to form as we stand close to one another. It is a distant fog that rises from the horizon, and I find that I grow fearful as it approaches. It slowly creeps in, enveloping the world around us, fencing us in as if to prevent escape. Like a rolling cloud, it blankets everything, closing, until there is nothing left but the two of us.


I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your sadness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you spread your arms and step back into the fog because it is your place and not mine. I long to go with you, but your only response is to shake your head because we both know that is impossible.


And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry.


Miles ....








Heart breaking
These were the only two words I could think of, the letter haunted me, it was so touchy.


Suddenly I heard someone call out my name, my heart started to beat faster, what if it was Miles? Would he get mad that i saw the picture and read the letter? I shouldn't of held the book! I slowly turned around with the picture and letter still in my hand. Caught red handed?


It was .....









MY OWN AREA:

Today i'm going to share something i wrote with you guys:



I keep opening doors, asking about you,
Where have you gone, where was the ghost that followed me around,
Where are you, I try to ask people about you,
But when i come to describe you, i don't know how,
I don't know who you are anymore, or how you look like,
I keep walking, lost, lonely, no one beside me,
Why have you left me, no goodbye, no take care, no nothing,
My heart is shattered, I look and look but you're no where to be found,
I try to remember you,
I think your name was....

Time - ( الزمن )

HAIR CARE - Girl Post

Heyyy guys, so there are many people who begged me to write this post, so I decided to finally do it. This isn't a post for colorful love - my story, NO! I'm going to talk today about how to take care of your hair, and get soft beautiful hair, also some tips for lightening your hair.
P.S: Guys you shouldn't really read this, it's a girl thing.
Hope you enjoy, give me feedback!








Hair care:
You can make natural home made masks for the hair, to get soft, beautiful hair, that ever girl would want, I'm ganna give u some recipes

1- Use the skin of the lemon, it's really good for dandruff. You rub it on ur scalp (head) then add some lemon on your hair, and vinegar and garlic also, leave it for an hour or two, then take a shower, and massage you scalp. DON'T WORRY IT DOES NOT SMELL!!
2- MAYONNAISE, I know, ewwww, but I swear it's really good, gives you soft, silky, beautiful hair, you can put mayonnaise on you hair, especially on the ends (tips of you hair) and wear a shower cap or something, and leave it for about an hour or two, then take a shower and make sure you massage you scalp well so all the mayonnaise gets out or else your hair would get greasy. P.S: I tried it, and no, it doesn't smell.
3- Use honey, it's really good, you just put it on your head, leave it for an hour or 2 then take a shower.
4- Tomato is good.
5- Cucumber juice, *can be made at home*
6- The yolk of an egg "Yolk means only the white thing in the egg, NOT THE YELLOW!" It's really really good, if you have long hair, use 6 eggs, if you have short hair 3 eggs is fine. You can add some olive oil to the egg and mix them in a mixer, then apply it to you hair and leave it on your head for an hour or two then take a shower.
7- Green pepper is good also.
8- The cover of the banana is really good, this gives you soft hair. You can use five bananas or so and leave them for 5 days until they get brown. Then you add 1/2 cup of oil and mix it for about 10 minutes, then you grinned it (احطني). Then you put it on you hair for about an hour or so then take a shower. After the shower put garlic on your head and cover it with a head cap or something for 2 hours then wash your hair with water only, don't worry the garlic will not let you smell, tried it, it's really good and doesn't smell, but don't forget to wash you head with water ONLY!!!
9- Olive oil is good for the hair
10- صبار
11- زيت خروع
12- If you want to lighten your hair naturally instead of using sun in, you can try adding 1/2 cup of lemon juice to you hair which should be clean and wet, after that add heat to your hair, either from the sun, or hair dryer. *hair dryer should be hot air not cold*. Then you can take a shower.
13- Also to lighten your hair naturally add 3 tablespoons of cinnamon and 4 tablespoons of any conditioner and mix them together, then add it to your hair and wear a head cap and leave it on for minimum 3 hours, it is best to put it at night then in the morning take a shower for best results. Make sure when adding it that you put it fairly and everywhere so you don't get some parts lighter than others.







Okay now I'm going to tell you something's you shouldn't do:
1- DO NOT USE YOUR STRAIGHTENER A LOT, IT'S NOT GOOD!!! It makes your hair dry and dead! I don't use my straightener except if there is an occasion or something.
2- DO NOT TAKE SHOWER WITH HOT WATER! It's not good, it makes your hair dry, and the roots weak.
3- DO NOT TIE YOUR HAIR SO TIGHTLY! This damages the roots of you hair and makes them weak.
4- DO NOT WASH YOUR HEAD OVER 2X! It's not good, your hair get dry and maybe sticky also.
5- If you dry your hair with a hair dryer, make sure not to stick the hair dryer to your head, it's not good. And also don't use it for a long time 5-10 minutes is enough.
6- DO NOT TOUCH YOUR HAIR A LOT! It's not good, your hair would get dead from its tips and it would look awful.





Okay now I'm going to tell you somethings you should do:
1- Cut the tips of your hair two to three times a year which makes it grow faster and doesn't let you hair look dead.
2- Brush your hair about two times a day, not more or it would get oily.
3- Try to add natural things to your hair like what I told you at the beginning of this post (Lemon/honey/banana/mayonnaise/olive oil etc.....)
4- When taking a shower massage your scalp really well, this makes the blood flow and it's good to make your hair grow faster.
5- Your hair need some sunlight, to give it some vitamins, so make sure you let it get some sunlight. Oh and itha kintay met7ajba you can get sunlight by going to a women's club that's open from the top like *Stretch - This is a club near abraj il Kuwait* or you can go to the roof of you house and get some sunlight since there won't be men up there that can see your hair.






Okay last thing I heard this story and many people are talking about it so Im going to try it and see if it works, you can also try it:-

When you cut the tips of your hair, collect the hair and burry it under sand. After that give some money to the poor! They say this make your hair stronger and shiny and beautiful! This is because you belong to god, ya3ni for example if you cut yourself, ta5theen ithm 97? Why? Cause your body is gods, this is how god created you. So we burry the cut hair and we pay some money to the poor, not a huge amount ya3ni 2-7KD *KD- kuwaiti money*! Anyways I didn't try it so I still don't know, but next time I cut the tips I'm going to try and wait for results.
Oh and I asked Sha5 Deen, he said I'm not doing anything 7aram w hatha mo ta5reef!

LAST LAST LAST THING - LOL:
Always remember before going to a party or somewhere open, ena tiqrain 3ala nafsich, cause i3yoon il 7asad wayed and guys do not put a lot if masks on you hairs it's not good, it would destroy your hair, so maybe one time a week is good!

Oh and if you don't have a hair cap you can put the recipe on your hair and then tie it into a bun or something, but you can get a hair cap from the body shop or bath and body works or even the supermarkets sell them and they aren't expensive at all.
Tend to always use the hair cap, like put the recipe and then wear the cap, it's better!




I hope you enjoyed the post and I hoped I helped those who needed this.
Please make sure you read carefully so you can have healthy beautiful hair.
LOVE YOU GUYS!!<3

Chapter 6 - Colorful Love

Giwaaa;** Shlonkom? Sha5barkom? MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!!!!<3
As i promised that i would be posting really soon, and here i am!!:D
I am really sorry for the delay but wallah today was a disaster, I have been out of the house from the morning, and i just came back, running from tuition to tuition is a disaster, especially walking up with a swollen eye, and four mosquito bites, aghhhh, headache:(
But i promised and a promise is a promise so here it is!
Oh and by the way don't forget to read the bottom part...
Please mind all the spelling mistake, today isn't one of my best days, but i'm trying to make it one :D
I really hope you enjoy this post, leave your comments on ask.fm or twitter or where ever...
If you are confused in anything just DM me, i will be happy to explain/help!!:D
Now I'll leave you to enjoy this chapter....
MUCHLOVE<3


Oh and thanks to all the girls that voted for me one instagram, I LOVE YOU!
And thanks for the help @Rayami_RYK , with the tips about horse, I just adore you <3














Suddenly someone knocked the door.
The knock startled us.
It wasn't really a knock, it was much more of a huge, loud bang.




Manal: "Etfathal!" I tried to yell the words out.




Slowly the door's handle moved downwards.
In came a tall figure.


I stared deeply in shock and fear.

It was Rakan.....








Flashback...




Jassim: "Okay yallah!" He looked at me "Yallah Manal 3a6eni eedich!" He ordered.


I stretched out my right hand and he wrapped his hand around mine.
Jassim held my hand and we ran together to were Bader was.


We began to run to the sea, our shoes beaming out with red light, yes, we all wore the same brand of shoes.


Suddenly we bumped into someone.......
I looked up to find Rakan, my heart skipped a beat when i saw him.


Rakan: "Ishga3d etsawoon?" He roared at us.
Bader: "Wala shay!" He answered protectively.
Rakan: "Shno hatha?!" He snatched the plastic bag from my hand.
Manal: "HEY, MALIIIII!!" I yelled as i tried to grab the bag from him.
Rakan: "Charaqii? Ishbetsawoon?!" He covered my face with his hand trying to push me away so i wouldn't grab the plastic bag from him, his nails were dug into my skin.
Manal: "Wa5r!!! 3a6niiiiiiii!!!" I hiccupped between my sobs.
Bader: "Ishtabii? Wa5r 3anha, Wa5r!" He tried to push Rakan, and Jassim helped Bader.
Rakan: "Wa5raw!!" He pushed Jassim and Bader making them fall on their backs and sob
Manal: "Heyy a....." I was interrupted by Rakan.
Rakan: "W entay," He gave me a death stare as he squashed my jaw. I tried pushing him and moving his hand away but he was stronger than me. Tears kept rolling down my face, as i winced in pain. "Lat radideeni mara thanya, yallah ebchay nafs il baby!" He said mockingly as he pushed me away and turned his back and walked away with our plastic bag.


Manal: "Ent mo rayaal, law rayal ta3al wajihni!" I tried to sound strong.

