Giwaaa;** Shlonkom? Sha5barkom? MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!!!!<3
As i promised that i would be posting really soon, and here i am!!:D
I am really sorry for the delay but wallah today was a disaster, I have been out of the house from the morning, and i just came back, running from tuition to tuition is a disaster, especially walking up with a swollen eye, and four mosquito bites, aghhhh, headache:(
But i promised and a promise is a promise so here it is!
Oh and by the way don't forget to read the bottom part...
Please mind all the spelling mistake, today isn't one of my best days, but i'm trying to make it one :D
I really hope you enjoy this post, leave your comments on ask.fm or twitter or where ever...
If you are confused in anything just DM me, i will be happy to explain/help!!:D
Now I'll leave you to enjoy this chapter....
MUCHLOVE<3
Oh and thanks to all the girls that voted for me one instagram, I LOVE YOU!
And thanks for the help @Rayami_RYK , with the tips about horse, I just adore you <3
Suddenly someone knocked the door.
The knock startled us.
It wasn't really a knock, it was much more of a huge, loud bang.
Manal: "Etfathal!" I tried to yell the words out.
Slowly the door's handle moved downwards.
In came a tall figure.
I stared deeply in shock and fear.
It was Rakan.....
Flashback...
Jassim: "Okay yallah!" He looked at me "Yallah Manal 3a6eni eedich!" He ordered.
I stretched out my right hand and he wrapped his hand around mine.
Jassim held my hand and we ran together to were Bader was.
We began to run to the sea, our shoes beaming out with red light, yes, we all wore the same brand of shoes.
Suddenly we bumped into someone.......
I looked up to find Rakan, my heart skipped a beat when i saw him.
Rakan: "Ishga3d etsawoon?" He roared at us.
Bader: "Wala shay!" He answered protectively.
Rakan: "Shno hatha?!" He snatched the plastic bag from my hand.
Manal: "HEY, MALIIIII!!" I yelled as i tried to grab the bag from him.
Rakan: "Charaqii? Ishbetsawoon?!" He covered my face with his hand trying to push me away so i wouldn't grab the plastic bag from him, his nails were dug into my skin.
Manal: "Wa5r!!! 3a6niiiiiiii!!!" I hiccupped between my sobs.
Bader: "Ishtabii? Wa5r 3anha, Wa5r!" He tried to push Rakan, and Jassim helped Bader.
Rakan: "Wa5raw!!" He pushed Jassim and Bader making them fall on their backs and sob
Manal: "Heyy a....." I was interrupted by Rakan.
Rakan: "W entay," He gave me a death stare as he squashed my jaw. I tried pushing him and moving his hand away but he was stronger than me. Tears kept rolling down my face, as i winced in pain. "Lat radideeni mara thanya, yallah ebchay nafs il baby!" He said mockingly as he pushed me away and turned his back and walked away with our plastic bag.
Manal: "Ent mo rayaal, law rayal ta3al wajihni!" I tried to sound strong.
Suddenly Rakan stopped walking and turned to face me, as soon as i saw his eyes which were full of anger, i began to shiver in fear.
Rakan: "Entay gad il kalam ily giltee!" He yelled.
Not a word came out of my mouth, i kept quiet, fearing what he was going to do.
Suddenly someone spoke,
......: "Ishga3 y9eer?!"
It wasn't Bader voice, nor Jassim's. I turned around to find........
Back to the present...
I was speechless, i felt fear shiver up in me.
Rakan: "Salaam!" He spat his words at me in disgust.
I cleared my throat and answered,
Manal: "W 3alakom il salaam!" My voice trembled.
Sa3ad: "W 3alakom il salaam!" He said with confidence.
I didn't know if Sa3ad knew about Rakan and how he was a bad tempered monster. I kept quiet as i waited for Rakan to say something or make a move.
After a few seconds he finally asked,
Rakan: "Shlonich?"
Manal: "Umm tamam!" I answered.
Rakan: "Mno ent?!" He glared at Sa3ad.
Manal: "Hatha Sa....." I was interrupted by Sa3ad.
