Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Chapter 37 - Colorful love

 










Heyyyyy! I know that many of you wanna kill me atm, I'm really sorry for the delay:c I was fasting *9aymaa* and so I felt dizzy and sleepy and of course hungry and so I couldn't really type in a chapter, I'm really sorry, anyways I'm typing now:p

This chapter is dedicated to @Reemalradhwan and @Amoon_6 and @LoveIsA_Mystery ,  you guys are wayyyy to cute, I love you so so sooo muchhhhh!! xx

And also dedicated to my pretty angel @deemaalduaij <3

P.S: Girls please don't estimate or just guess things about me and then go around and spread about it, if you assume something then DM me and ask me or if you don't want me to know who you are then send it on ask.fm, but please please pleassseee don't just assume it, believe it and then rumor it around.

Thank you guys for everything x
I hope you enjoy this chapter and I love you all<3
#TEAMMAS3AD













Leena slowed her pace to enjoy the breeze, the wind blowing her black hair with every step, her feet getting covered with a layer of warmth as they sank into the small golden particles of sand. Leena had her eyes glued down to the sand, her head was somewhere else, it was whirring off to the plans she tried thinking of, ideas kept boiling up in her head, she had to find a way to separate Sa3ad and Manal, but how?

"Aaayyyyy," Leena roared in annoyance, she quickly elevated her eyes up to peek at what she bumped into. Her eyes were set on a tall man with a smile plastered on his face. Her heart jolted, threatening to jump out, she moved slightly away. She stared expressionlessly at the man, his eyes looked a bit familiar, she felt like she saw him before. "S-sorry," Leena stuttered.

"La2 3adee," He replied, his hair was pulled back with some gel and his eyes were reflecting the bright sun that was peeking out of the sky. The man moved slightly to continue his way, suddenly an instinct in Leena told her to stop him.

"Hey wait!" Leena bolted out in a hurry as she turned around to face him. She watched him stop and turn to face her in confusion.

"U-um na3am?" He raised an eye-brow as he shot her a stare.

"Wayhik mo '3areeb 3alaay," Leena's pupils widened, her face twisted as she tried to remember where she saw him before. She slowly rubbed her palm against her forehead trying to nail down where she saw him before. "Wait, wait," She shifted her eyes up to him, "Ent 6alaal!! 97?" Leena gazed at him waiting for a reply.

"Eehh 6alaal, entay mno?" 6alaal's deep voice snapped at her.

"Ana irfeejat Manal," Leena lightly gestured to herself, "Shfnaak elyoum el 9eb7," Leena urged on.

"Eehh eeh, tithakartich, shtabeen?" 6alaal barked at her, trying to be as cold as possible.

"Wow, shfeek 3alay?" Leena widened her eyes at him, astounded by 6alaal's rudely tone of voice.

"Ahaa 3abalich ba36eech wayh 3ashan kent at7arash eb Manal," 6alaal barked at her, "Gelna mo3jab eb Manal mo rabi3haa," He stated bluntly.





"Alo-oo?" 6alaal waved his hand in front of Leena's face. 6alaal's voice bulldozed Leena's uneasy thoughts bringing her back to reality.

"Huh? Sorry," Leena lightly moved her head. "Geltlyy mo3jab eb Manal 97?" A devilish smile lingered onto Leena's red lips.

"Entayy shfeech?" 6alaal's forehead furrowed in confusion and irritation.

"Hmm ana bayeeblik Manal," Leena had a smirk playing along her lips.

"Shloun?" 6alaal's eyes widened, his voice sounding surprised and shocked.

"Ta3aal elyoum Starbucks w ana r7 afahmek kel shay, el sa3a 5ams w ni9," Leena shot him a look and smiled evilly as she made her way back to the shaleh.

"Heyy ne6raay," 6alaal yelled out in confusion, not understanding what she meant.

"5ames w ne9 6alaal, la tit25aar, afahmek kel shay ehnaak," Leena yelled those last words then ran off. 6alaal stood there still startled of what just happened, he threw his hands back into his hair massaging his scalp to calm down and relax, he was impatient to know what was going on.








-








Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-ling! Multiple messages popped up on to Manal's screen disturbing her sleep. She moved slightly, sniveling and groaning as she looked for her phone.
She finally clutched her phone and pulled it in front of her face. The brightness annoying Manal and making her wince. She slowly slid her finger across the screen and opened her phone not even reading who the message was from, as soon as it opened it lead her to whatsapp. It was from Sa3ad, she read the screen with one eye open...



Sa3ad: " أحبك كثر ما مطير تحب مسلم "
Sa3ad: " وكثر ما عيال عطا تحب بن جامع "
Sa3ad: " وكثر ما وشوشوا العحمان في حكيهم "
Sa3ad: " وكثر ما طنايا بالكرم معروفه "
Sa3ad: " وكثر حب عيال وآيل للدحه "
Manal: "Tara ga3atne min noumi:)"
Sa3ad: "9aba7 el 5air<3"
Manal: "9aba7 el shar-.-"
Sa3ad: "Shfeek bo jassom?:p"
Manal: "Na3sanaaa:( It's 6:30am you know-.-"
Sa3ad: "Ma loom el noum en ma sheba3 min 3younich,"
Manal: "U-umm:c usshhh banaam:'("
Sa3ad: "Afaa</3 Yallah 3ad meshaglich:("
Manal: "3ayaaarr!!"
Sa3ad: "Wallah:("
Manal: "Zain zain ka ga3at *yawn*"
Sa3ad: "Etha betnameen namaay!"
Manal: "La2 5ala9 nsait el noum:p"
Sa3ad: "Zain ta3alaayy netmasha 3al ba7ar!!:("
Manal: "Aahhh!! Shoof shoof geltlik 3ayaar!"
Sa3ad: "Hey-.- Ga3 agoolich mshtaglich so get you bottom right over here,"
Manal: "Sorry:p can't do,"
Sa3ad: "Please?!"
Manal: "Nice try;)"
Sa3ad: "Tara ana 7ail ta3baan!"
Manal: "Hahaha not going to work either:'D"
Sa3ad: "Manal ga3 atkalam jad, madre wain el diwaa, w ba6ne 3awaar mo 6abee3ii, 3ashan chii ga3atech!!"
Manal: "Min 9ijik Sa3aadd?:o"


Suddenly Sa3ad went offline, Manal quickly jumped out of her bed and ran to the bathroom to wash her face. Her heart skipping beats as she quickly glanced at herself from the far mirror then ran down stairs in search of Sa3ad. She was worried.

She walked down to find Sa3ad sitting on the couch looking perfectly fine with a charming smile painted on his lips. Manal stood in front of him and shot him a death stare as she crossed her arms tightly around her chest in disappointment and anger.


"Ta3baan? Ba6nek y3awerk? Mo ga3 etlagii el diwaa?" Manal snapped at him.

"I knew you'd fall for that," Sa3ad chuckled, his eyes sparkling into Manal's.

"Not funny you know, not funny at all!!" Manal drew a sarcastic smile on her face.

"Yallah emshayy," Sa3ad stood up and pulled Manal's hand. Manal felt the warmth from his hand radiant through her body.

"Hednyyy," Manal grunted, she tried pulling her hand away but he pushed his fingers deep into her skin, but not too deep to hurt her, just deep enough to control her movements.

"Yal de3laaaa lat 3andeen!!" Sa3ad laughed as he dragged Manal along with him forcing her out of the shaleh. The sun was out, bursting out it's light and brightness. Manal closed her eyes slightly in annoyance as she shrugged trying to pull her hand out of his. "W ba3dain?" Sa3ad laughed again, his dimples were visible and Manal could feel her insides melt.

"Huff zain 5ala9," Manal rolled her eyes. Sa3ad was wearing a blue Hackett shirt paired with white shorts and sneakers. He had a cap put over his soft hair pulling his hair back, even though he looked super casual, he looked majorly hot.

"U-umm 5al netmashaa," Sa3ad chocolate eyes melting into Manal's. Manal and Sa3ad slowly walked along the shore. Sa3ad looked down at Manal, a smile lingered onto his lips as he caught sight of her, her luminous skin being covered with a ruffled orange shirt top matching it with a pair of white shorts. "Laish labsa shorts?" Sa3ad stopped walking, Manal turned to face him noticing that he was angry, his eye-brow raising slowly.

"Sa3ad they're just a pair of shorts, can we not fight now?" Manal placed her palm on his shoulder to calm him down.

"Bs ana gayelich la talbiseen short," Sa3ad pushed away the softness that was growing inside of him from her sweet, calming voice and became steel hard. His eyes hardening as he looked down at her bare legs and the white shorts, then looked back up to Manal.

"Sa3ad you can't be serious," Manal was getting annoyed, Sa3ad was being so childish.

"Do I look like i'm kidding?" Sa3ad clenched his teeth as he shot Manal a death stare.

"How many times do we have to talk about this?" Manal crossed her arms around her chest in frustration.

"Until you stop wearing these shorts!!" Sa3ad fired back at Manal, his softness all melted away and all was left was the rage and irritation.

"Ughhhhhhh," Manal growled. "Sa3ad just stop it, please, please, pleaaassssee stop it, there isn't anyone around, it's just you and me, I'll change them when I get back to the shaleh," Manal rubbed her palm against his shoulder, her gleaming eyes staring into his forcing his anger to wash away.

"Yallah 5ala9 emshay," Sa3ad began to walk and so Manal followed. The sight of the beautiful blue ocean and white capped waves made Manal inhale a large doze of air, the fresh air filling her lungs. As they walked along the beach, Manal gazed down to find gorgeous, shiny shells that have been washed into the shore by the rippling of the water. Sa3ad slowly sat down and so did Manal, he glanced at her and then looked back at the sea. "Ams shft Mi7sen,"

"Mi7sen? Mno Mi7sen?" Manal pouted in confusion. "Hatha ely yebee3 Vodka?" Manal's pupils widened in astonishment.

"Eehh," Sa3ad averted his eyes away.

"Shyabee meneek?" Manal blurted out, her voice sounding curious.

"Yabeeni asa3da eb 3amaleya," Sa3ad fiddled with his hands trying to avoid eye contact with Manal.

"3amaleyaa? 3amaleyaat shno Sa3ad?" Manal felt her heart race as fury ran through her body heating her to her very core.

"3amaleeyat tahreeb," 

"Min 9ejeek Sa3ad? Wafaqt?" Manal's voice was getting louder by the second. "Sa3ad yanait? Sh7aga etroo7la?? Ent tadre ena Mi7sen maynoun!!!"

"Manal hadaay hadaay!! Ma wafaqt!! 5abaal ana ashareek Mi7sen eb tahreeb??" Sa3ad jolted out trying to defend himself.

"3ayal sh7agaa etroo7 etshoofa?? Mo etefaqna enik etwa5r 3anaa?!!" Manal's eyes were glistering, she didn't want Sa3ad being close to Mi7sen because she feared that Mi7sen would change him or affect him in any way.

"7abebtyy shfeech? Hadayy, ohoo rfeeji, dag 3alaay ya3ne lazem arou7 Manal," Sa3ad tried explaining.

"La2 mo lazem, mo lazem!!! Ga63aa Sa3ad, wa5r 3anaa!!!" Manal demanded as she placed her palm onto Sa3ad's shirt.

"Tadreen shloun? Ana '3al6an tikalaamt, min elyoum w ray7 mani gayelich shay!!" Sa3ad moved away slightly in annoyance.

