Chapter 19 - Colorful Love

Heyyyy,

1- This post is dedicated to March and all the people that were born in March!!<3

2- Wallahhh JAD I love you guys!! You always know how to make my day and draw a smile on my face, ALLAH LA YI7RIMNIIII!!!!!!

3- THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHH FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO STOOD NEXT TO ME AND SUPPORTED ME!!! Walllaahhhhh a7ibkooommmm<3

4- Oh and P.S: LIFE WITHOUT YOU GUYS WOULD SERIOUSLY SUCK!! YOU TAUGHT ME A LOT<3


5- Dedicated specially to @ATEnezii !! HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY!!! No words can describe my love to you:c A7BICHHHH <3 At last ur one year older yaaayyyyy enjoy it baby!! I ADORE YOU!!:(


I'll leave you to enjoy
Love ya xxx













We walked towards the house door and rang the bell, suddenly someone unlocked it and opened the door for us, I was surprised to find my aunt.



Manal: "5altyy Hana?!"
Bader: "5alty Hana ish9ayir?!"
5alty Hana: "Entaw dishaw w Haya r7 etfahimkom!"
(Haya Om Manal..)


We all went in, I kissed my aunt on her cheek and turned around to find Lamaar and Noor,


Sa3ad: "Yallah Ana mashy Bader!"
Mum: "La Sa3ad ta3al, ent wa7d mina w feena, dish dish!"
Sa3ad: "La 5altyyy, Ana chi chi mashyy!"
Mum: "Tara Yma az3al 3alik, 3aib may9eer, dish ya iwladyy!"
Sa3ad: "La ila za3alich, 5ala9 5ala9!"



Sa3ad came in and we all sat down on the couch, Bader, Noor, Lamaar, Jassim, Sa3ad, Rakan and I. My parents and aunt stood in front of us,
(Noor & Lamaar are Manal's cousins, I mentioned this but I'm just reminding you)



Manal: "Yma ish9ayir?!"
Noor: "Yma Ishfeekom?!"
Bader: "Yma Laish emyam3atna?!"
Dad: "Sim3oona eb 7oodo2! Ya 3yalyy i7na mi6areen ensafer!"
Lamaar: "Kilikom?!:c"
Manal: "Laish?!"
Jassim: "Wain?!"
Rakan: "Ish7aga?!"
Mum: "Sim3oona Allah y5aleekom!"
Dad: "Il youm ily 6af i7na ma kina eb hotel kina bil mostashfa, omkom mareetha w ma 7abaina en5ari3kom 3ashan chii ma gilna!" My dads tears began to fall and my mum had no control of herself, she cried, and so did my aunt.
Manal: "Marath shno?!" My tears gathered.
Dad: "9ara6aan!"
Rakan: "SHNO???:o"



Kanat 9adma, kil a7ad tifaja2, ma kint em9adga 7asait china wa7da sakni kaf, rikatht 3ind omi w 7a6ait rasyy eb 7ithinha w bichait.




5altyy Hana: "Kilina r7 nogaf ma3aha w r7 tit3alaj bithnallah w bema ena 9aif w mako dawam, w ma7ad feekom ma5ith 9aifyy, fa gilna etimoon ma3 ba3th a7san! 3ashan etkoonon ma3 ba3th w ma ti7tajoon shay, r7 en5aly mabla'3 weyakom, w itha i7tajtaw ba3ad r7 endizlikom, w 3ashan il bait may kafii kilikom, lil a7san etroo7on tig3idoon bil shaleh, kilikom!"
Dad: "R7 endig 3alikom w en6aminkom, lat 7atoon! Kalamt obook Jassim w Dara 3an il salfa, w a9ar inik tig3ad ma3ahom 3ashan etsa3idhom, abeekom etwagfoon ma3 ba3th! Lazim enkoon bil ma6ar il sa3a 9 il 9ib7, 6ayaratna il sa3a 12:30pm w nabeekom kila ma3 ba3ath, lat hidoon ba3ath, 7ata ent ya Sa3ad, meta ma qidart mirhom il shaleh w 5alik wiyahom!"
Sa3ad: "7athr 3ami, w bachr min 9iba7 Allah 5air Ana 3indikom, r7 awa9ilkom il ma6aar, w lat 7atii r7 atim weyahom!" He looked at the ground.



My tears began to fall I couldn't believe what I just heard, I was scared, I didn't want to lose my mum. Noor and Lamaar came and hugged my mum and cried. The guys tried trapping their tears but some of them failed.



That night we all slept around my mum, I slept on her lap, Rakan on her shoulder, Bader next to her. Sa3ad left and so did Noor and Lamaar with 5altyy Hana, Jassim slept on the couch which was nearby while Remas slept in my room not knowing of what happened.



I didn't want my mum to travel, but I wanted her to defeat her disease, I wanted to go with them, but I knew my parents wouldn't agree. I felt crushed, lonely, scared, I couldn't get enough of my mums smell, the whole night and my tears just made their way down my face and on my mums lap ruining my mums clothes.









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I woke up at 6am having a huge headache from crying, they were all fast asleep. I looked at my mum and saw how tired she looked, I felt guilty and all I wanted was to cry more and more. I got up trying not to wake up anyone, I held my phone and headphones and walked outside to the garden. I sat down on the swing, closed my eyes and listened to music as I cried,





(I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you...)





Suddenly I felt someone sit next to me, I opened my eyes to find Bader. I took my headphones off and put my head on his shoulder and hugged him as I cried, he hugged me back and kissed my forehead.




Bader: "Lat 5afeen!" He calmed me down, I felt the sadness in his voice.
Manal: "Bader mama r7 etrid 97? Ma r7 etmoot omy 97?!" I sat up.
Bader: "Shhhhh lat goolen chithy, az3al 3alich!"


I put my head back down and continued to cry, I felt Bader's tears fall on my head but I didn't say a word.



.....: "Manal? Bader?!"



We looked up to find Rakan, he joined us on the swing and we just put our heads on each others shoulders and slept.








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.....: "Mamaa? 7abaybee? Yallah goomaw! Manal? Bader? Rakan?!" I heard someone's voice, I slowly opened my eyes to find my mum. "Yallah goomaw 3ashan tif6iroon ba3dain etwa9loona il ma6ar!"
Bader: "Inshallah Yma!"
Mum: "Sim3ooni, ma abeekom 6ool il wa8t tabchoon w tig3idoon za3laneen, Ana baroo7 at3alaj!!! Entaw r7 etsa3dooni wela etzidoon il tha8t 3alay?!"
Rakan: "Nabi ensa3dich Yma!"
Mum: "5ala9 3ayal, mabeekom za3laneen, yallah thi7kaw!"



We faked a smile and got up to wash our faces and get ready,



Mum: "Rakan! Ta3al bakalmik shway!"



Rakan sat back down to talk to my mum.







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Omyy w Rakan ti9ali7aw, Rakan 9ar ensaan thanyy, ta'3ayar wayed w gilt 7q omyy kil shay, w shlon 9ar 6ayeb w wayed zain, shift i3yoonha tilma3 w Ana agoolaha, istanisat wayeedd!!


Wada3na Omyyy w obooyyy w 5altyy w rayilha w safiraw San'3afowra...
(San'3afowra is one of the best places 7q 3ilaj il 9ara6aan!!! My relative went there and defeated cancer!!!!)


Kint 7ail met'thayga,
Ma kint abeehom yiroo7oon..
Kan wedyy aroo7 wiyahom bs ma rithaw!:(





Sa3ad: "Yallahhh Emshaw baridkom il bait 3ashan etzahboon a'3rathkom 3ashan enroo7 il shaleh!! Yallahhh bs la tabchoon, ishgalat 5altyy?!"
Bader: "Yallahh mishanaa!" Bader held my hand and I put my head on his shoulders and we walked back to the car.





Jassim 5atha Remas w rad bait'hom 3ashan yzahib a'3ratha, w ana w Rakan w Bader radaina il bait, w zahbna a'3rathna!






Bader: "Yallahhh Manal sar3ayyy!"
Manal: "Laish mista3yil, 9aber!"
Rakan: "Lamaar w Noor ga3 yan6iroona ishfeech?! Yallahhhh!!"
Manal: "Kani kani!!" I walked down the stairs.
Bader: "Sa3ad ent emzahib a'3rathik?!"
Sa3ad: "Eeehhh min ams, w kalamt omyy w fahamt'ha kil shay w galatlyy atim ma3akom w betdizlina '3ada ilyoum ma3 il sayeg!"
Bader: "Mo ila eta3ib 3omrha, ya36eeha il 3afya!"
Sa3ad: "La ta3ab wala shay, iskit i7na i5wan!"
Bader: "7abebyyy wallah!"
Rakan: "5ala9taw? Ma nisataw shay?!"
Manal: "Laa ma nisaina!"
Bader: "Rosyyyy!!! Sybeeellll!!!! Yallahhh ya Rosyyyy 5al9eena!"
Rosy: "What you always shout, little little, what's wrong?!"
Manal: "We want to go Rosy, yallahhh! Where is Sybel?!"
Rosy: "You see me GPS? I don't know!"
Rakan: "Beeiihhhh ma minich fayda, ya Sybeell!"
Sybel: "Comingggg!" She yelled.
Rakan: "Way3aa!!"



5athaina sayartain, sayart Bader w Sa3ad, Ana w Bader eb sayara w sa3ad w Rakan ma3 Rosy w Sybel eb sayara!
Ana w Bader maraina Noor w Lamaar, w Rakan w Sa3ad mashyeen warana..



Bader: "Alo hala Jassom!" Kan 7a6 speaker.
Jassim: "Hala hala!"
Bader: "Tabeena enmirik?!"
Jassim: "La Ana bayey eb sayartyy, w bayeeb Remas, 3ashan etha i7tajt arid aw shay, sayarti etkoon mawjooda!!"



Faka!! A7san, 5al yiyi eb roo7a:&



Bader: "3ala ra7tik, yallah enshoofik minak, ma3 il salama!"
Jassim: "Ma3 il salama!"




6ool il 6ireej w Ana mali 5ilg shay, kint met'thayga 7ail 3ala omyy, ma at5ayal 7ayatii min doonha, Ana il7een? W mishtagatlaha!:(

Bader 7awal ytha7ikni bs mo7awalata kanat fashla..









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Wi9alna il shaleh, Ana w Noor w Lamaar kina eb '3orfa, w Sa3ad w Bader eb '3orfa w Rakan w Jassim eb '3orfa! Remas kanat titnagal, kil youm etnam 3ind wa7d feena..



