Chapter 6 - Colorful Love

Giwaaa;** Shlonkom? Sha5barkom? MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!!!!<3
As i promised that i would be posting really soon, and here i am!!:D
I am really sorry for the delay but wallah today was a disaster, I have been out of the house from the morning, and i just came back, running from tuition to tuition is a disaster, especially walking up with a swollen eye, and four mosquito bites, aghhhh, headache:(
But i promised and a promise is a promise so here it is!
Oh and by the way don't forget to read the bottom part...
Please mind all the spelling mistake, today isn't one of my best days, but i'm trying to make it one :D
I really hope you enjoy this post, leave your comments on ask.fm or twitter or where ever...
If you are confused in anything just DM me, i will be happy to explain/help!!:D
Now I'll leave you to enjoy this chapter....
MUCHLOVE<3


Oh and thanks to all the girls that voted for me one instagram, I LOVE YOU!
And thanks for the help @Rayami_RYK , with the tips about horse, I just adore you <3














Suddenly someone knocked the door.
The knock startled us.
It wasn't really a knock, it was much more of a huge, loud bang.




Manal: "Etfathal!" I tried to yell the words out.




Slowly the door's handle moved downwards.
In came a tall figure.


I stared deeply in shock and fear.

It was Rakan.....








Flashback...




Jassim: "Okay yallah!" He looked at me "Yallah Manal 3a6eni eedich!" He ordered.


I stretched out my right hand and he wrapped his hand around mine.
Jassim held my hand and we ran together to were Bader was.


We began to run to the sea, our shoes beaming out with red light, yes, we all wore the same brand of shoes.


Suddenly we bumped into someone.......
I looked up to find Rakan, my heart skipped a beat when i saw him.


Rakan: "Ishga3d etsawoon?" He roared at us.
Bader: "Wala shay!" He answered protectively.
Rakan: "Shno hatha?!" He snatched the plastic bag from my hand.
Manal: "HEY, MALIIIII!!" I yelled as i tried to grab the bag from him.
Rakan: "Charaqii? Ishbetsawoon?!" He covered my face with his hand trying to push me away so i wouldn't grab the plastic bag from him, his nails were dug into my skin.
Manal: "Wa5r!!! 3a6niiiiiiii!!!" I hiccupped between my sobs.
Bader: "Ishtabii? Wa5r 3anha, Wa5r!" He tried to push Rakan, and Jassim helped Bader.
Rakan: "Wa5raw!!" He pushed Jassim and Bader making them fall on their backs and sob
Manal: "Heyy a....." I was interrupted by Rakan.
Rakan: "W entay," He gave me a death stare as he squashed my jaw. I tried pushing him and moving his hand away but he was stronger than me. Tears kept rolling down my face, as i winced in pain. "Lat radideeni mara thanya, yallah ebchay nafs il baby!" He said mockingly as he pushed me away and turned his back and walked away with our plastic bag.


Manal: "Ent mo rayaal, law rayal ta3al wajihni!" I tried to sound strong.

Suddenly Rakan stopped walking and turned to face me, as soon as i saw his eyes which were full of anger, i began to shiver in fear.


Rakan: "Entay gad il kalam ily giltee!" He yelled.

Not a word came out of my mouth, i kept quiet, fearing what he was going to do.



Suddenly someone spoke,

......: "Ishga3 y9eer?!"


It wasn't Bader voice, nor Jassim's. I turned around to find........







Back to the present...



I was speechless, i felt fear shiver up in me.


Rakan: "Salaam!" He spat his words at me in disgust.

I cleared my throat and answered,

Manal: "W 3alakom il salaam!" My voice trembled.
Sa3ad: "W 3alakom il salaam!" He said with confidence.



I didn't know if Sa3ad knew about Rakan and how he was a bad tempered monster. I kept quiet as i waited for Rakan to say something or make a move.


After a few seconds he finally asked,


Rakan: "Shlonich?"
Manal: "Umm tamam!" I answered.
Rakan: "Mno ent?!" He glared at Sa3ad.
Manal: "Hatha Sa....." I was interrupted by Sa3ad.
Sa3ad: "Sa3ad Al X..... irfeej Bader!"
Rakan: "Aha..."



The disgusting smell of cigaretts filled my nostrils as Rakan came closer. He fetched something in his pocket and was about to get it out and hand it to me, but he suddenly stopped and looked at me, as if something held him, as if he was having a war fight with himself, should i give it to her? Or shouldn't i?

He stood for a few second then decided to leave.


Rakan: "Ana 3indi shi'3il, lazem aroo7, ma3 il salama!" He then quickly turned his back and headed to the door.

Manal: "Meta ma kan 3indik shi'3il? Zain tithakart ena 3indik i5t! Lazem y9er feeni shay 3ashan tit'thakarni?" I barked at him.


He suddenly stopped walking as if i threw something at him. He was about to turn around and face me but suddenly decided to ignore me and continued to head for the door. He turned the doors handle and left without answering or arguing back.


I dugged my face and began to sob quietly, my tears fell down my face.


Sa3ad: "Manal ishfeech? Manal!" He asked worried as he came closer to where i was. "Manal la tabcheen, ma yistahil domo3ich, 5al yiwalii, malich shi'3il feeh, ka 3indich Bader, w ana met2ked ena Bader y7bich wayed, la tabcheen Manal!" He didn't know what do to or how to calm me down. He stood a distance from where i was and calmed me with his words. "Manal tabeen il7een Bader ydish yshoofich tabcheen? Ebser3a mas7ay dmoo3ich!" He ordered me.


I whipped my tears with the back of my hand and looked up to Sa3ad. His eyes sparkled with the sun that shone in the room, his hair was messy, and his dimples sank as he smiled to me.



Sa3ad: "Albislich il badla malat il garsoon bs la tabcheen!" He said mockingly. I giggled from between my tears, sniffing and whipping my tears. "Eee chii a7san!" He bared his teeth at me.


Manal: "Thanks for making me feel better!" I smiled as a tear made its way down my face.


Before he could answer me, the door opened and in came Remas which had a red lollipop in her mouth and carried two blue plastic bags which was filled with sweets and chocolates. Behind her, Bader and Jassim came in. I quickly made sure no tears where falling down my face and that my eyes didn't show that i was crying.


Bader: "Offff a5r mara na5thich wiyana!" He talked to Remas as she sucked on her lollipop.
Remas: "Laish bala? Ana shno sawait?!"
Jassim: "Shno ma sawatay? Sharatay kil il akil, w 6aya7tay riyal shayeb!"
Remas: "Mo ga9dii a6ay7a, ohwa bi'3a ya5th the last marshmallow packet! Ya3ni shno asawii?!" She crossed her arms in anger.
Bader: "Kila marshmallow ya bint il 7alal!"
Remas: "MY MARSHMALLOW!!" She corrected him.

Bader sighed as I laughed at their conversation.


Bader then came to me and handed me a blue plastic bag which had Bueno and a bottle of water.


Remas came running to where i was, and began to play with my hair.


Remas: "Manoola tadreen ena ana a7bich wayed wayed wayed, chii nafs il ba7ar, waayyyyyeeeeddd!!" She stretched her arms out to show how big she meant.
Manal: "Goolele ishtabeen? A3arfeech!" I chuckled.
Remas: "Manal abii Bueno, ma ishtarat!" She gave me a genuine smile.


Jassim and Baders faces where like this > :O


Jassim: "Heyyy entayyyy, tawna ishtaranalich cheesan 7alaaw basich, shno entay? 3afya mi3da 3indich!" He jolted.
Bader: "Remas gilbay wayhich la 6rag, entay mal a3algich bil marwa7a!"


Remas drew a frown on her face.