Sa3ad: "Sa3ad Al X..... irfeej Bader!"
Rakan: "Aha..."
The disgusting smell of cigaretts filled my nostrils as Rakan came closer. He fetched something in his pocket and was about to get it out and hand it to me, but he suddenly stopped and looked at me, as if something held him, as if he was having a war fight with himself, should i give it to her? Or shouldn't i?
He stood for a few second then decided to leave.
Rakan: "Ana 3indi shi'3il, lazem aroo7, ma3 il salama!" He then quickly turned his back and headed to the door.
Manal: "Meta ma kan 3indik shi'3il? Zain tithakart ena 3indik i5t! Lazem y9er feeni shay 3ashan tit'thakarni?" I barked at him.
He suddenly stopped walking as if i threw something at him. He was about to turn around and face me but suddenly decided to ignore me and continued to head for the door. He turned the doors handle and left without answering or arguing back.
I dugged my face and began to sob quietly, my tears fell down my face.
Sa3ad: "Manal ishfeech? Manal!" He asked worried as he came closer to where i was. "Manal la tabcheen, ma yistahil domo3ich, 5al yiwalii, malich shi'3il feeh, ka 3indich Bader, w ana met2ked ena Bader y7bich wayed, la tabcheen Manal!" He didn't know what do to or how to calm me down. He stood a distance from where i was and calmed me with his words. "Manal tabeen il7een Bader ydish yshoofich tabcheen? Ebser3a mas7ay dmoo3ich!" He ordered me.
I whipped my tears with the back of my hand and looked up to Sa3ad. His eyes sparkled with the sun that shone in the room, his hair was messy, and his dimples sank as he smiled to me.
Sa3ad: "Albislich il badla malat il garsoon bs la tabcheen!" He said mockingly. I giggled from between my tears, sniffing and whipping my tears. "Eee chii a7san!" He bared his teeth at me.
Manal: "Thanks for making me feel better!" I smiled as a tear made its way down my face.
Before he could answer me, the door opened and in came Remas which had a red lollipop in her mouth and carried two blue plastic bags which was filled with sweets and chocolates. Behind her, Bader and Jassim came in. I quickly made sure no tears where falling down my face and that my eyes didn't show that i was crying.
Bader: "Offff a5r mara na5thich wiyana!" He talked to Remas as she sucked on her lollipop.
Remas: "Laish bala? Ana shno sawait?!"
Jassim: "Shno ma sawatay? Sharatay kil il akil, w 6aya7tay riyal shayeb!"
Remas: "Mo ga9dii a6ay7a, ohwa bi'3a ya5th the last marshmallow packet! Ya3ni shno asawii?!" She crossed her arms in anger.
Bader: "Kila marshmallow ya bint il 7alal!"
Remas: "MY MARSHMALLOW!!" She corrected him.
Bader sighed as I laughed at their conversation.
Bader then came to me and handed me a blue plastic bag which had Bueno and a bottle of water.
Remas came running to where i was, and began to play with my hair.
Remas: "Manoola tadreen ena ana a7bich wayed wayed wayed, chii nafs il ba7ar, waayyyyyeeeeddd!!" She stretched her arms out to show how big she meant.
Manal: "Goolele ishtabeen? A3arfeech!" I chuckled.
Remas: "Manal abii Bueno, ma ishtarat!" She gave me a genuine smile.
Jassim and Baders faces where like this > :O
Jassim: "Heyyy entayyyy, tawna ishtaranalich cheesan 7alaaw basich, shno entay? 3afya mi3da 3indich!" He jolted.
Bader: "Remas gilbay wayhich la 6rag, entay mal a3algich bil marwa7a!"
Remas drew a frown on her face.
Remas: "Bs ana wedii eb Bueno, ma ishtarat Bueno, ABII BUENO!" She ordered in her childish voice, as she stamped her feet against the concrete floor.
Sa3ad: "Tabeen aroo7 ashtrilich Bueno?!" He asked kindly.
