Chapter 19 - Colorful Love

Heyyyy,

1- This post is dedicated to March and all the people that were born in March!!<3

2- Wallahhh JAD I love you guys!! You always know how to make my day and draw a smile on my face, ALLAH LA YI7RIMNIIII!!!!!!

3- THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHH FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO STOOD NEXT TO ME AND SUPPORTED ME!!! Walllaahhhhh a7ibkooommmm<3

4- Oh and P.S: LIFE WITHOUT YOU GUYS WOULD SERIOUSLY SUCK!! YOU TAUGHT ME A LOT<3


5- Dedicated specially to @ATEnezii !! HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY!!! No words can describe my love to you:c A7BICHHHH <3 At last ur one year older yaaayyyyy enjoy it baby!! I ADORE YOU!!:(


I'll leave you to enjoy
Love ya xxx













We walked towards the house door and rang the bell, suddenly someone unlocked it and opened the door for us, I was surprised to find my aunt.



Manal: "5altyy Hana?!"
Bader: "5alty Hana ish9ayir?!"
5alty Hana: "Entaw dishaw w Haya r7 etfahimkom!"
(Haya Om Manal..)


We all went in, I kissed my aunt on her cheek and turned around to find Lamaar and Noor,


Sa3ad: "Yallah Ana mashy Bader!"
Mum: "La Sa3ad ta3al, ent wa7d mina w feena, dish dish!"
Sa3ad: "La 5altyyy, Ana chi chi mashyy!"
Mum: "Tara Yma az3al 3alik, 3aib may9eer, dish ya iwladyy!"
Sa3ad: "La ila za3alich, 5ala9 5ala9!"



Sa3ad came in and we all sat down on the couch, Bader, Noor, Lamaar, Jassim, Sa3ad, Rakan and I. My parents and aunt stood in front of us,
(Noor & Lamaar are Manal's cousins, I mentioned this but I'm just reminding you)



Manal: "Yma ish9ayir?!"
Noor: "Yma Ishfeekom?!"
Bader: "Yma Laish emyam3atna?!"
Dad: "Sim3oona eb 7oodo2! Ya 3yalyy i7na mi6areen ensafer!"
Lamaar: "Kilikom?!:c"
Manal: "Laish?!"
Jassim: "Wain?!"
Rakan: "Ish7aga?!"
Mum: "Sim3oona Allah y5aleekom!"
Dad: "Il youm ily 6af i7na ma kina eb hotel kina bil mostashfa, omkom mareetha w ma 7abaina en5ari3kom 3ashan chii ma gilna!" My dads tears began to fall and my mum had no control of herself, she cried, and so did my aunt.
Manal: "Marath shno?!" My tears gathered.
Dad: "9ara6aan!"
Rakan: "SHNO???:o"



Kanat 9adma, kil a7ad tifaja2, ma kint em9adga 7asait china wa7da sakni kaf, rikatht 3ind omi w 7a6ait rasyy eb 7ithinha w bichait.




5altyy Hana: "Kilina r7 nogaf ma3aha w r7 tit3alaj bithnallah w bema ena 9aif w mako dawam, w ma7ad feekom ma5ith 9aifyy, fa gilna etimoon ma3 ba3th a7san! 3ashan etkoonon ma3 ba3th w ma ti7tajoon shay, r7 en5aly mabla'3 weyakom, w itha i7tajtaw ba3ad r7 endizlikom, w 3ashan il bait may kafii kilikom, lil a7san etroo7on tig3idoon bil shaleh, kilikom!"
Dad: "R7 endig 3alikom w en6aminkom, lat 7atoon! Kalamt obook Jassim w Dara 3an il salfa, w a9ar inik tig3ad ma3ahom 3ashan etsa3idhom, abeekom etwagfoon ma3 ba3th! Lazim enkoon bil ma6ar il sa3a 9 il 9ib7, 6ayaratna il sa3a 12:30pm w nabeekom kila ma3 ba3ath, lat hidoon ba3ath, 7ata ent ya Sa3ad, meta ma qidart mirhom il shaleh w 5alik wiyahom!"
Sa3ad: "7athr 3ami, w bachr min 9iba7 Allah 5air Ana 3indikom, r7 awa9ilkom il ma6aar, w lat 7atii r7 atim weyahom!" He looked at the ground.