Nazlna ashya2na w 9a3adna, ga3adna enratibhom bil kabat,

Daarna kanat Akbar daar bil shaleh, feeha king size bed w single bed. Il bajii bs feehom king size bed.


Manal: "Ana 3ind il direesha!!"
Noor: "Ana yamich!"
Lamaar: "Allah ya5ithkom:( ya3ni Ana ebroo7i?:c"
Manal: "La wa5ray il night stand w garbay il frash, ya3ni lazgeehom ma3 ba3ath!"
Lamaar: "Okaayyyy:D"




9afa6 a'3rathyyy w 7a6at'hom bil kabat, ba3dain 5athait my beats w nzalt ag3ad 3al ba7ar, sha'3alt a'3ani w libast my beats, il jaw kan naarrrrr, w il ba7ar kan 3ajeeb, madre shlon il ba7ar ysta7mil ysma3 kil himoom il nas, w may ga6i3 a7ad, w ba3ad ma etgoola sirik, mosta7eel ygoola 7g a7ad, ya rait il ba7ar ensaan...






Faj2a wela a7ad y'3a6ii 3anii...













My Own Area...





كل واحد فينه عنده أسراره الخاصة
كأنه قلوبنا فيها خزاين مقفوله اب مفاتيح
نفتحها وقت مانبي وأطلع منها هل سر ولا هذاك
ونرد عقب إنسكر عليها
بس في أسرار لي إطلعت؟ مانقدر نرد نقفل عليها!

وبعد ما الأسرار القديمة تنكشف تصدمنا وتقهرنا
ونتمنى لو ظلت بقلوبنا أو بقلوب أصحابها
إلي طلعوها اب وقت؟ مو وقته!

وفي أسرار نحتفظ فيها بين الملاحف
والمخده الي تشهد قصصنا يوم بعد يوم
وتشرب دموعنا ولا نقدر نتحرر منها
إلا لما نشوف أحد همه كبر همنا..!





Hope you enjoyed...

Chapter 18 - Colorful Love

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Ha? Taboonnnn il post?
La 5ala9 mako mako!
Okay okay! Yma kilatooniii:c
Hahaha yallah enjoy guys!
Oh and this is dedicated to the BIRTHDAY GURLLLLL<3 Happy Birthday @iloveblog2 !!!!!!!! ENJOY IT!!!!!!


I love you xxx














Bader: "5ala9 7thr il7een a5ali9 w aroo7 ayeeblich 5a6 Ana w sa3ood!"
Manal: "Baroo7 ma3aakkk:("
Bader: "LAA!!"
Manal: "Eeeh shlon? Banagi il ra8am!:("
Bader: "Zain 5ala9 roo7ay libsay 3ala man 5ali9 il li3ba!"
Manal: "Thank you, thank you, thank you!!" I kissed him on the cheek and went to get dressed.





I wore my pink, gold studded, skinny pants with a light grey shirt and my grey Toms, I left my long hair down and I filled my hands with bracelets and rings.



I then grabbed my pink bag and my phone and ran downstairs, Jassim was still on the phone trying to solve all the problems I caused, yeah well, he deserved it!




I made my way to Bader,
They were still playing.



Manal: "Ha mno faz?"
Bader: "ANAAA FIZTTT 3ALIHHH!!" He smiled.
Sa3ad: "7ABEBYYYY ENT 5ASRAAAANNNNN!" He laughed.
Bader: "Ya3ni ila etfashilni jidam i5ti?!"
Manal: "Kaaakkkk w etgoolha eb thiqa ba3ad!:')"
Sa3ad: "Madre 3anaaahhh il7een 9ar om il bristeejjjj!"
Bader: "Agool 6errr zain, Yallahhh Ana baroo7 albis!"
Manal: "Eehhh yallah roo7, Yal ma95ara!" I laughed.
Bader: "A7777! Gadhaaa?!"
Sa3ad: "Kaaaakkk ma95iritik Yal hozo2!"
Bader: "Roo7ayyy badlaayyy roo7ay, mako 5a6 w mako 6al3a, w Ana ily kint ba3asheech, roo7ay roo7ay mo kafo!"
Manal: "Laaaaa Badoor, mo gadhaa wallahhhh, sorry sorry, Sa3ad il ma95ara, mo ent!" I quickly said.
Bader: "3abalii ba3ad!" He laughed and went to get dressed.



Sa3ad looked at me and lifted his eyebrows,


Manal: "Shno?:c" I innocently said.
Sa3ad: "Sa3ad il ma95ara ha?!"
Manal: "Laaaa:c ent mash 3ashan Bader, wallahhhh bs chii!!" I explained.
Sa3ad: "Adre adre at'3ashmar!" He chuckled and I smiled. "3ala may 5ali9 Badoor hatha china 3aroos, sa3a yalbis, til3ibeen?"
Manal: "Okay!!:D bs shlon al3ab!?:("
Sa3ad: "Gi3dayy gi3dayy!!" He patted the carpet gesturing me to sit there.


I sat down,


Sa3ad: "Sim3ayyy........." And he explained the whole game to me.


Sa3ad: "Ha iw9alat il ma3looma?!"
Manal: "Eehh iw9alat!:D" I smiled.
Sa3ad: "Yallah enshoof sha6artich!"
Manal: "Bs shway shway 3alay, Tara awal Mara al3ab Hal li3ba:(!"
Sa3ad: "Inzain inzain!" He laughed.




We began to play and to my surprise I was the lucky one, I got all the cards i needed and I was winning, however on the other side, Sa3ad was losing.




Manal: "Fizzztttt fizzzttttt!!!" I jolted out in happiness.
Sa3ad: "Tara 7ath lat 9adgeen roo7ich!"
Manal: "Shako, u9lan 6ala3t expert bil li3ba!!" I laughed.
Sa3ad: "Agool 5alni sakit bs!"
Manal: "Shno gool yallah!"
Sa3ad: "Ha? La 5ala9 wala shay, Eehhh fiztayyy fiztayyy!"




Chan ydish Bader,




Bader: "Mishanaa?!"
Sa3ad: "Eehhhh yallah!"
Manal: "Badoor Badoor!!" I ran towards him, "Fizt 3ala Sa3ad bil li3baaa!!" I bared my teeth at him.
Bader: "9ij wallah?!"
Manal: "Eehhh Eehhh wallahhhh!!!"



Sa3ad laughed.



Bader: "Jassim biyeeey wiyana?!"
Manal: "Ha? Laaa laaa 3inda shi'3il china!"


Suddenly Jassim came,


Jassim: "Ay shi'3il? Wain betroo7on?!"
Manal: "Offfff ebtalashna!"
Jassim: "Shno?!"
Manal: "La salamtik!"
Bader: "Binroo7 nishtirii 5a6 7g Manal!"
Jassim: "5a6? Laish?!"
Manal: "Laish tis2al wayed?!"
Bader: "Tabi tiyey?!"
Jassim: "La yam 3awad, bag3ad, aroo7 w feeh nas 7agdeen 3alay! Laish?!"
Sa3ad: "Ishda3waaa? Laish 7agda 3alik?!"
Jassim: "Madre 3anha!"



Bader and Sa3ad laughed and we walked out of the house, leaving Jassim behind.

Thank god he didn't come.



Manal: "BADERRRR!:c"
Bader: "Adre shno betgoolen, mako, ma r7 etsoogen!"
Manal: "Offff Laish Laish?:("
Bader: "Mabi amoot ya a5yy '3a9ib?"
Manal: "Offffff:'("


Sa3ad laughed.


Manal: "Bs tith7ak?!:c zain iqni3a!:("
Sa3ad: "9ara7tan wallah Ana mabi amoot ya3ni!" He laughed.
Manal: "Ahaaa metafgeen 3alaayyy 97?!:c"


They both laughed.






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Bader: "Ha? Ay ra8am tabeen?"
Manal: "Madre ayho 7ilo? Hatha wela hatha?!" I pointed on the sheet which I was holding that was filled with numbers.
Bader: "Madre Kafich, bs yallah 5a9eena!"
Manal: "Ent ma minik fayda! Sa3ad ayho 7ilo?!"
Sa3ad: "I5thay hatha, 7ilo!" He pointed on a number.
Manal: "Eehhh 5ala9 ba5ith ily gilt 3anah!"
Bader: "5alaaa9?!"
Manal: "Eehhh!!" I grinned.
Bader: "Akeed?!"
Manal: "Eeehhh akeed!" I smiled.
Bader: "Mashyy!"



Bader went and did everything and bought the line while I waited with Sa3ad,


After 10 minutes,


Bader: "Yallahh emshaw!"



We got into the car,



Bader: "Ha wain taboon nit3asha?!"
Manal: "Bader Bader Bader???!"
Bader: "HALAAA?!"
Manal: "Mishtahya Marble Slab, tikfa lat ridni!"
Bader: "Ana gilt 3asha ma gilt barid!"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha 7aram lat ridha, emsh 5an wadeeha!!"
Manal: "Eeehhhh eehhhh pweaasssee!"
Bader: "Yallahhhh shno warana ba3ad!"
Manal: "Yaaayyyy!" I giggled.
Sa3ad: "Manal 7i6ay i'3niya!!"
Manal: "Zain 3a6ni il AUX!"
Sa3ad: "Hachh!" He handed it to me.
Manal: "Shno taboon?!"
Bader: "Kafich!"
Manal: "Ummm Eehhh eehh sim3aw hathi!"



(Tawna 3al bar ma '3agana, tawna ma thibna w 3ashagna, il ray rayik low tabeeha farga abshir iftaragni! Weyaaakkkk Ana weyaakkk hawna bahhh min il 3inwan.....)





We arrived at Marble Slab and went in,



.......: "Hello Ma'am, Hello Sir, Welcome to Marble Slab, what ice cream flavor would you like?!"
Manal: "Coffee flavor for me please!"
Bader: "Give me Strawberry!"
.....: "And for you Sir!" He asked Sa3ad.
Sa3ad: "Ha? Ishdaranii, ummm sha5ith?!"
Bader: "Kafik, kaho jidamik! Nagii!"
Manal: "Shno et7ib?!"
Sa3ad: "Madre, entay shno ma5tha?!"
Manal: "3ala Gahwa!"
Sa3ad: "Eehhh 5ala9 6ilbeelyy mithlich!"
Manal: "Make it two coffee please!"
......: "Sure Ma'am! What would you like on your strawberry ice cream Sir?!"
Bader: "Snickers and twix!"
......: "Anything else?!"
Bader: "No!"