"Sa3ad ana ga3 agoolik chethi l2ne 5ayfa 3alaik, mabee shay y9eer feek, aw ygi9 3alaik el shay6aan w etsawe shay tindam 3alaih ba3dain, oho Mi7sen ebkobra shay6aan u9lan!'" Manal's eyes were filled with care and love.

Sa3ad slowly turned to face her and as soon as their eyes met a smile lingered onto Sa3ad's lips, "A7eebhooommm elyy ya5afoonnn anaa, a7eebhooommm!!" Sa3ad chuckled and Manal's face turned into a tomato as she felt her heart beating wildly inside her chest.

"Gam akalmek jad ana," Manal crossed her arms around her chest as she fired her words at Sa3ad with a death stare to follow.

"Manal ya 7abebtyy, ya galbe entay, ya ba3dyy shfeech?? Gelna 5ala9, mako Mi7sen, mako 6al3a, mako 3amaleeya, mako!! Ba6eghom kelhom bel6oofa w bag3ad ajablich, shtabeen ba3ad?" Sa3ad had a charming smile painted on his face, his chocolate eyes melting into Manal's.

"Zain 5ala9!! Bs wa5r 3ana w bs!"

"Wa5arnaa 3anaa! Ha? Ba3ad shtabeen?" Sa3ad held his chuckle to himself, he loved how she got worried about him.

"Bs, mabe shay," Manal bite the inner of her mouth, she tried controlling the redness that was flushing over her face but she couldn't.

"Akeed?" Sa3ad looked at her from the corner of his eye with a smirk on his face.

"S3aaddd wa5r 3ana min 9ijiii, tara etha 3araft enek emsawe ma3aah 3amaleya aw 7ata re7t 3endaa, ba- u-umm ba- ba- bafajeeerr feek w-ww ba- ba6igeek w u-umm ma r7 akalmeek abaaaddd, w u-umm r7 a3almeekk zain, bs, bs, lat roo777!!" Manal sniveled.

"Ya a5yy entay etshawgeen w entay em3a9ba w entay tith7ikeen w entay tit7al6imeen w entay etzifeeni w entay et7ateen w entay 5ayfa w entay tebtasmain w entay etnakteen, eb kel awthaa3ech etshawgeen, lat 7awleeen lat 7awleennn, mako majaal, shasawee feech?? SHASAWEE EB HAL BNAYAAA?? AMOOT FEECHH AMOOOTTT FEECHH, TISMI3EENN??" Sa3ad had his palms against Manal's face, squashing her face not allowing her to speak. The heat from his warm hands running though her body, the usual pain griping against her heart while their eyes melted into each other, sending butterflies directly to her stomach and weakening the muscles that support her knees.
 
"Sa-3a-aad," Manal tried speaking as she placed her hands over Sa3ad's trying to pull his strong masculine hands away.

Sa3ad removed his hands then glued his eyes to the ground, "Bagoolich shay, bs mo et3a9been,"

"Goul!! Shno?" Manal asked in worry.

"Sawait ma3aah 3amaliyaat tahreeb maraa," Sa3ad held his chuckle trying not to laugh.

"SHNO? SHNOO?? SHNOOO??? Min 9ijik? SA3ADDD!!! Wa5r wa5rrr Ana bared anaam," Manal jolted up and Sa3ad burst out in laughs as he grabbed Manal's wrist stopping her from going.

"Shfeech? Bsmellah hadaay hadaayy, tara bs maraa wa7da!" Sa3ad smirked.

"Sa3ad wa5r la afajer feek, hednee hedneeeee Sa3aaad!!" Manal tried pulling her hand away.

"Gi3day gi3daayyy!" Sa3ad pulled Manal's wrist and sat her down. 

"Shtabee shtabeee?" Manal fired in anger.

"You're much sexier when your anger, you know that?" Sa3ad laughed, "Wallah a7eb a6afreechhh 3ashan aratheech," Sa3ad giggled as he stared deeply into Manal's nutty eyes. Manal's face turning lava red.
 
"Mako shay ytha7eek," Manal crossed her arms, "Laish gam tith7ak? La tith7ak!" Manal ordered as she slapped his arm lightly. 

"Zain zain," Sa3ad tried to be serious but it was a total fail, he ended up throwing his head back and laughing at how cute Manal looked. 






-






"Wainaa hatha? Geltlaa 5ames w ne9, uffffff!!" Leena moaned as she was seated on a brown wooden chair in Starbucks, the scent of coffee filling her nostrils.



Suddenly 6alaal walked in looking majorly hot as he streamed his eyes across the place searching for Leena. As soon as he caught sight of Leena's tight black dress that she forced herself into showing off her bodies curves, he made his way towards her table.

 
"Amrayy i5t Leena," 6alaal bluntly stated without any introductions as he sat down. 
 
"May 2mer 3alaik 3adoo, shoof 6alaal, ent mo3jab eb Manal, w ma r7 tigdar etgareb min Manal dam Sa3ad mawjood," Leena clenched her teeth.

"Sa3ad? Mno Sa3ad?" 6alaal asked feeling lost and confused.

"Sa3ad w Manal y7iboon ba3ath," Leena's eyes were filled with hatred. "Esma3nee bs, shoof, etha sa3adna ba3ath? Ent r7 ta5eth eli tabee w ana r7 a5eth eli abee," Leena drew a devilish smile across her red dabbed lips.

"W entay shno tabeen minhom belthab6?" 6alaal raised an eye-brow.
 
"Sa3ad!! Abee Sa3ad" Leena blurted, her voice full of evil. "Ana a5eth ely abee, w ent tit'hanaa eb Manal," Leena winked.
 
"Hmmmm w shno bensawe?" 6alaal's forehead furrowed.
 
Leena smiled noticing that he was interested "Shoof.....




 








My Own Area...
 



 


يا حب يا دنيا جديدة

يا احلى ابيات القصيدة

ان كان جرحي ما كفا

انزف لك جروحٍ جديدة

ان كان شعري ما وفا

انسى الحكي وانسى القصيدة

يا احلى ايام العمر

كثر الحكي وش بيفيد

ما بقي عندي صبر

والجرح في قلبي يزيد

ومالك عذر

يا بسمة الثغر الخجول

ما اظن عندك لي حلول

ما اظن ودك نتفق

واحنا ترانا بفترق

ولا تزعلي لو نفترق

قلبك خلي

قلبي انا اللي بيحترق


عبدالرحمن بن مساعد









Aaahhhh:$ Sorry for the cliffhanger:c Pwease don't kill me x_x
P.S: I was too lazy to read over it so mind any mistakes:o So if you find any mistakes please DM me and tell me, I promise, I don't bite and I'll appreciate it so much!!!
Anyways I hope you enjoyed and I'm so sorry for the delay, I love you all, don't forget to spam me with your lovely comments x

















 

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Chapter 36 - Colorful Love












BAAAMMM!!! When Samar promises to post today, she does!! I never break my promises.
Update me!! Shlonkom? Who started summer? How is studying? How is everything? Hope you're doing okay!:D
If you need anything I'm here<3

Okay this chapter is dedicated to the lovely, amazing, Coco Channel Aseel Naqi<3 My babyyyyy I love youuu to death, she is the best, she is amazing, she is EVERYTHING!!!
Oh and also to @itsdeama

Enshallah i'll be spamming you guys with posts these days:D Yaaayyyyy!!!
Hope you enjoy this chapter,

Guys please please please please, I know I have tons of silent readers, but why be a silent reader? I swear I don't bite:( You know that with just a few words you can make my day, it won't take 2 minutes of your time, I promise:c

OH AND!!!! Ely bigooli hal chapter eg9eer, bajrem feeh okay?:$

Yallah el7een basket jad 3ashan tigroon, enjoy, I love you all<3
#TEAMMAS3AD

















"Sa3ad I have to go now," Manal stuttered but her heart was humming, ready to explode out of her ribcage any second. Sa3ad stood in front of her with a charming smile plastered on his face, his dimples popping up every few seconds. Manal slightly hardened her fingers against his chest, trying to move him away.

"Why do you always do that?" Sa3ad cocked an eye-brow, looking at her intently.

"Do what?" Manal asked, her pupils widening.

"Run away from me!" Sa3ad's seriousness melted away as he whispered his words.

"I'm not," Manal trembled slightly, her breath quickening. Sa3ad felt Manal's hot breath tickle against his skin, he drew a smile as he was about to take another step towards her but she pushed her fingers deeper into his chest, stopping him. "I have to go," Manal's voice was inaudible, she moved away slightly leaving a bigger gap between them, she feared that someone would over hear them or walk in, to check on him. Her heart was beating as fast as the hooves of a horse on a racetrack, she was shaking in fear.

"Why are you scared? Or should I say shy?" Sa3ad smiled to himself, trying to hold back his chuckle.

"Sa3ad," Manal fired her eyes up to him, her pupils enlarging by the second. Sa3ad gently brushed his warm radiant hand on her delicate fluffy cheeks. Suddenly Manal moved away and shot Sa3ad a cute smile as she got closer to the door.

"And you're running away againnnnnn," Sa3ad sniveled, and Manal chuckled.








-









"Banaat shraykom ensawe tan?" Manal simpered. The bright sun nearby hot enough to cover them in an invisible blanket of warmth. The cold breeze entangling itself through their hair as they caught sight of the beautiful, big blue waves that were crashing against the rocks. The warm, golden sand running between their toes, the smell of salty air from the crisp air teeming their nostrils as they walked along the beach.

"Eeehh wallah min zimaan abyy asawee," Jawa turned to face Manal.

"A7ad 3enda banana boat?" Lamaar's voice boomed out.

"Ana yebt," Leena drew a toothy smile along her lips.

"Ayaabaaaa, yallahh yalllahhh 5an saweee," Noor grinned widely.

"Wait wait, shloun? Shnalbs?" Manal asked worrying that Sa3ad wouldn't allow her.



"Tabeen a36eech malabs min 3endii?" A deep voice from behind them made the girls jump. They all turned around to find a tall figure standing.

"5air o5ooy?" Noor grimaced at him in disgust.

"Shfeech? Manal?" He called out, the girls turned to Manal in shock.

"Manal mno hatha?!" Lamaar asked as a slight 'o' formed on her lips.

"Afaa? Kel hatha w nasyatnee?! Afaa Manal?" The tall man smirked, Manal couldn't really look at him because the sun was banging straight through her eye, she move slightly to be able to look at the figure that was standing in front of her, It was 6alaal.

"Esta'3far allah, ent shno? Mat mel? Ir7al!" Manal shot him a death stare as she crossed her arms tightly around her chest.

"Manool fahmeena mno hatha!!" Jawa's forehead furrowed in confusion.

"Shfeekom banat? Nooro tathkireen hatha mal el jam3iya? Lamaar, hatha elyy lama kena wagfeen? Hathaa eli bs y5iz??" Manal stared at Noor and Lamaar, awaiting their 'light bulb' moment to take up. Lamaar and Noor's faces lightened up as they remembered.

"Eeehh eehhh tithakarta," Noor glared at him. "5air? 2mer? Na3am? Shtabee?" Noor fired her words at him not giving him a chance to talk.

"Bsmellahh, kelatooni begshoori, yaay asalem, 7araam?!" 6alaal stated, his hair was messily pulled back with some gel to show off his handsome features.

"W 3alakom el salaam!! Yallah ma3 el salama," Manal roared at 6alaal.