Remas: "Bs ana wedii eb Bueno, ma ishtarat Bueno, ABII BUENO!" She ordered in her childish voice, as she stamped her feet against the concrete floor.
Sa3ad: "Tabeen aroo7 ashtrilich Bueno?!" He asked kindly.
Remas: "Ent mno kalimk? Laish malgoof? offfff wai3 wai3, Don't talk to me ana V.I.P!" She crossed her arms and looked away.
Sa3ad: "63 63 63, agool gilbay wayhich, 9ij mo kafo!"

Remas faced him and stuck her tongue out and then looked away.


I laughed at how crazy Remas was.


Manal: "Hach Remas mabii mali!" I handed it to her.
Bader: "Entay min 9ijich? Laish etdal3eenha, tara di3la di3laaaaa!!"
Manal: "5aleeni adali3ha, ent ish7arik? Laish mithayig?!"
Remas: "Eee ish7arik?"
Bader: "Hidooniii 3alaaahaaa hal bint!!"


I laughed at how Remas made Bader and all the rest go crazy.







Suddenly someone knocked the door and in came the Doctor.


Doctor: "Hello Manal!"
Remas: "Hello Doctor Jibs!" She giggled.


Jassim shot Remas a death stare which made her stop giggling.

Remas: "Shno?!" She said innocently as her eyes widened.


The doctor ignored her and continued, "I was just informed that you will be able to get out of the hospital in about a week or so, but you have to take a break from horse riding!"
Manal: "A break? Like how long Doctor?!"
Doctor: "Like two to four months Manal!"
Manal: "WHAT?! WHY??!" I jolted.
Doctor: "Manal i talked to your mum and your back has been under severe tension and you fell directly on your back, and it was decided that it is better for you not to ride horses for a while, just for a while."
Manal: "But i have a tournament coming up, and it's really important to me!"
Docotr: "You're still young, there are still years to come and you can do many other tournaments!"
Manal: "But..." I was interrupted by Bader.
Bader: "Manal listen to the Doctor, he knows what's best for you!"


Tears began to run down my face, i have waited a long time for this tornement.


Bader: "Thank you Doctor!" Bader walked the Doctor to the door.




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The days went by and i stayed in the hospital, people would come and go, some flowers were delivered to me. Also my amazing friends and cousins visited me, Lmaar, Noor, Leena and Jawa <3 I was living in depression, i would sometimes laugh but from inside I was broken. I loved horse riding, it's my life. But one day as i was taking a twirl with my wheel chair around the hospital, i met someone, someone that changed my life..........






(Akeed entaw mayteen bet3arfoon mno hal someone ;p 97? Hahahaha wait and see.....)














- THE END -










MY OWN AREA....



I know that many of you are asking themselves now, "What does she mean by 'MY OWN AREA'?", well i will answer that!
A few days ago a friend of mine (won't mention names) gave me an idea to have my own area after every post, here i say whatever i want, i talk about my feelings, talk about what's happening in the world, anything that pops in my head. Some people could even ask me to share things here if they wish. It's like my own area, i sing, at7al6am, talk about new fashion, food, ANYTHING!

Well actually my friend told me i should do my SHA5ABEE6 PLACE, and it was an amazing idea so i decided to take her advice, i still don't know if i should call it SHA5ABEE6 or MY OWN AREA! What do you think? 
Oh and btw i'm not copying, anyone can have their own sha5abee6 place, so why not me and anyone else who wants.

So....

I'd like to share this today....






Lies crawling up beside you, contaminating your surroundings, making you not trust anything, anyone. It's like you don't know what's true from what's lies. Those filthy sentences that come out of their mouths that are filled with lies.


Letting those sweet texts fool you, letting them affect you, letting them build trust and love in you. Letting them build hope and faith, when there is nothing but lies and witched games. Making you go blind, making you love, making you week, making you fall for them. And then suddenly waking up one day and realizing that you lived in a storm of lies, not knowing that person anymore, revealing their true identity, revealing their true faces and to your surprise it turns out you never knew who they really were in the first place. You were too busy with the sweet, addicting, passionate words that were full of lies.

Lies are lies, no matter how big or small or white or black they are, they will stay LIES...
My heart died when they started cheating...

تدري وش ابيض من خفوقك؟؟

... عباتك

I know you're like what the hell is she saying, but hey, it's called my own area...

CLICK ON ME!

Hey guys, shlonkom? I missed you guys!! I know that some of you are kind of confused, so i wrote this post!






Yes, what you heard was true, I REVEALED, if you want my twitter or anything DM me:D
I decided to continue blogging and share my story, most of my story will be in english which i prefer!
My story is IMAGINARY!! So don't judge me until you know me!!! This is a story, i am not writing this to influence any of you, i am writing this to entertain people and as it is my hobby!
Now that everyone knows me, i wont be put under threats of people telling others who i am!
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Chapter 5 - Colorful Love

Giwaa;*
I am really sorry for the late post, and i'm really sorry but this post will be short. I am very tired wallah, and these days i'm terribly busy.
Inshallah as soon as I get free I will post two chapters for you guys and that will be in the weekend inshallah.
I love you guys, enjoy, and make my day with your comments.


Dedicated to @DalaliAlSaadi7 <<< Love you gurl<3
















.......: "Manal?!"


........: "Manooola!!"


.........: "Manaaaal!" I felt someone shake my arm gently.



I could hear faint voice call out my name.
I felt numb, my head was dizzy and I felt really weak.

I could hear voices, my eyes were shut, but I could hear people talking.
I forced all my strength and opened my eyes.
I kept on blinking, all I saw was blur.


Slowly the blur went away.

I was in a white hospital dress and I was laying down on a bed.
My left leg had a cast wrapped around it.

In front of me boomed six faces...

Six familiar faces....


They were Bader, my mum, my dad, Jassim, Remas and Sa3ad.



Manal: "Mmmm," I moaned in a sleepy, tired voice.
Mum: "A5eeran gimaty, wallah kint r7 amoot min il 5oof, shlonich mama?!" She asked in a worried tone.
Manal: "Yma shno 9ar?!" I asked in a weak tone.
Bader: "6i7tay min Spit," He never said his name right.
Manal: "Spirit**!" I corrected him.
Bader: "Whatever," He rolled his eyes.

Dad: "Bader lat 5al i5tik et3a9ib il7een, mo shayif 7alat'ha,"
Bader: "Shda3wa yuba ma gilt shay, tara kila esm, Spit, Smit, Skit, kila wa7d, kila nafs il shay,"
Manal: "La mo nafs il shay, SPIRIT MO SPIT!!"
Dad: "Bs offfff tara 3awartaw rasii,"
Bader: "Inzain 5ala9 basket,""
Manal: "Eeehh hatha il a7san," I roared.


Bader shot me a death stare.

Dad: "Ha Manoola baba, fee shay ga3 y3awrich?!"
Manal: "La yuba, bs shway 3awar eb reeli w rasii,"
Dad: "Salamtich Baba,"
Manal: "Allah ysalmik,"

Jassim: "Shlonich Manal? A7san?!"
Manal: "Eeehh a7san!"

Remas: "Manooona," She jumped on my bed.
Manal: "Ayyyyyy releeeee Remas!!" I winced out in pain.


Remas quickly moved away and her forehead furrowed in sadness.

Jassim: "Entay thola, mo shayfa ena reel Manal et3awerha?!" He barked at her loudly.
Mum: "Remas deer balich, Manal ta3bana,"
Remas: "Okay," She pouted as she looked down at the ground.



Manal: "Remas ta3alay!" I opened my arms out.

She came closer and hugged me, I knew she didn't mean it, she only missed me.
She smelled like Baby Johnson, yeah, she still took a bath with that shampoo. I felt her soft skin against mine.