The waiter began to crush the chocolates into the ice cream and mix them together, he then put it in an ice cream cup.




.....: "Here you go Sir?" He handed Bader his ice cream, "And for you Ma'am?!"
Manal: "Ummm I want Oreo, Beuno and Maltesers!"
.....: "Right away!!" He began to crush and mix them with the ice cream, he then put it in an ice cream cup and handed it to me.
Manal: "Thank youuuu!!!" I smiled.
.....: "Thank you Ma'am, and for you Sir?!"
Sa3ad: "The same as her!" He looked at me gesturing to the waitress.
.....: "Hahahaha you are very cute together, very nice couple, he copies you in everything!"
Bader: "Heyyy baba china nisatni, 7abebyyy Ana her brother, ishfii omik ent?!"
.....: "Oh reallyyyy?!"
Bader: "Eehhh really, 5ali9 la abi6 3anik 7abebyy!"


I laughed,

He made Sa3ads ice cream and handed it to him, we then payed and sat down, enjoying our ice creams.





Bader: "Ha 7ifath'tay ra8mich il yideed?!"
Manal: "Laaa:("
Bader: "7ifthyyy 7ifthyyyy, wallah ta3abt w Ana a3eedlich yah, yr7am omik Sa3ad 7afith'ha!!"
Sa3ad: "Sim3ayyy jim3ay awal ra8am ma3 il ra8am tis3a, r7 ya36eech thani ra8main, ba3dain nag9ayy thani ra8main min il ra8am il awal ya36eech il ra8main il...." I interrupted him.
Manal: "Heeyyy heyyy wait, Ana ba7fath wela bag3ad ajma3 w a6ri7 w ag9im min 9ijik, ga3 a7il riyathyat wela physiya Ana, abi a7fitha mabi a7al mas2ala:')"
Bader: "Ana 3indi lich 7al a7la, 3eedyy 3ashir maraat w ta7fitheena!"
Manal: "3ita sab3een alth Mara, mako fayda!"
Bader: "Sa3ad ent Shoof 7al ma3 Hal maynoona hathi, Ana baroo7 il 7amam!" Bader left Sa3ad and I and went to the bathroom.



Manal: "Offfff:( Ana madre Laish emgafla!"
Sa3ad: "Ana 7ifath'taa, mo ra8mi w 7ifath'ta!"
Manal: "Tara mo ga3 etsa3id:(!!"
Sa3ad: "3indi lich fikra, i5thi 5a6i w Ana a5ith 5a6ich, Ana 5a6ii 7adaahhh sahal!"
Manal: "La wallahhh, u9lan kila minik, low mo sam3a kalamik chan ma tiwahagt, ent 5alatni ashtiri Hal 5a6, offff:("
Sa3ad: "Ana Shako? Feeh a7ad 6agich 3ala eedich w i'39ibich? Ya3ni low agoolich gi6ay nafsich bil naar, etgi6een nafsich bil Naar?!"
Manal: "Eeehhhh shasawii il7een sa3idniii offff:(!"
Sa3ad: "Okay sim3ayyy 3eeday warayy!"
Manal: "Yallahhh shno?!"
Sa3ad: "Ana r7 a7fith il ra8am, goolay!"
Manal: "Ana r7 a7fath il ra8am!"
Sa3ad: "Ana.."
Manal: "Ana.."
Sa3ad: "'3abiya!"
Manal: "'3abiy.. Heyyyy heyyy shno? Etgi9 3alaayyy??:c"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha la 5ala9 asif asif, la tiz3leen, sim3ayyy ishrayich taktbeen il ra8am 3ala eedich w kila et6al3eenah w eb Hal 6aree8a r7 ti7feethena ebser3a!"
Manal: "Okayyyy!! 3indik 8alam?!"
Sa3ad: "La! Digeega!" He went to the waitress, "Can I please use a pen?! Just for a little!!"
......: "Here you go Sir!" He handed a pen to Sa3ad, he then sat down.
Sa3ad: "3a6eeni eedich!" He ordered, I pulled out my hand, he held my hand and began to write my number.
Manal: "Ya3ni il7een ent 7afith ra8mi w Ana mo 7afthita?!:("
Sa3ad: "Hahaha ehhh shasawi ba3ad!" He continued to write, I felt the pen move on my hand and I felt the warmth of his fingers against my hand. He then moved away and smiled, I looked to find the number written neatly on my hand. I smiled,



Suddenly Bader came back,


Manal: "Ishfeek Laish 6awalt?!"
Bader: "Kint bil 7amam! Ya3ni ish Hal so2al??!"


I laughed.


Bader: "Yallaaahhh goomaw omyy dagat 3alay tabeena eb mawthoo3 il7een!"
Manal: "Omyy radat il bait?!"
Bader: "Eehhhh!""
Sa3ad: "Zain yallah goomaw!"








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We walked towards the house door and rang the bell, suddenly someone unlocked it and opened the door for us, I was surprised to find........











My Own Area...





أعتذر..
نعم كذبت، كذبت عليك...
كذبت ولم أقصد، كذبت لكي لا أتألم..
كذبت لمصلحتي ومصلحتك، كذبت عليك..
لكي لا أتعذب أكثر، لكي لا أتأمل بالمستحيل..
لكي لا أقع بفخك مرة ثانيه، لكي أهرب..
لكي أمشي خلف عقلي وليس قلبي، لكي لا أضيع..
لكي لا أحلم حلم مستحيل، لكي لا أعشقك أكثر..
لكي لا أدمنك أكثر، لكي أتحكم بنفسي وعقلي..
كذبت عليك ولم أقصد..
كذبت بالسؤال الذي يفزز حنين بداخلي...
كذبت عليك! كذبت بالسؤال الذي غير كل شيئ..

"هل تحبيني؟!"
"لا..!"

وها أنا أكذب عليك مرة ثانيه لأني قررت أنهي كل شي، قررت ادعس على قلبي وأتحكم بمشاعري..
أكذب لأني أحبك..
أعتذر..





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Chapter 17 - Colorful Love

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HAPPPYYYY LATE NATIONAL DAY!! -Lol:::
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Thanks for all the amazing amazing AMAZINGGGG comments wallah JAD I love you, P.S: Tara the story is not over there is a lot to come, nyahahaha I'm sure ur ganna enjoy this!!

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I headed to my room and got changed, I then sat and stared at myself in the mirror as I brushed my long cinnamon hair.





Suddenly there was a knock on the door,


Manal: "Mnooooo???!" I yelled.
........: "Manaal?!" It was a guys voice, but I didn't know who it was, I couldn't recognize the voice.
Manal: "Laaa i7lif, Akeed Manal, ya3ni daryyy ba3ad shno?"
.......: "Asif, bs bi'3ait shay minich itha momken!"
Manal: "Eehhh mno?!" I walked to the door and unlocked it, turned the handle and opened the door.





I was surprised to find Sa3ad, irfeej Bader.



Manal: "Weehhhh asfa 3abali Rakan aw Jassim!"
Sa3ad: "La 3adyy!" He smiled and his eyes sparkled.
Manal: "Ameer shno bi'3ait?!"
Sa3ad: "Eehhh shisma, Bader galyy ena 3indich sha7in Galaxy, l2ana abyy ash7an il Galaxy Mali bs ma3indi sha7an!"
Manal: "Eehhh digeega il7een ayeeblik yah!"




I opened the door and went to look for the charger as Sa3ad looked around my room.


A king sized bed, with white fluffy sheets and white and pink bears. A night stand with a lamp which had pink hearts drawn on it, and a book payed down on the side, a big white carpet, a long mirror, a beautiful makeup stand which included a wide mirror and it was filled with perfumes, creams, nail equipment, and all the girls stuff, and it had a neat small chair to sit on. A transparent table which has the word love written on it in all the languages (Yes this table exists, you can find it from IKEA), the table had cups and pens and a Mac laptop set on it with books on the side. Near the table was a white bookshelf which was filled with books. A huge white hanged chair which i loved sitting on and the sided room which had all the cupboards for clothes and a door which lead to the rooms bathroom. On the white wall there were huge pink letters which spelled "M A N A L" and pink hearts along on the side. It was the room all girls wished for, I chose the colors myself "Pink&White".





Manal: "Offff wain raa7 digeega 9aber sorry jad!"
Sa3ad: "Ummm daarich wayed wayed wayyyeeeddd 7ilwa!"
Manal: "Awwhhhh thank you!!!" I smiled.
Sa3ad: "Shno hatha ily 3ala il 6awla, mo fahim il kalimaat!"
Manal: "Maktoob -Love- kil lo'3ait il 3alaam!"
Sa3ad: "Weehhhh 7ilo! Shaklich et7ibeen il wardyyy wayed!"
Manal: "Eehhh a3shigaa!" I continued to search.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha embayen!!" He laughed.
Manal: "KAHOOOOO!!!" I yelled out as I laughed.
Sa3ad: "Mat ga9reen wallah, teliphoni shway w ya6fii, mashkoora!"
Manal: "Anytime!" I handed him the charger and smiled, he chuckled. "Ummm tabii shay Thani?!" I asked.
Sa3ad: "La mashkoora!"




He gave me his back and walked towards the door then turned around to look at me,


Sa3ad: "Nice shoes!" He winked and left the room.



I looked down to find myself wearing my pink pig faced home shoes.
(Madre shlon agoolokom, bs ily nalbisa bil bait!)


I smiled to myself.



I closed the door and sat on my bed and read a story, I was reading an Arabic one which I loved, it was called "أحببتك اكثر مما ينبغي"
I read many stories, English and Arabic, as soon as a book was in the stores I'd be the first one to buy it, I just loved reading. My bookshelf was full of stories!







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I made my way down the stairs to find Jassim sitting on the couch texting with his phone, he had a smile on his face. I went and sat on the couch nearby making myself comfortable.




Manal: "Ishga3 etsawi?!"
Jassim: ......
Manal: "Jassimmmm???:c"
Jassim: "Ha? La wala shay!" He smiled at his screen.




Suddenly his phone rang, he quickly answered.


Jassim: "Aloo? Ee hala 7abeby, akalmik ba3dain! Ehhhh ehhhh! Inshallah, Ma3 il salama!"



He closed the phone really quickly.