"Zain ana thayi3," 6alaal pouted "3ade ta36eeni raqmich? Chood ydaleeni!!" 6alaal smirked to Manal, still trying to get her number.

"Way3aaa," Lamaar grimaced in disgust.

"Kalamtich?!" 6alaal gave her a death, cold stare.

"Emshaw banat, emshaw," Manal ignored 6alaal and turned her back to walk away, and so did the girls.








"Manal mno hatha?!" Leena sounded curious.

"Eehh Manool sh3arefa eb esmich, okay ya3ne shafech, bs shlon 3araf esmich?" Noor's pupils widened as she raised one of her eye-brows in suspiciousness.

"Shoofay ....................." And Manal told the girls everything.



"MINIIII MINIIIII!!" Noor gestured to her throat, "Ma yenbel3," Noor loathed.

"Ashkaal zbalaa," Jawa blurted out in disgust.

"La2 ana ashoofa 7ail cute," Leena jutted out her bottom lip.

"3aib ya bent, esta7 3ala wayhich, a7esa maleeq," Lamaar huffed.

"5ala9 bs, 5an saker el salfa, emshaw, mo geltaw bensawee tan?" Manal stated in annoyance, trying to change the subject.

"Ana 3an nafsee, male 5elg asawe tan," Jawa yawned.

"Ana ba3ad!!" Manal lied. She wanted to tan, but she didn't want have a fight with Sa3ad over such a pathetic issue.

"Ohooo! Et9adgoon? Ana ba3ad, agool emshaw da5el, 7ar 7aarr w banaam layyyn yo9al el '3adaa," Noor shifted her eyes towards the shaleh. The girls made their way back.






-






Manal slowly slid her finger across the screen to unlock her phone, she pressed on the whatsapp app and scrolled down quickly to all of the chats, her eyes skimming through them, looking for a particular name. A smile lingered along her lips as she noticed a message from Sa3ad...


" <3 فيني عقل بس أنشهد انك خذيته "


Manal felt her heart beating wildly inside her chest, sending butterflies directly to her stomach.
Manal stared at her phone like a loony, as her blushed face drew a grin along her lips. She began to type...



Manal: "S3aad?"


Manal waited for a few seconds, suddenly Sa3ad came online. Her grin grew wider, she loved how he always answered her quickly.


Sa3ad: "Ma sawateeli pasta mabyy akalmich:'("
Manal: "-.-"
Sa3ad: "At'3ashmar yba, el7een atzagnam ay shay:p"
Manal: "Hahaha, enshallah el mara el yaaaya asaweelik, p.s: there isn't enough ingredients in the shaleh to make an alfredo pasta now.."
Sa3ad: "La2 5ala9 3ade, shakli bagazerha ma3 KFC:p"
Manal: "KFC?=)"
Sa3ad: "Ba3ad shasawee mortyy mo fathyatlii:p"
Manal: "Anyways,"
Sa3ad: "And there goes Manal again.."
Manal: "What?:o"
Sa3ad: "Running away from me=)"
Manal: "La takel min KFC, shway w r7 iyeebon '3adaa!"
Sa3ad: "Enshallah Mama Manal,"
Manal: "3afya 3al sha6r:p"
Sa3ad: "Shftayy shloun asma3 kalamich ana? Mo mithlch, agoolich saweeli akel mat saween:(("
Manal: "Radainaaa?!"
Sa3ad: "La2 5ala9 5alaa9, tel3ibeen truth or dare?"
Manal: "Yallah fouga:D"



And they played the truth or dare game, Manal was sitting on the bed clutching against her phone, about an hour went by...


Manal: "Wait wait ent wainik?"
Sa3ad: "Bara ga3 atmasha:p"
Manal: "Okay;p"
Sa3ad: "Laish? El shaleh thalaam bidooni 97?:'D"
Manal: "Mat 7amal el theqa!!!"
Sa3ad: "Sjjkf,"
Manal: "Huh?"


Sa3ad suddenly went offline, Manal got worried. She sat up straight and stared deeply at the screen, as she waited for Sa3ad to come back online..


Manal: "Sa3ad??!!!!"










Sa3ad's side...



Sa3ad was walking along the sea shore clutching against his phone as a smile lingered on his lips, he was talking to Manal. Suddenly he was startled to feel a warm hand cover over his hand, he rushed to turn around, closing his phone without noticing that he sent a few letters that made no sense. His lips forming a slight 'o' as his eyes laid on the girl that was wearing a tight short colorful, summer dress. The sun was blocking his eyes from identifying the girl that stood in front of him, with her hand gripping onto his, her grip was tightening by the second.

Sa3ad moved slightly to try to look at the girl's face, her lips brutally dabbed with red lipstick, and her face caked up with makeup. He looked at her in shock and surprise, it was Leena.


Sa3ad quickly pulled his hand away, his eye's hardening as he looked down at her in disgust and astonishment.


"Entayy shfeech? Shloun tamsikeen eedi chethy?" Sa3ad boomed out, his eyes firing out with laser glares.

"Shfeek Sa3ad?" Leena pouted. "Ma sawaytlik shay,"

"Lat 3eedenha mara thanya," Sa3ad's voice was getting louder, anger was fueling up inside him.

"Laish et9are5 3alay? 7araam 3alaik Sa3ad! Ent laish kela titjahalnii? Ana shsawaitlik?!" Leena's voice sounding sl*tty-er by the second. She slowly brushed her palm against his shoulder as she stared deeply into his eyes, her bottom lip jutting out as she frowned.

"La ti7isebeeni mo emla7th shay," Sa3ad grabbed her hand off his shoulder and pushed his fingers deep into her skin. "7i6ayy hal shay eb balich 3adel Leena, ana ashoofich w a3terbrich mithel i5tyy w bs!!!" Sa3ad let go of her hand as he shrugged her off. His voice sounding so annoyed and serious.

"Bs ana a7ebk Sa3ad, a7ebkk!!" Leena yelled out, her eye socket's filling up with tears.

Sa3ad's face was slapped with shock, "Entayy mestaw3eba ely ga3 etgoolena?!" Fury raced through his body as he clenched his teeth, "Entayy mithel i5tyy w bs fahmaa, lizmayy 7doodich Leena la awareech shay ma yi3jibich," Sa3ad spat his words out at her like she was a cockroach, brutally stabbing her by his words.

"Bs," Leena's tears cascaded down her face as she placed her hand on his chest.

"Leena wa5rayy 3ani," He plucked Leena's hand away. "Ensayy Leena, ensayyyy, sheelayy hal fikra min balich!" Sa3ad angrily stated, his voice becoming louder and louder.

Leena tried to give it a last shot, using every bit of strength and hope, "Sa3ad wallah a7bekk, a7bekkk Sa3ad," Leena sniveled, as if begging him.


What a cheap girl, a voice hissed in Sa3ad's head.


"Esta7 3ala wayhich, lo eni mo 7ashem ahalich chan wallah 3araft shloun ared 3alaich 3adel, dishay da5el w mabyy ashoof wayhich, w mani 7alef bs w rabee, wallah haa!! En garabtee mini mara thanya? R7 etshoofen shay 3omrich ma r7 titmanaain etshoofena!" Sa3ad rasped. "Fahmaaa???" His voice got louder while saying the last word.


Leena continued to sob as she ran back to the shaleh, making her way to the bathroom.


Mashe ya Sa3ad, mashee, ana a3almik, en ma yebt rasek ma koon Leena Al Flanyy, mashee, hayeennn ya Sa3ad!! The voice inside Leena's head sounding so real.








Sa3ad threw his fingers deep into his messy hair to massage his scalp, as he inhaled a large dose of oxygen trying to calm himself down.
He then pulled his phone out, knowing that the only thing that would make him smile and change his mood was talking to Manal. He opened his phone, finding multiple messages from Manal..


Sa3ad: "Asef asef, kani!"


Manal jumped as she felt her phone vibrate, she rushed to reply back.


Manal: "Sh9ar? Shfeek?"
Sa3ad: "La2 mako shay,"
Manal: "3ayal shno 'sjjkf' w laish ri7t offline faj2a?:/"
Sa3ad: "Shft wa7d min rab3yy w kent ga3 asalem 3alih, ma gidart ared 3alich, asef,"
Manal: "Oh okay,"
Sa3ad: "Yallah enkamel el le3ba?!"
Manal: "U-umm okay:p"
Sa3ad: "Layy koon malaitayy mini w ma tabeen til3ibeen:o?"
Manal: "La2 shako, shako!!"
Sa3ad: "You know that you're amazing?"
Manal: "I know, do you know how I know that?"
Sa3ad: "How?!"
Manal: "Cause I talk to this amazing person, awal 7arf min esma S3aaad:o"
Sa3ad: "Snappp:c I hate how much i'm addicted to you-.-"



And their chat continued till the lunch arrived...









-









The shaleh was so quiet, Leena could hear the humming of the refrigerator as she made her way down the stairs. The lights were all off, it seemed a bit scary. Leena couldn't sleep, she kept turning in bed, she was trying to think of something, an idea, a plan, a solution to own Sa3ad's heart, to rip Manal out of his heart, Manal, the girl that took up almost all of his heart. Ideas kept twirling and dancing in her head, but non of them seemed to be the right one. Leena growled as she opened the door of the shaleh and made her way out to walk along the shore.

As she walked along the warm tiny particles of sand, she breathed in the crisp air that the beach delivered. Shimmering expanse of endless white that cushioned the seas timeless arrival, bringing with it seas flotsam to decorate the sands soft bed.

Her brain almost exploding from thinking, it really caused her a huge migraine. She needed something to make them hate each other, something that would make them never last, something that would pull them apart forever. But was that possible? Was it possible to rip Manal out of Sa3ad's heart? To make him fall in love with Leena instead? To steal him away? Was Sa3ad's love going to be strong enough to overcome the problems Leena may cause?




What do you think...















My Own Area...




I'm tired. A word she keep repeating to herself over and over again, but tired of what?
Today she emptied her long neglected drawers, and dusted the books he once handed over to her, each signed with his name, each carrying his sweet words, the words that she, in her bitterness has torn away years ago.

She sat on her bed and slipped through her memories of him, each line brought back something; a touch of his finger, a good morning whisper, she closed her eyes and she almost felt it. She traced her fingers on the smooth pages, hoping to find the faint imprint of his writing.

She realized a few years ago that she was tired, tired of waiting for him. She cried and rebelled, until it broke everything inside her, but she somehow managed to salvage some parts and started waiting - again, for someone, like him who would be able to fix what she couldn't.

She realized now that this person should be her; she shouldn't be waiting - she should be fixing - but until she can find the strength to do so, she will remain to be tired, her words will remain hollow and meaningless, so she will say goodbye until then.






Hope you enjoyed x
Please, please, please give me your comments, if you do? That will make me post sooner:D
Love you all!!<3
















 

Monday, June 3, 2013

Chapter 35 - Colorful Love















Asfaaa asfaaaa wallah asfaaa:(
Kent 7ail ta3bana w mareetha, a5eeran I feel better and I am able to type:D
Shlon your exams? Shlon the studying? I want A's!!! Remember, you can and you will!!