Suddenly Rakan stopped walking and turned to face me, as soon as i saw his eyes which were full of anger, i began to shiver in fear.


Rakan: "Entay gad il kalam ily giltee!" He yelled.

Not a word came out of my mouth, i kept quiet, fearing what he was going to do.



Suddenly someone spoke,

......: "Ishga3 y9eer?!"


It wasn't Bader voice, nor Jassim's. I turned around to find........







Back to the present...



I was speechless, i felt fear shiver up in me.


Rakan: "Salaam!" He spat his words at me in disgust.

I cleared my throat and answered,

Manal: "W 3alakom il salaam!" My voice trembled.
Sa3ad: "W 3alakom il salaam!" He said with confidence.



I didn't know if Sa3ad knew about Rakan and how he was a bad tempered monster. I kept quiet as i waited for Rakan to say something or make a move.


After a few seconds he finally asked,


Rakan: "Shlonich?"
Manal: "Umm tamam!" I answered.
Rakan: "Mno ent?!" He glared at Sa3ad.
Manal: "Hatha Sa....." I was interrupted by Sa3ad.
Sa3ad: "Sa3ad Al X..... irfeej Bader!"
Rakan: "Aha..."



The disgusting smell of cigaretts filled my nostrils as Rakan came closer. He fetched something in his pocket and was about to get it out and hand it to me, but he suddenly stopped and looked at me, as if something held him, as if he was having a war fight with himself, should i give it to her? Or shouldn't i?

He stood for a few second then decided to leave.


Rakan: "Ana 3indi shi'3il, lazem aroo7, ma3 il salama!" He then quickly turned his back and headed to the door.

Manal: "Meta ma kan 3indik shi'3il? Zain tithakart ena 3indik i5t! Lazem y9er feeni shay 3ashan tit'thakarni?" I barked at him.


He suddenly stopped walking as if i threw something at him. He was about to turn around and face me but suddenly decided to ignore me and continued to head for the door. He turned the doors handle and left without answering or arguing back.


I dugged my face and began to sob quietly, my tears fell down my face.


Sa3ad: "Manal ishfeech? Manal!" He asked worried as he came closer to where i was. "Manal la tabcheen, ma yistahil domo3ich, 5al yiwalii, malich shi'3il feeh, ka 3indich Bader, w ana met2ked ena Bader y7bich wayed, la tabcheen Manal!" He didn't know what do to or how to calm me down. He stood a distance from where i was and calmed me with his words. "Manal tabeen il7een Bader ydish yshoofich tabcheen? Ebser3a mas7ay dmoo3ich!" He ordered me.


I whipped my tears with the back of my hand and looked up to Sa3ad. His eyes sparkled with the sun that shone in the room, his hair was messy, and his dimples sank as he smiled to me.



Sa3ad: "Albislich il badla malat il garsoon bs la tabcheen!" He said mockingly. I giggled from between my tears, sniffing and whipping my tears. "Eee chii a7san!" He bared his teeth at me.


Manal: "Thanks for making me feel better!" I smiled as a tear made its way down my face.


Before he could answer me, the door opened and in came Remas which had a red lollipop in her mouth and carried two blue plastic bags which was filled with sweets and chocolates. Behind her, Bader and Jassim came in. I quickly made sure no tears where falling down my face and that my eyes didn't show that i was crying.


Bader: "Offff a5r mara na5thich wiyana!" He talked to Remas as she sucked on her lollipop.
Remas: "Laish bala? Ana shno sawait?!"
Jassim: "Shno ma sawatay? Sharatay kil il akil, w 6aya7tay riyal shayeb!"
Remas: "Mo ga9dii a6ay7a, ohwa bi'3a ya5th the last marshmallow packet! Ya3ni shno asawii?!" She crossed her arms in anger.
Bader: "Kila marshmallow ya bint il 7alal!"
Remas: "MY MARSHMALLOW!!" She corrected him.

Bader sighed as I laughed at their conversation.


Bader then came to me and handed me a blue plastic bag which had Bueno and a bottle of water.


Remas came running to where i was, and began to play with my hair.


Remas: "Manoola tadreen ena ana a7bich wayed wayed wayed, chii nafs il ba7ar, waayyyyyeeeeddd!!" She stretched her arms out to show how big she meant.
Manal: "Goolele ishtabeen? A3arfeech!" I chuckled.
Remas: "Manal abii Bueno, ma ishtarat!" She gave me a genuine smile.


Jassim and Baders faces where like this > :O


Jassim: "Heyyy entayyyy, tawna ishtaranalich cheesan 7alaaw basich, shno entay? 3afya mi3da 3indich!" He jolted.
Bader: "Remas gilbay wayhich la 6rag, entay mal a3algich bil marwa7a!"


Remas drew a frown on her face.


Remas: "Bs ana wedii eb Bueno, ma ishtarat Bueno, ABII BUENO!" She ordered in her childish voice, as she stamped her feet against the concrete floor.
Sa3ad: "Tabeen aroo7 ashtrilich Bueno?!" He asked kindly.
Remas: "Ent mno kalimk? Laish malgoof? offfff wai3 wai3, Don't talk to me ana V.I.P!" She crossed her arms and looked away.
Sa3ad: "63 63 63, agool gilbay wayhich, 9ij mo kafo!"

Remas faced him and stuck her tongue out and then looked away.


I laughed at how crazy Remas was.


Manal: "Hach Remas mabii mali!" I handed it to her.
Bader: "Entay min 9ijich? Laish etdal3eenha, tara di3la di3laaaaa!!"
Manal: "5aleeni adali3ha, ent ish7arik? Laish mithayig?!"
Remas: "Eee ish7arik?"
Bader: "Hidooniii 3alaaahaaa hal bint!!"


I laughed at how Remas made Bader and all the rest go crazy.







Suddenly someone knocked the door and in came the Doctor.


Doctor: "Hello Manal!"
Remas: "Hello Doctor Jibs!" She giggled.


Jassim shot Remas a death stare which made her stop giggling.

Remas: "Shno?!" She said innocently as her eyes widened.


The doctor ignored her and continued, "I was just informed that you will be able to get out of the hospital in about a week or so, but you have to take a break from horse riding!"
Manal: "A break? Like how long Doctor?!"
Doctor: "Like two to four months Manal!"
Manal: "WHAT?! WHY??!" I jolted.
Doctor: "Manal i talked to your mum and your back has been under severe tension and you fell directly on your back, and it was decided that it is better for you not to ride horses for a while, just for a while."
Manal: "But i have a tournament coming up, and it's really important to me!"
Docotr: "You're still young, there are still years to come and you can do many other tournaments!"
Manal: "But..." I was interrupted by Bader.
Bader: "Manal listen to the Doctor, he knows what's best for you!"


Tears began to run down my face, i have waited a long time for this tornement.


Bader: "Thank you Doctor!" Bader walked the Doctor to the door.




-




The days went by and i stayed in the hospital, people would come and go, some flowers were delivered to me. Also my amazing friends and cousins visited me, Lmaar, Noor, Leena and Jawa <3 I was living in depression, i would sometimes laugh but from inside I was broken. I loved horse riding, it's my life. But one day as i was taking a twirl with my wheel chair around the hospital, i met someone, someone that changed my life..........






(Akeed entaw mayteen bet3arfoon mno hal someone ;p 97? Hahahaha wait and see.....)














- THE END -










MY OWN AREA....



I know that many of you are asking themselves now, "What does she mean by 'MY OWN AREA'?", well i will answer that!
A few days ago a friend of mine (won't mention names) gave me an idea to have my own area after every post, here i say whatever i want, i talk about my feelings, talk about what's happening in the world, anything that pops in my head. Some people could even ask me to share things here if they wish. It's like my own area, i sing, at7al6am, talk about new fashion, food, ANYTHING!

Well actually my friend told me i should do my SHA5ABEE6 PLACE, and it was an amazing idea so i decided to take her advice, i still don't know if i should call it SHA5ABEE6 or MY OWN AREA! What do you think? 
Oh and btw i'm not copying, anyone can have their own sha5abee6 place, so why not me and anyone else who wants.

So....

I'd like to share this today....






Lies crawling up beside you, contaminating your surroundings, making you not trust anything, anyone. It's like you don't know what's true from what's lies. Those filthy sentences that come out of their mouths that are filled with lies.


Letting those sweet texts fool you, letting them affect you, letting them build trust and love in you. Letting them build hope and faith, when there is nothing but lies and witched games. Making you go blind, making you love, making you week, making you fall for them. And then suddenly waking up one day and realizing that you lived in a storm of lies, not knowing that person anymore, revealing their true identity, revealing their true faces and to your surprise it turns out you never knew who they really were in the first place. You were too busy with the sweet, addicting, passionate words that were full of lies.

Lies are lies, no matter how big or small or white or black they are, they will stay LIES...
My heart died when they started cheating...

تدري وش ابيض من خفوقك؟؟

... عباتك

I know you're like what the hell is she saying, but hey, it's called my own area...

CLICK ON ME!

Hey guys, shlonkom? I missed you guys!! I know that some of you are kind of confused, so i wrote this post!






Yes, what you heard was true, I REVEALED, if you want my twitter or anything DM me:D
I decided to continue blogging and share my story, most of my story will be in english which i prefer!
My story is IMAGINARY!! So don't judge me until you know me!!! This is a story, i am not writing this to influence any of you, i am writing this to entertain people and as it is my hobby!
Now that everyone knows me, i wont be put under threats of people telling others who i am!
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Chapter 5 - Colorful Love

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I am really sorry for the late post, and i'm really sorry but this post will be short. I am very tired wallah, and these days i'm terribly busy.
Inshallah as soon as I get free I will post two chapters for you guys and that will be in the weekend inshallah.
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.......: "Manal?!"


........: "Manooola!!"


.........: "Manaaaal!" I felt someone shake my arm gently.



I could hear faint voice call out my name.
I felt numb, my head was dizzy and I felt really weak.

I could hear voices, my eyes were shut, but I could hear people talking.
I forced all my strength and opened my eyes.
I kept on blinking, all I saw was blur.


Slowly the blur went away.