Manal: "Mno?!"
Jassim: "Irfeeji! Ishfeech? Laish ga3 tis2ileen wayed!"
Manal: "La wala shay!"
Jassim: "Baroo7 il 7amam!"





He got up and left his phone on the couch, I began to fiddle with my phone and checked twitter.







Suddenly Jassim's phone rang, I reached for it and read the name:


"Heba<3"




Wth? Who's Heba?
My heart started to beat faster and I began to shake.



I answered but didn't say a word.



Heba: "Alo? Hala 7abeby, sorry dagait Mara thanya bs nsait agoolik a7ibikkkk wayeeeddd!" Her voice was so sl*ty it made me want to vomit. My face went really pale, I was surprised.




I closed it in her face and quickly opened his phone and checked his BBM list. It was filled with girls, Nawal, Heba, Shaikha, Shoug, Dana, Nada, Fay, Alaa, Yasmeen, Noora and many more.





I entered in Heba's chat to read the conversation:


Heba: "7abebyy I miss you 7ail!"
Jassim: "Wallah w Ana ba3ad ya 3omry!"
Heba: "Min zimaaannn ma shiftik:("
Jassim: "Abii ashoofich ilyoum bilaal!"
Heba: "Ana jahza:$ Waiiinnn?!"
Jassim: "Fedaaaittt ily tisti7ii! Mokana il mo3taad!"
Heba: " Okay 7ayatii!"
Jassim: "A7bich!"
Heba: "Ana akthar!"
Jassim: "La Ana!"
Heba: "Wayyyy bs Ana akthar!"
Jassim: "Hhhh yallah baby akalmich shway bs Ana 3ind il rabi3!"
Heba: "Okay jojo<3"




3an abo shaklich, shno hatha? Shno Hal araaffff, 6ala3t til3ab Jassim? 7aqeer! Nathil!! Allah ya5thik! W 3ala mno til3ab? 3alaayyy Ana! Ana bint 5altik yali ma tisti7ii, mat 5aaf 3ala banat il nas? Ma3qoola feeh banat bil Kuwait chii? Banat eb Hal mostawa il wa6ii? La ma a9adig! Min wain etyeebhom? Wallah enik 7aqeer!






A second chat:


Jassim: "7abebtyy abi 9ortich!"
Nawal: "La 3aib ma agdar, a5af!"
Jassim: "Yallah 3ad nono 7abebty!"
Nawal: "Jassim ma agdar!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni ma tathigeen fini?!"
Nawal: "Embala bs!"
Jassim: "Bs wala shay yallah 3ad!"
Nawal: "Ma agdar:("
Jassim: "Il7een ma tathigeen feeni 97? Tara za3alt 3alich!"
Nawal: "Laaa:( ila za3al 7ayatii 5ala9 il7een adiz!"
Jassim: "Yalllahhhhh!"
Nawal sent an image...


I clicked to see her photo, il 9oora 3ibara 3an makeup feeh wayh, ya3ni FULL MAKEUP, short dress, red lipstick, very disgusting, such a sl*t.




The chats were filled with love words and he told each and every girl that he loved her, he played on girls like they were toys, like they where a game.


Yes, I was broken, but you know what? He doesn't deserve it! I thought I was being harsh on him, but I'll show him, he still doesn't know who Manal is.
Mashyyy ya Jassim wallah la awar6ik!




I captured his BBM list and his whatsapp list and sent it as a BC to all the girls on BBM and whatsapp and I wrote "Tara Ana 7aywan w al3ab 3alaikom ya 9aidat!"



En ma wadatik wara il shams may koon ismi Manal.
I then quickly closed his phone and put it back in its place.




Timanaat low il arth tinshag w tibla3ni, shlon ysawi chii feeni??! 7aqeer!!!



After a few seconds Jassim's phone exploded, it kept ringing and a lot of pings were sent.






Faj2a wela yiyi Jassim...



Manal: "Teliphonik ma sikat!" I spat at him and gave him a disgusted look as I got up.


Jassim wayha galab alwaan.






I went to my room and sat on my hanged chair and wept, I cried it all out, how could he do this to me? I shouldn't of fell for him, I'm so stupid. But our relationship wasn't really strong, it was reallyyyy basic, no calls, no talking, it was like puppy love, we just looked at each other and we don't usually talk, not really puppy love cause puppy love meant love from both sides, it seems as if it was just a stupid crush. I don't really love him, in fact right now? I'm just disgusted of him. I feel really bad and guilty, I shouldn't of allowed it, I'm better than this.



After crying I decided to forget about him, he didn't deserve my tears at all.



I washed my face and walked downstairs to find Jassim on the phone. As soon a he saw me he went to another room and avoided eye contact. I'm sure he found out what I did to his phone and he was trying to solve things with all his sl*ty girls.





I then went to the diwaniya in search of Bader.



Manal: "Baderrrr???!"
Bader: "KANIII KANIII!!!" He yelled.



I entered to find Bader and Sa3ad playing cards.



Manal: "Bader:("
Bader: "Ishfeech?!"
Manal: "3adii a6lib minik shay?"
Bader: "5al9ayyy ishtabeen?"
Manal: "Bader ba'3ayr 5a6i, tikfa '3ayirlyy yahhh, please!"
Bader: "Laish? Feeh a7ad em2atheech? Goolelyyy bs w Ana aksrlich rasahh!"
Manal: "La mo chii, bs feeh banat 3indihom ra8mii w ga3 yanshiroona!"
Bader: "MNO HATHYYYY ILY GA3 TANSHIRAHH?!"
Manal: "Madre madre shaka eb akthar min bint, madre mno ga3 etwazi3 ra8mi, ma agdar at'himhom kilhom! Fa gilt ashtiri 5a6 yideed w ma a36i ra8mi 7q ily ma a2minlihom, w afik 3omryyy!!"
Bader: "5ala9 7thr il7een a5ali9 w aroo7 ayeeblich 5a6 Ana w Sa3ood!"
Manal: "Baroo7 ma3aakkk:("
Bader: "LAA!!"
Manal: "Eeeh shlon? Banagi il ra8am!:("
Bader: "Zain 5ala9 roo7ay libsay 3abal man 5ali9 il li3ba!"
Manal: "Thank you, thank you, thank you!!" I kissed him on the cheek and went to get dressed.















My Own Area...






والله حرام..
أكبر حرام...
اللي سويته فيني..!
مره تبيني!
حس فيني..
طالع فعيني..
شوف وش كثر فيها حزن..
منك أنا ميت ألم..!
والمشكلة أرجع أحن..
والله حرام...
تجرح القلب بغيابك..
وتروح وتنام..!






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Chapter 16 - Colorful Love

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We arrived at the sea and sat in one of the restaurants, ordered food, and we waited for it to come.



Suddenly Rakan's phone rang, he held it and got up leaving me and Jassim on the table.





Jassim: "Manal?!"
Manal: "Na3am?"
Jassim: "Laaaa mabii Hathi!"
Manal: "Ishtabi?-.-"
Jassim: "Goolay 3yoonhaaa!"
Manal: "Maby!"
Jassim: "MANAALLLLL!!!"
Manal: "Ha?"
Jassim: "5ala9 3ad sam7eeni, Tara wallah ma 9ar shay, shoofay itha ma sama7teeni bagoom w a9ari5 w agool a7bich!"
Manal: "Sawha itha fee omik 5air 3ad!"
Jassim: "Mashyyy!"




He was about to get up, but I pulled his hand pulling him down again.




Manal: "Jassiiiimmmm!"
Jassim: "3yoonnnn Jassim entay!" He sat back down.
Manal: "Ig3ad 5ala9!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni sama7teeni 5ala9?!"
Manal: "Eehhh ehhh bs ig3ad!"
Jassim: "Ahaaaa bs 3ashan etsakteeni mo?!"
Manal: "La Shako wallah sama7tik!"
Jassim: "Gooleli enich et7ibeeni!"
Manal: "Shisma!" I tried to find something to change the subject, I observed Rakan coming closer, "Rakan yahhh 5ala9 iskit!"
Jassim: "Et'thay3een il 9agla ha? Mashyyy bamasheeha Hal Mara, bs Tara ma 5ala9t minich!"
Manal: "Shhhh!!!" I laughed.




Rakan sat back down and he had a huge smile on his face.




Manal: "Ishfeek shag il 7alj?"
Rakan: "La wala shay!"
Jassim: "Yallahhhhh wain il akil!"
Manal: "Kaaa Kaaa wi9al!"





We ate and enjoyed our time, Rakan was becoming realllyyyy realllyyyy sweet, I don't know what's up with him.







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Rakan paid the bill,


Rakan: "3ijabkom il akil?!"
Manal: "IYANEEENNNNN 3IJABNI WAYED!!:D"
Jassim: "Ee il7amdellah!"
Rakan: "Il7amdellah, Ee Jassim Ana wa7d min il rabi3 r7 yimerni il7een fa itha tiqdar etrid Manal il bait?!"
Jassim: "7athreen!"
Manal: "Rakaannnn abii aroo7 ashoof miles!"
Rakan: "Mno hatha?"
Manal: "Wa7d 3arfta min il mostashfa!"
Rakan: "Ista7 3ala wayhich wain ga3deen!"
Manal: "Rakaannnn:( Tara rayal shayeeebbbb 3ood, w amricyy, w plus 3indi irfeejati minak, please please pleaaaassseeee yallah 3ad!"
Rakan: "Etwadeeha Jassim?!"
Jassim: "7athreen, min 3yooni!"
Manal: "YAAAYYYYY A7IBKOM WALLAHHHH WAAAYYYEEEDDD!!!"
Rakan: "5abla wallah mo 9a7ya entay, bs ha mo etgazreenha, il rayal 3inda shi'3il, mo fatheelich!"
Manal: "La wallahhhh?:c"
Jassim: "La Afa 3alik bs, 7isbat i5tii a76ha bi3yooni, lat 5af ma 3indi shay, w ba3dain 7ata low 3indi afathi nafsi 7q bint 5alti il '3alya!"
Rakan: "7abebyyy wallah!" Rakans phone rang, "Yallah ma3 il salama!"
Manal and Jassim: "Ma3 il salama!"





Rakan left leaving Jassim and I,





Jassim: "Engoom nitmasha shway?"
Manal: "Okay!"





We left the restaurant and began to walk, the wind blew into my hair and tickled my nose, my eyes were stapled to the floor, I counted tiles in my brain as we walked, I can feel him staring at me.