My tears began to fall I couldn't believe what I just heard, I was scared, I didn't want to lose my mum. Noor and Lamaar came and hugged my mum and cried. The guys tried trapping their tears but some of them failed.



That night we all slept around my mum, I slept on her lap, Rakan on her shoulder, Bader next to her. Sa3ad left and so did Noor and Lamaar with 5altyy Hana, Jassim slept on the couch which was nearby while Remas slept in my room not knowing of what happened.



I didn't want my mum to travel, but I wanted her to defeat her disease, I wanted to go with them, but I knew my parents wouldn't agree. I felt crushed, lonely, scared, I couldn't get enough of my mums smell, the whole night and my tears just made their way down my face and on my mums lap ruining my mums clothes.









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I woke up at 6am having a huge headache from crying, they were all fast asleep. I looked at my mum and saw how tired she looked, I felt guilty and all I wanted was to cry more and more. I got up trying not to wake up anyone, I held my phone and headphones and walked outside to the garden. I sat down on the swing, closed my eyes and listened to music as I cried,





(I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you...)





Suddenly I felt someone sit next to me, I opened my eyes to find Bader. I took my headphones off and put my head on his shoulder and hugged him as I cried, he hugged me back and kissed my forehead.




Bader: "Lat 5afeen!" He calmed me down, I felt the sadness in his voice.
Manal: "Bader mama r7 etrid 97? Ma r7 etmoot omy 97?!" I sat up.
Bader: "Shhhhh lat goolen chithy, az3al 3alich!"


I put my head back down and continued to cry, I felt Bader's tears fall on my head but I didn't say a word.



.....: "Manal? Bader?!"



We looked up to find Rakan, he joined us on the swing and we just put our heads on each others shoulders and slept.








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.....: "Mamaa? 7abaybee? Yallah goomaw! Manal? Bader? Rakan?!" I heard someone's voice, I slowly opened my eyes to find my mum. "Yallah goomaw 3ashan tif6iroon ba3dain etwa9loona il ma6ar!"
Bader: "Inshallah Yma!"
Mum: "Sim3ooni, ma abeekom 6ool il wa8t tabchoon w tig3idoon za3laneen, Ana baroo7 at3alaj!!! Entaw r7 etsa3dooni wela etzidoon il tha8t 3alay?!"
Rakan: "Nabi ensa3dich Yma!"
Mum: "5ala9 3ayal, mabeekom za3laneen, yallah thi7kaw!"



We faked a smile and got up to wash our faces and get ready,



Mum: "Rakan! Ta3al bakalmik shway!"



Rakan sat back down to talk to my mum.







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Omyy w Rakan ti9ali7aw, Rakan 9ar ensaan thanyy, ta'3ayar wayed w gilt 7q omyy kil shay, w shlon 9ar 6ayeb w wayed zain, shift i3yoonha tilma3 w Ana agoolaha, istanisat wayeedd!!


Wada3na Omyyy w obooyyy w 5altyy w rayilha w safiraw San'3afowra...
(San'3afowra is one of the best places 7q 3ilaj il 9ara6aan!!! My relative went there and defeated cancer!!!!)


Kint 7ail met'thayga,
Ma kint abeehom yiroo7oon..
Kan wedyy aroo7 wiyahom bs ma rithaw!:(





Sa3ad: "Yallahhh Emshaw baridkom il bait 3ashan etzahboon a'3rathkom 3ashan enroo7 il shaleh!! Yallahhh bs la tabchoon, ishgalat 5altyy?!"
Bader: "Yallahh mishanaa!" Bader held my hand and I put my head on his shoulders and we walked back to the car.





Jassim 5atha Remas w rad bait'hom 3ashan yzahib a'3ratha, w ana w Rakan w Bader radaina il bait, w zahbna a'3rathna!