I was in a white hospital dress and I was laying down on a bed.
My left leg had a cast wrapped around it.

In front of me boomed six faces...

Six familiar faces....


They were Bader, my mum, my dad, Jassim, Remas and Sa3ad.



Manal: "Mmmm," I moaned in a sleepy, tired voice.
Mum: "A5eeran gimaty, wallah kint r7 amoot min il 5oof, shlonich mama?!" She asked in a worried tone.
Manal: "Yma shno 9ar?!" I asked in a weak tone.
Bader: "6i7tay min Spit," He never said his name right.
Manal: "Spirit**!" I corrected him.
Bader: "Whatever," He rolled his eyes.

Dad: "Bader lat 5al i5tik et3a9ib il7een, mo shayif 7alat'ha,"
Bader: "Shda3wa yuba ma gilt shay, tara kila esm, Spit, Smit, Skit, kila wa7d, kila nafs il shay,"
Manal: "La mo nafs il shay, SPIRIT MO SPIT!!"
Dad: "Bs offfff tara 3awartaw rasii,"
Bader: "Inzain 5ala9 basket,""
Manal: "Eeehh hatha il a7san," I roared.


Bader shot me a death stare.

Dad: "Ha Manoola baba, fee shay ga3 y3awrich?!"
Manal: "La yuba, bs shway 3awar eb reeli w rasii,"
Dad: "Salamtich Baba,"
Manal: "Allah ysalmik,"

Jassim: "Shlonich Manal? A7san?!"
Manal: "Eeehh a7san!"

Remas: "Manooona," She jumped on my bed.
Manal: "Ayyyyyy releeeee Remas!!" I winced out in pain.


Remas quickly moved away and her forehead furrowed in sadness.

Jassim: "Entay thola, mo shayfa ena reel Manal et3awerha?!" He barked at her loudly.
Mum: "Remas deer balich, Manal ta3bana,"
Remas: "Okay," She pouted as she looked down at the ground.



Manal: "Remas ta3alay!" I opened my arms out.

She came closer and hugged me, I knew she didn't mean it, she only missed me.
She smelled like Baby Johnson, yeah, she still took a bath with that shampoo. I felt her soft skin against mine.



Suddenly the Doctor entered the room...

He had grey hair, wrinkles around his eyes, a dimple on his chin, glasses, an oily forehead, pimples covered his face, and black eyes.
He looked as if he was in his 60's or so.

Doctor: "At last you woke up Manal, how are you feeling?!"
Manal: "I'm feeling much better,"
Doctor: "Good, now you should be careful next time okay?! You have a broken leg and some damages,"
Manal: "Okay Doctor," I mumbled the words out.
Doctor: "Maybe you should think of stopping horse riding?!"
Manal: "WHAT? NO!!" I jolted out.
Doctor: "Okay okay, calm down, calm down, you have to rest now, if you need anything, you can just ask the nurse for me, I am Doctor Gibbs,"


Suddenly Remas boomed out with laugher, she stamped her feet against the concrete floor and fell down on the ground, she kept laughing.

We all stared at her 0.0


The Doctor left and my dad and mum followed him out the room.


Jassim: "Entay shfeech thola? Laish tith7ikeen?!" He asked Remas.
Remas: "Isma ytha7ik, Gibbs, ya3ni bil 3arabii Jibs, hatha ily Manal labsita 3ala reelha," She continued to laugh.


Bader, Jassim, Sa3ad and I all laughed at Remas.


Bader: "Wili 3afeech Remas kirmeena eb sikootich,"
Remas: "Ambaay enta shako? Mabii zain," She stuck out her tongue.
Bader: "63 hathi, Remas 7abebtyy, shifatay hathi el direesha?!" He asked while pointing at the nearest window.
Remas: "Eeehh," She grinned.
Bader: "R7 a6ayrich menha!!"


Remas sighed.


Bader: "Shfeech ba3ad!?!"
Remas: "Tara ana ta3abt minik Bader," She sighed again.

We all laughed so hard at how they teased each other. Bader couldn't hold his laugh, he burst out with laughs.


Manal: "Baskom tara wallah reelii ga3da et3aweerni,"
Bader: "Manoola ana baroo7 ta7at ayeeb maay w 7alaw tabeen shay?"
Manal: "Yeebli Bueno w abii may,"
Bader: "Okay," He smiled at me. "Shabab mno biyeyi ma3ay?!"
Remas: "ANA!!" She jolted up in excitement.
Bader: "Ana gilt Shabab," He smirked.
Remas: "Eeehh 3adii, ana shabab," She wrapped her arms around her chest.


Bader laughed at how she looked.


Sa3ad: "Remoosa 7abebtyy, ta3alay ana awadeech!" He bent down and spoke to Remas at her level of height, to get her attention.
Remas: "Mabii," She moved away as she shot him a death stare.
Sa3ad: "Entay laish di3la?!"
Remas: "Ana di3la?!" Her mouth widened. "Tara il7een a6igik box amawtik, tara 3indi 3athalat," She showed him her thin, weak, non-muscled arms.
Sa3ad: "Yallah 6igeeni," He said bluntly and with confidence. He then stood up and fixed himself.

Remas moved closer to Sa3ad and started to move her hands rapidly and hit him with all her strength, she hit his legs weakly thinking that she hurt him.

He kept on laughing and teasing her as we all laughed at them.


Remas: "Offf ta3abt," She backed away. "Enta motawa7ish!" She gave him a death stare w bawizat.

Sa3ad laughed.

Bader: "Yallah ana baroo7, emsh Jassim,"
Jassim: "Yallah emsh,"


They left leaving Sa3ad, Remas and I in the room.

Remas: "Ana baroo7 wiyahom," She moaned.
Sa3ad: "Ebser3a li7gehom itha tabeen,"
Remas: "I'm skipping you," She glared at him. "Bye Manal!" She ran out of the room without giving me the chance to say another word.

Sa3ad looked at me and gave me a genuine smile.

Sa3ad: "She still doesn't like me,"
Manal: "Hahaha, I guess so,"
Sa3ad: "7amdellah 3al salama,"
Manal: "Allah ysamik!"
Sa3ad: "Inshallah you're feeling better?"
Manal: "Eeehh i'm much better," I drew a smile on my face and my dimples sank.
Sa3ad: "Mashallah 7ata w entay ta3bana 7elwa!" He mumbled the words out. I noticed his hands fiddle together, he was nervous.


I was shocked.
What the hell is he saying?
I had to play along.


Manal: "Mashkoor," I smiled.
Sa3ad: "La2 la2 entay fahamtay '3ala6, mo ga9dii chii!" He rushed to speak.
Manal: "La ma fahamat '3ala6! Adre mo ga9dik," I defended myself, as I drew a smile on my face.
Sa3ad: "Eeehh ashwa,"
Manal: "Haha,"
Sa3ad: "3ad 9ij kan shakli garsoon w ana labs il badla hathak ilyoum?"
Manal: "Eeehh!" I chuckled.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha 5ala9 ma r7 albis'ha mara thanya,"
Manal: "La 3adi, ilbis'ha," I giggled.
Sa3ad: "La wallah, 3ashan tith7ikeen 3alay 97?!" He stated.
Manal: "La la ma ath7ak, ma ath7ak jidamik, bs min warak? isma7lii!" I laughed.
Sa3ad: "La wallah?" He raised one of his eye-brows.



Suddenly someone knocked the door.
The knock startled us.
It wasn't really a knock, it was much more of a huge, loud bang.


Manal: "Etfathal!" I tried to yell the words out.


Slowly the door's handle moved downwards.
In came a tall figure.


I stared deeply in shock and fear.

It was...............


















 

STOP!!! CLICK ON ME - Lost In The Middle Of Nowhere

This is something I wrote and I would love to share with you guys, please read every word and understand every sentence.
I hope you enjoy it....



IMPORTANT:

INSTRUCTIONS...
READ THIS WHILE YOU LISTEN TO  ( Chris Brown - Say Goodbye ) and you have to be alone, and make sure it's quiet around you. Believe me you will enjoy it more this way.


DON'T READ IT WITHOUT DOING WHAT I JUST SAID!!!!











You know that feeling of being lost?


Not knowing what to do?


Who to listen to?


Which way to walk in?


Which direction to take?


Not knowing what is the right thing to do?




That confused, lonely, lost mixed up feeling when everything is messed up. You feel like nothing is right, like your mind is constantly empty, you lose track of where to go, whom to ask, what to do.




That feeling of missing someone so badly, missing all their words, their laughs, their smiles, their words. Remembering all what happened and wanting it back badly, wanting to go back, wanting to press the replay button. It hurts to turn around and not find them standing there, telling you that everything will be okay, not finding that person with the warmest hug, the cosiest hug, the safest hug. It shatters your heart how they aren't here anymore to listen to every word you say, to wipe every tear, and smile at every laugh. How they aren't here to help you anymore. And that they were the only people that understood every single word you said even when you made no sense. It's painful to turn around and not find that shoulder to cry on anymore, those arms that made you feel safe, those hands that wiped your tears away, those jokes that made you laugh, those smiles that brightened your day up, that voice that made you melt from inside slowly. To turn around and not find them is the hardest thing to survive without.




You know when you miss someone so badly that it hurts, and you try to get them back but there is no use, you try and you put all your strength in bringing them back to you but there isn't any use. You feel weak, you need the power they gave you, you need their laugh, their smile, and their words so your day can go on. You try and try and try but end up with that awful word that everyone hates to hear "Nothing ". It's like it's too late, they are already out of your life, as if they disappeared, vanished into thin air, unavailable anymore.


 

All that's left is the memories, those memories you cherish, those memories you beg for to come back.




And after that, when you know there is no hope anymore in them coming back, you can't sleep at night, you can't eat well, you can't stop thinking of them.
Are they okay? Are they sad? Are they happy? Are they crying? Are they laughing? Endless questions twirling in your head about them.
It's like they are drugs, so addicting, so irresistible. They give you passion, they inspire you, they motivate you, but now, without them around, it's like nothing else matters anymore.




You never wished of letting go, never wished letting that person exit your life.