Okay so this chapter is dedicated to:

1- @Skalhajri , it's her birthday tomorrow *June 4* Happy birthday babyyyyy, kel 3am w entayy eb 5air, enjoy it to the max, I LOVE YOUUUU<3

2- @ManarAlAwadhi , you are such a cutie pie, okay? okayyy? Ya3ne you're the cutest eveeerrrrrrrrrrr! I love you to the moon and back<3:c

3- The commenters below, waayyyyy:o When you fill the comment box down? Ajsttgtddcihsdbsjdskdnskbswkdnw a7ibkooommmmm<3.<3


Okay I'm going to leave you to enjoy and I'm so so so sooooo sorry for the delay.
#TEAMMAS3AD !!<3













"Mabe ag3ad bel shaleh mabee, wadne el mostashfa Bader wadnee," Manal jutted out her bottom lip as she trapped her tears. She knew that it was the day of the surgery and she really wanted to go. Her whole body was shivering, she felt a lump rise up her throat, she pushed it down.

"Manal giltlich mamnoo3 enzoora elyoum, el dictor gal mamnoo3," Bader lied as he glanced at himself from the far mirror for the last time and walked out of the room. Manal followed him with her arms wrapped tight around her chest in anger.

Manal continued to nag on, questioning Bader as he walked down the stairs; "Ya3ne shako elyoum mamnoo3? Kel youm enroo7!!" Manal tried sounding clever as she nudged on.

Suddenly Bader stopped and faced Manal, "Shfeech ga3 et7ancheen? Gelna el dictor gal mamnoo3 ohhh," He shrugged her off, he was bored of her fussing and moaning and all her questions, "Ma r7 at25ar," Bader smiled faintly as he walked out.

"Ughhhhhh." Manal collapsed right onto the luscious feeling couch, the softness of it hugged her body, welcoming her into it's warmth. She closed her eyes for a second, taking a lungful of breath into her mouth. A whole lot of questions kept spinning in her head, making her anxious. She felt the inner of her heart rip apart, she really wanted to go, she wanted to be next to him on such a day.

Suddenly the words of Leena from the other day haunted her, how she was planning to steal Sa3ad away from her. Manal's eye sockets were filling up with tears, threating to spill over. Fury ran through her body.


"Manaal," The voice bulldozed Manal's uneasy thoughts, she shifted her head to the right to find Remas.

"Shfeech?!" Manal sat up slowly.

"Lamaar ga3 etdawrich," Remas breathed, she averted her pupils to the chocolates that were on the side. "Hatha mal Noor?!" She gasped as her pupil's widened.

Manal stood up and made her way up, "Eeehhh mal Noor, lat shoofich," Manal watched Remas fearfully make her way to the bag of chocolates, it was like a hunter just found its prey and was scared that it would run away. She took tiny steps then jumped onto the couch making herself comfortable as she opened one of the chocolates and pushed it into her petite mouth, munching and grinding against it.






-






Manal sat down with the girls, they kept talking and jumping from subject to subject but Manal was in a whole other world.


"Manal shfeech elyoum mo 3ala ba3thich?!" Lamaar asked in worry.

"Haww mafeeni shay," Manal smiled faintly.

"Kel hatha w ma feech shay? Sar7ana eb mno?!" Noor winked trying to tease her.

"Hahaha ma7aad," Manal chuckled. "Ha til3iboon Uno?!" Manal suggested trying to change the subject.

"Eeehhh eehhh 5al nil3ab Uno," Jawa supported Manal.

"Eeehh yallah, Manool gi3dyy yamii," Leena bared her teeth at Manal. Manal was confused, how come she was treating her good now? Maybe because she made sure that there was nothing between Manal and Sa3ad and so her jealousy faded?

"La7ad y'3ish, ely a9eeda '3ash ba7i6a w adoosa w nakla 7ag el '3adaa," Noor glared at them.

"6a3 mno yet7achaaaaa," Manal laughed.

"Ela 3ala 6arii el '3adaa, shno el '3adaa?" Noor grinned.
 
"Oooohooooo bidainaa? El7een r7 tig3ad tit7al6am w goolaw Lamaar ma galaat," Lamaar huffed as we laughed.
 
 
 
 
 

-






After a few days...


Manal slid into a ruffled white top matching with a pair of dark skinny jeans, she then un-tied the braid she had done late the other night and left her long hair dangling. She opened the door and ran down stairs.


"Sa3ad?!" Manal gasped as her pupils widened in shock. The girls were all gathered around Sa3ad.

"Tawna yaybeena, shrayich bel mofaja2a?!" Bader grinned.

"A5eeeeraaannn 6ali3oook!!" Leena had the hugest smile on her face as she tried getting as close as possible to Sa3ad.

"Eehhh," Sa3ad smiled faintly. He had his body resting against the couch, his face was frail and weak.

"Shfeekom kilatoo? Wa5raw 3ana 5al yetnafas," Rakan stated.

"Inzain ya3ne el7een mafeek shay?!" Leena was getting annoying, Manal was fueling up in anger, Leena disgusted her.

"Mafeeni mafeeni, Badoor tikfa fiknee minhaa hathii," Sa3ad grunted.

"Shfeech entay? Wa5ray 3ana shway, bsmeellaaaahhh el walad tawa dash, wa5ray wa5raayyy," Bader embarrassed her as he shut her off, but that girl had no shame or shyness, she was like sticky super glue to Sa3ad.

"Waaayyy," Leena pouted as she rolled her eyes and sat down next to Sa3ad.

"Yallah 3ad 3an el dala3 goomay 3an elrayal, esta7 3ala wayhich," Noor roared at Leena.

"Wain Remas el di3laa, wallah walhaan 3alaihaa," Sa3ad snickered.

"Remaso naymaa," Jawa told him.

"Goum goum 5al asa3dik etbadel ehdoomik," Bader held Sa3ad's arm trying to help him up and to the room, they walked in the room and Bader closed the door.


"Yallah ana bamshee 3endii dawaam," Rakan excused himself and went.

"Ma3 el salaaamaaa," Noor screeched trying to make sure he hears her.

"Ana elyouuuummmm weedi arkaab buggy," Lamaar threw herself on the couch as she stretched her arms out.

"Et9dageen ana ba3ad!" Noor's pupils widened.

"FOUGAAA!!" Jawa smiled.

"Manool w entaay?!" Leena asked curiously.

"La ana ta3bana male 5elg," Manal lied.

"Kaifich bs r7 y6oofich el wanasa," Lamaar pulled a funny face.

"Have funnnnn," Manal smiled as she dug her face deeper into the pillow and the girls walked out.




Minutes of silence..



"Manal?!" A voice called, Manal jolted up to find Bader.

"Bsmelllaah shfeek?!" Manal asked.

"Wainhom?!" Bader asked.

"Baraa ga3 yil3iboon bel buggy," Manal replied. Bader walked out to where they were without saying another word. Manal glanced at the door that was slightly open, Sa3ad was inside. She took a few steps closer and with each step her heart accelerated. "Sa-3ad?!" She called out in a low squatty voice.

"Ta3alaay," Sa3ad called out from inside the room. Manal took a few steps until she reached the mahogany painted wooden door, she slowly pushed the door with the tips of her tiny fingers. As soon as she walked in her eyes met Sa3ad's, a shy smile plastered on her face as she quickly shifted her cola-colored eyes down to the floor. He was sitting down on the edge of the bed looking very weak and tired. "Manal," Sa3ad breathed as he noticed her cheeks blush a bit.

"Laish ma geltlyy?!" Manal asked, her downcast eyes filled with emotions.

"Agoolich 3an shno?" Sa3ad's heart skipped a beat, he feared that she found out about the surgery.

"Don't play dumb," Manal shot her eyes up to his, hardening her eyes as she gave him a death stare.

"Mo fahem eshga9dech," Sa3ad raised one eye-brow as he stared at her.

"El 3amaliya Sa3ad, laish ma geltyy?!" Manal urged on in a desperate tone. Sa3ad's face went pale, he didn't want Manal knowing about the surgery.

"Ay 3amaliya?!" Sa3ad tried to show her that he was confused, as he continued to play stupid.

"Crohn's disease Sa3ad!! Stop it please!!" Manal huffed as her eyes glistered.

"Mno galich 3ana? Bader?!" Sa3ad asked in disappointment as her averted his eyes to the ground.

"La2, ana sa2alt w galolii, laish ma kent tabee etgooli? Laish 5ashait 3anii?!" Manal fired her words at him.

Sa3ad shot his eyes up, "L2nich r7 ta36een el mawthoo3 Akbar min 7ajmaa, you'll over react like you always do 3ala walaaa shaaaayyy!" Sa3ad's voice was getting louder.

"7ata law, el mafrooth mat5ish 3ani!!" Manal spat her words out.

Sa3ad inhaled a large doze of oxygen before speaking, "Entay min meta et3arfeen?!" Sa3ad asked.

"Min awal youm," Manal looked deep into his eyes.

"Awal youm?!" Sa3ad's mouth formed a slight 'o' as he asked in surprise.

"Eeehhh," Manal frowned as she looked down at the floor.

"Manool," Sa3ad called out, Manal shifted her eyes up to meet Sa3ad's dark chocolate radiant eyes. "Yo3aan," Sa3ad pouted out acting like a three year old, he was trying to change the subject.

Manal bursted out in laughs. Sa3ad felt his heart dance as he watched Manal laugh, cutest creature alive.

"A5eeran thi7aktaayy? Min zimaan wedyy asma3 hal tha7ka," Sa3ad gave Manal a toothy smile and his dimples popped out.

"Afa 3alaik, asaweelik akel," Manal had a smile playing on her lips.

"Wallah 9ij?" Sa3ad's pupils widened and his smile was getting wider.

"U-umm ya3nee eehh," Manal mumbled.

"Akeel akeellll?!" Sa3ad got excited, his pupils getting wider.

"Eeehh ya3ne asaweelik alfredo pasta," Manal grinned.

Sa3ad shot her a cold stare, "Gelt el7een betsaweely margoog aw machboos, w chii diyaay w la7aam ma3 maraaq, a5r shay alfredo pasta? Kafwich!!"

"Ufff ya3ne shasaweelik hatha ely a3arf asaweeh," Manal huffed as she rolled her eyes and crossed her arms around her chest.

"Yallah ana rathii alfredo pasta, alfredo pasta, bs 5oofi etsamemeeni ana ebroo7i mareeth," Sa3ad teased her.

"Eehhh basamemik 3ashan aftak menik," Manal gave him a devilish smile, not meaning what she was saying.

Sa3ad held his phone and pressed it against his ear, "Aloo? KFC? Eehh 3a6nii thalatha twister, la2 mabe akel min eed 7abebtyy, el shareera tabe etsamemnii, akel min 3endikom a7san," Manal laughed.

"La2 la2 5ala9 at'3ashmaar," Manal drew a genuine smile on her face.

"Zain mama 3ade tig3ideen yami shway," Sa3ad acted like he was three again as he patted the area on the bed that was next to him, gesturing to Manal to come and sit.

"La2 mako, aroo7 asaweelik akel w ared, digeega," Manal was about to turn around and make her way out but Sa3ad pulled her wrist. "Sa3ad!!!"

Sa3ad ignored Manal and pulled her closer as he slowly stood up, "Tadreen ena mshtaglich," Manal looked down at the tiles of the floor like they were the most interesting thing to look at. "Manool," Sa3ad called as he brushed his palm against her long cinnamon wavy hair. Manal moved her eyes up to look at Sa3ad, his Polo #3 perfume stuffing her nostrils. She missed him even though he was right in front of her. Her brownie colored eyes sparkled up into his eyes, she pushed her tiny fingers against his chest moving him gently away. He chuckled as he enjoyed watching her face redden. He loved how he controlled her breath and movements when he was around her.