Bader: "Yallahhh Manal sar3ayyy!"
Manal: "Laish mista3yil, 9aber!"
Rakan: "Lamaar w Noor ga3 yan6iroona ishfeech?! Yallahhhh!!"
Manal: "Kani kani!!" I walked down the stairs.
Bader: "Sa3ad ent emzahib a'3rathik?!"
Sa3ad: "Eeehhh min ams, w kalamt omyy w fahamt'ha kil shay w galatlyy atim ma3akom w betdizlina '3ada ilyoum ma3 il sayeg!"
Bader: "Mo ila eta3ib 3omrha, ya36eeha il 3afya!"
Sa3ad: "La ta3ab wala shay, iskit i7na i5wan!"
Bader: "7abebyyy wallah!"
Rakan: "5ala9taw? Ma nisataw shay?!"
Manal: "Laa ma nisaina!"
Bader: "Rosyyyy!!! Sybeeellll!!!! Yallahhh ya Rosyyyy 5al9eena!"
Rosy: "What you always shout, little little, what's wrong?!"
Manal: "We want to go Rosy, yallahhh! Where is Sybel?!"
Rosy: "You see me GPS? I don't know!"
Rakan: "Beeiihhhh ma minich fayda, ya Sybeell!"
Sybel: "Comingggg!" She yelled.
Rakan: "Way3aa!!"



5athaina sayartain, sayart Bader w Sa3ad, Ana w Bader eb sayara w sa3ad w Rakan ma3 Rosy w Sybel eb sayara!
Ana w Bader maraina Noor w Lamaar, w Rakan w Sa3ad mashyeen warana..



Bader: "Alo hala Jassom!" Kan 7a6 speaker.
Jassim: "Hala hala!"
Bader: "Tabeena enmirik?!"
Jassim: "La Ana bayey eb sayartyy, w bayeeb Remas, 3ashan etha i7tajt arid aw shay, sayarti etkoon mawjooda!!"



Faka!! A7san, 5al yiyi eb roo7a:&



Bader: "3ala ra7tik, yallah enshoofik minak, ma3 il salama!"
Jassim: "Ma3 il salama!"




6ool il 6ireej w Ana mali 5ilg shay, kint met'thayga 7ail 3ala omyy, ma at5ayal 7ayatii min doonha, Ana il7een? W mishtagatlaha!:(

Bader 7awal ytha7ikni bs mo7awalata kanat fashla..









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Wi9alna il shaleh, Ana w Noor w Lamaar kina eb '3orfa, w Sa3ad w Bader eb '3orfa w Rakan w Jassim eb '3orfa! Remas kanat titnagal, kil youm etnam 3ind wa7d feena..



Nazlna ashya2na w 9a3adna, ga3adna enratibhom bil kabat,

Daarna kanat Akbar daar bil shaleh, feeha king size bed w single bed. Il bajii bs feehom king size bed.


Manal: "Ana 3ind il direesha!!"
Noor: "Ana yamich!"
Lamaar: "Allah ya5ithkom:( ya3ni Ana ebroo7i?:c"
Manal: "La wa5ray il night stand w garbay il frash, ya3ni lazgeehom ma3 ba3ath!"
Lamaar: "Okaayyyy:D"




9afa6 a'3rathyyy w 7a6at'hom bil kabat, ba3dain 5athait my beats w nzalt ag3ad 3al ba7ar, sha'3alt a'3ani w libast my beats, il jaw kan naarrrrr, w il ba7ar kan 3ajeeb, madre shlon il ba7ar ysta7mil ysma3 kil himoom il nas, w may ga6i3 a7ad, w ba3ad ma etgoola sirik, mosta7eel ygoola 7g a7ad, ya rait il ba7ar ensaan...






Faj2a wela a7ad y'3a6ii 3anii...













My Own Area...





كل واحد فينه عنده أسراره الخاصة
كأنه قلوبنا فيها خزاين مقفوله اب مفاتيح
نفتحها وقت مانبي وأطلع منها هل سر ولا هذاك
ونرد عقب إنسكر عليها
بس في أسرار لي إطلعت؟ مانقدر نرد نقفل عليها!

وبعد ما الأسرار القديمة تنكشف تصدمنا وتقهرنا
ونتمنى لو ظلت بقلوبنا أو بقلوب أصحابها
إلي طلعوها اب وقت؟ مو وقته!

وفي أسرار نحتفظ فيها بين الملاحف
والمخده الي تشهد قصصنا يوم بعد يوم
وتشرب دموعنا ولا نقدر نتحرر منها
إلا لما نشوف أحد همه كبر همنا..!





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