The feeling of being lost, broken hearted, unable to do anything, as if you fell deep down in a hole and there isn't anybody around to rescue you, to help you, to tell you what to do.




The really painful feeling that breaks your heart into pieces, it smashes your heart into bits, it shatters you. Love hurts, it rips your heart out. And in the end, you end up starting all over again, going back to where you were, that lame, old, same routine you had, with nothing to wake up in the morning and look forward to, no more goals, no more aims, no more trust, no more of that drug you need, that drug you're addicted to.




It's like you silently scream to yourself. You cry yourself to sleep every single night, dying slowly day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second. Like nothing matters anymore.




The memories you wanted back start to feel like nothing but a story you continually tell yourself. Like a life that was never really yours, but someone else's....





You're lost in the middle of nowhere....
















 

A Friend

Hey guy,
THIS IS MY SECOND POST, But it's a poem...
I hope you enjoy it!!







A Friend...



You're My Friend & I Hope You Know That's True,
No Matter What Happens I'll Stand By You.
I'll Always Be There Whenever You Need,
To Lend You A Hand, To Do A Good Deed.
So Just Call On Me When You Need Me My Friend,
I'll Always Be There Even To The Very End.



Behind My Every Smile Is A Thought Of You,
No Matter What Happens You'll Always be The One I Look Up To.
Even If We're Far Apart,
You Will Always Be In My Heart.
You're The First One I Want To See,
You Mean The World To Me.



Whenever You Have Fears,
I'll Be The Shoulder To Cry On And Dry Up Your Tears.
You're The One I Miss,
You're The One I Could Never Diss.
You're The One I Appreciate,
You Will Never Be The One I Hate,
This Is A Poem To Dedicate.



You're Always In My Mind,
Good Friends Are Hard To Find,
But I Already Found Mine,
Who's Kind And Gentle,
Probably Sentimental.
No Matter What You Do,
I'll Always Love You.



In The Day You're My Light,
My Moon In The Night.
You're My Wishing Star,
You're Amazing Just The Way You Are.
Whenever I See You A Smile Grows On My Face,
You're The First One I Would Embrace.



You're My Inspiration,
Leaving You Is Not In My Imagination.
I Can't Live Without You A Single Day,
Don't Leave Me Alone, Don't Go Away.
Without You I'll Be Full Of Depress,
You Know How To Make Me Express.
Having You Is A Pleasure,
You Will Always Be My Treasure.






Wriiten by: Sara Majid - @SusuMS99 and her friend named M.M

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And thank you for the amazing poem you wrote.










 

Chapter 4 - Colorful Love

Hey guys, I'm so sorry for not typing, I really miss typing and at last I am now!!:D
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Remas stood there and rubbed Spirit.
I had to get my helmet and boots on to ride Spirit. I was about to go and fetch them before I heard something fall.
I quickly turned around to find a tall figure standing and a bucket which was filled with water fallen on the ground.
I couldn't really make out who it was, but he looked nervous, he quickly bent down to pick up the bucket that fell.



Remas: "Mno?!" She screeched out asking with her childish voice.
............: "U-umm ana ma, a-aahhh, asef!" He mumbled his words while he put the bucket on the shelf that was nearby.



Remas and I walked towards the tall figure. The more I walked closer to the figure the more I revealed his identity.
He had black messy hair, two clear dimples, black eyes, long lean arms with bits of muscles, a crooked smile with dazzling teeth.

He looked familiar, it's like I saw him from before. I drew a smile on my face as I approached him.


...........: "U-umm asef, mo ga9di a5ar3ich," He muttered.
Manal: "La 3adee,"
Remas: "Ent mno?!" She snapped at him.
...........: "Ana Sa3ad, rifeej Bader, kint ga3 adawr Bader, 3abali ena mawjood ehni, asef 5ara3tkom," He explained.


My face went pale, it was Sa3ad, Bader's friend, the guy from the party.
This is embarrassing...
Just the thought of what happened yesterday made my face flush with redness.
My heart started to beat faster and I got nervous.



Remas: "Ent shno 3amaay? Mat shoof?!" She yelled at him.


I gave Remas a death stare. Sa3ad kneeled on the ground to face Remas.


Sa3ad: "Shsmich ya 7elwa?!" He smiled.
Remas: "W ent shako?!" She wrapped her arms around her chest.


I quickly pinched Remas from her back.

Remas: "Aaaaayyyyy Manal!" She winced in pain.
Manal: "Remas mo ga9dha, ehya shway ilyoum madre shfeeha, sorry," I mumbled.
Remas: "La mo sorry," Remas shot him a death stare.
Manal: "Remasss!!" I jolted out.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha, la 3adii,"
Remas: "Eeehh '3a6bin 3alaik 3adii," She snapped at him.
Manal: "REMAASSS!!" I glared at her.
Remas: "Ana baroo7 3ind Jassim!" She ignored me and looked at Sa3ad sharply.


She turned around to walk away, but half way she turned to face us, she gave me a look and then looked at Sa3ad and stuck her tongue out at him.


Manal: "Remaaasssss!!" I yelled at her.
Remas: "Okay okay!!" She pouted.
Sa3ad: "Bye Remas," He winked at her.
Remas: "Bye," She hardened her eyes as him as she shot him death stares.

Remas went out of the shed.
Sa3ad stood up to face me.

Manal: "Sorry about that," I averted my eyes to the ground.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha its okay, apparently she doesn't like me," He rolled his eyes.
Manal: "Yeaaah a-aahhh sorry," I giggled.
Sa3ad: "You're Manal, from the party the other day, right?" He asked.
Manal: "Umm yeah, sorry about that too," My face went red as I muttered the words out.
Sa3ad: "It's okay, Bader was right, I looked like a servant," He laughed.


I giggled.


Sa3ad: "I was looking for Bader, he told me to come over,"
Manal: "I think he's inside sitting with Jassim," I smiled.
Sa3ad: "And where would that be?!"
Manal: "Hahaha come u'll show you,"
Sa3ad: "Wait, is that your horse?" He asked.
Manal: "Yeah," I grinned. "His name is Spirit,"
Sa3ad: "Do you mind?" He pointed at Spirit asking if he could touch him.
Manal: "Not at all, go ahead,"



Sa3ad walked towards Spirit and stroke his face gently...



Sa3ad: "He's such a beauty," He smiled.
Manal: "I know, I just love coming here, it's like a whole other world,"
Sa3ad: "I know right, I have a horse myself!!"
Manal: "Really?! What's his name?"
Sa3ad: "Her, you mean!" He corrected me. "Her name is Silver," Sa3ad continued to stroke Spirits face gently.
Manal: "I'm sure she is a beauty too,"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha, she is,"


Manal: "Ummm so, do you want me to show you where Bader is?"
Sa3ad: "Yeah, after you," He smiled.


I lead him to where Bader was, and entered the house with him.


Manal: "Badoooor," I called.
Bader: "Kani kanii,"

I entered the living room to find Jassim and Bader playing PlayStation. They were too into the game that they didn't notice that Sa3ad was behind me. Remas was sitting on the hanged chair that was in the corner of the room eating a Banana as she swung herself slowly.
As soon as she saw Sa3ad she stuck her tongue out at him, I shot her a death stare, she gave me an innocent look reading "What?"


Manal: "Bader," I tried to get his attention, but he didn't even care to look at me.


They were playing football, so he was too busy trying to win.


Bader: "Haa?!"
Manal: "Irfeejik,"
Bader: "Shfeeh?"
Manal: "BADERRR!!"
Bader: "Offffff shtabeen?!"

I walked to the T.V and closed it.

Bader + Jassim: "MANAAAALLLL!!" They growled at me.
Manal: "Your friend is here,"
Bader: "Ha?!" He looked up to find Sa3ad standing behind me. "Ohhhh hala Sa3ad," He got up and walked towards his friend.


I walked into the room and picked up an apple from the middle of the table and sat next to Jassim.
Jassim then came closer and whispered into my ears.

Jassim: "Mno hatha?!" He asked, his breath tickled me.
Manal: "I'm not talking to you!!" I whispered back.
Jassim: "W laish bala?"
Manal: "La wallah?!"
Jassim: "Yallah 3ad Manal, I was joking around, ya3ni 7aram at'3ashmar!! Ba3dain Bader ily gali amsikich," He continued to whispered.
Manal: "Ya3ni ay shay Bader ygoolik etsawi, etsawii?!"
Jassim: "Manoola 5ala9, ba3dain ma 9ar shay, bs misaktich,"
Manal: "Inzain inzain 5ala9!!" I took a bite from the red apple that I was clutching on.
Jassim: "Inzain jawbeeni, mno hatha?!"
Manal: "Irfeej Bader,"
Jassim: "W entay shako feeh?!"
Manal: "Shga9dik?!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni ma ygdar yeyii ebroo7aa?"
Manal: "Jassim shfeek? Ma 9ar shay, he asked me to take him to Bader and I did, bs!!"
Jassim: "Aha okay,"


I opened the T.V and turned the channels searching for a good movie as I continued to bite my apple.

Bader was talking to Sa3ad, but I couldn't hear what they were saying. Jassim kept giving Sa3ad looks. I looked to find Remas stinking her tongue out at Sa3ad, I turned to find Sa3ad giving her funny looks as he talked to Bader.

I giggled at how funny they looked.

Remas gave him looks and shook her head and stuck her tongue out at him, she kept teasing him. Sa3ad couldn't stop laughing at her, and so did I...


Suddenly Jassim got a phone call....
I tried to over hear the call.

Jassim: "Aloo halla bo s3ood, shlonik?!"

He was talking to a guy...
Non of my business....

Jassim: "Eee tamam tamam el7amdellah," He went on.


He got up and walked outside to continue his phone call.



I got bored of watching movies and decided to go and ride Spirit.

Manal: "Badoor," I interrupted their conversation.
Bader: "Hala?!"
Manal: "Ana baroo7 arkab Spirit okay," I smiled.
Bader: "La Manal, shoofay cham il sa3a!!"


I pulled my Iphone out of my pocket to look at the time, it was 7pm.