After a long minutes of silence...






Jassim: "Manal?!"
Manal: "Hmmm?!"
Jassim: "A7bich!"
Manal: "Jassim Allah y5aleek bs!"
Jassim: "Manal entay Laish chii? Kila lazim et5arbeen il jaw, Laish entay chii ga3 etsaween 7aram 3alich, ma 3indich i7sas? Kila etba3deeni 3anich, w Ana a7awl atgarab w a7awel eni a7tiweech, bs entay ma ta36eeni fir9a, mo ga3 et7asiseeni enich tabeeni, enich et7ibeeni, you're always trying to push me away from you!!"
Manal: "I-" He interrupted me.
Jassim: "Save it!" He was about to walk away before I held his arm pulling him back to where he was.
Jassim: "Wh-" I interrupted him by putting my hands on his mouth, he stared at me deeply as I looked into his eyes, I then pulled him in for a hug, I don't know how or why I did that but all I knew was that i was such a pain the few days that passed, I hugged him really tightly, he was surprised at first but then he hugged me back, he pressed against my bones tightly pushing me onto his chest. His perfume filled my nostrils, I adored that smell.





I then moved away,




Manal: "Ana asfa!" He played with my hair and stared at me,
Jassim: "Iw3ideeni enich r7 etimeen 7aqi w enich ma r7 et'hideeni, w ma t7 etwa5reen 3ani!"
Manal: "Wa3d!" He then pulled his hand out and I put my hand in his.




We walked on the sea for a while in silence, and then we rode the car and made our way to the hospital.







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In the car,,,



Jassim: "Manal 3a6eeni teliphonich!"
Manal: "Laish?"
Jassim: "Bs 3a6eeni yah!"



I handed it to him, he pressed a few buttons and handed it to me,



Manal: "Ishsawait?"
Jassim: "Wait il7een etshoofen!"
Manal: "Jassiiiimmmmm!!!:("
Jassim laughed: "9aber!!"



He held his phone and handed it to me,

Jassim: "Digay 3ala nafsich min teliphoni!" He ordered. I just stared at the phone he handed me.
Jassim: "Ishfeech?"
Manal: "Mabi!"
Jassim: "Manool lat 5afeen ma r7 asawi shay ishfeech, 7ata low 9ar 3indi ra8mich shno ya3ni!"
Manal: "Ent wa3atni Jassim!"
Jassim: "I promise bs whatsapp, bs!!!"
Manal: "Jassim madre!"
Jassim: "Yallah 3ad Manool, wallah ma r7 adig ela low entay rathya, wa3d!"




I glanced at the phone one more time then took it, I called myself, my phone suddenly rang,



The name that appeared was:

"A7bich!"




I looked at him and smiled shyly as my eyes sparkled at him,





Suddenly a song I loved came up on the radio,


Manal: "6aweeelll 6aweeelll!"
P.s- kanat i'3niyat il Mu6ref.




Jassim began to sing and I just laughed at how his voice was a totally disaster, but to me? I loved it, if he stopped I'd make him continue.




Jassim: "Tara 9ooti 5ayis!"
Manal: "Ee Ana a7iba shlon?"
Jassim: "Wallah Maynoona entay!"
Manal: "Il7een Ana Maynoona?!"
Jassim: "A7la Maynoona!"



I smiled,



We arrived at the hospital, we got out the car and walked in.
I smiled as we headed to Miles room, I knocked the door and went in, Miles was watching T.V.



Miles: "Hellooo helllooo!" He smiled.
Manal: "As I promised:D how are you?!"
Miles: "Same as everyday!"
Manal: "Oh this is my cousin, Jassim!"
Miles: "Nice to meet you!"
Jassim: "Pleasures all mine sir!"
Miles: "Grab a chair and sit down, don't be shy!"


We sat down,


Miles: "Are you studying Jassim?"
Jassim: "Yes sir!"
Miles: "Oh, very nice, and what's ur plans for the future?!"
Jassim: "Well I'm still not sure but i might work in a Company or something!"
Manal: "I'm ganna go and get some coffee, want any?"
Jassim: "Yibliii ma3ach!"
Miles: "I'm fine, had mine already!"
Manal: "Okay!" I walked out.










Jassim's point of view...



Jassim: "Walaaaihhhhh Hathi hadatni ebroo7i ma3 Hal Maynoon, il7een ebyig3ad sa3a ygargeeer fouq rasi!"
Miles: "What are you saying, sorry I don't understand!"
Jassim: "Eehhh a7san la tifham!"
Miles: "Pardon?!"
Jassim: "Huh? Nothing nothing!"
Miles: "Hmmm And how about love Jassim?!"
Jassim: "Ent ishfeeehhhh omik??? Wallah ment 9a7i! Huh eee ummm what do you mean?!"
Miles: "Any plans of marriage son?"
Jassim: "W ba3dain ma3ak ent, Waliiikkkk ishgad 7ilmik 9a3ab, low Ana wildik chan tibarat minik min zimaaaannnn!" I faked a smile.
Miles: "I don't understand what your saying, please talk English!"
Jassim: "3anik ma fahamt, umm no no, no plans of marriage!"



Miles coughed,



Jassim: "Il3an abo ilsa3a il ga3at ma3ak feeha, wa5iirrrrr lat ki7 eb wayhi Allah y5isik!"
Miles: "Sorry, I just have a terrible cold!"
Jassim: "No it's okay!" I faked another smile.
Miles: "Please can you hand me the tray over there, I still didn't have my lunch and I'm starving!"
Jassim: "Yes yes ofcourse!" I got up to get the tray, "Emsha'3ilna 5adam 3ind obook-.-!"
Miles: "Thank you!" I handed it to him.
Jassim: "Zaqoom, la3ala may 7ader gool ameen!"
Miles: "Yes Amin!"
Jassim: "Ha? Yes yes Amin Amin, ikil ikil!"




Suddenly Manal walked in,



Manal: "Backkkkk!!!:D"


She handed me my coffee and sat down,



Jassim: "Yallah mishana?"
Manal: "Tawna yayeen ishfeek?!"
Jassim: "La bs 3aib, ma nabi en3awer rasa miskeen!"
Manal: "Okay yallah goom!"


Manal: "I'm realllyyyy sorry we have to leave, I'll come visit from time to time, take care!"
Miles: "Hahaha it's okay darling, don't worry, take care!"











Manal's point of view...



We walked out,



Jassim: "Wayed 7abaita!"
Manal: "9ij?! Miskeen yaksir il 5a6ir!"
Jassim: "Ee wallah, yallah saraanaa!"
Manal: "Yallah!"



We got into the car and headed home,


Manal: "Weeeehhhh 6ifaa teliphoni, 3adi asta3mil teliphonik Jassim?! Bakaim omi!"
Jassim: "Huh? Teliphoni? Shisma mako sha7an, r7 y6fii 2%!"
Manal: "Eehhh may 5alif ebser3a wallah!"
Jassim: "La la ka shway w no9al, mala da3i!"
Manal: "Umm okay!"




Laish ma 3a6ani yah? Weird, maybe 9ij mako sha7an, lat 7ateen Manal mako shay, Jassim loves you bs 5ala9 chub!




We finally arrived and Jassim parked the car, we got out and walked into the house.


I saw Bader in my face as soon as I opened the door.



Manal: "YMAAA!!"
Bader: "Ishfeech shayfa yini?"
Manal: "Eehhh ENT!!!!!"
Bader: "Ath7ak?-.- Wain ri7taw?!"
Manal: "Rakan 3izamna ma63am amricyy!"
Bader: "Wain?"
Manal: "3al ba7ar!"
Bader: "Entay mal ma6a3im kash5a? Entay 7adich Mac!"
Manal: "Chub:(!"
Bader: "Hahaha 5ala9, Tara irfeeji mawjood!"
Manal: "Shasaweela ya3ni? A9afiqla!"
Bader: "Yahillll!!!" He walked away.
Manal: "ENTAAA!!!!!" I yelled!





Manal: "Ana baroo7 abadil!"
Jassim: "Okay, Ana bag3ad mini!"



I headed to my room and got changed, I then sat and stared at myself in the mirror as I brushed my long cinnamon hair.




Suddenly there was a knock on the door,


Manal: "Mnooooo???!" I yelled.













My Own Area...





كنت احن..
كنت أحسك لي وطن..
كانت الدنيا عيونك!
شاري حبك بأي ثمن..
بس للأسف..؟
راح الوطن..
دار الزمن..
وراح الهوى..
الي وسط قلبي سكن؟
بإختصار..؟!
ماعدت احن...







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SKIN CARE - GIRLS POST

Heyyyyy!!:D
So many girls asked me to do a skin care post cause they have rough skin or they want more soft skin, and also for pimples.
Today I'm ganna talk about all that, if you have any questions you can DM me or just comment below and I'll answer or even ask me on ask.fm
My twitter is @blogger_kuwait so feel free to ask, P.S: I don't bite, and no I won't push you off so don't be scared to DM me, bil 3aks, it tends to make my day<3
So now I'll leave you to enjoy...











Many girls want lovely soft skin so here are things you can do to get that:




1-Cleanse your skin twice a day (Morning & Evening) with soap free body wash, water, and a soft sponge.



2-The most important step-Exfoliate! Exfoliate once a week (or once a fortnight if you have sensitive skin). It will remove dead skin cells, dirt, & oil...and will leave your skin baby soft! You can do this with an exfoliating puff, exfoliating shower gloves or with an exfoliating scrub(store bought or hand made).



3-Then Pat dry with a big fluffy towel. Don't rub or scrub - this damages your skin and also creates wrinkles later on in life.



4-Apply lotion, cream, or body oil before you leave the steam-filled bathroom. This is the best time to moisturize your skin (within 3 minutes) and lock in moisture, because your pores are still open and your skin is still moist. If you want your skin to be extra soft, then use Johnson's baby lotion. Its especially great for sensitive skin, because there are no harmful chemicals and is made for a baby's soft skin!
{Personally for me? I use Johnson's baby lotion!}



5- At bedtime put moisturizer on any area of the body that you want to be softer. Put on tights/pantyhose(for legs), gloves(for hands), socks(for feet), etc., and leave it on overnight. (The pantyhose & etc. over your body locks in moisture and leaves your skin soft and creamy!) Be prepared to take a shower the next morning!