Suddenly the Doctor entered the room...

He had grey hair, wrinkles around his eyes, a dimple on his chin, glasses, an oily forehead, pimples covered his face, and black eyes.
He looked as if he was in his 60's or so.

Doctor: "At last you woke up Manal, how are you feeling?!"
Manal: "I'm feeling much better,"
Doctor: "Good, now you should be careful next time okay?! You have a broken leg and some damages,"
Manal: "Okay Doctor," I mumbled the words out.
Doctor: "Maybe you should think of stopping horse riding?!"
Manal: "WHAT? NO!!" I jolted out.
Doctor: "Okay okay, calm down, calm down, you have to rest now, if you need anything, you can just ask the nurse for me, I am Doctor Gibbs,"


Suddenly Remas boomed out with laugher, she stamped her feet against the concrete floor and fell down on the ground, she kept laughing.

We all stared at her 0.0


The Doctor left and my dad and mum followed him out the room.


Jassim: "Entay shfeech thola? Laish tith7ikeen?!" He asked Remas.
Remas: "Isma ytha7ik, Gibbs, ya3ni bil 3arabii Jibs, hatha ily Manal labsita 3ala reelha," She continued to laugh.


Bader, Jassim, Sa3ad and I all laughed at Remas.


Bader: "Wili 3afeech Remas kirmeena eb sikootich,"
Remas: "Ambaay enta shako? Mabii zain," She stuck out her tongue.
Bader: "63 hathi, Remas 7abebtyy, shifatay hathi el direesha?!" He asked while pointing at the nearest window.
Remas: "Eeehh," She grinned.
Bader: "R7 a6ayrich menha!!"


Remas sighed.


Bader: "Shfeech ba3ad!?!"
Remas: "Tara ana ta3abt minik Bader," She sighed again.

We all laughed so hard at how they teased each other. Bader couldn't hold his laugh, he burst out with laughs.


Manal: "Baskom tara wallah reelii ga3da et3aweerni,"
Bader: "Manoola ana baroo7 ta7at ayeeb maay w 7alaw tabeen shay?"
Manal: "Yeebli Bueno w abii may,"
Bader: "Okay," He smiled at me. "Shabab mno biyeyi ma3ay?!"
Remas: "ANA!!" She jolted up in excitement.
Bader: "Ana gilt Shabab," He smirked.
Remas: "Eeehh 3adii, ana shabab," She wrapped her arms around her chest.


Bader laughed at how she looked.


Sa3ad: "Remoosa 7abebtyy, ta3alay ana awadeech!" He bent down and spoke to Remas at her level of height, to get her attention.
Remas: "Mabii," She moved away as she shot him a death stare.
Sa3ad: "Entay laish di3la?!"
Remas: "Ana di3la?!" Her mouth widened. "Tara il7een a6igik box amawtik, tara 3indi 3athalat," She showed him her thin, weak, non-muscled arms.
Sa3ad: "Yallah 6igeeni," He said bluntly and with confidence. He then stood up and fixed himself.

Remas moved closer to Sa3ad and started to move her hands rapidly and hit him with all her strength, she hit his legs weakly thinking that she hurt him.

He kept on laughing and teasing her as we all laughed at them.


Remas: "Offf ta3abt," She backed away. "Enta motawa7ish!" She gave him a death stare w bawizat.

Sa3ad laughed.

Bader: "Yallah ana baroo7, emsh Jassim,"
Jassim: "Yallah emsh,"


They left leaving Sa3ad, Remas and I in the room.

Remas: "Ana baroo7 wiyahom," She moaned.
Sa3ad: "Ebser3a li7gehom itha tabeen,"
Remas: "I'm skipping you," She glared at him. "Bye Manal!" She ran out of the room without giving me the chance to say another word.

Sa3ad looked at me and gave me a genuine smile.

Sa3ad: "She still doesn't like me,"
Manal: "Hahaha, I guess so,"
Sa3ad: "7amdellah 3al salama,"
Manal: "Allah ysamik!"
Sa3ad: "Inshallah you're feeling better?"
Manal: "Eeehh i'm much better," I drew a smile on my face and my dimples sank.
Sa3ad: "Mashallah 7ata w entay ta3bana 7elwa!" He mumbled the words out. I noticed his hands fiddle together, he was nervous.


I was shocked.
What the hell is he saying?
I had to play along.


Manal: "Mashkoor," I smiled.
Sa3ad: "La2 la2 entay fahamtay '3ala6, mo ga9dii chii!" He rushed to speak.
Manal: "La ma fahamat '3ala6! Adre mo ga9dik," I defended myself, as I drew a smile on my face.
Sa3ad: "Eeehh ashwa,"
Manal: "Haha,"
Sa3ad: "3ad 9ij kan shakli garsoon w ana labs il badla hathak ilyoum?"
Manal: "Eeehh!" I chuckled.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha 5ala9 ma r7 albis'ha mara thanya,"
Manal: "La 3adi, ilbis'ha," I giggled.
Sa3ad: "La wallah, 3ashan tith7ikeen 3alay 97?!" He stated.
Manal: "La la ma ath7ak, ma ath7ak jidamik, bs min warak? isma7lii!" I laughed.
Sa3ad: "La wallah?" He raised one of his eye-brows.



Suddenly someone knocked the door.
The knock startled us.
It wasn't really a knock, it was much more of a huge, loud bang.


Manal: "Etfathal!" I tried to yell the words out.


Slowly the door's handle moved downwards.
In came a tall figure.


I stared deeply in shock and fear.

It was...............


















 

STOP!!! CLICK ON ME - Lost In The Middle Of Nowhere

This is something I wrote and I would love to share with you guys, please read every word and understand every sentence.
I hope you enjoy it....



IMPORTANT:

INSTRUCTIONS...
READ THIS WHILE YOU LISTEN TO  ( Chris Brown - Say Goodbye ) and you have to be alone, and make sure it's quiet around you. Believe me you will enjoy it more this way.


DON'T READ IT WITHOUT DOING WHAT I JUST SAID!!!!











You know that feeling of being lost?


Not knowing what to do?


Who to listen to?


Which way to walk in?


Which direction to take?


Not knowing what is the right thing to do?




That confused, lonely, lost mixed up feeling when everything is messed up. You feel like nothing is right, like your mind is constantly empty, you lose track of where to go, whom to ask, what to do.




That feeling of missing someone so badly, missing all their words, their laughs, their smiles, their words. Remembering all what happened and wanting it back badly, wanting to go back, wanting to press the replay button. It hurts to turn around and not find them standing there, telling you that everything will be okay, not finding that person with the warmest hug, the cosiest hug, the safest hug. It shatters your heart how they aren't here anymore to listen to every word you say, to wipe every tear, and smile at every laugh. How they aren't here to help you anymore. And that they were the only people that understood every single word you said even when you made no sense. It's painful to turn around and not find that shoulder to cry on anymore, those arms that made you feel safe, those hands that wiped your tears away, those jokes that made you laugh, those smiles that brightened your day up, that voice that made you melt from inside slowly. To turn around and not find them is the hardest thing to survive without.




You know when you miss someone so badly that it hurts, and you try to get them back but there is no use, you try and you put all your strength in bringing them back to you but there isn't any use. You feel weak, you need the power they gave you, you need their laugh, their smile, and their words so your day can go on. You try and try and try but end up with that awful word that everyone hates to hear "Nothing ". It's like it's too late, they are already out of your life, as if they disappeared, vanished into thin air, unavailable anymore.


 

All that's left is the memories, those memories you cherish, those memories you beg for to come back.