Manal: "Please Badoor, may9eer, I've been waiting for agessssss," I moaned.
Bader: "No means no,"
Manal: "BADEERRRRR, PLEASEEE, PLEASE, PWEASEEEE!!" I begged him.
Bader: "Fine bs 3ala shar6,"
Manal: "Shno?!"
Bader: "Lazim a7ad yroo7 ma3ach,"
Manal: "A5ith Remas?!"
Bader: "U-ummm I don't think you will be able to take Remas!" He pointed at Remas which was sitting behind me.

I turned around to find Remas fast asleep on the hanged chair.

Manal: "Inzain ent ta3al wiyay,"
Bader: "Ana baroo7 ayeeb 3asha,"
Manal: "Offfffff, inzain Jassim,"
Bader: "Ba5eth Jassim w Sa3ad wiyay,"
Manal: "Offffff Bader!!" I huffed in a sad tone.
Sa3ad: "Itha tabeen ag3ad 3ashan aroo7 ma3ach," He smiled.
Bader: "U-ummm,"
Manal: "PWEASE PWEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE!!" I begged.
Bader: "Okay fine,"
Manal: "YAAAAAYYYY!!" I clapped cheerfully. "You're the best brother ever," I hugged him.
Bader: "Hahahaha, ma9la7chiya, bs haa, mo etgazreenha, lat 6awleen,"
Manal: "Okay okay," I smiled.

Suddenly Jassim entered...

Jassim: "Ha, r7 enroo7?!"
Bader: "Eeehh yallah emsh,"
Jassim: "Okay yallah, Sa3ad r7 tiyey?!" He asked.
Sa3ad: "La ana bawadii Manal 3ashan tirkab Spirit,"
Jassim: "Shno? la, la, ent roo7, w ana awadeha,"
Sa3ad: "Shda3wa yoba 3adyy 3adyy,"
Bader: "Yallah Jassim emsh,"
Jassim: "La ana bag3ad, mali 5ilg aroo7, roo7 ent w Sa3ad w ana awadii Manal,"
Bader: "Umm okay, yallah Sa3ad?!"
Sa3ad: "3ala ra7tik, yallah Badoor,"


Sa3ad and Bader left leaving Jassim and I with sleeping Remas.


Jassim: "Laish ma giltile inch tabeen etroo7en?!" He sounded mad.
Manal: "Shfeek Jassim? Tawa il7een gilt 7ag Bader eni baroo7 gali roo7ay ma3 Sa3ad l2ana il wa8t mita5ir," I explained.
Jassim: "Inzain roo7ay yeebay your helmet w kil shay w ana r7 awadii Remas foog, an6irich bara okay?!"
Manal: "Okay!!" I smiled.




I went and got dressed, I then ran downstairs and went out of the house and headed to the shed. My eyes stopped at the charming site of Jassim standing near Spirit. I stood and stared at Jassim. His thick black messy hair, his squared jaw, his sun kissed skin. I watched him gently rub his hand on Spirit's face. He was wearing a red Hollister hoodie with dark blue jeans, he also had his Professional Camera around his neck. His eyes sparkled from a distance and his dimples were so clear.


I then walked towards him, while looking at the ground, I was nervous. My heart skipped beats at the site of him.


Jassim: "5ala9tay?!" He asked with a smile, his dimples sank.
Manal: "U-umm eehh!" I mumbled
Jassim: "Yallah ta3alay rikbay,"


I stroke Spirits face then rode on him. I gently kicked Spirit with the heel of my shoe so he could move, I slowed Spirit's speed so Jassim could walk next to me.


I was walking slowly with Spirit and Jassim walked near my horse.



Jassim: "Manal!"
Manal: "Hmm?!"
Jassim: "6al3eeni!"


I looked at him, he was charming, my heart skipped a beat as I stared into his eyes.

Jassim: "Tisti7een mini?!"
Manal: "La shakoo?!" My eyes began to blink faster and he chuckled.

I kept quiet for a few seconds.

Manal: "Emmm Jassim I want to go faster fa shrayik you sit by the bench?" I tried to change the subject.
Jassim: "Hahaha, you're changing the subject, I know you, okay okay, but be careful, i'll be sitting there," He pointed at the bench that was nearby.
Manal: "Okay!!" I smiled.


I held the handles tighter and commanded the horse to run faster by kicking him gently with the heel of my shoe.

Spirit began to run around the field, He was going really fast. The feeling of falling at any time was dangerous. I loved it. I kicked Spirit gently with the heel of my shoe so he would go extremely fast.

I couldn't really see Jassim clearly but I noticed that he had his camera in his hand and he was picturing me.

I continued to run with Spirit. It was the best feeling, the wind punching on me and the stars sparkling in the sky.





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Over an half an hour went by, I slowed down and went to Jassim, he was looking at some pictures from his camera. I got down the horse and sat next to Jassim on the bench.


Manal: "3adii ashoof?!" I asked.
Jassim: "Goolay wallah ma r7 timsi7een wala wa7da,"
Manal: "Emmm wallah, bs 3a6nee,"
Jassim: "Hach," He handed me his camera.


I scrolled and saw the photos, it was filled with pictures of me. Pictures from when I was young, pictures without me noticing, pictures of older days, he even pictured me today when I was in the living room without me noticing, and pictures he just took now, while I was riding the horse.


Jassim: "You look very cute in all the pictures, as always," He smiled and his dimples sank.

I cleared my throat and spoke.

Manal: "Thank you!" I smiled shyly.
Jassim: "It's the truth," He smiled. "Manool, I'm in my evil mood, shrayich we put Spirit back in the shed and we go do something," He smiled evilly.


Jassim and I would always do evil stuff together, we would prank people, we were adventurous, he was like Bader.








Flashback....




Our shoes beamed out with red lights as we ran out of the shaleh and made our way to the sea....


Suddenly a voice startled Bader and I...


........: "Laish ma nadatoonii?!" He complained in his childish voice.

We turned around to find Jassim standing with his arms wrapped around his chest. He was angry because we didn't call him for our adventure.

Bader: "Jassim ebser3a irkith, Rosy is after us," Bader whispered the words out loudly.
Jassim: "First tell me what you have in your hands Manal,"
Manal: "Offff Jassim, il7een tiyeye Mama 5adeeja w etzifena!" (Mama 5adeeja was our Grandma).
Jassim: "Inzain shno betsawoon?"
Bader: "Manal ba8at min darii sharaqii, w ba3dain legat'ha bil ma6ba5 ga3da etyeeb matches, bs ehya babiya 3ashan chii ana sa3at'ha,"
Manal: "Bs ana mo babiya,"
Bader: "Embala you are!"
Manal: "Stop it, *sniff* I'm not, you're such a show off, mr.'Show off'!" I began to weep.
Bader: "You are, miss 'I know everything'!" He stuck his tongue out.
Jassim: "Bs siktaw, yallah, wain il sharaqii?"
Manal: "Kahoo!!" I jolted.
Bader: "Ana r7 aroo7 ashoof itha fee a7ad, inzain, n6raw mini," He whispered.
Manal + Jassim: "Okay!"


Bader then moved slowly towards the sea to see if anyone was there, he tried to look like a detective that was on a mystery.


Jassim: "Manoola la tiz3leen, entay mo babiya, la tismi3een kalam Bader," He tried to cheer me up.
Manal: "Ana mo babiya Jassim," I wrapped my arms around my chest.
Jassim: "Adree Manool, adree, malich shi'3il fee, u9lan Bader ohwa il baby mo entay," He wiped my tears off my face. "Bs lat goolenla ina gilt ina ohwa baby okay?!"
Manal: "Okay!!" I drew a smile on my face.
Jassim: "Pinkie swear?!" He held his small pinky finger up high in front of my face.

I reached my pinkie tiny finger out and wrapped it around Jassim's finger so we could do the pinkie swear promise.

Manal: "Pinkie swear!" I smiled cheerfully.

(Pinkie swear is like a promise)



We were startled by Bader's voice...


Bader: "Yallah Jassim, Manal, mafee a7ad, ta3alaw!!" He yelled at us.
Jassim: "Okay yallah!" He looked at me "Yallah Manal 3a6eni eedich," He ordered.


I stretched out my right hand and he wrapped his hand around mine. 
Jassim held my hand and we ran together to were Bader was.


We began to run to the sea, our shoes beaming out with red light, yes, we all wore the same brand of shoes.


Suddenly we bumped into someone.....








Back to the present....


Jassim: "Manal, Manal, wanich?!" Jassim waved his hands in front of me, trying to bring me back to reality.
Manal: "Ha? sorry, okay, but I want to take a last turn with Spirit, okay?!"
Jassim: "Tara ana bidat a'3ar min hatha Spit, may9eer,"
Manal: "Awalan his name is Spirit, thanian, w laish et'3ar bala, yallah shway w ared," I smiled and walked towards Spirit.


I rode the horse and kicked my heel gently so he would go faster.
He ran really fast, it was all going fine when suddenly Spirit sensed danger, he galloped crazily in the air. I tried to hold the handles tight so I wouldn't fall but Spirit was going crazy. I fell on the ground, my head hit hard and so did my body, thank god I had my helmet on.

I couldn't move, I felt numb.
I could hear Jassim yell my name...


Jassim: "MANAAAALLLLL!!"



Slowly everything was getting darker, the last thing I heard was Jassim's voice, after that everything went black....

















 

Chapter 3 - Colorful Love

Hey guys, sorry for not posting for a long time, I was really busy with something's.
I hope you enjoy, I would really love to know your comments and feedbacks on this chapter.


Oh btw I wanna give some advice to you girls reading this chapter:



Girls don't cry about the past, you have to move on, you have the ability to forget. You have to learn from your mistakes, flip the page, and move on, forget what happened in the past, don't go back. A girl is a diamond, don't give yourself to someone who will smash this diamond into pieces, don't ruin yourself by your own hands. Don't lose your parents trust on someone who doesn't deserve you, seriously don't love someone before you get married because it's not worth it, you're just ruining yourself and your reputation. Plus your mascara is too expensive to cry over someone who doesn't deserve it, if that person deserved it he wouldn't let your tears fall down your face.
Oh and girls, never think you're not beautiful, pull your head high up and walk with confidence, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, and no one has the right to tell you that you're not. Every person has something special in them, something unique, so don't allow anyone to tell you that you're not pretty, cause you are. And remember "A pretty girl is nothing if she has an ugly heart!!"
If you need any advice girls, i'm here for you


Enjoy the chapter...
