6- Many people use scrubs, body scrubs, they are very good and remove the dead skin!
{Personally I get my body scrubs either from the body shop or bath and body works!}



7-Drink half your weight in ounces of water every day. For example, if you weigh 140 lbs, you should drink 70 ounces of water every day, this will keep your skin hydrated from the inside out.



8- For particularly rough dry areas such as feet, knees & elbows slather on some lotion or body oil before you go to bed. When you wake up they will feel a whole lot better.



9-NEVER!! AND I MEAN NEVER pop a pimple!!!! Popping pimples can push infected material further into the skin, leading to more swelling and redness, and even scarring. To get rid of pimples I personally advise you to get two creams which are REAALLLLYYYY GOOD, I always use them and they help, I promise, it's no joke, the pimples really go.

Here are the two creams names:
1-Retin-A Crema
2-Eldoquin Forte 4% Cream
(Their pictures will appear at the end of the post)


WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!! READ THIS(IMPORTANT!!!!)> NEVER NEVER NEVER PUT THE CREAM AND GO OUT!! NEVER!!!! It will damage ur skin, so I advise you to put it at night and sleep, then wash it in the morning, personal I use the first cream only. But you should use the first one(yellow) 4 times on the pimple, then use the second one(blue) for about twice and the pimple should have gone, some people mix the two creams together and apply them.
Note: They aren't really expensive, they're cheap in fact, they each cost 2-3.500KD, and you can get them from the pharmacy.



10- Don't touch your face a lot, it's not good, and try not to lean your face on things.



11- If you put makeup in the morning or so, always remember to remove it before going to bed, for me personally, if I have a party and I apply makeup, as soon as I get home I take it off using Johnson's makeup remover. Don't ask me why I use Johnson always, I just love it, all my face creams and my body creams and makeup removers and all that, are Johnsonx_x



12- I know everyone loves taking a bath with hot water but it's not good for your skin, so try using cold water or just normal water, for me? I JUST LOVE using hot water even though I turn reallllyyyy red and I find myself looking like hell boy when I come out of the shower because my skin is realllyyyy sensitive:'( so I'm starting to try making the water colder, and I'm getting used to it.



13- If you want, apply some sun block before going out of the house, it protects the skin.








I really hope I helped you guys, you'd make my day telling me what you think about the post, feel free to comment, or let me say, please comment:D
LOVE YOU!!!<3

Chapter 15 - Colorful Love

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Shonkoooommmmm????
Sorry for the delay with the post:c
This is dedicated to:
-B
-Are aich
-R_Ramboo
-Fofowa
For all their lovely comments on the last post<3
Yallahhhh enough with my chit chat and here is the chapter you guys were waiting for!!! ENJOY:D
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I entered the house and ran to my room locking the door after me. I heard Jassim knock on the door after I arrived in 5 minutes but I didn't answer him. I cried myself to sleep.



The only sentence that I kept rumbling in me was



(Itha ana ma aqdar a2min 7q ahali! 7q mno ba2min?)







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I woke up the second day from the bangs on the door, my head was about to explode, I had a huge headache from crying.



Jawa: "MANOOOL FICHAY IL BAB!"
Noor: "MO MIN 9IJICH FICHAY GABIL LA AKSIR IL BAB FOUQ RASICH!"
Leena: "MANOOL YALLAH GOOMAYYYYY, KIL HATHA NOOM!"
Lamaar: "MANAALLLLL GOOMAAYYYYY YALLAH FICHAY IL BAB!!"



Manal: "Inzain inzain digeega!" I answered in a sleepy voice while I headed to the door.


I opened the door to find them all standing.



Manal: "Ishfeekom 7ana min 9iba7 Allah 5air?:c"
Jawa: "Laish gafla il bab?"
Noor: "EE LAISH?? WA8FEEN CHINA IQ6AWA YAN6IROON 7ALEEB!!!:@"
Leena: "Ishfeech? Laish chinich bachya?!"
Lamaar: "Manool feech shay??"
Manal: "Ishfeekom ma feeni shay!"



They all pushed the door and came in as I went back to my comfy bed and covered myself.



Noor: "HEYYYY HEYYYY GOOMAYYYY!!"
Manal: "OFFFFF!!:'( ishtabeen?"
Leena: "Tara benroo7 il sayeq bara?"
Manal: "5alkom!!!:'( please!!:("
Jawa: "Mali 5ilq anzaf, omi galat riday il bait!"
Lamaar: "Ana ba3ad!"
Manal: "5ala9 okay emshaw awa9ilkom 3ind il bab!"
Noor: "BS I7NA MO 7AMEER!"
Leena: "EE WALLAHHHH MA R7 NAMSHIII ELAAAA!"
Jawa: "W ENTAYYY GAYLA ISHFEECH!!"
Lamaar: "Manool 9ayr shay? Goolay!"
Manal: "Mako shay 9adgooni, bs 3indi 9ooda3 mo 6abee3i!"
Jawa: "Weehhhh salamaat!!!"
Noor: "FEENI WALA FEECH YA BA3AD CHADYYYY!!!"
Leena: "Mat shoofeen shar Manool!"
Lamaar: "Itha tabeen shay digaayy 3alayy okayy?"
Manal: "Okay!!:("
All of them: "BYEEEE!!!" They walked out as I answer back "Bye!"





I got up took a shower and got dressed into black leggings and a huge grey shirt, I fixed my hair into a messy bun and got my phone and headphones and headed downstairs.




Bader, Jassim and Rakan were sitting.



Manal: "9aba7 il 5airrr!!!!" I smiled.


I decided to ignore Jassim. I decided to see if he really loved me by ignoring him and seeing how long he would wait and run after me, and try to talk to me and get me back.



All of them: "9aba7 il Noor!"
Manal: "Ma radat mama?"
Bader: "La tawa!"
Manal: "WAIIINNN IL F6OORRR????!:("
Jassim: "Il7een betyeeba!"


I ignored what he said and walked to where Rakan was and sat next to him comforting myself.


Rakan: "Manool?!"
Manal: "Hala!"
Rakan: "Mo tensain wa3d ams, zain?"
Manal: "Ma Nisaata!!!:D"
Rakan: "Zain il7amdellah!!"




Jassim just stared at us like this> o.o




Manal: "Etkalem mno?!" I glared at Rakan.
Rakan: "Ha? Ma7ad!:c"
Manal: "Ashoof!!!" I tried grabbing his phone but he was stronger than me.
Rakan: "Akilm rab3ii, may9eer etshoofen sowalif riyayeeel!"
Manal: "Aha! Riyayeeel!" I laughed.



Rosy: "The breakfast ready, yallah come!"
Manal: "THANK YOU ROSY!!!"
Rosy: "Yallahhhh get up!"
Bader: "Zain zain, kilateena!"




We got up and ate breakfast.



Manal: "Wain Remas??:c"


Suddenly Remas walked in


Remas: "Kani!!!"
Jassim: "3omrich 6iweel!:&"


Remas ignored his and skipped to were I was, she then tried pulling the huge wooden chair that was next to me so that she could sit down. I helped her and she jumped up making herself comfy.




Remas: "Rakan sawli 9amoon!"
Jassim: "3ishtaw!"
Manal: "Ana asaweelich, shno tabeen?!"
Remas: "La abi Rakan ysaweeli:("
Rakan: "Ishtabeen bil 9amoon?"
Remas: "Abii nutella w jiben!"
Bader: "SHNO?"
Manal: "Fee a7ad yakil nutella wiya jibin?"
Remas: "Ee Ana!"
Jassim: "MO2RIFAAA!!"
Remas: "Ishtabii? 5ala9 bs nutella Rakan!"




Rakan made her a sandwich...


Bader: "Bishaaaahhh bishaaahhh!"
Remas: "Ishtabi?!" She took a huge bite from her sandwich.
Bader: "La wala shay, iklay, zagoom!"
Remas: "Eb ba6nik:@"
Bader: "Iklay ya 3ala may 7ader!"
Manal: "BADDDDEEEERRRR ISMELA 3ALAAAHAAAA LAISH ETGOOL CHII?:@"
Bader: "DI3LAAAAAAA!"
Rakan: "5alhaa ebroo7ha!"





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After breakfast I took my headphones and my phone and went to the garden outside and sat on the swing whilst listening to music.



I kept swinging myself and listening to music, I loved the words...




"La ta5af min zimaaaan, il zimaan malha amaaan, 5af min ily kila amaank fee edenh w t2amnh, low 7abebik ma wifalik low 7abeebik feek 5an, Ash tirja min zimaanik il nateeja bayina"




{Sorry not saying the songs name, mabi a5ith ithimkom, I asked people they say 3adi you write the words of the song, cause china shi3ir bs the name of it, i can't}





Suddenly someone pushed the swing, I jolted up to find Jassim. I quickly took my headphones off and stared at him.



Manal: "Na3am?"
Jassim: "Ohhhh tawa za3lana il 7ilwa?"
Manal: "Az3al min shino? Mo za3lana!"
Jassim: "Aha okay! 3adi ag3ad?"
Manal: "La!!-.-"
Jassim: "Mashkoora!" And he sat down.
Manal: "Ana gilt l2!"
Jassim: "Manool!"



I ignored him and looked at the flowers that my mum had a gardener do, she loved nature and so did I.



Jassim: "Tara ma 9ar shay, bs 5ala9, lat saween salfa min wala shay!"
Manal: "W Ana giltlik mako shay! Laish etkaber il mawthoo3?"
Jassim: "L2nich za3lana!"
Manal: "Ya3ni ma r7 et'hidni ebroo7i 97?"
Jassim: "Ma r7 ahidich ela w Ana emratheech!"
Manal: "Okay, I'll leave the swing all for you then!"


I held my stuff and got up.




Wait, wait, don't start swearing at me, you don't understand! Manal is doing this for a reason, wanna know why? I'll tell you why! She wants to see if he really loves her, if he does? He'll chase after her and make her come back to him, he won't leave her easily...
Now back to the story>





Jassim: "MANAAALLLL!!"



I ignored and walked in the house leaving him behind, yes I loved him, but I'm just testing his love.




Rakan: "MANOOOL YALLAHHH LIBSAYYY!"
Manal: "Haw tawa il sa3a wa7da, ishfeek?!"
Rakan: "7abebty il sa3a wa7d w ni9, w entay sa3a 3alashan talbiseen w ba3dain il 6ireej!"
Manal: "Zain okay ray7a albis!"




I walked up stairs and went to my room, I heard footsteps out the door, suddenly someone knocked.