And after that, when you know there is no hope anymore in them coming back, you can't sleep at night, you can't eat well, you can't stop thinking of them.
Are they okay? Are they sad? Are they happy? Are they crying? Are they laughing? Endless questions twirling in your head about them.
It's like they are drugs, so addicting, so irresistible. They give you passion, they inspire you, they motivate you, but now, without them around, it's like nothing else matters anymore.




You never wished of letting go, never wished letting that person exit your life.




The feeling of being lost, broken hearted, unable to do anything, as if you fell deep down in a hole and there isn't anybody around to rescue you, to help you, to tell you what to do.




The really painful feeling that breaks your heart into pieces, it smashes your heart into bits, it shatters you. Love hurts, it rips your heart out. And in the end, you end up starting all over again, going back to where you were, that lame, old, same routine you had, with nothing to wake up in the morning and look forward to, no more goals, no more aims, no more trust, no more of that drug you need, that drug you're addicted to.




It's like you silently scream to yourself. You cry yourself to sleep every single night, dying slowly day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second. Like nothing matters anymore.




The memories you wanted back start to feel like nothing but a story you continually tell yourself. Like a life that was never really yours, but someone else's....





You're lost in the middle of nowhere....
















 

A Friend

Hey guy,
THIS IS MY SECOND POST, But it's a poem...
I hope you enjoy it!!







A Friend...



You're My Friend & I Hope You Know That's True,
No Matter What Happens I'll Stand By You.
I'll Always Be There Whenever You Need,
To Lend You A Hand, To Do A Good Deed.
So Just Call On Me When You Need Me My Friend,
I'll Always Be There Even To The Very End.



Behind My Every Smile Is A Thought Of You,
No Matter What Happens You'll Always be The One I Look Up To.
Even If We're Far Apart,
You Will Always Be In My Heart.
You're The First One I Want To See,
You Mean The World To Me.



Whenever You Have Fears,
I'll Be The Shoulder To Cry On And Dry Up Your Tears.
You're The One I Miss,
You're The One I Could Never Diss.
You're The One I Appreciate,
You Will Never Be The One I Hate,
This Is A Poem To Dedicate.



You're Always In My Mind,
Good Friends Are Hard To Find,
But I Already Found Mine,
Who's Kind And Gentle,
Probably Sentimental.
No Matter What You Do,
I'll Always Love You.



In The Day You're My Light,
My Moon In The Night.
You're My Wishing Star,
You're Amazing Just The Way You Are.
Whenever I See You A Smile Grows On My Face,
You're The First One I Would Embrace.



You're My Inspiration,
Leaving You Is Not In My Imagination.
I Can't Live Without You A Single Day,
Don't Leave Me Alone, Don't Go Away.
Without You I'll Be Full Of Depress,
You Know How To Make Me Express.
Having You Is A Pleasure,
You Will Always Be My Treasure.






Wriiten by: Sara Majid - @SusuMS99 and her friend named M.M

A very friendly and amazing reader and supporter, I LOVE YOU GIRL!!
And thank you for the amazing poem you wrote.










 

Chapter 4 - Colorful Love

Hey guys, I'm so sorry for not typing, I really miss typing and at last I am now!!:D
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Remas stood there and rubbed Spirit.
I had to get my helmet and boots on to ride Spirit. I was about to go and fetch them before I heard something fall.
I quickly turned around to find a tall figure standing and a bucket which was filled with water fallen on the ground.
I couldn't really make out who it was, but he looked nervous, he quickly bent down to pick up the bucket that fell.



Remas: "Mno?!" She screeched out asking with her childish voice.
............: "U-umm ana ma, a-aahhh, asef!" He mumbled his words while he put the bucket on the shelf that was nearby.



Remas and I walked towards the tall figure. The more I walked closer to the figure the more I revealed his identity.
He had black messy hair, two clear dimples, black eyes, long lean arms with bits of muscles, a crooked smile with dazzling teeth.

He looked familiar, it's like I saw him from before. I drew a smile on my face as I approached him.


...........: "U-umm asef, mo ga9di a5ar3ich," He muttered.
Manal: "La 3adee,"
Remas: "Ent mno?!" She snapped at him.
...........: "Ana Sa3ad, rifeej Bader, kint ga3 adawr Bader, 3abali ena mawjood ehni, asef 5ara3tkom," He explained.


My face went pale, it was Sa3ad, Bader's friend, the guy from the party.
This is embarrassing...
Just the thought of what happened yesterday made my face flush with redness.
My heart started to beat faster and I got nervous.



Remas: "Ent shno 3amaay? Mat shoof?!" She yelled at him.


I gave Remas a death stare. Sa3ad kneeled on the ground to face Remas.


Sa3ad: "Shsmich ya 7elwa?!" He smiled.
Remas: "W ent shako?!" She wrapped her arms around her chest.


I quickly pinched Remas from her back.

Remas: "Aaaaayyyyy Manal!" She winced in pain.
Manal: "Remas mo ga9dha, ehya shway ilyoum madre shfeeha, sorry," I mumbled.
Remas: "La mo sorry," Remas shot him a death stare.
Manal: "Remasss!!" I jolted out.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha, la 3adii,"
Remas: "Eeehh '3a6bin 3alaik 3adii," She snapped at him.
Manal: "REMAASSS!!" I glared at her.
Remas: "Ana baroo7 3ind Jassim!" She ignored me and looked at Sa3ad sharply.


She turned around to walk away, but half way she turned to face us, she gave me a look and then looked at Sa3ad and stuck her tongue out at him.


Manal: "Remaaasssss!!" I yelled at her.
Remas: "Okay okay!!" She pouted.
Sa3ad: "Bye Remas," He winked at her.
Remas: "Bye," She hardened her eyes as him as she shot him death stares.

Remas went out of the shed.
Sa3ad stood up to face me.

Manal: "Sorry about that," I averted my eyes to the ground.
Sa3ad: "Hahaha its okay, apparently she doesn't like me," He rolled his eyes.
Manal: "Yeaaah a-aahhh sorry," I giggled.
Sa3ad: "You're Manal, from the party the other day, right?" He asked.
Manal: "Umm yeah, sorry about that too," My face went red as I muttered the words out.
Sa3ad: "It's okay, Bader was right, I looked like a servant," He laughed.


I giggled.


Sa3ad: "I was looking for Bader, he told me to come over,"
Manal: "I think he's inside sitting with Jassim," I smiled.
Sa3ad: "And where would that be?!"
Manal: "Hahaha come u'll show you,"
Sa3ad: "Wait, is that your horse?" He asked.
Manal: "Yeah," I grinned. "His name is Spirit,"
Sa3ad: "Do you mind?" He pointed at Spirit asking if he could touch him.
Manal: "Not at all, go ahead,"



Sa3ad walked towards Spirit and stroke his face gently...



Sa3ad: "He's such a beauty," He smiled.
Manal: "I know, I just love coming here, it's like a whole other world,"
Sa3ad: "I know right, I have a horse myself!!"
Manal: "Really?! What's his name?"
Sa3ad: "Her, you mean!" He corrected me. "Her name is Silver," Sa3ad continued to stroke Spirits face gently.
Manal: "I'm sure she is a beauty too,"
Sa3ad: "Hahaha, she is,"


Manal: "Ummm so, do you want me to show you where Bader is?"
Sa3ad: "Yeah, after you," He smiled.


I lead him to where Bader was, and entered the house with him.


Manal: "Badoooor," I called.
Bader: "Kani kanii,"

I entered the living room to find Jassim and Bader playing PlayStation. They were too into the game that they didn't notice that Sa3ad was behind me. Remas was sitting on the hanged chair that was in the corner of the room eating a Banana as she swung herself slowly.
As soon as she saw Sa3ad she stuck her tongue out at him, I shot her a death stare, she gave me an innocent look reading "What?"