Suddenly the door of the room opened and so did the lights. I heard footsteps of someone walking into my room. The footsteps were getting closer to me. Suddenly this person climbed on my bed and came over me, I felt the person small soft fingers on my arm.



...........: "Manooola, Manaaaaal, Manooool!!" It was a child's girly voice.



I covered my face with the blanket, ignoring whoever it was.
She then got up and started to jump over me.


...........: "Yallah Manal, it's meeeee!!" She kept moaning.


............: "Manaaaal goomay!"
Manal: "Aghhhhh, il wa7d may naam ib hal bait?"
............: "Manooooon it's me!!"
Manal: "Remas?!" My eyes were still closed, I knew it was Remas cause she was the only one that called me 'Manooon' and it was her childish voice.
.............: "Eeehhh!!" She said in her cheerful voice.



I quickly sat up to face Remas.
She was jumping over me, she was wearing red shorts with a white shirt that had red flowers on it and white sandals. She had her hair pulled up into two pony tails. Remas was really cute, 'mal akilha', she looked like me, she was a copy of me, she had the same attitude I had. But she was evil, you know the kids that were so cute from outside, but really evil from inside?! She was one!!:D


Remas is my younger cousin, she is 3 years old and she was really close to me. I loved her and I treated her as a sister and a best friend. I always took her shopping with me and whenever I had the chance I would take her with me. She is like the young sister I never had.


I quickly grabbed her and laid her down as I tickled her. I kept tickling her, she was very ticklish.



Remas: "MANAL BS, Hhhhhhhh, MANAAAAAL!!!" She yelled the words out from between her childish laughs.
Manal: "Goolay A7bich Manal," I continued to tickle her.


She began to kick her legs and she tried moving me away, she tried to push me.


Remas: "Mabii," She yelled out with her childish voice.
Manal: "Mashii," I tickled her everywhere.
Remas: "Laaaaaaaaaaaa 5ala9, Hhhhhhhhh, 5ala9, Hhhhhhhhhhhh, A7bich, Hhhhhhhhhhh, Manooon, Hhhhhhhhhhh, bs, Hhhhhhhh,"
Manal: "Hahaha, okay okay," I stopped tickling her.


She sat properly and drew a huge grin on her face.


Manal: "Shlon yatay? Mno yabich?!"
Remas: "Ebroo7ii, yat mashii!" She gestured in her childish voice.
Manal: "Lat chathbeen Remas, yallah goolay shlon yataaay ya 7ilwaaa?!"
Remas: "Ana mo Remas!!" She snapped at me with her childish voice as she wrapped her arms around her chest.
Manal: "Ha 3ayal? Entay mino?!" I smiled.
Remas: "Ana ebnaytii el 7abooba!"
Manal: "Inzain ya ebnaytii il 7aboba mno yabich?!" I tried holding myself from laughing at her attitude, I played along.
Remas: "Giltlich ana yeet mashie," She snapped at me with her childish voice.


Suddenly someone spoke, it wasn't me or Remas, it was a man's voice.


.........: "Ya chathaba ya Remas, ana yibtich,"



I looked up to find Jassim standing near the door.



Jassim was Remas's bigger brother, Jassim was the love I couldn't live without, he was something big to me. Jassim and I loved each other for over a year now, but we never talked on the phone nor did we talk by BBM or Whatsapp. We never did anything like that because I wasn't like one of these girls, I didn't allow it to happen and he agreed with that, he said it was the right thing to do and I didn't want to lose my parents trust. No one knew about Jassim and I, it was a secret. Jassim promised to marry me when he finished University, he was in Gust. Yes, I loved him, but I always kept it in me, I never said the words 'I love you' to him, but he knew that I loved him.

Jassim had black thick hair, black sparkling eyes, a dimple on his cheek, and tanned skin. He was cute and really kind, he was everything I dreamt of. When we fought he wouldn't just leave me to get happy again alone, like other guys do, he would follow me until he made me laugh.

My face flushed with shyness and my heart skipped a beat at the sight of him, I quickly fixed my hair. I then turned to face Remas and went closer to her ears and whispered.


Manal: "Remas awadich il baqala w ashtrilich 7alaw, bs 6al3ay Jassim bara, deal?!" I whispered.

Remas then moved away and thought for a few seconds. She then came closer and whispered back.

Remas: "Goolay wallah?!" She whispered the words in her childish voice. I felt her breath tickle against my ears.
Manal: "Wallah!!" I whispered back.



Jassim: "Hoooob hoooob, shno 9ayr mini, tara ana mawjood, shga3 etgoleen laha Manool?!"


Whenever I heard my name from his voice my heart would beat faster, my name was special coming out of his mouth, it was different. I felt safe.


Remas: "Iskt degeega Jassim ufffff!" She shushed him.


Remas then came closer to me and whispered back.


Remas: "Deal," She smiled.



Remas then jumped off my king size bed and walked towards Jassim, she reached till his knees.
Remas then kneeled on Jassim and tried pushing him out, she put her small hands on his leg and pushed with all her strength.



Jassim: "Entay shga3 etsaween?! Heeyyyyy Remas!!"
Remas: "I6la3 bara!!" She snapped at him as she continued to push him.
Jassim: "Entay shakoo?!!"
Remas: "Get out Jassim, now, tara wallah ma a36eek 7alawii mara thanya, w ma r7 asma3 kalamik wallah,"
Jassim: "Ily ygool mayt 3ala 7alawich ana, ba3dain ta3alay shno galatlich Manal, ha?!"
Remas: "If I tell you, you will give me double what she gives me?!" She said in her evil childish voice.


Manal: "REMAAASSSSS!!" I yelled out.


Jassim: "Hahaha, Eeehh wa3d entay bs goolilii," Jassim kneeled down to Remas and held her hand to get her attention.
Remas: "Akeed?!" She widened her eyes.



Manal: "No Remas, he is lying,"
Jassim: "Akeed, bs yallah entay goolay," He chuckled.



Remas went closer to Jassim's ears and whispered, I didn't know what she said, but I knew she was going to tell him everything I said.
M9la7chiya hal bint wallah, she is so evil, even though she is so cute.



Manal: "REMASSS!!" I yelled.



Remas moved away from Jassim, Jassim looked at me and gave me a look that made me die from inside. He drew a smile on his face, my face went red, this is embarrassing. Jassim then pushed his lips back to Remas's ears and whispered, I didn't know what he was saying.



Manal: "Remasss ya 5aynaaaaa!!" I covered my face with the blanket, digging my head deeper. I looked to find that I was still in my peach dress from yesterday night, I slept with my makeup on and my heels too, I was really tired yesterday.



Suddenly it was so quiet, I couldn't hear any whispers. I moved the blanket off my head slowly trying to peak. Jassim was standing in front of me and he was staring at me, there was no sign of Remas. I felt my face get hotter as they reddened from the sight of his eyes. He just stood and smiled at me with his adorable eyes.



Manal: "What?" I said innocently with a low nervous shy voice.
Jassim: "Awadich il baqala w ashtrilich 7alaw, bs 6al3ay Jassim bara, haaa??!" He gave me a cute look as he smiled.
Manal: "Ha? La! Remas chathaba!" I said innocently as my face flushed with shyness.
Jassim: "Hahaha, chathaba ha? Goolay enich mista7ya mini w 5ala9,"
Manal: "W sh7aga asti7i?"
Jassim: "Laaaa??!! Eeehh 9adagtich, rag3ay rag3ay, yallah ashoof goomay badlay ana w Badoor r7 enwadeech il mazra3a 3ind Spit,"
Manal: "Mno Spit?!"
Jassim: "Your horse!!"
Manal: "Heyyyyy, his name is Spirit, not Spit, shno Spit!!" I got angry, I loved my horse and I didn't allow anyone to make fun of him.
Jassim: "Hahaha, okay okay, lat 3a6ib el 7elwa, 5ala9 asfeen, wala tiz3leen, Spirit, zain?!"
Manal: "Eeehh!!" I said.


Jassim came closer to my bed, he kept staring at my eyes.


Manal: "Wain Remas?!"
Jassim: "Ra7at!" He smiled. Why does he keep smiling? His smile kills me.
Manal: "Wain? Ana a3arif Remas malgoofa, what did you tell her?!"
Jassim: "I have my ways,"
Manal: "What did you tell her?!"
Jassim: "It's a secret!" He laughed.
Manal: "Laa? Aha okay mashii!! I have my ways too, and I will find out,"
Jassim: "We'll see about that," He laughed.
Manal: "Yallah Jassim get out let me get dressed,"
Jassim: "Entay shno labsaa?!" He noticed that I wasn't in my PJs.
Manal: "U-umm the dress min ams," I stated.
Jassim: "Laish ma badaltay?!"
Manal: "Nmt min kithr il ta3ab,"
Jassim: "Inzain goomay bashoof the dress, ams ma shiftich!!"
Manal: "Mabii, fashlaa!!"
Jassim: "Shno fashlaa?? Goomay, yallah 3ad Manoola, 3ashanii!!" He gave me this cute look with his adorable eyes.


I moved the blanket and stood up from the bed. I was still wearing my heels and my long cinnamon hair was left down wavy. I smiled shyly as Jassim stood there and smiled, staring at me silently.


Manal: "Yallah Jassim, i6la3 bara, babadil!"


Jassim started to come closer...



No don't do this to me Jassim, I can't stand you. Aghhhhh move Jassim, move. Is it hot in here or what? Why isn't the air conditioner on.



Jassim: "You look really pretty, you always do," He whispered the words.


My face went red and my heart was beating faster.


Manal: "Thank you," I said shyly with a smile.