"Sa3aaaaddddd," Manal pushed her fingers harder into his chest. The faint aroma of vanilla scent filled his nostrils, he knew the smell came from Manal so he took a step forward.

"Shsmee??" Sa3ad gave Manal a charming smile.

"Sa3ad," Manal answered, knowing what he meant.

"La2 shismee?!" Sa3ad urged on.

"S3aaaaadddd," She burst out into laughs as she bit her bottom lip.

"Tadreen ena ma7ad ynadeeni S3aad '3arich?!" Sa3ad scratched the back of his neck, his charming smile melting the insides of Manal. Her heart was jumping as if prompted by an electrical surge.

"I'm special," Manal teased him.





Leena rushed into the shaleh, she was heading to Sa3ad's room, she thought that Manal was up stairs and that the rest were outside so it was her best shot to get some attention from Sa3ad. Leena held her fist up against the slightly opened door and was about to knock the door before she heard...


"A7bichhh a7bicchhhh a7bicchhhhhh," Sa3ad had both of his huge rough hands around Manal's petite cottony face, squashing her face up as he yelled his words out in joy.


Leena backed a few steps from the door fearing that they would see her, she stood there and listened, she didn't know who he was talking to but she felt her stomach stir steadily in anger and jealousy.


"Sa3aadddd I can't breathe, I love you too you dummy," Manal giggled. "Now let go of me before someone comes," Manal pushed Sa3ad slightly causing him to move his hands away from her face.

"Lat roo7en," Sa3ad held Manal's wrist not wanting to let go as he pouted out acting like a child again.

"S3aaaaddddddd," Manal gave him a look, Sa3ad chuckled and so did Manal.



Leena felt hate fire up her lungs, she clenched her fist and teeth as a hot tear trickled it's way down her face. She wiped it away with the back of her hand and hardened her eyes. Suddenly an evil smile lingered onto her red lips as she rushed out panicking that Manal would walk out.














My Own Area...





It sometimes hurts more when you know you shouldn't be hurt..

You know it's coming, you expect the way it feels, you anticipate its arrival and yet somehow you are never prepared for the pain engulfing your heart.

This is how I feel with you, the pain shocks me, numbs my bones and makes my heart feel like a rock was placed in my chest, even though I know what's coming.

I know you never promised me anything and yet I wait.

I wait for your voice knowing that it won't come.

I wait for you to walk through the door knowing you won't.

I wait for you to ask "How are you?" knowing that you won't wait for the answer.

I know all this yet I can't help hoping, that maybe, just maybe one day you'll come and the pain will go away.







Cliffhanger? I'm such a wicked blogger x_x sorry;p
Hope you enjoyed xx
Don't forget to give me feedback:D


















 

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Chapter 34 - Colorful Love










Heyyy everyone <3
How is your studying? How is everything? Hope your doing well, shedaw 7ailkom, nabee A's:D
Please bare with me, I'm really sick and tired, fever, flu, headache, cough, ya3ne ma boga shay ma 7ashnee=)) El7amdellah, Inshallah I feel better as soon as possible to post fast:D


This chapter is dedicated to two people:

1- To the pretty @ASulaimanT , It was her birthdayyyy, happy birthday babyyy, kel 3aam w entayy eb 5air, 3o2baal el3mr kelaaahhh ya rab, I LOVE YOU TO BITSSSS!!!<3

2- To the beautiful Amina Al Helal, I love you, you're such an amazing person, and your comments? MAKE MY DAYYYY!!!!


Okay so I'll let you enjoy but before I want you to read something REALLYYYY IMPORTANT!!!
Listen guys, I asked about *Crohn's disease* w 6ala3 there are other things, so I decided to do my own version of *Crohn's disease*, 3ad entaw mashaw okay? Ya3ne mo kel shay 9a7 from the things I write about the disease, I just want to spice up the story and make it interesting, okayyy? Ya3ne mashaw entaw, it's just a story.

ALSO!!!!!! This story? IS 100% IMAGINATION!!! Okayyy? I totally mean 100%, not one thing is true, it is fully out of my wild imagination.

Love you all<3
#TEAMMAS3AD















"Heeyyy heeyyyy mo chi ydishoon bel nas," The voice made Manal jump, she quickly turned around to apologize, but as soon as she laid her eyes on the person, not a word came out of her mouth, she was shocked.

"6alaal.." Manal gasped.

"Ohhhh Mona?!" 6alaal played a smile on his lips.

"Esmi mo Mona," Manal hardened her eyes as she gave him a look.

"Uffff laish kela ansa esmich, Manaar? Maryam? Maha?" 6alaal tried guessing.

"La2, mo ela et3aref esmi," Manal turned around.

"Ahhh zain tara entay ely dasha feeni ya3ne el mafrooth ti3tathrain," 6alaal held his laugh.

Manal turned around to face him, "Asfa," She shot him a death stare then gave him her back.

"Entayy shfeech?!" 6alaal made his way in front of her to face her, "Tara ana sa3atich bel jet w da3ma feeni ba3ad w ma gilt shay,"

"Zain 5ala9 gilna mashkoor w gilna asfeen," Manal sighed.

"Zain agool eshyaybich meni?!" 6alaal asked.

"W ent shako? Hatha ily nagi9," Manal got irritated.

"Yallah 3ad shsmich? Tara kela esm ya3ne ma r7 abooga, ma r7 a56ifa,"

"Thareef, tara damik thegeel," Manal glared at him.

"A7san 3ashan layy bogoona," 6alaal gave her a charming smile.

"Ath7ak?"

"Eeehhh," 6alaal smiled again.

"Uffff uffff ent wain ma roo7 ashoofik?" Manal moaned.

"Correction, entayyy elyy la7gatnee," 6alaal winked at her.

"Shno shno shnoooo? Ana? Laish? Ma6googa 3ala rase wela shno? Sh7aga al7igik?" Manal roared.

"3ashan mo3jaba feeni," 6alaal smirked as he exhaled a doze of carbon dioxide.

"Ana? Mo3jaba feek? ENTA?!!" Manal's pupils widened. "Min kithr el jamal wela min kithr el e7teram wela  min kithr shno? Hatha eb a7lamik okayy?!" Manal crossed her arms around her chest.

"The more you deny it, the more it's true," 6alaal was so cold, he was smiling the whole way.

"Lat a2lef quotes 3ala kaifik," Manal was extremely pissed.

"Inzain el esm el kareem?!" 6alaal asked again as he blocked her way.

"Shag7aa, Egmaasha, Ergayaa, Wasmeeya, bs farijjj ya a5yy," Manal pushed him slightly as she made her way to collect her order.

"Ya3ne lazim a'3neelich i'3niyat Majed ElMohands 3ashan etgoolelii?!" 6alaal followed her.

"Lat '3aneeli shay, farij 3ane, hedni ebroo7i w bs!!" Manal was pulling tissues and placing them on the tray.

"Sa7arne 7alaha w galbee hawaha w ebtalaa arakith waraha w adawer rithaha ya mala," 6alaal was singing.

"Usshhh usshhhh fashaltnaa, yr7am omik 5ala9," Manal hissed.

"Anadee ya 7i9a emneera jowaher ya maha, 3ala balee tathreb w yi6la3 ma3aya esmahaa," 6alaal tried holding his chuckle.

"Ughhhhhh," Manal carried the tray and walked away.

"Adoor el showari3 a6ale3 w thayagt el bashar, y5anegnee hatha w hatha w mo jayeb 5abaar, anadee ya sara ya noora ya haifa ya amal, 3asaha tijaweb w alagee lihatha il galb 7aal," 6alaal ignored her.

"6alaal i7na eb mostashfa, ga9er 7isik, r7 ya6ridoonik el7een, 5alaa999999 isket," Manal seethed.

"Betgoolenli esmich wela shlon?!" 6alaal snickered.

"Manal, esme Manal yallah emsh min ehnee," Manal pushed him away gently making her way to the elevators.

"Zain laish yayaa el mostashfa?!" 6alaal asked as Manal pressed the up button and waited impatiently for the elevator's doors to open.

Manal faced him, "Estath 6alaal hatha mo shi'3lek, 3ade tamshe min ehne, mabe mashakel,"


Dingggg! The elevator doors opened.


Manal quickly rushed in and pressed one of the buttons wanting it to close quickly.


"Manal ni6rayy," 6alaal was about to walk in but the doors closed.






-






"T25art 3alaik?!" Manal peeked into the room. She found Sa3ad laying down with his eyes shut, he was asleep. Manal walked in and placed the tray on a near table as she made her way closer to Sa3ad. He was fast asleep, exhaling and inhaling deeply, his face was pale, he looked so tired and weak. She looked down at the angelic, peaceful face then slowly grabbed the thick blanket nearby and tucked him in. Sa3ad moved slightly pulling the blanket closer.


Manal sat down and stared at him thinking of the disease, Crohn's disease, She was petrified at the thought of him doing a surgery. Watching him, remembering all their times made her feel like someone tore her heart out of her chest and squeezed it with their long sharp nails, digging deep inside. It ached her badly, she glanced at him, his black messy, un-combed hair, his slender but muscular not to much just enough were he can pack a punch, his big ruff hands, she stared at him deeply and one thing popped into her head, He's mine.


A smile drew on her face and in no time she had her head on the edge of the bed and she was sound asleep.






-






"Goomaw goomawwww," A annoying childish voice yelled.

"Mmmmm," Manal moved slightly.

"Yallaahhh Manal yallaahhh Sa3ad,"  Remas pulled both Sa3ad and Manal's arms.

"Remas hideehom 7araam mat shoofenhom ta3baneen," Jawa stated.

"Zain ga3daw Manal bs, Sa3ad 5aloo nayim, oho el ta3baan," Leena spoke.

"La2 hedoohom thnainhom," Noor ordered.

"Mabee mabee abyy Manal etgoom w abyy Sa3ad ygoom," Remas nagged.

"9aba7 el 5air," Sa3ad opened his eyes slowly as he drew a faint smile on his face.

"9aba7 el noor, shlonik el7een? Fee shay y3awerik?!" Leena rushed to his side.

"La2 la2 mafeeni shay," Sa3ad said.

"Zain laish yabook meni? Shfeek? 3asa ma shar?!" Lamaar asked.

"La bs ma5eth bared," Sa3ad lied.

"Feeni wala feek," Leena sat down on the bed. She wasn't even shy or ashamed. Noor shot her a death stare but she ignored her.

"Haha eb 3adowik wala feek," Noor pinched Leena.

"Aaaayyyyy," Leena winced, "Ana shgelt ya3ne? Hufff,"

"U-umm wain Bader?!" Sa3ad asked getting annoyed that he was surrounded by girls.

"Raa7 eyeeb f6oor," Jawa smiled.

"Laish cham el sa3a?!" Sa3ad asked.

"3asher w ni9," Lamaar replied.



Sa3ad searched for Manal then he noticed that she was fast asleep on his side, her hair covering almost all her face with her head placed on the edge of the bed and her arms around it.



"Manal goomay basich noom, gi6a3 kela nayma," Leena growled at her in disgust.

"Ussshhhhhh ga9rayy 7isich, shtabeen feeha, 5aleeha etnaam, mskeena 6ool el layl ga3da," Sa3ad shut Leena.

"Heyyy laish etgoolen 3an Manal chithy, entay eshtabeen?!" Remas pushed Leena.