Manal: "Bader," I tried to get his attention, but he didn't even care to look at me.


They were playing football, so he was too busy trying to win.


Bader: "Haa?!"
Manal: "Irfeejik,"
Bader: "Shfeeh?"
Manal: "BADERRR!!"
Bader: "Offffff shtabeen?!"

I walked to the T.V and closed it.

Bader + Jassim: "MANAAAALLLL!!" They growled at me.
Manal: "Your friend is here,"
Bader: "Ha?!" He looked up to find Sa3ad standing behind me. "Ohhhh hala Sa3ad," He got up and walked towards his friend.


I walked into the room and picked up an apple from the middle of the table and sat next to Jassim.
Jassim then came closer and whispered into my ears.

Jassim: "Mno hatha?!" He asked, his breath tickled me.
Manal: "I'm not talking to you!!" I whispered back.
Jassim: "W laish bala?"
Manal: "La wallah?!"
Jassim: "Yallah 3ad Manal, I was joking around, ya3ni 7aram at'3ashmar!! Ba3dain Bader ily gali amsikich," He continued to whispered.
Manal: "Ya3ni ay shay Bader ygoolik etsawi, etsawii?!"
Jassim: "Manoola 5ala9, ba3dain ma 9ar shay, bs misaktich,"
Manal: "Inzain inzain 5ala9!!" I took a bite from the red apple that I was clutching on.
Jassim: "Inzain jawbeeni, mno hatha?!"
Manal: "Irfeej Bader,"
Jassim: "W entay shako feeh?!"
Manal: "Shga9dik?!"
Jassim: "Ya3ni ma ygdar yeyii ebroo7aa?"
Manal: "Jassim shfeek? Ma 9ar shay, he asked me to take him to Bader and I did, bs!!"
Jassim: "Aha okay,"


I opened the T.V and turned the channels searching for a good movie as I continued to bite my apple.

Bader was talking to Sa3ad, but I couldn't hear what they were saying. Jassim kept giving Sa3ad looks. I looked to find Remas stinking her tongue out at Sa3ad, I turned to find Sa3ad giving her funny looks as he talked to Bader.

I giggled at how funny they looked.

Remas gave him looks and shook her head and stuck her tongue out at him, she kept teasing him. Sa3ad couldn't stop laughing at her, and so did I...


Suddenly Jassim got a phone call....
I tried to over hear the call.

Jassim: "Aloo halla bo s3ood, shlonik?!"

He was talking to a guy...
Non of my business....

Jassim: "Eee tamam tamam el7amdellah," He went on.


He got up and walked outside to continue his phone call.



I got bored of watching movies and decided to go and ride Spirit.

Manal: "Badoor," I interrupted their conversation.
Bader: "Hala?!"
Manal: "Ana baroo7 arkab Spirit okay," I smiled.
Bader: "La Manal, shoofay cham il sa3a!!"


I pulled my Iphone out of my pocket to look at the time, it was 7pm.


Manal: "Please Badoor, may9eer, I've been waiting for agessssss," I moaned.
Bader: "No means no,"
Manal: "BADEERRRRR, PLEASEEE, PLEASE, PWEASEEEE!!" I begged him.
Bader: "Fine bs 3ala shar6,"
Manal: "Shno?!"
Bader: "Lazim a7ad yroo7 ma3ach,"
Manal: "A5ith Remas?!"
Bader: "U-ummm I don't think you will be able to take Remas!" He pointed at Remas which was sitting behind me.

I turned around to find Remas fast asleep on the hanged chair.

Manal: "Inzain ent ta3al wiyay,"
Bader: "Ana baroo7 ayeeb 3asha,"
Manal: "Offfffff, inzain Jassim,"
Bader: "Ba5eth Jassim w Sa3ad wiyay,"
Manal: "Offffff Bader!!" I huffed in a sad tone.
Sa3ad: "Itha tabeen ag3ad 3ashan aroo7 ma3ach," He smiled.
Bader: "U-ummm,"
Manal: "PWEASE PWEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE!!" I begged.
Bader: "Okay fine,"
Manal: "YAAAAAYYYY!!" I clapped cheerfully. "You're the best brother ever," I hugged him.
Bader: "Hahahaha, ma9la7chiya, bs haa, mo etgazreenha, lat 6awleen,"
Manal: "Okay okay," I smiled.

Suddenly Jassim entered...

Jassim: "Ha, r7 enroo7?!"
Bader: "Eeehh yallah emsh,"
Jassim: "Okay yallah, Sa3ad r7 tiyey?!" He asked.
Sa3ad: "La ana bawadii Manal 3ashan tirkab Spirit,"
Jassim: "Shno? la, la, ent roo7, w ana awadeha,"
Sa3ad: "Shda3wa yoba 3adyy 3adyy,"
Bader: "Yallah Jassim emsh,"
Jassim: "La ana bag3ad, mali 5ilg aroo7, roo7 ent w Sa3ad w ana awadii Manal,"
Bader: "Umm okay, yallah Sa3ad?!"
Sa3ad: "3ala ra7tik, yallah Badoor,"


Sa3ad and Bader left leaving Jassim and I with sleeping Remas.


Jassim: "Laish ma giltile inch tabeen etroo7en?!" He sounded mad.
Manal: "Shfeek Jassim? Tawa il7een gilt 7ag Bader eni baroo7 gali roo7ay ma3 Sa3ad l2ana il wa8t mita5ir," I explained.
Jassim: "Inzain roo7ay yeebay your helmet w kil shay w ana r7 awadii Remas foog, an6irich bara okay?!"
Manal: "Okay!!" I smiled.




I went and got dressed, I then ran downstairs and went out of the house and headed to the shed. My eyes stopped at the charming site of Jassim standing near Spirit. I stood and stared at Jassim. His thick black messy hair, his squared jaw, his sun kissed skin. I watched him gently rub his hand on Spirit's face. He was wearing a red Hollister hoodie with dark blue jeans, he also had his Professional Camera around his neck. His eyes sparkled from a distance and his dimples were so clear.


I then walked towards him, while looking at the ground, I was nervous. My heart skipped beats at the site of him.


Jassim: "5ala9tay?!" He asked with a smile, his dimples sank.
Manal: "U-umm eehh!" I mumbled
Jassim: "Yallah ta3alay rikbay,"


I stroke Spirits face then rode on him. I gently kicked Spirit with the heel of my shoe so he could move, I slowed Spirit's speed so Jassim could walk next to me.


I was walking slowly with Spirit and Jassim walked near my horse.



Jassim: "Manal!"
Manal: "Hmm?!"
Jassim: "6al3eeni!"


I looked at him, he was charming, my heart skipped a beat as I stared into his eyes.

Jassim: "Tisti7een mini?!"
Manal: "La shakoo?!" My eyes began to blink faster and he chuckled.

I kept quiet for a few seconds.

Manal: "Emmm Jassim I want to go faster fa shrayik you sit by the bench?" I tried to change the subject.
Jassim: "Hahaha, you're changing the subject, I know you, okay okay, but be careful, i'll be sitting there," He pointed at the bench that was nearby.
Manal: "Okay!!" I smiled.


I held the handles tighter and commanded the horse to run faster by kicking him gently with the heel of my shoe.

Spirit began to run around the field, He was going really fast. The feeling of falling at any time was dangerous. I loved it. I kicked Spirit gently with the heel of my shoe so he would go extremely fast.

I couldn't really see Jassim clearly but I noticed that he had his camera in his hand and he was picturing me.

I continued to run with Spirit. It was the best feeling, the wind punching on me and the stars sparkling in the sky.





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Over an half an hour went by, I slowed down and went to Jassim, he was looking at some pictures from his camera. I got down the horse and sat next to Jassim on the bench.