Suddenly I heard Bader yelled out my name as he got closer to my room, Jassim quickly took a few steps away from me.




Bader: "Wanich??"
Manal: "Kanii,"


Bader popped his head into my room.


Bader: "Tawich labsa malabis ams?!"
Manal: "Ams kint ta3bana w nmt 3ala 6ool,"
Bader: "9ij thoola, il mohim, yallah libsay binroo7 il mazra3a, w Jassooom ta3al ma3ay baroo7 ashtiri kora yideeda 3ashan nil3ab, and you better be dressed when we come back," He looked at me, knowing that I took a long time to dress up.
Manal: "Okay okay, now stop ordering me around, i'm not a baby,"
Bader: "Yes you are!"


I held my pillow and was about to throw it at him but he ran away.






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I called the girls to see if any of them could come...
They all got excuses, Lamaar was scared of Spirit, Noor was busy with her cousins, Leena had to go to her Grandma's house and Juju was going shopping with her mother.


I took a shower then got dressed into this:

 

 

 

 

I made my hair into a pony tail and pulled the pony tail from the hole that was behind the hat. I looked cute and simple, I stared at myself as I applied some lipstick.



Suddenly Bader called me from downstairs.


Bader: "MANAL YALLAH NIZLAAAY, BENROO7!!!!" He yelled out from downstairs.
Manal: "COMINGGGG!!" I yelled.



I quickly grabbed my phone and my hand bag and ran downstairs.


Bader was brushing his hair, Jassim was fiddling with his Canon Professional Camera, and Remas was sitting on the stairs waiting for me.



Manal: "Yallah?" I asked.
Bader: "Yallah!" He put the brush on the table and grabbed his keys.
Manal: "Badoor abii a6lib minik shay, bs lat ridnii, tikfaa!!"
Bader: "Amraay Manool,"
Manal: "Basoog!! Please please please please, pretty please, pweaseeeeeeeeee!!" I begged him.
Bader: "No!!"
Manal: "Yallah 3ad, I wanna drive your car, you never let me drive your car,"
Bader: "I know that, but it's my car, and I don't want you driving it,"
Manal: "Badoor pweeeaaassseeeee 3ashaniii, pwease, pwease, pwease, I said pwease, if you love me Badoor, Allah y5aleek!!" (Pwease ya3ni please) I continued to beg him. I gave him my puppy eyes as I put my hand on his arm.
Bader: "Fine, but no speeding,"
Manal: "YESSSS, WALLAH A7BIK ANA, AMOOT FEEK!!! YOU'RE THE BEST BROTHER EVEEEERRRRRR!!!"
Bader: "7adich m9la7chiya!!"
Manal: "I know," I smiled while grabbing the keys out of his hand and running out to the car.


I sat in the driver's seat and Bader sat next to me. Jassim and Remas sat at the back.


Bader had a sport car, I loved his car, but he never let me drive it. It was the first time to drive it today and I was really excited.

Bader's car:

Jassim: "Ash'hadoo ena la elaha ila Allah!!!" He teased me.
Manal: "Heyyy, lat 7a6mooniii," I frowned.
Remas: "Bs Jassim, Manoon doosay okay?!!" She said it in a childish voice.
Manal: "Remas ana mabii akalmich!!"
Remas: "Laish?!" She said innocently in her childish voice.
Manal: "You know why," I gave her a death stare from the mirror that was above me.
Remas: "Tara Jassim chathab, ma gilta,"
Jassim: "Ana chathab ya chathaba?"
Remas: "Eeehh, ana mathlooma!" She pouted.
Jassim: "Entay mathlooma? Entay el thalmaa a9lan,"
Manal: "Hahaha, 7aram 3alik Jassim, 5ala9 Remas wala tiz3leen, 7abebtyy entay,"
Bader: "Ana madre shilsalfa bs bath7ak ma3akom 3aba6, Hahahaha, yallah 5al9ina soogay, bs itha mit r7 athbi7ich,"
Manal: "Wait, wait, bafham, shlon itha mit r7 tithba7ni, ya3ni mo mayet?" I mocked him.
Bader: "Shut up and drive miss 'Smarty pants'!!"
Manal: "Hahaha, okay okay yallah, bismilah!!" I started the car.







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I drove and speeded up, I was having the time of my life. Bader kept telling me to slow down but I skipped him. I played the radio and started to sing along, they all laughed at how crazy I went and whenever Bader told me I was crazy I would go like 'YOLO dude'. I was really having fun, it was the best day ever, I really enjoyed it.

At last we got there, I parked the car and got out.


Manal: "Remas ta3alay ma3ay, baroo7 3ind Spirit,"
Remas: "Okay," She smiled and followed me.


I was about to walk away when Bader called out.


Bader: "Manal!!!"
Manal: "Hala?!"
Bader: "Aren't you forgetting something?!"
Manal: "What?!" I knew what he meant, it was his keys, but I played stupid.
Bader: "My keys!!" He snapped.
Manal: "Mo 3indii," I lied, as I began to blink faster.
Bader: "Waina?!"
Manal: "3ind Jassim," I continued to lie.
Jassim: "Ya na9abaaa, mo 3indii,"


Bader gave me a death stare..


Bader: "Jassim ebser3a, HOLD HER!!!!" He yelled.


Bader was on the other side of the car, so Jassim was closer to me and that's why he told Jassim to hold me.


I was about to run when Jassim held me.

Manal: "WA5R JASSIM, WA5R, JASSIM!!!" I tried to push Jassim but I couldn't.


Manal: "JASSIM IT'S NOT FAIR, WA5RRRR JASOOM, PLEASE PLEASE!!"


He just laughed.


Manal: "Remas come tickle Jassim, EBSER3AAA, PLEASE REMAASSSSS!!" I tried to move but Jassim was stronger than me.


Remas was about to come when Jassim threatened her.

Jassim: "Remas ta3alay 3ashan ilwa3d ily wa3atich yah eb daar Manal ma asawii,"
Remas: "La 5ala9 5ala9," She moved away.
Manal: "AYYY WA3D??! REMAAASSSSS, LAAAAA TA3AALAAAYY!!" I tried to move.
Jassim: "Hahaha!!" He laughed evilly.



Jassim just laughed at me as Bader came and tickled me and took his keys from my pocket. Bader never hit me, and I knew he would never think of hitting me, he wasn't like other guys. He used his brain not his hands.


Bader: "3ashan tit3alimaan,"

Bader and Jassim laughed at me.

Manal: "Mashii Jassim, mashii,"
Jassim: "Yomaaa, tara a5af min i5tik Badoor,"
Manal: "En6r 3alay, Mashii Jassim,"


I walked towards the shed where my horse was, and Remas was walking near me.


Manal: "Remas shno galich Jassim lama kina bil daar?"
Remas: "Goolay wallah ma r7 etgoolen ena giltlich!!"
Manal: "Inshallah!! Yallah goolay,"
Remas: "Galii itha 6ala3t min il daar, ywadeeni il al3aab!!" She smiled.
Manal: "Ahaa okay okay, yallah emshay asra3,"



I entered to find Spirit, I smiled at his sight.
Spirit was breath taking, he was a white horse. I stroke his face gently and then rubbed my face against his and kissed him. I always believed that Spirit understood me, like he could understand whatever I told him, I would always come here and complain to Spirit, he knew everything. And I knew it was impossible that he would tell anyone, hahaha, he couldn't even talk to even think of telling anyone. My secrets were safe with him.


Manal: "I missed you," I whispered the words to Spirit as I smiled.



Remas stood there and rubbed Spirit.
I had to get my helmet and boots on to ride Spirit. I then decided to go get my boots and helmet so I could ride him but I was startled by..........





















 

Chapter 2 - Colorful Love

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The guests began to come and I greeted them, I was really happy. My mouth was really aching from the smiles that kept stretching upon my face.






Manal: "Sybel, Sybel, Sybel my mum wants you, Sybel!" I was calling for Sybel while walking into the kitchen.


(Sybel is my nanny)





I went into the kitchen and looked around, I spotted Rosy washing the dishes.


(Rosy is my other nanny)





Manal: "Rosy, Where is Sybel?! I have been an hour calling her!!" I exaggerated in complain.

Rosy: "Ai naku Manal, I don't know, you see me GPS??!" She snapped her words at me with her filipino accent.



( Ai naku is a Filipino word meaning 'Oh My God'. Btw I don't speak filipino my nanny helped me with all the filipino words, hahaha ;p )




Rosy has been over 15 years with our family, I consider her as a mother, since she is older than my mum. Rosy is over protective and anywhere I go I was forced, by Bader, to take her with me. I loved Rosy, she was really sweet and funny, but sometimes I get on her nerves. When we were young Rosy would always try to keep Rakan away from Bader and I, but she knew that Bader and I were really naughty and loved to go on adventures and make trouble. She knew us well and we could never trick her, she knew us too well, she had experience with us. I trusted Rosy very much and she never did anything that was against my parents. She took care of us when we were young and she would always catch us doing our crazy adventures.














Flashback......




Bader: "E7MMM E7MM!!" He said it while glaring at me with a toothy smile.
Manal: "Fine, you did it, now stop showing off and move it, we don't wanna get caught,"
Bader: "Okay, stop ordering me miss 'I know everything'!"
Manal: "And you stop calling me that mr. 'show off'!!"
Bader: "Fine!"
Manal: "Yallah, get on the chair before Rosy gets here," I moaned in my childish voice.
Bader: "Okay okay, stop ordering me around," He complained in his childish voice.



Bader stood on the chair and tried to reach for the matches. He stretched his arm out as far as he could, but he was too short.



Manal: "Come on Bader, come one!!" I tried to encourage him to get the matches.
Bader: "I'm trying, I'm trying, ehhhhhh, ehhhhhhhhhh...." He tried to stretch his arm out further.


Bader stood on his toes and kept stretching his arms out trying to reach for the matches. He suddenly touched the corner of the box of matches.


Manal: "Go Bader, yallah, you're almost there, come on!" I kept on encouraging him, while jumping up and down, my shoes kept beaming out red lights.