"Bsmeelllaaahhh kelatooni shfeekom, ma gilt shay ana," Leena crossed her arms.

"Lamaar allah y5aleech, pwease pweasee wadeeni ta7at ashteerli 7alaw, allah y5aleech Lamaar," Remas pouted to Lamaar as she begged her to take her down to buy some sweets.

"Remas entay ba6nich 3ibaraa 3an jam3iyat 7alaaw," Noor teased her.

"7abebty el7een Bader biyeeb if6oor, itha kilataay 7alaaw ma r7 takleen if6oor," Lamaar bent down to Remas's level to eye contact her.

"Remaso ta3alay," Sa3ad called.

"Tara shoof bs 3ashan ent mareeth r7 asma3 kalamik," Remas made her way to Sa3ad.

"Tabeen 7alaw?!" Sa3ad smirked.

"Eeehhh please please please," Remas gave him an innocent look.

"Zain awal booseni meni," Sa3ad held his hand out.

"Sa3aaddd," Remas crossed her arms.

"Zain menii," Sa3ad held out his other hand.

"Offf offffff," Remas dabbed her foot against the concrete floor.

"Zain 5ala9 5ala9 bs et5al9een akel a36eech," Sa3ad laughed.

"Bs Ana abyy el7een," Remas insisted.


Suddenly Manal slowly lifted her head as she pressed her hand against her yawning mouth. She rubbed her fist against her eyes then looked up to find the girls and Sa3ad.


"9aba7 el 5air," Sa3ad smiled.

"9aba7 el noor," Manal smiled back, but her smile faded away as she caught Leena sitting on the bed.

"A5eeran gimtayyy? Kel hatha noum?!" Leena glared at Manal.

"Wain Bader?!" Manal ignored Leena as she faced the other girls.

Suddenly the door knob turned and in came Bader with two plastic food bags in his hand.

"Ohhh gimt? 9a7 el noum," Bader grinned as he placed the bags on the table. "Yallah iklaaw,"


The girls gave out the food and ate their breakfast.






-






"Manal," Leena gasped making Manal jump.

Manal let go of the hot cup of coffee that she was adding sugar to and faced Leena, "Shfeech?!" Manal asked.

"U-umm ba'3ait as2lich sha'3la bs," Leena stated as she flicked hair.

"Eehh si2laayy," Manal was curious.

"Fee shay bainich entay w Sa3ad? Madre ya3ne kela ydafi3 3anich w mehtam feech," Leena breathed.

"La2, mabaina shay, yetrawalich, oho nafs o5ooy," Manal lied.

"Ashwaa," Leena bared her teeth at Manal.

"Shno ashwaa? Ya3ne laish?" Manal lifted an eye-brow.

"La2 ya3ne entay nafs i5tyy w el mafrooth etgoolenli kel shay fa 3abali 5asha 3ani shay,"

"La2 lat 7ateen mo 5asha shay 3ainich bs entay ily shaklich 5asha shay," Manal winked at Leena and drew a smile on her face as she hit Leena's arm playfully. Manal smiled outside but died from inside.

Leena giggled shyly, "Eehh bs lat goolen 7ag a7ad okayy?" Leena smiled shyly.


Oho boga a7ad ma dara?


"Lat 7ateen goolay goolay," Manal faked a smile.

"Ya3ne u-umm ana mo3jabaa eb Sa3ad, sha59eeta wayed 7elwa w kalama w kel shay 3ana, a7es ya3ne madre, bs ma ya36eeni wayh madre shasawe," Leena frowned. Her words went into Manal's heart like a sharp knife, Manal held back her tears.

"Ahaa, wallah madre shagoolich, u-umm yimken y7eb wa7da thanya," Manal tried to act normal, she didn't want Leena to notice that she was dying from inside.

"Et9adgeen? Kalamich 97, shakla chii, bs 9ibrayy 3alaay, r7 ayeeb rasaa, ana Leena," Leena winked at Manal and Manal's mouth formed a slight 'o' as her eyes widened in shock.

"La2 la2 Leena, mo min 9ijich, 7araam 3alich, entay bent eshzeenich, itha may 7ebich oho el5asraan, lat saween chethi!!" Manal jolted out trying her best not to give her best friend a laser glare.

"Shfeech? Ma r7 asaweela shay, ma r7 a'9era oho," Leena's eyes were filled with envy and hatred.

"Bsmeellaaahhh Leenoo lat saween shay, 7araam 3alich, yimken y7ebha jad," Manal was frightened, she felt her heart beats accelerate as she stared into Leena's chocolate devilish eyes.

"Ana lama a7i6 a7ad eb rasee ayeeba ya3ne ayeeba," Leena growled with laughter. Manal quickly brushed off Leena as she took her cup of coffee and rushed to the elevator making her way up.












My Own Area...



Today? My Own Area is OUR Own Area...


El mawthoo3 oho?

"Kelman yetmana shay, kelman weda eb shay, kelman 5a6ra ysawe shay, bs shno hal shay? Thalath ashya2 bs, timanaw ay shay, ely taboona, bs thalath omniyaat.. Shno ti5taroon?!"



You can answer in the comment bar below or in ask.fm, remember it's anonymous:D


















Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Chapter 33 - Colorful Love














Heyyyy,
I know I'm amazing:$ Posting reallyyyy fast haha x But you guys deserve it.
I wish you all goodluck with your exams and since I finished I'll be posting for you guys so you can have a break from studying and enjoy a post:D

Okay so I have been asked a lotttttt this question, "Samar 3endi emti7aan w mo 3arfa adres wala arakizzzzz, tikfa sa3deeni shasawee?:(" So I decided to answer here to help all of you guys. Here are a bit tips:

1- Take a shower, showers always waken you up and make you feel fresh and clean.
2- Find a comfortable place, far away from your siblings and from noises.
3- Make sure the AC is on, for me? Personally? I can't study when it's hot, and I can't study when it's cold, so I change it depending on how I feel.
4- YOUR PHONE??? THIS CREATURE HAS TO BE SHUT DOWN!!! No, no, don't tell me you won't touch it, don't tell me i'll put it on silent, you switch it off and put it far away from you, give it to a sibling or put it in another room, or hide it somewhere. Believe me, even if you say you won't touch it, as soon as you get a notification or you feel a vibration your hand will automatically search for it and fiddle with it, 5 minutes will become 30 minutes and you'll get out of the mood of studying.
5- Make yourself a hot cup of coffee or tea *If you make tea I personally advise you to add za3faran to it, or I sometimes add cinnamon sticks, makes it taste better*, also a milkshake will do.
6- Dark chocolate, or maybe some fruits.
7- Personally? I can't study with my hair down, it gets in my way and I get annoyed and keep fiddling with it and touching it, so tie your hair up, maybe in a bun or something.
8- Okay so I heard this from a friend, before studying spray perfume, on the day of the exam spray the same type of perfume, they say the scent helps you remember.
9- This is most important, ED3AAWWW!!! And before going to your exam pray and id3aw, when god is with you? You can't go wrong.
10- Always think positive, that's a book, are you going to let a book beat you? GO KICK IT'S BUTT!!!!

I hope I helped!!:D


This is dedicated to my baby @Skalhajri , Goodluck honey, you can ace this.
And also @Danasultan , It was her birthday *MAY 25* I love youuuuu!!!! You are like the most amazing creature on earth<3.<3

5ala9 basket el7een:c
Enjoy this chapter, and don't forget to give me feedback.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
#TEAMMAS3AD














"Bsmeelllaahhhh bsmeeellllaaahhh bsmeeellllaaahhhhh, ya raaabbb ya raaabbbb ya raaabbbb!!!!" Manal kept on praying to herself in a low voice, she was petrified. She kept on moving back and forth against the white wall. It's been hours, the sun came out and still Sa3ad was inside. "Ya raabbbb mafee shay, ya rabb mafee ela el 5air, ya rabbb, ya raabb, ya raabbb!!!"

"Shfeech?!" Bader asked looking suspicious.

"Ha? La mafeeni shay, bs ena met9argi3a, shakla kan y5ari3 w oho y9ari5 w bs i5tara3t,"

"Met2ked ena mafee shay, 3ad entay kela et7ateen 3ala wala shay," Bader said.

"Ana shako fee? Irfeejik ent, ana shako, bs ena i5tara3t l2na 9aar el mawgef jedami," Manal was dying from inside but she drew a smile on her face, she didn't want Bader to sense anything. "Ana baroo7 el 7amaam," Manal left him and walked to the bathroom.


As soon as she walked in she burst out into tears, she just wanted to fall back into Sa3ad's arms, she wanted to see him. It was like a fire was burning deep within her heart, she was impatient, she wanted to see him right NOW!!

"Bsmeelllaaahhh ya rab ya raaabbb," Tears cascaded down her face.



After fixing herself up and washing her face, she walked out with a fake smile plastered on her face. She walked towards Bader.


"Ha basher shno 9aar?!" Manal asked.

"Lel7een ma 6ala3 el dictor," Bader said.

"Aaahhh okay," Manal fiddled with her hands. Her eyes were filling with tears threatening to fall over, she tried to stop them falling, she didn't want Bader to notice.





Suddenly the doctor walked out, Bader and Manal rushed to him.


"Ha? Bashr dictoor shfeeh?!" Bader asked.

"La mako ela kel 5air enshallah, bs yofathal akalmik ebroo7ik estath Bader," The doctor looked down at Manal.

"Manal dishay," Bader ordered.

"Inshallah," Manal almost ran into he room, she was worried.



Manal peeked into the room, she found Sa3ad laying down on the bed. She took a few steps closer not wanting to look at Sa3ad yet, she was scared that she would break down in front of him. Sa3ad's eyelids swiftly slid up and his chocolate eyes met Manal's, there were hues of yellow in them and faint red little lines that had been connected into his pupil. His face was frail and weak, he smiled faintly.


"Sa3ad?" Manal weakly called out, her voice was cracking. She felt a lump rise in her throat, she pushed it down. I'm not going to cry!

"Shfeech? Laish 5afya? Ta3alay," Manal took a few steps closer and Sa3ad sat up.

"La la Sa3ad, khalek minsidi7.." Manal's voice trembled.

"Lat 7ateen mako shay," Sa3ad smiled weakly.

"Sa3ad shfeek? Hathe mo awal mara yeyeelik 3awar, Sa3ad allah y5aleek goolee shfeek?!" Hot tears trickled down her face.

"El7een shako tabcheen shako ha? La tabcheen ufff!!" Sa3ad said in an annoyed tone.

Manal wiped her tears with the back of her hand then pushed her hands onto her eyes rubbing them as she sobbed, She was like a 3 year old baby in front of Sa3ad.


"Ya bent el nas kane shoofenii mafeeni shay, shfeech entay? Ela tabeen ykoon feeni shay, mafeeni shay ya a5yy!!" Sa3ad stretched his arm out and pulled Manal closer to his side, "La tabcheen la tabcheeen," He begged her.

"Sa3ad shfeekkkk!! Goully shfeek!" Manal's tears continued to drop.

"MAFEENYY SHAYYY, 7ELWA HATHE, '3A9EB '3A9EB FEENI SHAYYY??? LAT 7ANCHEEN EL7EENNN!!!" Sa3ad got pissed.

"Lat 9aree555 lat 9aree555,"

"Zain lat narfeze-" Sa3ad couldn't continue his sentence, "Aa-aayyyy aayyyyy ba6neeeee," Sa3ad pressed his palm against his stomach.