Manal: "3adii ashoof?!" I asked.
Jassim: "Goolay wallah ma r7 timsi7een wala wa7da,"
Manal: "Emmm wallah, bs 3a6nee,"
Jassim: "Hach," He handed me his camera.


I scrolled and saw the photos, it was filled with pictures of me. Pictures from when I was young, pictures without me noticing, pictures of older days, he even pictured me today when I was in the living room without me noticing, and pictures he just took now, while I was riding the horse.


Jassim: "You look very cute in all the pictures, as always," He smiled and his dimples sank.

I cleared my throat and spoke.

Manal: "Thank you!" I smiled shyly.
Jassim: "It's the truth," He smiled. "Manool, I'm in my evil mood, shrayich we put Spirit back in the shed and we go do something," He smiled evilly.


Jassim and I would always do evil stuff together, we would prank people, we were adventurous, he was like Bader.








Flashback....




Our shoes beamed out with red lights as we ran out of the shaleh and made our way to the sea....


Suddenly a voice startled Bader and I...


........: "Laish ma nadatoonii?!" He complained in his childish voice.

We turned around to find Jassim standing with his arms wrapped around his chest. He was angry because we didn't call him for our adventure.

Bader: "Jassim ebser3a irkith, Rosy is after us," Bader whispered the words out loudly.
Jassim: "First tell me what you have in your hands Manal,"
Manal: "Offff Jassim, il7een tiyeye Mama 5adeeja w etzifena!" (Mama 5adeeja was our Grandma).
Jassim: "Inzain shno betsawoon?"
Bader: "Manal ba8at min darii sharaqii, w ba3dain legat'ha bil ma6ba5 ga3da etyeeb matches, bs ehya babiya 3ashan chii ana sa3at'ha,"
Manal: "Bs ana mo babiya,"
Bader: "Embala you are!"
Manal: "Stop it, *sniff* I'm not, you're such a show off, mr.'Show off'!" I began to weep.
Bader: "You are, miss 'I know everything'!" He stuck his tongue out.
Jassim: "Bs siktaw, yallah, wain il sharaqii?"
Manal: "Kahoo!!" I jolted.
Bader: "Ana r7 aroo7 ashoof itha fee a7ad, inzain, n6raw mini," He whispered.
Manal + Jassim: "Okay!"


Bader then moved slowly towards the sea to see if anyone was there, he tried to look like a detective that was on a mystery.


Jassim: "Manoola la tiz3leen, entay mo babiya, la tismi3een kalam Bader," He tried to cheer me up.
Manal: "Ana mo babiya Jassim," I wrapped my arms around my chest.
Jassim: "Adree Manool, adree, malich shi'3il fee, u9lan Bader ohwa il baby mo entay," He wiped my tears off my face. "Bs lat goolenla ina gilt ina ohwa baby okay?!"
Manal: "Okay!!" I drew a smile on my face.
Jassim: "Pinkie swear?!" He held his small pinky finger up high in front of my face.

I reached my pinkie tiny finger out and wrapped it around Jassim's finger so we could do the pinkie swear promise.

Manal: "Pinkie swear!" I smiled cheerfully.

(Pinkie swear is like a promise)



We were startled by Bader's voice...


Bader: "Yallah Jassim, Manal, mafee a7ad, ta3alaw!!" He yelled at us.
Jassim: "Okay yallah!" He looked at me "Yallah Manal 3a6eni eedich," He ordered.


I stretched out my right hand and he wrapped his hand around mine. 
Jassim held my hand and we ran together to were Bader was.


We began to run to the sea, our shoes beaming out with red light, yes, we all wore the same brand of shoes.


Suddenly we bumped into someone.....








Back to the present....


Jassim: "Manal, Manal, wanich?!" Jassim waved his hands in front of me, trying to bring me back to reality.
Manal: "Ha? sorry, okay, but I want to take a last turn with Spirit, okay?!"
Jassim: "Tara ana bidat a'3ar min hatha Spit, may9eer,"
Manal: "Awalan his name is Spirit, thanian, w laish et'3ar bala, yallah shway w ared," I smiled and walked towards Spirit.


I rode the horse and kicked my heel gently so he would go faster.
He ran really fast, it was all going fine when suddenly Spirit sensed danger, he galloped crazily in the air. I tried to hold the handles tight so I wouldn't fall but Spirit was going crazy. I fell on the ground, my head hit hard and so did my body, thank god I had my helmet on.

I couldn't move, I felt numb.
I could hear Jassim yell my name...


Jassim: "MANAAAALLLLL!!"



Slowly everything was getting darker, the last thing I heard was Jassim's voice, after that everything went black....

















 

Chapter 3 - Colorful Love

Hey guys, sorry for not posting for a long time, I was really busy with something's.
I hope you enjoy, I would really love to know your comments and feedbacks on this chapter.


Oh btw I wanna give some advice to you girls reading this chapter:



Girls don't cry about the past, you have to move on, you have the ability to forget. You have to learn from your mistakes, flip the page, and move on, forget what happened in the past, don't go back. A girl is a diamond, don't give yourself to someone who will smash this diamond into pieces, don't ruin yourself by your own hands. Don't lose your parents trust on someone who doesn't deserve you, seriously don't love someone before you get married because it's not worth it, you're just ruining yourself and your reputation. Plus your mascara is too expensive to cry over someone who doesn't deserve it, if that person deserved it he wouldn't let your tears fall down your face.
Oh and girls, never think you're not beautiful, pull your head high up and walk with confidence, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, and no one has the right to tell you that you're not. Every person has something special in them, something unique, so don't allow anyone to tell you that you're not pretty, cause you are. And remember "A pretty girl is nothing if she has an ugly heart!!"
If you need any advice girls, i'm here for you


Enjoy the chapter...
















Suddenly the door of the room opened and so did the lights. I heard footsteps of someone walking into my room. The footsteps were getting closer to me. Suddenly this person climbed on my bed and came over me, I felt the person small soft fingers on my arm.



...........: "Manooola, Manaaaaal, Manooool!!" It was a child's girly voice.



I covered my face with the blanket, ignoring whoever it was.
She then got up and started to jump over me.


...........: "Yallah Manal, it's meeeee!!" She kept moaning.


............: "Manaaaal goomay!"
Manal: "Aghhhhh, il wa7d may naam ib hal bait?"
............: "Manooooon it's me!!"
Manal: "Remas?!" My eyes were still closed, I knew it was Remas cause she was the only one that called me 'Manooon' and it was her childish voice.
.............: "Eeehhh!!" She said in her cheerful voice.



I quickly sat up to face Remas.
She was jumping over me, she was wearing red shorts with a white shirt that had red flowers on it and white sandals. She had her hair pulled up into two pony tails. Remas was really cute, 'mal akilha', she looked like me, she was a copy of me, she had the same attitude I had. But she was evil, you know the kids that were so cute from outside, but really evil from inside?! She was one!!:D


Remas is my younger cousin, she is 3 years old and she was really close to me. I loved her and I treated her as a sister and a best friend. I always took her shopping with me and whenever I had the chance I would take her with me. She is like the young sister I never had.


I quickly grabbed her and laid her down as I tickled her. I kept tickling her, she was very ticklish.



Remas: "MANAL BS, Hhhhhhhh, MANAAAAAL!!!" She yelled the words out from between her childish laughs.
Manal: "Goolay A7bich Manal," I continued to tickle her.


She began to kick her legs and she tried moving me away, she tried to push me.