Bader started to wiggle his fingers. He tried to push himself up using his toes to get the matches.


Bader: "I GOT IT!!!" He yelled while grabbing the matches from over the microwave.


He then jumped done the chair, his shoes beaming out with red lights. He was wearing the same brand of shoes I had on.


Bader: "See, I told you I was strong!!" He glared at me with a smile again, while showing me his muscles.


I put my hand on my waist and gave him a death stare.


Manal: "Are you done mr. 'show off'?!"
Bader: "You're just jealous," He pulled his head up.
Manal: "Not true,"
Bader: "Yes you are, you're not strong as I am!" He smiled.
Manal: "Stop it!" I stamped my foot against the concrete floor and my shoes beamed out with red lights.


Bader then pulled his tongue out and pulled a face at me.




Suddenly a voice startled us.....




........: "You naughty kids, what you doing here?!" The voice was familiar, it was said in a filipino accent.




We both jumped, turning around to find Rosy standing. I quickly hide the plastic bag filled with fireworks behind my back and Bader hide the matches behind his back. We were scared that Rosy would take them away from us.




Bader and I didn't answer, we kept quiet.


Rosy: "Bader, Manal, What you doing in here? What dat behind your back?!" Her english wasn't so good.
Manal: "Nothing Nanny Rosy," I lied innocently while blinking unstoppably.
Rosy: "You see me stupid Manal, show me what behind your back!"


I didn't move.


Rosy came closer to us trying to see what was behind our backs. Rosy then stopped right in front of us, and stared at us. We were caught red handed.



Rosy: "Ohhhh bata, what dis, show me!"

I refused to show her what was behind my back.



( Bata is a filipino word meaning young or child )




Bader looked at me and swallowed his throat as his eyes widened, his eyes then started to move left to right. He then stopped and stared at the door. He then looked at me and smiled evilly.
He was up to something...


He then suddenly started to scratch his throat while staring at me.
I looked at him in puzzelment, I didn't understand what he meant.
 
Bader started to scratch his throat faster.


It suddenly hit me....
I understood what he meant.



( When we were young, Bader and I had our own language, everything we did meant something and only Bader and I knew what it meant. When he scratched his throat or when I scratched my throat, it meant RUN!!! We had our own language, no one understood it except us. )



Rosy: "Manal, show me what's dat behind your back!"  Rosy demanded as she stood there with her legs wide open, Rosy always stood with her legs wide open, I never knew why.



Bader then closed his eyes tightly and opened them... (Meaning NOW)


I quickly ran and slide between Rosy's legs while clutching on the plastic bag filled with fireworks. Bader went from her right side with the box of matches in his hands. We ran to the door and made our way out while Rosy ran after us.


Our shoes beamed out with red lights as we ran out of the shaleh and made our way to the sea...










Back to the present....



I was interrupted by my thoughts by the sound of Rosy's voice.



Rosy: "Manal, Manal, helloooo!" She waved her hand in front of my face.
Manal: "Haaa?" I jumped.
Rosy: "What's wrong wd you?" She asked.
Manal: "Nothing," I smiled.


I suddenly heard noises of movement from Sybel's room that was next to the kitchens door.


Manal: "Sybel is in her room?!" I asked.
Rosy: "I don't know, how many times I say I don't know, Me no GPS offffff! Ai naku ........................." She continued to complain in filipino as she washed the dishes, but I didn't understand a word she said.


I left Rosy to continue blabbering and groaning and slowly walked towards Sybel's room.


I could hear Sybel's voice, she was talking to someone. I walked closer to her room trying to over hear and figure out who she was talking to.



Sybel: "No, no I can't, Madam will get angry at me Danilo. I know Danilo, I know!" Sybel whispered out the words.




Who's is she talking to?! Could it be her boyfriend?!!! But Sybel wouldn't do anything like that!


My heart began to beat faster, I was shocked of what I was hearing.


I continued to listen....

Sybel: "Danilo please understand, Madam will get mad at me, this no joking, then me pregnant!" Her english wasn't really good. She continued to whisper her words out.



PREGNANT???!! That has to be her boyfriend. Why Sybel? Why?? My mum put all her trust in you.



I continued to listen...


Sybel: "Okay, I will try Danilo! Okay don't get mad at me, I said okay. Give me address, where? okay. Yes, yes, I know. Okay, okay..." I could hear her scribble down the address on a piece of paper.







Suddenly someone poked my back.




I jumped from my place, my heart about to explode from fear. I turned around to find Jawa, Leena, Lamar and Noor...



Jawa and Leena were my best friends...
Noor and Lamar were my cousins and my best friends....


Jawa: "Kaaaaaaaaaak you should've seen your face!!" She was laughing.


Leena tried to speak but words couldn't come out, she was laughing.


Noor: "Hahaha I really should've pictured you and put it on Youtube, you would have got like a million views." She continued to laugh.

Lamaar couldn't stop laughing, she pressed her palm against her stomach and kept laughing.


Manal: "Bs 3ad!! Wallah enkom 7aywanat, you scared the hell out of me!!!!!!!" My heart was still beating faster.
Jawa: "Hahaha, you deserved that, shno ga3da etsaween 3ind daar il 3ama Sybel?"
Manal: "Usshhhhhhh chubaw!"
Leena: "Shfeech?"
Manal: "Il 3ama Sybel ga3da itklem 7abeebha!!"
Lamar: "Shno????!!!!! Kaaaaaaaaaaaak!!!" She laughed loudly.
Manal + Jawa + Leena + Noor: "Ushhhhhh!!"
Lamar: "Inzain inzain, ikloni ba3ad!!" She yelled.
Manal + Jawa + Leena + Noor: "Ushhhhhhhh!!"
Lamar: "Okay, okay," She whispered.



We slowly continued to listen to what Sybel was saying...


Sybel: "Okay Danilo, Saturday I will see if I can go, I say ok!"

We were all holding our laughs.

Sybel: "Hehehehe Mahal kita Danilo!"


( Mahal kita is a filipino word meaning I love you ).


Sybel: "Bye bye,"




We all rushed to run as soon as we heard the word 'Bye'. Our heels made loud noises against the marble floor.


We ran outside and joined the rest of the guests, we were still laughing.




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Jawa was a really sweet girl, she was really open minded and she had a kind heart. She loved doing crazy things and spying and all of that, also did Leena. They were my two crazy, best friends ever. Jawa always had this addiction to vimto, i never knew why, she just adores it. Leena is a unique friend, you can just trust her with anything. They are both just too G O R G E O U S .... I loved them, they turn my frown upside down. They are on F9LA MOOD 24/7 :D


Noor is a really sweet cousin, she knows everything about me and she knows me from my eyes. She can tell if im lying or if im sad. She is my twin, my other half, I loved her, she was as crazy as Juju (Jawa) and Layoona (Leena). Noor is so sweet wallah i just adore her <3.<3


Lamar was a scardy cat, she was close minded, she refused to do all our crazy plans and actions, she was always scared we would get caught. She was the one who advised us and told us what was best. I loved her like i loved the rest.



Jawa, Leena, Noor, Lamar and I were so close, we would do everything together. We were all in the same school and we were all best friends while Noor and Lamar were my cousins and best friends.




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Noor: "Ambaaay il 3ama Sybel yanat!!" She laughed.
Lamar: "R7 etgoolen 7g omich Manool?!" She asked.
Manal: "Wallah madre, should I??!"
Lamar: "Yeah, tell her, it's for the best,"
Jawa: "La, 5ali il 3ama Sybel it3eesh 7ayat'ha,"
Leena: "Eeeh wallah, I agree with Jawa,"
Noor: "So do I," Noor grinned.
Manal: "Hahaha, bs wallah 6a7at min 3anii hal 3ama Sybel!"
Lamar: "Manal la tismi3een kalamhom, hathool em7ashisheen, wallah, goolay 7g omich a7san,"
Jawa: "Lamoor chub, shfeech? 5aleeha il 3ama Sybel ebroo7ha, 5at 3eesh 7ayat'ha,"
Lamar: "La Jawa lazim engool hag 5alti Haya, w itha ra7at shafit hatha Dinda, Dinooli, Dindawa,"
Leena: "Danilo** Fashaltena fashaltena,"
Lamar: "Eeehhh ana shdarani?! Danilo hatha, ymken esawii feeha shay, ma tadreen, roo7ay goolay 7ag 5altyy,"
Manal: "Lamooor chill!!"
Lamar: "Offfff bs 5ala9, kaifkom, bs itha 9ar shay ana mali shi'3il,"
Manal: "Inzian inzain," I said. "Eeehh banat kint bagoolokom,"
Jawa: "Shno?!" She snapped.
Manal: "Ni6ray 3alay,"
Jawa: "Eeehh goolay!!" Jawa was always an impatient girl.
Manal: "Shfeech? Hahaha, hold your horses girl,"
Jawa: "R7 etgoolen wela shlon?!"
Manal: "Jawa chubay shway, bacher baroo7 il mazra3a, bashoof Spirit, ta3alaw ma3ay,"
Jawa: "WANASA!!!!" She yelled.
Noor: "I'm coming!!" She gave me a huge smile.
Leena: "I'll have to ask my mum, but i'm not sure," Leena was scared of Spirit but she never admitted it.
Manal: "Okay and you Lamoor?!"
Lamar: "I'm scared of Spirit, he is so fierce," Lamar never liked my horse, she was too scared of him.
Jawa: "Chub Lamoor, 7adich 3ala Spirit!"
Lamar: "He is!!"
Jawa: "Is not!!"
Lamar: "IS!!!"
Jawa: "NOT!!"
Manal: "Stop it guys!!! And Lamoor my horse isn't fierce, you're just a scardy cat," I pulled a face.


Lamar gave me a death stare.


Noor: "JUJU!!!"
Jawa: "HAA???!!"
Noor: "Guess what?!"
Jawa: "WHAT??!"
Noor: "I think there is some Vimto!!"
Jawa: "VIMTOOO <3____<3!!!!"


Jawa left us and ran to the foods side searching for her Vimto.


We all laughed at how crazy Jawa was about Vimto.....