"Sa3ad shfeeekkk Sa3ad," Manal burst out into tears, "Dictoorrr," Manal was about to call the doctor before Sa3ad pulled her wrist stopping her.

"Lat roo7een mafeeni shayy mafeeni shayy," Sa3ad's face twisted in pain.

"Sa3ad allah y5aleekkk Sa3ad lat sawee chii, anadee 3ashan ysa3dek," Tears ran down, she felt her heart shatter watching him in pain.

"Ga3 agoolich mafeeni shay," Sa3ad's words came out with difficulty.


Ya raaabb ma y6la3 fee shay chayd!!

Ya raabb la ta7remnii menaa!!

Ya raab shafeeehhhh!!


Manal couldn't control herself, her tears were falling non-stop and her eyes got redder by the second. It stung her painfully, her heart ached watching him.



Suddenly the door knob turned, Manal quickly moved away and wiped her tears.


"Salaam, shlonik?!" Bader smiled.

"Halaa bel 7abeeb, wallah tamaam eb 5air," Sa3ad replied.

"Yallah 3ad la titdalaa3, tara ychatheb 3alaina mafeeh shay," Bader chuckled and Sa3ad laughed along as Manal drew a fake smile on her lips.

"Meta y6al3ooni?!" Sa3ad asked.

"Lazem tig3ad cham youm," Bader said.

"Laish cham youm? Shfeeh?!" Manal asked as her pupils widened.

"La mafeeh shay bs lazem endal3a shway, 9ayer di3laa," Bader mocked.

"Ana baroo7 el 7amaam," Manal stated bluntly.

"Bsmelllaahhh tawich ray7a el 7amaam, ma meedach," Bader snickered.

"Eeehh shasawe abee el 7amaam," Manal walked out trying to ignore eye contact with Sa3ad.



Manal rushed out the room making sure she closed the door behind her. She made her way to the receptionist, with every step her heart accelarated, with every step she began to shake, she feared of hearing bad news, she wanted to know what was wrong with him but she didn't want to know that she might lose him. Tears kept cascading continuously, she couldn't stop. Thoughts of her losing Sa3ad kept twiling in her head, it scared her to death. She felt heat bounce up and down in her body with ever step.



"Law sima7tay," Manal caught the name tag on the women sitting behind the desk, Reem.

"Ahlain 7abebty, amreeni," Reem smiled to Manal.

"Kent bas2al 3an mareeth 3indkom,"

"Shsmaa?!" Reem asked.

"Sa3ad Al Flanyy, kent ba3aref shfeeh bilthab6?!" Manal asked curiously.

"3afwan bs shet9ereenla?!"

"Ana i5taa," Manal lied.

"Wallah ma 5abee 3alich bs 3ogb el ashe3a Sa3ad 6ala3 feeh Crohn's disease.."


*Crohn's disease = Crohn's disease is a form of inflammatory bowel disease (IBD). It usually affects the intestines.*



It was like someone just slapped Manal harshly, tears ran down her face, she couldn't control herself.


"Cro-ohn's disease?!" Manal hiccuped through her sobs, "W shno 3ilajaa?!" Manal pouted.

"Well there are some medications he has to take, he has to drink a lot of water also and avoid any fatty, greasy or fried foods for a while. We will be giving his some iron supplements, calcium, vitamin D and B12 because he will be feeling very weak. He has to avoid stress also, I'm sorry for you to hear this but it's severe and so we has to do a surgery to remove any damaged or diseased parts of the intestine."


Manal felt the women's words hit her ear-drums hardly, she slowly walked away from her as she made her way to the nearest wall. She couldn't believe what she heard, she just wanted to lean against a wall because she felt someone hold the room and turn it. She felt dizzy and in pain, tears kept falling non-stop, her heart ached her strongly. Manal pushed her body against the wall and slowly moved down sitting herself down on the white marbled floor. She pulled her legs up and began to sob hysterically. She felt apart of her heart being pulled out, she was frightened, she didn't want to lose him, she didn't imagine life without him.


Manal went to the bathroom and washed her face then made her way back to Bader and Sa3ad trying to act like she never found out.


As soon as she walked in the sight of Sa3ad made her want to cry, she held herself. How he smiled to her weakly stung her so painfuly.



"Mo chna 6awaltay?!" Bader asked.

"Eeehh kent ga3 ashrab maay," Manal lied as she faked a smile.

"Ana baroo7 ayeeb malabes emshay wiyaay Manal," Bader said. Manal really wanted to stay but she feared that Bader would get suspicious and sense something.

"Okay," Manal dragged her body towards the door.

"Aw agoolich gi3dayy gi3dayy a5af y7taaj shay hal ta3baan," Bader chuckled as he made his way out leaving Manal and Sa3ad in the room.




"Shfeech?!" Sa3ad gave her a charming smile.

"Mafeeni shay," Manal slowly walked over pulling a chair to his side and sat down near him.

"Yba shfeech laish chii et5izeeni?!"

"La bs chii, ela ma galek el dictor laish ga3 eyeelik 3awaar?!"

"3ade ya3ne ma5ith bared,"

"Bared," Manal nodded.

"El7een ana el ta3baan wela entay? Entay mafrooth etdaleleeni w etratheeni mo el 3aks,"

"Y9eer 5air,"

"Zain 3a6shaan," Sa3ad acted like a 3 year old. "Sharbeeni maay," He crossed his arms and looked at her innocently with a charming smile playing along his lips.

A smile plastered on her face, "Zain 5ala9 el7een aroo7 ayeeblik maay min ta7aat," Manal got up and made her way to the door.

"Lat 6awleen," Sa3ad yelled trying to make sure she hears him as she leaves.

"7athr," Manal closed the door behind her and walked down stairs to the cafeteria area.




Manal glanced at the food that was put behind the glass, hmmm donuts, muffins, cookies, croissant.. Her eyes moved down the trays of food making her feel hungry. Water Manal water!! But wait, he didn't eat anything, maybe I should get him a turkey and cheese croissant, I'm sure he's hungry, rememebr no fatty, greasy or fried foods, lets make it two bottles of water, remember what the doctor said? A lot of water. Okay so two bottles of water and a turkey and cheese croissant.


"Can I take your order ma'am?!" The voice bulldozed Manal, she quickly shut her thoughts and looked up.

"Yes please, I want two bottles of water and a cheese and turkey croissant, make it hot please,"

"Cheese and turkey and water," He pressed a few buttons on his screen then looked up at Manal, "Anything else?!" He asked.

"No thank you," Manal smiled as she took a few steps back not knwoing that someone stood behind her.


"Heeyyy heeyyyy mo chi ydishoon bel nas," The voice made her jump, she quickly turned around to apologize, but as soon as she laid her eyes on the person, not a word came out of her mouth, she was shocked.













My Own Area...





I want to run, I want to hide.
From all the pain he caused inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry.
Why can't I tell him Goodbye?


I want to move on, I just can't let go.
I love him more than he will ever know.
I want to start over, I want to feel free!
But this pain will never leave me.


He hurt me bad, the pain is deep.
From all the promises he couldn't keep.
All the lies, I heard him say.
Are in my head and just won't fade.


How can I forget him, leave him behind?
Erase the memories from my mind?
How when all I think about is him, him and him?<3





La7ad ygoolyy laish? Tara kela poem, ya3ne mo tithbo7ooni bel ask.fm 3ala el poem okay?=)
Hahaha I love you xx
Don't forget to give me feedback!!:D















Saturday, May 25, 2013

Chapter 32 - Colorful Love










Hey! I missed typing, I'm so sorry for the delays and everything, at last I finished my exams and so now I am able to spoil you guys with posts. Please guys can you understand that typing a post takes so much time, I can sit like over 7-9 hours typing and thinking. I have to think *P.S: Thinking takes so much time, I have to sometimes make some research and ask about stuff, I need to get inspired to write chapters, which is by listening to some music, listening to real stories sometimes from my readers that DM me*, I try to tense everything up, type, add stuff, read over it, add more to it, make sure it's long, make sure it's interesting to read, then check and re-read like three times making sure that I don't want to add anything and checking for any spelling mistakes. Please appreciate it and bare with me, it takes time and effort and a good mood. I can't type when I feel awful and tired, the post wouldn't be as good as when I am in a good mood, okay?? Haha I love you all.


GUESS WHATTTT?!
It was my blogs birthday yesterday *May 24th*, yaaayyyyyy, happy birthday to my blog<3
It's been such a good experience, you guys aren't just readers but you are my friends and apart of my family. I would never imagine my life without walking up in the morning and tweeting in my blog twitter account, without joking around and tweeting, without my fa9la moments, without my cravings and ta7el6em, without your cheering up, without my short stories, without typing and writing stories, without YOU!!! I can't imagine myself without you guys, you are part of me, you are my family, you are my everything. Yes you are, believe it or not, you are!! You make my day, you can easily change my mood, you were always there for me, and I am sure that I was always there for anyone that needed anything. You guys? I can't describe. You guys? Are amazing. I love you all, and this is coming from deep beneath my heart, I truly love you all, you are my sisters, my friends, my family, my everything!!<3
Allllaaahhhh la yi7remnii minkom, allahhhh y5aleekom leeyyy, goolaww ameen:c


Also I would love to dedicate this chapter to a few people:

1- To @N2kaim , @alrefaie751 , @yasmeen_hhj , @7wra2AlB , @fay_alkhater , for being such amazing supporters and so sweet, they are the most sweetest people I ever met, sorry I couldn't mention more, you are all sweet but If I write you all I wouldn't finish:( I love you girls x

2- To -chocolate , -Ghamaa , -sol , -shay mait , -R_ramboo , - @amazedbylovee , -cookie , -S , -Maryyam , -R* , -RJ , -As , -R.95 , -Madliar , -fofowa , -are aich , -MK !!! You know that I teared up after reading all the comments, there were so cuteeee!! I swear I teared up, some of you don't put initials so I can't dedicate it to you personally, bs this is for YOU!!! And for all you guys also, because you easily make me smile with just a few words, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. *Asket el7een 3ashan you don't kill me and enjoy the chapter?:'D*

3- To my beautiful birthday girl, May 25 my babyyyyy @F05x_ , Happppyyyy birthdayyyy, el 3omr kela enshallah, a7bicchhhhhh!! Enjoy it, you are amazinggg!! Ily yza3lich? Ya waylaa minii!!! Lat 5aleen a7ad y5areb your mood aw wallah aroo7 a5areb wayha:@ okayyy? I LOVE YOU BABYYY!!<3

4- I want to make a special dedication to one of the most special people on earth, to my mother, it's her birthday today, and this is a special dedication to her, for all what she did for me, for all her advises and standing next to me and helping me and giving stuff away just for me and for my sake, she is a great women, I realllyyyy love you mummmmyyyyyy. No guys I'm not a baby, I'm a grown up, but when it comes to my mother? Yes, I become a 3 year old baby.
Ya yma i7tert eb 3eedich wsh ahdeech? Amreeni ya yma, el roo7? kelha fidaach! Asheelich eb 3aini ya yma w ad3ee ena allaahh y6awel eb 3omrich w y5aleech lena yal '3alyaa, a7bich ya yma w hamii bel dinya rithaach, ya a'3laa min 3araft eb 3omryy w 7ayatee, da3ait allaahh bel firdoos yijma3ne ma3aachh. Ya 3asa 3eedich ya yma 3alaina y3ood, mahma wi9aft w mahma gilt feech zood, abgaa bi7agich emga9ra ya yma. Law laach ya yma ma kaan lyy bildinya wojood w shlon ansaach ya yma eb a7laa el a3yaad? A7bich ya ymaa<3

5- To all you amazing, lovely, beautiful people out there. Believe in yourself always, believe in what you want, believe it so hard, want it so hard, work for it so hard, and you'll get it. Don't underestimate yourself, nothing is impossible..
You can and you will<3


Enjoy the chapter and don't forget to give me feedback xx
Love you all
#TEAMMAS3AD !!!
