Remas: "Mabii," She yelled out with her childish voice.
Manal: "Mashii," I tickled her everywhere.
Remas: "Laaaaaaaaaaaa 5ala9, Hhhhhhhhh, 5ala9, Hhhhhhhhhhhh, A7bich, Hhhhhhhhhhh, Manooon, Hhhhhhhhhhh, bs, Hhhhhhhh,"
Manal: "Hahaha, okay okay," I stopped tickling her.


She sat properly and drew a huge grin on her face.


Manal: "Shlon yatay? Mno yabich?!"
Remas: "Ebroo7ii, yat mashii!" She gestured in her childish voice.
Manal: "Lat chathbeen Remas, yallah goolay shlon yataaay ya 7ilwaaa?!"
Remas: "Ana mo Remas!!" She snapped at me with her childish voice as she wrapped her arms around her chest.
Manal: "Ha 3ayal? Entay mino?!" I smiled.
Remas: "Ana ebnaytii el 7abooba!"
Manal: "Inzain ya ebnaytii il 7aboba mno yabich?!" I tried holding myself from laughing at her attitude, I played along.
Remas: "Giltlich ana yeet mashie," She snapped at me with her childish voice.


Suddenly someone spoke, it wasn't me or Remas, it was a man's voice.


.........: "Ya chathaba ya Remas, ana yibtich,"



I looked up to find Jassim standing near the door.



Jassim was Remas's bigger brother, Jassim was the love I couldn't live without, he was something big to me. Jassim and I loved each other for over a year now, but we never talked on the phone nor did we talk by BBM or Whatsapp. We never did anything like that because I wasn't like one of these girls, I didn't allow it to happen and he agreed with that, he said it was the right thing to do and I didn't want to lose my parents trust. No one knew about Jassim and I, it was a secret. Jassim promised to marry me when he finished University, he was in Gust. Yes, I loved him, but I always kept it in me, I never said the words 'I love you' to him, but he knew that I loved him.

Jassim had black thick hair, black sparkling eyes, a dimple on his cheek, and tanned skin. He was cute and really kind, he was everything I dreamt of. When we fought he wouldn't just leave me to get happy again alone, like other guys do, he would follow me until he made me laugh.

My face flushed with shyness and my heart skipped a beat at the sight of him, I quickly fixed my hair. I then turned to face Remas and went closer to her ears and whispered.


Manal: "Remas awadich il baqala w ashtrilich 7alaw, bs 6al3ay Jassim bara, deal?!" I whispered.

Remas then moved away and thought for a few seconds. She then came closer and whispered back.

Remas: "Goolay wallah?!" She whispered the words in her childish voice. I felt her breath tickle against my ears.
Manal: "Wallah!!" I whispered back.



Jassim: "Hoooob hoooob, shno 9ayr mini, tara ana mawjood, shga3 etgoleen laha Manool?!"


Whenever I heard my name from his voice my heart would beat faster, my name was special coming out of his mouth, it was different. I felt safe.


Remas: "Iskt degeega Jassim ufffff!" She shushed him.


Remas then came closer to me and whispered back.


Remas: "Deal," She smiled.



Remas then jumped off my king size bed and walked towards Jassim, she reached till his knees.
Remas then kneeled on Jassim and tried pushing him out, she put her small hands on his leg and pushed with all her strength.



Jassim: "Entay shga3 etsaween?! Heeyyyyy Remas!!"
Remas: "I6la3 bara!!" She snapped at him as she continued to push him.
Jassim: "Entay shakoo?!!"
Remas: "Get out Jassim, now, tara wallah ma a36eek 7alawii mara thanya, w ma r7 asma3 kalamik wallah,"
Jassim: "Ily ygool mayt 3ala 7alawich ana, ba3dain ta3alay shno galatlich Manal, ha?!"
Remas: "If I tell you, you will give me double what she gives me?!" She said in her evil childish voice.


Manal: "REMAAASSSSS!!" I yelled out.


Jassim: "Hahaha, Eeehh wa3d entay bs goolilii," Jassim kneeled down to Remas and held her hand to get her attention.
Remas: "Akeed?!" She widened her eyes.



Manal: "No Remas, he is lying,"
Jassim: "Akeed, bs yallah entay goolay," He chuckled.



Remas went closer to Jassim's ears and whispered, I didn't know what she said, but I knew she was going to tell him everything I said.
M9la7chiya hal bint wallah, she is so evil, even though she is so cute.



Manal: "REMASSS!!" I yelled.



Remas moved away from Jassim, Jassim looked at me and gave me a look that made me die from inside. He drew a smile on his face, my face went red, this is embarrassing. Jassim then pushed his lips back to Remas's ears and whispered, I didn't know what he was saying.



Manal: "Remasss ya 5aynaaaaa!!" I covered my face with the blanket, digging my head deeper. I looked to find that I was still in my peach dress from yesterday night, I slept with my makeup on and my heels too, I was really tired yesterday.



Suddenly it was so quiet, I couldn't hear any whispers. I moved the blanket off my head slowly trying to peak. Jassim was standing in front of me and he was staring at me, there was no sign of Remas. I felt my face get hotter as they reddened from the sight of his eyes. He just stood and smiled at me with his adorable eyes.



Manal: "What?" I said innocently with a low nervous shy voice.
Jassim: "Awadich il baqala w ashtrilich 7alaw, bs 6al3ay Jassim bara, haaa??!" He gave me a cute look as he smiled.
Manal: "Ha? La! Remas chathaba!" I said innocently as my face flushed with shyness.
Jassim: "Hahaha, chathaba ha? Goolay enich mista7ya mini w 5ala9,"
Manal: "W sh7aga asti7i?"
Jassim: "Laaaa??!! Eeehh 9adagtich, rag3ay rag3ay, yallah ashoof goomay badlay ana w Badoor r7 enwadeech il mazra3a 3ind Spit,"
Manal: "Mno Spit?!"
Jassim: "Your horse!!"
Manal: "Heyyyyy, his name is Spirit, not Spit, shno Spit!!" I got angry, I loved my horse and I didn't allow anyone to make fun of him.
Jassim: "Hahaha, okay okay, lat 3a6ib el 7elwa, 5ala9 asfeen, wala tiz3leen, Spirit, zain?!"
Manal: "Eeehh!!" I said.


Jassim came closer to my bed, he kept staring at my eyes.


Manal: "Wain Remas?!"
Jassim: "Ra7at!" He smiled. Why does he keep smiling? His smile kills me.
Manal: "Wain? Ana a3arif Remas malgoofa, what did you tell her?!"
Jassim: "I have my ways,"
Manal: "What did you tell her?!"
Jassim: "It's a secret!" He laughed.
Manal: "Laa? Aha okay mashii!! I have my ways too, and I will find out,"
Jassim: "We'll see about that," He laughed.
Manal: "Yallah Jassim get out let me get dressed,"
Jassim: "Entay shno labsaa?!" He noticed that I wasn't in my PJs.
Manal: "U-umm the dress min ams," I stated.
Jassim: "Laish ma badaltay?!"
Manal: "Nmt min kithr il ta3ab,"
Jassim: "Inzain goomay bashoof the dress, ams ma shiftich!!"
Manal: "Mabii, fashlaa!!"
Jassim: "Shno fashlaa?? Goomay, yallah 3ad Manoola, 3ashanii!!" He gave me this cute look with his adorable eyes.


I moved the blanket and stood up from the bed. I was still wearing my heels and my long cinnamon hair was left down wavy. I smiled shyly as Jassim stood there and smiled, staring at me silently.


Manal: "Yallah Jassim, i6la3 bara, babadil!"


Jassim started to come closer...



No don't do this to me Jassim, I can't stand you. Aghhhhh move Jassim, move. Is it hot in here or what? Why isn't the air conditioner on.



Jassim: "You look really pretty, you always do," He whispered the words.


My face went red and my heart was beating faster.


Manal: "Thank you," I said shyly with a smile.