Manal: "Mno?"
..........: "Ana!" It was Jassim's voice.
Manal: "Lat dish!"



He turned the door handle and came in.



Manal: "What part of lat dish didn't you get exactly?!"
Jassim: "Non of it!"
Manal: "Ughhhh ishtabi?"
Jassim: "Bakalmich!"
Manal: "W Ana mabi, now get out!"
Jassim: "Shhhh wa6ay 9outich w sim3eeni!"


I sighed...


Jassim: "Ana asif!"
Manal: "Okay!"
Jassim: "La mo okay, sim3eeni!"
Manal: "Ma 3indi wa8t il7een! Balbis 3adi tit6la3 bara?!"
Jassim: "Mo 3adi!"
Manal: "UGHHHH!!!"
Jassim: "Shoofay 3ad Ana ga3d ga3d w mani 6ali3 ila w entay rathya, itha mo 3ajbich fa Hathi moshkiltich!"



I got up, took out what I was ganna wear and stood near the door.



Manal: "Then I guess I'll have to change somewhere else!"
Jassim: "Why are you playing hard to get?"
Manal: "Im not!"


I slammed the door and walked out leaving him inside.








Jassim's point of view...



Jassim: "Mashyyy Manal, mashyyyy, 9ibrayyy 3alay, Ana a3almich!"









Back to Manal...



I got dressed in my parents room, and fixed my wavy hair leaving it naturally down. I then applied some makeup on and left the room.



I walked down stairs to find Rakan sitting playing with his phone, I wondered who he talked to all that time.



Manal: "Yallah 5ala9t!"



I was wearing a white shirt that said peace and stripped blue and white leggings, my hand was stuffed with rings and I wore many bracelets.



Rakan: "Yallah okay!"
Manal: "Im driving!"
Rakan: "Eb a7lamich, ma7ad ysooq sayarti '3arii!"
Manal: "Pwease:'("
Rakan: "La please wala '3aira!"
Manal: "Fine!:("



I got in the car and Rakan started the car, as soon and he tried moving that car weird noises came out, Rakan opened the door and looked at tyre.



Rakan: "Flat tyre:c"
Manal: "Offfff shno Hal 7ath!!:("
Rakan: "5ala9 sim3ay, r7 adig 3ala irfeeji yiyi y9ali7ha w Ana weyach na5th sayart Bader!"
Manal: "Bader raa7!"
Rakan: "Wain?"
Manal: "3ind rab3a!"



Suddenly Jassim came out...



Jassim: "A55555 shno hatha? Weehhhh 7athkom 5ayis!" He chuckled.
Manal: "Maytha7ik-.-'"
Jassim: "Hahaha, kafi bath7ak:D"
Rakan: "5ala9 Manool dishay w Ana ag3ad a9ali7ha, chii sa3a 3ala aqal!"
Jassim: "Laish? Ta3alaw Wiyay, Ana baroo7 at'3ada!"
Manal: "La mashkoor-.-"
Rakan: "3an il Malaqa Manal, yallah Jassom tiwakalna!"
Manal: "Bs Ana 3indi shi'3il!"
Rakan: "Shi'3il shno?"
Jassim: "Ee shi'3il shno Manal!" He smiled evilly.
Manal: "Ughhhh wala shay, wait wait, w Remas?"
Jassim: "Remas obooy yay ya5itha il7een, l2ana betroo7 3eed milad bint 5alat'ha!"
Manal: "Aha!"




We rode the car, Jassim's car was a black Silvarado <3.<3




Manal: "Wain benroo7?"
Jassim: "Jahanam!" He laughed
Manal: "Maleeq-.-"
Jassim: "Ishfeech 3alay, wain taboon?"
Rakan: "5an roo7 il ba7ar, fee ma6a3im ihnak!"
Jassim: "Fouqaa!"




He started the car.



Manal: "Wa5raw Ana mas2oola 3an il DJ!"
Rakan: "La bilallah 9ada3na!"
Manal: "Chub:("
Jassim: "Sam3eena yallah!"



I put a song and began to yell the words out.






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We arrived at the sea and sat in one of the restaurants, ordered food, and we waited for it to come.



Suddenly Rakan's phone rang...




















MY OWN AREA...





ابحكي حكايه...
حكايه عذبتني وتعبت خفوقي..
ابحكيلكم جزء ماني حاكيتها كامله..
ماني عارفه من وين أبدي!
وكيف لا بديت؟ انهي..
في داخلي كلام مجهول.. كلام كلام مجهول!
إيه مجهول...
كلام؟ من دون حروف..! عجزت أفسر إحساسي..
وكيف أسهر وأعاني...
طيب هو الحب يسوي كل هذا؟
ولا بنفسنا خلقنا المتاعب؟
ياناس؟ يابشر؟ ياعالم؟ ليه أنتو مافيكم إحساس؟
ليه كل واحد ينادي نفسي نفسي؟
طيب وش ذنب غيرك تجافيه؟
طيب دام نيتك ماهي بصافيه وتدري بأنك صاحب مزاج ليه تعلق فيك هالناس؟
ناس تلعب وناس تخون، ناس تكذب وناس تلف وتدور!
بس وش نقدر نقول؟
ناس تجرح.. وناس وناس وناس..!
لو بنعدد بتطوف الأيام ولاننتهي!
طيب وش صار لو عطيت من حولك شويت إحساس؟
تحب الراحه لنفسك؟ حبها لغيرك!








I hope you enjoyed, remember it's MY OWN AREA, ya3ni agool ily abi!
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Chapter 14 - Colorful Love

Heyyyy guys!!! Shlonkom?! Yeah I know I didn't post for a while bs wallah right now? For me? Life is reallyyyy REALLLYYYY tough! From class to class to studying to gym, and I feel dead at the moment:'(
Please bare with me, I'm really sorry!!
But anyways, here is a post, A LONG POST \0/ and I hope you enjoy it!!!
DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT
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I slowly put my hand on the person and shoke her/his shoulder...

He/she lifted his head and looked up,




I was surprised to find Rakan...!



Manal: "Rakaannnn?" I said in shoke.


All of us were staring like this > O.O


He quickly whipped his tears with the back of his hand and stood up.



Manal: "Ishfeek?"
Jawa: "Rakan!!!!"
Noor: "Laish g3 tabchii??:c"
Manal: "Rakan fee shay emthayqik?!"
Bader: "Rakan ishfeek?"
Rakan: "Ha? La! Mafeeni shay! Baroo7 anam!"
Manal: "R7 etnam 3ind rifeejik?"
Rakan: "La banam eb Dari!"
Jassim: "Eb darik?:o"
Rakan: "Ee dari! Laish? 7aram?"
Jassim: "Huh? La la!!"
All of us: "Ti9ba7 3ala 5air!"
Rakan: "W entaw eb 5air!"




He went up the stairs and headed to his room.




Noor: "Shno 9ar tawa?:c"
Manal: "A7ad yqri9ni!!"
Bader: "Ma3qoola?:o Allah hada wela shno??!"
Jawa: "Ishfeekom? Yimken ti'3ayar!"
Leena: "Ambaayyyy meskeen yaksir il 5a6er!!:("
Manal: "Ee 7adaahhh!!:( Mal aroo7 alima!"
Jassim: "Zain tahagoon Laish ga3 yabchi?"
Lamaar: "Yimken ishtaqlikom w 7as eb qimatkom!"
Bader: "Inzain ishmi3na ilyoum??!"
Lamaar: "Ishdaranii!!"
Noor: "AGOOLLL IL7EEN BINTHAL 6OOL IL WA8T CHII??? YALLAHHHH ABII ASHOOF IL FILM W AKIL POPCORN W KAKAWWWW<.3.<3!"
Manal: "Hatha ily hamich bs, bal3 w la6!"
Noor: "SHNO YA3NII!!!! 7ARAAMMM?"
Leena: "OHHHH FIKEENA BS!!"
Manal: "Badoor roo7 shoofa!!"
Bader: "L2 5ali 3ala ra7ta!"
Jassim: "Ee a7san, yimken yabi yiq3ad ebroo7a!"
Jawa: "Zain yallah benshoof il film wela shno?"
Lamaar: Yallah yibaw il film!!"
Manal: "Ana bayeeba! Waina?"
Bader: "Da5il il kabat il awal ily eb Dari!"
Noor: "W Ana basawi il akil!!"
Jawa: "Ana basa3dich!!!"
Leena: "Ana ba76 il film!"
Lamaar: "W Ana ma3ach Layoon!"
Jassim: "Bawdii Remas fouq 3ashan etnaaam!"
Bader: "W Ana babadil!"




I left them and went up, I walked to my room to get changed first then I called my mum...




Mum: "Hala Yma hala 7abebtyyy!"
Manal: "Yma asfa eni dagait bs kint bagoolich ena Rakan yah il bait!"
Mum: "SHNO??? METAA??"
Manal: "Madre Yma bs lama radana shifna ga3d 3al arth yabchi, chan ygoom yroo7 Dara w ynaam!"
Mum: "7abebyy iwladii:'( Laish ga3 yabchii?"
Manal: "Madre Yma!"
Mum: "Zain ya3ni ohwa eb Dara il7een, nayimm!!???"
Manal: "Ee Yma ishfeech?"
Mum: "Allah yhadii, inshallah ykoon ti'3ayar, Allah y5aleech 7abebty roo7ay ti6amenay 3alaih w '3a6ii, ti2kiday ena mawjood w shoofay itha yabi shay!"
Manal: "Zain Yma, bs mo china intay za3lana 3alaih?!"
Mum: "Ana za3lana 3alaih, bs hatha wildii Yma, w a7iba mahma 9ar, ma aqdar ma a5af 3alih, entay 3abalich lama ohwa ykoon bara il bait ma akoon ga3da 3ala a39abi w a7atii, bs shasawi, obooch ygool 5ay wali, ohwa ma yabeena, r7 yiyi ilyoum ily r7 yrid mithil il chalb, bs ma aqdar, yallah roo7ay shoofih w dizeeli msg (message) zain Yma?!"
Manal: "7athr Yma, ma3 il salama!"
Mum: "Ma3 il salama 7abebtyy!"





I closed the phone and headed to get the movie from Baders room, i then went to Rakans room. I knocked the door quietly then I slowly turned the door handle and went in.


The lighs were off and he was sitting on his bed and he had his head down and his legs up, he was wearing a black shirt and beige shorts,


Manal: "Rakan?!" I whispered in fear.