"Yallaahhhh yallaaahhhhh malaaaiiittt w yi3ttttt, tara bi7ooshni jonoon bogarr el7een," Noor complained in her annoying voice.

"Entay already feech jonoon bogar ya3ne mo shay yideed," Bader teased her.

"Hidoonii 3alih hatha, hidooni 3alih," Noor was almost screaming.

"Yr7am omich encha3mayy, yr7am omich tikfa," Jawa begged her.

"Shasawii? El yoo3 kafer," Noor frowned.

"W ka 360," Sa3ad giggled.

"A5eeeraaannn wallah 7ashnii 9ooda3," Manal said in relief.



They parked the car and met up with Jassim, Leena, Lamaar and Remas.


"Abyy al3ab minaak, abyy abyyy," Remas nagged as she pointed to the games area up in 360.

"Shway w enroo7, bs 5al netmasha w net'3ada okayy?!" Manal smiled.

"Okayy," Remas smiled back.

"Ha? Wain taboon nakel?!" Jassim asked.

"Amaa el akel 3alaayy, shoof ako Fridays w Mac w KFC w..." Noor was interrupted.

"6aleb el menu ana wela shno?!" Jassim laughed.

"Emshaw Fridays," Leena stated.

"La ufff male 5ilgaaa thegeeel," Lamaar said.

"Ohhhhhh bs 3ad, ana banagee," Jawa shut them.

"Ya jama3a, ya jama3a ensawe voting w nertaa7," Bader suggested.



They voted and the winning place to eat at was Fridays..




As soon as Sa3ad sat down Leena raced to sit next to him without hesitation or shame, Manal glared at her as she took a seat next to Jassim. Sa3ad shot her a death stare not wanting her to sit there, but she totally ignored him.





Whatsapp..


Sa3ad: "7elo mokanich:D"
Manal: "IKR;) Haha,"
Sa3ad: "Swap?!"
Manal: "La2 5alik 3end 7abebat el galb, ba3dain 7aram tiz3al:o"
Sa3ad: "Bidainaa?"
Manal: "You're starting it,"
Sa3ad: "You're jealous:D"
Manal: "Well so are you;)"



Children you can say?

Manal closed her phone and faced them.






Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-lingggg..!

Manal gazed down at her phone to find an unknown number calling her, she rushed to answer curiously wanting to know who it was.



"Nassor 5ali9 yoba wagif bara ana 9arlyy sina," The voice bursted out of Manal's phone.

"Alo-oo?" Manal crocked.

"Nasser?" He asked in confusion.

"U-um la, ra8am '3ala6 o5ooy," Manal stuttered.

"Wallah asef asef," He quickly said.

"La 3adee, ma3 el salama," Manal closed the phone without even hearing a goodbye back.




"Mno?!" Bader asked.

"Shdarani ra8am '3ala6," Manal explained.

"Ahhh ok," Bader continued his conversation with Jassim.

"Yallah ya jama3a 6elbaww!!" Noor nagged.

"I6leblyy mithlik Sa3ad," Leena said with a smile as she closed the menu.

"Ha? Aahh," Sa3ad looked at Manal not knowing what to say, "Ana mabe akel u9lan," Sa3ad smiled.

"3ayal ana mabe akel," Leena crossed her arms. Swearing words built up in Manal's head as she shot Leena firing stares.

"Haha," Sa3ad faked a laugh not knowing what to say.


"Ana baroo7 el 7amaam, anyone care to come?!" Manal asked, but everyone was too busy with their conversations. "Fine I'll go alone," Manal stood up.

"Hey la wait lat roo7en ebroo7ich kela shabaab," Bader said trying to be protective about his sister.

"Ana awadeeha, ana awadeeha," Sa3ad stood up. Leena was about to talk but Sa3ad rushed out the restaurant forcing Manal to quickly follow him.




"Shfeech?!" Sa3ad chuckled when they got out.

"Mafeeni shay," Manal smiled.

"Shabaat nar el '3eera," Sa3ad teased her.

"Ughhh. I seriously don't know how I stand you,"

"Afaa," Sa3ad talked as if he was a 3 year old baby.

"Stu-" Manal was about to continue but suddenly Sa3ad stopped walking. She quickly stopped and faced him, his face was pale and he had his palm pressed against his stomach. It was like he was in pain, he winced and shut his eyes as his forehead furrowed. "Sa3ad? Sa3aaaddd!" Manal's voice full of worry and fear. "Sa3ad shfeek? Sa3ad!" Manal brushed her small fingers against his arm, he was still wincing in pain. "SA3AAADDD SA3AAADDDD!!!!" Her voice getting louder, she was petrified.

"A-aayyyyyy," Sa3ad's screeched out. Manal's eyes were full of worry.

"Sa-a3ad shfeek Sa3ad Sa3aaadd," Manal's tears streamed down her soft skin.

"Ma-afeenii emshay emshayy," Sa3ad's face was twisted with pain, he tried to walk slowly still having his palm pressed against his stomach fearing that Manal would get scared and worried about him.

"La feek Sa3ad feek," Manal's tears cascaded down as she pushed her fingers against Sa3ad's arm causing him to stop.

"El7een laish ga3 tabcheen?!" Sa3ad smiled weakly as he looked into Manal's eyes knowing that she was terrified about him.

"Sa3ad sh9ayr? Shfeek shfeeekkkk?" Manal couldn't control herself, she kept asking in fear.

"7abebtyy 9adgeeni mako shay laish ga3 tabcheen el7een? La tabcheen, mako shay 9adgeeni!" Sa3ad calmed her as he wiped her tears away. Each drop was more expensive than anything in this world to him. A smile plastered on Sa3ad's face, he liked the feeling of having her care and worry about him like he meant everything to her.

"E7leef!!" Manal pouted.

"Lat 7ancheen el7een gilna mako shay, shoofay ka mafeeni ela el 3afya," Sa3ad tried standing up straight and smiling, showing her that there was nothing wrong but his eyes were filled with pain.

"Inzain," Manal didn't believe him.







-







Manal tossed and turned in her bed, she couldn't sleep. She kept thinking of Sa3ad, she sensed that there was something.
Manal then dragged herself off the bed and opened the door making her way down stairs. The sun was still not out and the shaleh was so quiet. She made her way to the fridge getting out the bottle of milk as she poured a cup for herself.


"Shg3 etsaween?!" The voice behind Manal made her jolt up, her heart was about to explode out her chest from fear. She quickly turned around to find Sa3ad.

"Bsmeelllllllaaaaahhhhhhhh," Manal gasped as she pressed her hand against her chest, feeling her heart beats. "You scared the hell out of me," Manal still feeling her heart accelerate as she returned the bottle of milk back into the fridge and sat down on the stool and pushed the glass of cold milk against her lips.

"Asef, mo ga9dee," Sa3ad gave her a charming smile as he took a seat infront of her. "Why are you up?!"

"Why are YOU up?!" Manal rolled her eyes.

"Couldn't sleep," Sa3ad stated.

"Me neither," Manal smiled.

"Tawich za3lana 3alay?!" Sa3ad asked.

"Shway," Manal smiled.

"Aaahhh enratheech?!" Sa3ad gave her a sexy half smile.

"Madre,"

"Wayed r7 tit'3alain?!"

"Eeehhh Manal thegeela!"

"5oosshhh thegeela, bs 3ala '3airee mo 3alay ana," Sa3ad hissed to her. "En'3aneelich?!" He asked.

"Uu-mmm," And before Manal could continue Sa3ad began to sing in a low voice...

"9adegnee eblees da5el baini w bainik, walaa ana adre fee galbik ma y5aleeni, ma3goola sibat za3al a6ee7 min 3ainik? W ana ely min '3arik enta, ma abee 3aini.. Yallaaahhhhh, 7abebyyy el 3omrii kelaa, 5al el za3aaal 5alaaa, fedaitik.." Manal giggled. His voice was filled with passion and strength, very muscular. He continued to sing, "Layl7een ma shift ana min 6eebtik shainaa, lo ma ti7s enta feeni, min y7is feeni? Fedait ana 6eeb galibik, yal '3alaaah w zainik, amoot amoot ya 7ayatee lo tijafeeni, yallaahhh 7abebyyy el 3omrii kelaa, 5al el za3aaal 5alaaa, fedaitik.. Arthaa-" Sa3ad was interrupted by Manal's phone.


Da-ling! Da-ling! Da-lingggg..!



They both stared at the screen.


"Mno?!" Sa3ad asked, lifting one eye-brow.

"Madre ra8am '3areeb," Manal said.

"Yeebay," Sa3ad stretched out his arm.

"La yimken irfeejti wait," Manal slide her finger across the screen and pressed the phone against her ear. "Alo-o?!" Her voice trembled. "Mno?!" Manal's eyes widdened and Sa3ad stared at Manal impatiently wanting to know who the caller was.

"Asef ra8am '3ala6," The muscular voice sounding so familiar but Manal couldn't figure out who it was.

"La 3adee," Manal closed the line. Her forehead furrowed in confusion as she placed the phone on the black marbled table.

"Mno?!" Sa3ad asked again.

"Madre, ra8am '3areeb,"

"Mo chna hathe thani ma-" Suddenly Sa3ad stopped talking, his face twisted again in pain. Manal shot up and rushed to his side.

"Sa3ad shfeek? Sa3ad!!" Manal placed her palm against Sa3ad's crimson shirt. Her heart raced, her tears threatening to fall over.

"Aaaaayyyyyyyy," Sa3ad clenched his fist, his nails digging deeper into his palm as he shut his eyes tighter allowing wrinkles to form. Manal's heart shattered seeing him in pain.

"Sa3ad Sa3aaadddd," Manal shoke his shoulder as she held his shirt tightly.

"Aaaayyyy ba6neee, aaaayyyyyyy," Sa3ad couldn't take it anymore, he felt the inner of his stomach rip apart. He began to screech in pain, his voice banging into Manal's ears drums as her sockets filled up with tears and she began to yell for help not knowning what to do or say. Sa3ad clutched on Manal's wrist, tightening his grip by the second. Fury raced through her body, heating her to her very core and igniting a flame so hot within her heart. Hot tears trickled down her face, "SA3AAAADDDD!!!" A scream escaped her trembling lips.













My Own Area...





Elyoum 7aba a5alee My Own Area et9eer OUR Own Area...
You can write whatever you want, remember it's anonymous so I won't know who you are, you can say everything, anything. You can write as much as you want and share it with others.


El mawthoo3 oho??



"Why do we always run after people that don't want us and leave the people that are doing everything for us? Why do we follow those who ignore us and skip those who would take a bullet for us? Why?"




You answer...








I hope you enjoyed the chapter, lat 7atoon ma r7 a6awel 3alaikom<3
I love you all xx
Don't forget to give me feedback and I will answer each and everyone!:D