Suddenly I heard Bader yelled out my name as he got closer to my room, Jassim quickly took a few steps away from me.




Bader: "Wanich??"
Manal: "Kanii,"


Bader popped his head into my room.


Bader: "Tawich labsa malabis ams?!"
Manal: "Ams kint ta3bana w nmt 3ala 6ool,"
Bader: "9ij thoola, il mohim, yallah libsay binroo7 il mazra3a, w Jassooom ta3al ma3ay baroo7 ashtiri kora yideeda 3ashan nil3ab, and you better be dressed when we come back," He looked at me, knowing that I took a long time to dress up.
Manal: "Okay okay, now stop ordering me around, i'm not a baby,"
Bader: "Yes you are!"


I held my pillow and was about to throw it at him but he ran away.






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I called the girls to see if any of them could come...
They all got excuses, Lamaar was scared of Spirit, Noor was busy with her cousins, Leena had to go to her Grandma's house and Juju was going shopping with her mother.


I took a shower then got dressed into this:

 

 

 

 

I made my hair into a pony tail and pulled the pony tail from the hole that was behind the hat. I looked cute and simple, I stared at myself as I applied some lipstick.



Suddenly Bader called me from downstairs.


Bader: "MANAL YALLAH NIZLAAAY, BENROO7!!!!" He yelled out from downstairs.
Manal: "COMINGGGG!!" I yelled.



I quickly grabbed my phone and my hand bag and ran downstairs.


Bader was brushing his hair, Jassim was fiddling with his Canon Professional Camera, and Remas was sitting on the stairs waiting for me.



Manal: "Yallah?" I asked.
Bader: "Yallah!" He put the brush on the table and grabbed his keys.
Manal: "Badoor abii a6lib minik shay, bs lat ridnii, tikfaa!!"
Bader: "Amraay Manool,"
Manal: "Basoog!! Please please please please, pretty please, pweaseeeeeeeeee!!" I begged him.
Bader: "No!!"
Manal: "Yallah 3ad, I wanna drive your car, you never let me drive your car,"
Bader: "I know that, but it's my car, and I don't want you driving it,"
Manal: "Badoor pweeeaaassseeeee 3ashaniii, pwease, pwease, pwease, I said pwease, if you love me Badoor, Allah y5aleek!!" (Pwease ya3ni please) I continued to beg him. I gave him my puppy eyes as I put my hand on his arm.
Bader: "Fine, but no speeding,"
Manal: "YESSSS, WALLAH A7BIK ANA, AMOOT FEEK!!! YOU'RE THE BEST BROTHER EVEEEERRRRRR!!!"
Bader: "7adich m9la7chiya!!"
Manal: "I know," I smiled while grabbing the keys out of his hand and running out to the car.


I sat in the driver's seat and Bader sat next to me. Jassim and Remas sat at the back.


Bader had a sport car, I loved his car, but he never let me drive it. It was the first time to drive it today and I was really excited.

Bader's car:

Jassim: "Ash'hadoo ena la elaha ila Allah!!!" He teased me.
Manal: "Heyyy, lat 7a6mooniii," I frowned.
Remas: "Bs Jassim, Manoon doosay okay?!!" She said it in a childish voice.
Manal: "Remas ana mabii akalmich!!"
Remas: "Laish?!" She said innocently in her childish voice.
Manal: "You know why," I gave her a death stare from the mirror that was above me.
Remas: "Tara Jassim chathab, ma gilta,"
Jassim: "Ana chathab ya chathaba?"
Remas: "Eeehh, ana mathlooma!" She pouted.
Jassim: "Entay mathlooma? Entay el thalmaa a9lan,"
Manal: "Hahaha, 7aram 3alik Jassim, 5ala9 Remas wala tiz3leen, 7abebtyy entay,"
Bader: "Ana madre shilsalfa bs bath7ak ma3akom 3aba6, Hahahaha, yallah 5al9ina soogay, bs itha mit r7 athbi7ich,"
Manal: "Wait, wait, bafham, shlon itha mit r7 tithba7ni, ya3ni mo mayet?" I mocked him.
Bader: "Shut up and drive miss 'Smarty pants'!!"
Manal: "Hahaha, okay okay yallah, bismilah!!" I started the car.







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I drove and speeded up, I was having the time of my life. Bader kept telling me to slow down but I skipped him. I played the radio and started to sing along, they all laughed at how crazy I went and whenever Bader told me I was crazy I would go like 'YOLO dude'. I was really having fun, it was the best day ever, I really enjoyed it.

At last we got there, I parked the car and got out.


Manal: "Remas ta3alay ma3ay, baroo7 3ind Spirit,"
Remas: "Okay," She smiled and followed me.


I was about to walk away when Bader called out.


Bader: "Manal!!!"
Manal: "Hala?!"
Bader: "Aren't you forgetting something?!"
Manal: "What?!" I knew what he meant, it was his keys, but I played stupid.
Bader: "My keys!!" He snapped.
Manal: "Mo 3indii," I lied, as I began to blink faster.
Bader: "Waina?!"
Manal: "3ind Jassim," I continued to lie.
Jassim: "Ya na9abaaa, mo 3indii,"


Bader gave me a death stare..


Bader: "Jassim ebser3a, HOLD HER!!!!" He yelled.


Bader was on the other side of the car, so Jassim was closer to me and that's why he told Jassim to hold me.


I was about to run when Jassim held me.

Manal: "WA5R JASSIM, WA5R, JASSIM!!!" I tried to push Jassim but I couldn't.


Manal: "JASSIM IT'S NOT FAIR, WA5RRRR JASOOM, PLEASE PLEASE!!"


He just laughed.


Manal: "Remas come tickle Jassim, EBSER3AAA, PLEASE REMAASSSSS!!" I tried to move but Jassim was stronger than me.


Remas was about to come when Jassim threatened her.

Jassim: "Remas ta3alay 3ashan ilwa3d ily wa3atich yah eb daar Manal ma asawii,"
Remas: "La 5ala9 5ala9," She moved away.
Manal: "AYYY WA3D??! REMAAASSSSS, LAAAAA TA3AALAAAYY!!" I tried to move.
Jassim: "Hahaha!!" He laughed evilly.



Jassim just laughed at me as Bader came and tickled me and took his keys from my pocket. Bader never hit me, and I knew he would never think of hitting me, he wasn't like other guys. He used his brain not his hands.


Bader: "3ashan tit3alimaan,"

Bader and Jassim laughed at me.

Manal: "Mashii Jassim, mashii,"
Jassim: "Yomaaa, tara a5af min i5tik Badoor,"
Manal: "En6r 3alay, Mashii Jassim,"


I walked towards the shed where my horse was, and Remas was walking near me.


Manal: "Remas shno galich Jassim lama kina bil daar?"
Remas: "Goolay wallah ma r7 etgoolen ena giltlich!!"
Manal: "Inshallah!! Yallah goolay,"
Remas: "Galii itha 6ala3t min il daar, ywadeeni il al3aab!!" She smiled.
Manal: "Ahaa okay okay, yallah emshay asra3,"



I entered to find Spirit, I smiled at his sight.
Spirit was breath taking, he was a white horse. I stroke his face gently and then rubbed my face against his and kissed him. I always believed that Spirit understood me, like he could understand whatever I told him, I would always come here and complain to Spirit, he knew everything. And I knew it was impossible that he would tell anyone, hahaha, he couldn't even talk to even think of telling anyone. My secrets were safe with him.


Manal: "I missed you," I whispered the words to Spirit as I smiled.



Remas stood there and rubbed Spirit.
I had to get my helmet and boots on to ride Spirit. I then decided to go get my boots and helmet so I could ride him but I was startled by..........