He lifted his head, looked at me, and drew a faint smile on his face.



Manal: "3adi adish?" I squeaked.
Rakan: "Dishay!!" He said.


I walked towards his bed and looked at him in fear.


Rakan: "Gi3day ishfeech?"


I sat down and I shivered in fear...



Rakan: "Ishfeech Manool?"



"Manooool? Min meta ygool Manool? Meta u9lan ista2thanli aq3ad 3ala frasha!!:c ishfeehhhh?? Laish 9ayr 6ayib, Laish mo ga3 y9ari5 w ya36eeni nathrat? Laish mo ga3 y6iqni? Laish mo em3a9ib w embawiz? Laish ga3 yibtismli? Hatha Rakan????? Mno hatha?! Laish chii 9ayr 6ayeb?"



I was cut from my thoughts by Rakan.



Rakan: "Manal ishfeech?"
Manal: "Huh? La wala shay! Ummm Rakan!"
Rakan: "Hala?!"




"SHNOO??? China gal hala!!:O min meta ygool hala??? KILA ygool na3am, aw ishtabeen!"




Manal: "Feek shay?"
Rakan: "L2 ma feeni!"
Manal: "Zain Laish kint ga3 tabchi?"
Rakan: "Ma kint ga3 abchii!"
Manal: "Rakan tikfa gooli ishfeek?!"
Rakan: "7abebty lat 5afeen ma feni shay!"





"7ABEBTYYYY????0.0 Min meta? Mno hathaaaa? La la chni ga3 a7lam, lay koon shareb aw shay, Laish chii ga3 yikalimni?!"




Rakan: "ishfeech emfahya?!"
Manal: .....
Rakan: "MANAAAALLL???" He laughed.
Manal: "Ha? Ummm sorry!"
Rakan: "Yallah roo7aw shoofaw il film malkom!"
Manal: "Tabi etshoofa wiyana? Wait ishdarak?"
Rakan: "Manool maska il film eb eedich hahaha, ishfeech day5a? Ana banam, entaw shoofoh!"
Manal: "Ha? Ee 97!! Okay 3ala ra7tik, goodnight!"



I got up and walked to the door...



Rakan: "Manal?!"


I stopped and turned around.


Manal: "Hala?"
Rakan: "Bachr 3indich shay?"
Manal: "L2! Laish?"
Rakan: "Ba'3adeech bara okay?!"
Manal: "SHNOO?"
Rakan: "Ishfeech????:/"
Manal: "Ha? La la mafi shay, ummm okay okay!"
Rakan: "Mo tig3ideenli sa3a talbiseen!! zain??"
Manal: "La, wa3d ma r7 a6awil!"
Rakan: "Yallah ti9bi7een 3ala 5air!"



I walked out and closed the door and my face was like this > :O




"WHAT TE HECK JUST HAPPENED???!! Someone walk me up tikfaaaa! Is this Rakan?? Mno hathaa? Ti'3ayaarrr wayed, mosta7eel hatha Rakan! Awal shay tikalam eb hidoo2 w eb 7ob, ba3dain 5alani ag3ad 3ala frasha, ba3dain gali Manool, ba3dain gali 7abebty, ba3dain gali bi'3adeeni bara bachr!!!! Meta 7ajaw il boqar 3ala iqroonhom???:c Shno hatha? Mno hatha? Meta hatha? Yimken dash fee yini aw shareb shay!"




My brain kept buzzing and buzzing, I kept thinking and trying to digest what just happened.



I then sent a msg to my mum and calmed her down as i walked downstairs to find them getting the DVD on.




Noor: "WANICH YALLAHHHH!!"
Manal: "Mat shoofeen? Kani jidamich:c"
Jawa: "Zain yallah!"



We put the movie on but all I could think of was Rakan! Questions, tons of questions, twirled in my head.







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After the movie finished I got up to find them all asleep except for Jassim, he was staring at me.




Manal: "Ishfeek?"
Jassim: "Wala shay!"
Manal: "Laish ga3 et6ali3ni chii??:c"
Jassim: "Madre, 7as ena feech shay, china balich mash'3ool!"
Manal: "Ga3 a7atii Rakan!:("
Jassim: "Lat 5afeen, Akeed kil shay tamam!"
Manal: "Inshallah!"
Jassim: "Manool?"
Manal: "Hala?"
Jassim: "Emshay 5al nitmasha bara!"
Manal: "Shno? La! Il wa8t t25ar Jassim!"
Jassim: "Ana wild 5alich Manool ya3ni mno bi5af 3alich akthar mini, agool emshay emshay!"
Manal: "Zain okay!"




We went out and began to walk,



Jassim: "Manool meta r7 a56ibich?" He asked suddenly.
Manal: "Shno?!" My face went red.
Jassim: "Oh nsait tisti7een 97?!"
Manal: "Shako?"




Jassim was wearing a Gap shirt and he had a hat on, he had his hat towards the back. I could smell his perfume, so addicting...




Jassim: "Manool Cham yahil tabeen?"
Manal: "Jassim ishyab ily yab?"
Jassim: "Ishfeech entay? 3adi ya3ni, so2al tara!"
Manal: "Ummm 4, bintain, w waladain!"
Jassim: "Ana asif, bs mo kafich, ABII 10!!!! 5amis banat, w 5amis shabab!"
Manal: "Makeena Ana mo Manal!!"
Jassim: "Hahaha ishfeech 7abebtyy 3adi!!"
Manal: "Tawa boqa wayed, enfaker eb Hal mawthoo3 ba3dain!"




Jassim suddenly took out something from his pocket, it was sweet.
(Et3arfoon il 7alaw ily y'3air loon il 7alj? Ee hatha oho!)



Manal: "Min wainlik?"
Jassim: "Min wain ya3ni? Mako '3air il bala3a Noor!" He laughed as I giggled.
Manal: "Lat 9eedik!!"
Jassim: "Malich shi'3il ma r7 et3aref, yallah goolay AAAAA!!"
Manal: "Mabi akil, bil 3afya!"



Suddenly he stopped walking...



Jassim: "Tara shoofay wallah agi6a bil arth!"
Manal: "La la 5ala9, bs wa7da okay?!"
Jassim: "5air, Yallah goolay AAA!!!"
Manal: "La mabi, 3a6ni Ana akil eb roo7i!"
Jassim: "GOOLAYYYY AAAAA!!"
Manal: "AAAAAAA!!!"


Jassim put the sweet in my mouth, I giggled and chewed it.


We continued to walk...


Manal: "Ay loon 7aljii??!"
Jassim: "A7mar shno ba3ad!" He was looking at the car that was parked far away.
Manal: "Laaaaa Shoof il7een 3ashan kilata!"


He looked at me.


Jassim: "Azraq!!!" He smiled.


I giggled.


Jassim: "La tith7ikeen!"


Chan abawiz..


Jassim: "Lat bawzeen!"
Manal: "3ayal shasawyy?"
Jassim: "6al3eeni w bs!"
Manal: "Zain!!" I looked at him.




Suddenly...


Manal: "JASSIIIMMM!!!" I yelled
Jassim: "Ishfeech?"
Manal: "3a6ni eedik ebser3a!"
Jassim: "ishfeech???"



I ignored him and grabbed his hand and began to run as I dragged him with me forcing him to run.



Jassim: "Wain ray7a??!"
Manal: "Ent emsh!"




I suddenly stopped were there were two kittens laying down, one was orange (nafs Garfield) and the other was white with a grey spot on her head. I bent down and started to play with them.



Jassim: "5abla 5abla!!" He laughed as he stared at me while I played with the kittens.
Manal: "YSHAWGOOONNNN SHOOF HATHIII ET'HABIL!!!" I pointed at the kitten that had a grey spot on her head.


He bent down and came closer to where I was, I could feel his breath tickle me.



Jassim: "Manal!"


I ignored him.


Jassim: "Manal 6al3eeni!!"



My hair covered my face so he slowly moved my hair and stared at me deeply.


I felt that there was something wrong, he was really close.


He started to come closer and closer until he was about to kiss my cheek, I quickly stood up stopping him.



Manal: "Ishga3 etsawii??:@"


He stood up.


Jassim: "Manal mo qader asta7mil, abeech!" There was a horrifing look in his eye that shot the word "DANGER" at me. I quickly pushed him away and was about to run but he held my hand tightly.


Jassim: "MANAAAALLLL!!!" He yelled and I began to cry.
Manal: "Wa5r! Wa5r 3ani, ishga3 etsawii? Ana bint 5altik ya 7aqeer!!" I slapped him.


Jassim was suddenly alarmed that what he wanted to do was wrong.


Jassim: "Wallah Ana asif Manal, wallah mo qa9di, Manal sim3eeni!!" I was trying to move his hand away.
Manal: "Hidnii barid il bait!" I continued to cry.
Jassim: "Manal sam7eeni tikfa wallah mo qa9dii madre shno 9ar feeni, Manal Ana asif Allah y5aleech sim3eeni!"


I cried even more..


Jassim: "5ala9 5ala9 baridich il bait, emshay!"


As soon as he let go of me I ran back home leaving him behind as he yelled my name out.



I entered the house and ran to my room locking the door after me. I heard Jassim knock on the door after I arrived in 5 minutes but I didn't answer him. I cried myself to sleep.



The only sentence that I kept rumbling in me was



(Itha ana ma aqdar a2min 7q ahali! 7q mno ba2min?)













MY OWN AREA





يابعد قولي شاللي سويته . . ؟
ليه تأخذ أغلى إنسان حبيته . . ؟
مقدر أعيش الدنيا من دونه . .
ياليته يرجع لحظه ياليته . .
والله احبه وبعده ذابحني . .
مقدر أكمل دونه أفهمني . .
يابعد تكفه طالبك أرجوك . .
خذ مني روحي ورجعه لحضني . .
يابعد ليه ترضى تشوف إنسان . .
يدور بين هالبيبان . .
مكسور وخاطره ولهان وانته بيدك ترده . .
ليه ترضى يشوف الهم ويعاني الظلم وقلبه دوم يتألم وفاقد أغلى ماعنده . .
يابعد قولي شاللي سويته . . ؟







Question: Samar Laish katba chii?
Answer: It's MY OWN AREA remember?!!
Question: Samar entay et7ibeen?
Answer: L2, w arid w agool it's MY OWN AREA, ya3ni aktib ily abii!







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P.S: My story is TOTALLY fiction, all made up, my imagination (yeah I know! I have a wild one!!:p)