Remas: "Ent mno kalimk? Laish malgoof? offfff wai3 wai3, Don't talk to me ana V.I.P!" She crossed her arms and looked away.
Sa3ad: "63 63 63, agool gilbay wayhich, 9ij mo kafo!"
Remas faced him and stuck her tongue out and then looked away.
I laughed at how crazy Remas was.
Manal: "Hach Remas mabii mali!" I handed it to her.
Bader: "Entay min 9ijich? Laish etdal3eenha, tara di3la di3laaaaa!!"
Manal: "5aleeni adali3ha, ent ish7arik? Laish mithayig?!"
Remas: "Eee ish7arik?"
Bader: "Hidooniii 3alaaahaaa hal bint!!"
I laughed at how Remas made Bader and all the rest go crazy.
Suddenly someone knocked the door and in came the Doctor.
Doctor: "Hello Manal!"
Remas: "Hello Doctor Jibs!" She giggled.
Jassim shot Remas a death stare which made her stop giggling.
Remas: "Shno?!" She said innocently as her eyes widened.
The doctor ignored her and continued, "I was just informed that you will be able to get out of the hospital in about a week or so, but you have to take a break from horse riding!"
Manal: "A break? Like how long Doctor?!"
Doctor: "Like two to four months Manal!"
Manal: "WHAT?! WHY??!" I jolted.
Doctor: "Manal i talked to your mum and your back has been under severe tension and you fell directly on your back, and it was decided that it is better for you not to ride horses for a while, just for a while."
Manal: "But i have a tournament coming up, and it's really important to me!"
Docotr: "You're still young, there are still years to come and you can do many other tournaments!"
Manal: "But..." I was interrupted by Bader.
Bader: "Manal listen to the Doctor, he knows what's best for you!"
Tears began to run down my face, i have waited a long time for this tornement.
Bader: "Thank you Doctor!" Bader walked the Doctor to the door.
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The days went by and i stayed in the hospital, people would come and go, some flowers were delivered to me. Also my amazing friends and cousins visited me, Lmaar, Noor, Leena and Jawa <3 I was living in depression, i would sometimes laugh but from inside I was broken. I loved horse riding, it's my life. But one day as i was taking a twirl with my wheel chair around the hospital, i met someone, someone that changed my life..........
(Akeed entaw mayteen bet3arfoon mno hal someone ;p 97? Hahahaha wait and see.....)
- THE END -
MY OWN AREA....
I know that many of you are asking themselves now, "What does she mean by 'MY OWN AREA'?", well i will answer that!
A few days ago a friend of mine (won't mention names) gave me an idea to have my own area after every post, here i say whatever i want, i talk about my feelings, talk about what's happening in the world, anything that pops in my head. Some people could even ask me to share things here if they wish. It's like my own area, i sing, at7al6am, talk about new fashion, food, ANYTHING!
Well actually my friend told me i should do my SHA5ABEE6 PLACE, and it was an amazing idea so i decided to take her advice, i still don't know if i should call it SHA5ABEE6 or MY OWN AREA! What do you think?
Oh and btw i'm not copying, anyone can have their own sha5abee6 place, so why not me and anyone else who wants.
So....
I'd like to share this today....
Lies crawling up beside you, contaminating your surroundings, making you not trust anything, anyone. It's like you don't know what's true from what's lies. Those filthy sentences that come out of their mouths that are filled with lies.
Letting those sweet texts fool you, letting them affect you, letting them build trust and love in you. Letting them build hope and faith, when there is nothing but lies and witched games. Making you go blind, making you love, making you week, making you fall for them. And then suddenly waking up one day and realizing that you lived in a storm of lies, not knowing that person anymore, revealing their true identity, revealing their true faces and to your surprise it turns out you never knew who they really were in the first place. You were too busy with the sweet, addicting, passionate words that were full of lies.
Lies are lies, no matter how big or small or white or black they are, they will stay LIES...
My heart died when they started cheating...
تدري وش ابيض من خفوقك؟؟
... عباتك
I know you're like what the hell is she saying, but hey, it's called my own area...
